Auctioned on Valentine's Day: A Second Chance Stepbrother Romance

by Amy Brent

  “Get in here,” he growled, and pulled me towards him in one swift motion. I kicked the door shut behind me and fell into his arms and felt this wave of relief in realizing that he still wanted me as badly as he did before, as badly as I wanted him. He leaned down and kissed me, hand slipping down my waist to my ass, and pulled me against him. He was already hard. How long had he been picturing this moment, had he been ready for it? I knew that I had gone over this encounter a million times in my head, the way I would touch him, the way he would smell and taste and fell, but none of my fantasies came anywhere near close to how good this felt right now.

  “I don’t see why you’d bother with all of this,” Nate murmured against my mouth as he went to undo the zips and buttons on the pants that I had worn; I had thrown them on in the thin hope that they would be enough to keep me from giving in to my baser instincts quite as quickly as I might have done otherwise, but his deft fingers were already making light work of them and I knew I’d been a fool to think that I could stop myself. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him again, kicking off my shoes and letting the pants fall around my feet. I kicked them off and stepped towards him, and he hitched me up and carried me to the bed, laying me down carefully on the covers, running his hands up and down my bare legs. There was an edge to the look in his eyes, something rough and hungry, something that made my heart beat a little faster and my breath come a little more ragged.

  “I missed this,” He murmured, pushing my legs apart and kissing the inside of my thigh. “I missed you.”

  “I missed you too,” I panted, watching as he brushed his lips playfully over the black cotton of my panties. I could feel the warmth of his breath and it was making me needy for more. I reached down and ran my fingers through his hair and he glanced up at me, a smile spreading across his face, like he knew what I needed so badly and had no intention of giving it to me. I bit my lip. He was always like this, so ready to push and pull and tease and taunt me until I couldn’t take any more. But all I needed right then was him to take my mind off everything that was happening, everything that had been flowing around and around my head the last twenty-four hours.

  “Make me come,” I pleaded. I knew I sounded pathetic and a little desperate, but it was the only way I could think of to put what I needed into words. I could play his twisted-up little games a thousand times over in the future, but right now all I needed was for him to put those deft skills to good use and make me come.

  “With pleasure,” he raised his eyebrows, apparently impressed by my demands. Maybe I should try being a little more forward in future, see if that got me closer to where I wanted to be with him.

  He ripped down my panties, moving so I could kick them off the ends of my feet, and looked down at my pussy and let out this soft groan, like this was what he’d been waiting for all this time. I closed my eyes. I couldn’t look at him. Somehow that was too much, over sensitizing my entirely too-tender body. I felt his fingers spread me apart, his breath still warm on me and I curled my toes and balled the covers up in my fists.

  He pushed a finger into me, slowly moving it inside of me, as though testing how wet I was, how ready I was for me. I let out a gasp – I wasn’t sure what I’d expected, but it wasn’t that. He drew his finger against the upper wall of my vagina, finding that sensitive spot that everyone else I’d been with had only ever hit on purpose and for a split-second. I bit my lip. It felt so good it was almost painful, the intensity of it bridging that gap between pleasure and agony. He stroked his finger back and forth a few times and the sensation mellowed to good, my body melting into the covers below me as he did his work. I breathed deep, gulping in air as though it was the only thing keeping me pinned to the ground right now, as though I might pick up and fly away if I wasn’t careful. I opened my eyes for a moment, glancing down at him, and found him watching me with this hungry intensity that made the hair on the back of my neck stand up. How was it that he could do this to me with just a look?

  I closed my eyes again and moments later I felt his tongue on my clit – I would have recognized him anywhere, the sweet, soft touch as he stroked back and forth over my most sensitive spot. That, combined with his soft caressing of my G-spot, was getting me overheated. My body was racing double-time to make sense of everything that was happening, the mess of sensations and distractions mounting and growing and-

  “Oh, fuck,” I gasped again, and suddenly the orgasm took me over. That was the only way to describe it, taking me over – it seemed to control me, to dominate me, to shift everything else out of my head and replace it with this raw, rampant pleasure. It grew and burst, the waves of pleasure hitting me hard and fast, making my legs shake and my jaw tremble. I couldn’t focus on anything, not even Nate, as I came, my body given over to it, lost to it.

  Finally, it began to subside, and I opened my eyes to find myself in that hotel room once more. And that I was already hungry for more. I looked down at him again and he was watching me carefully, as though trying to figure out how best to torment me to orgasm again; I had asked him to make me come and he had certainly obliged, so I couldn’t complain about false advertising. But now I needed something more intimate. I needed to feel the weight of him on top of me. I reached down and pulled him up, kissing him again, tasting myself on him and remembering just how much I loved it when I could taste the two of us mingling on his mouth.

  “Fuck me”, I begged. Being blunt with him seemed to have worked before so I figured it was worth a shot again this time around. He grinned and kissed me again, his tongue in my mouth.

  “With pleasure,” he murmured, and he reached into the bedside table and pulled out a condom; as fast as he could manage, he removed what he was wearing on his lower half and sheathed himself, pushing my legs apart and positioning himself at the entrance to my pussy. I was so ready for this. I ran my hands through his hair, across his neck, over his back. He watched me as he moved into me for the first time, not once pulling his gaze from my own as he entered me for the first time in what felt like a lifetime.

  “Ah…” I groaned, trying my best to meet his gaze but finding it too intense for the time being. All I could focus on was the feel of him, his cock spreading me open as he went hard and deep into me. He wrapped his arms around me and buried his face in my neck, inhaling deeply, as though reminding himself of all the little details of me that he’d missed since the last time we had done this. I held on for dear life, my brain running through the dozens of times we’d done this before, how good they felt, how raw, how real. It felt like I was waking up after a long sleep, like my body had been numb until this moment.

  We fucked like that for a while, in perfect harmony, our bodies rocking against one another’s like it was the only thing in the world that mattered. And maybe it was, because I knew that after this I would have to face up to the truth, to the knowledge that I bore that he knew nothing about yet. But for now – for those sacred, special moments – I could pretend it was just me and him again, just the two of us, as it had always been before.

  I found myself cresting again, surprised that I was already ready to come once more after the intensity of the first time. This one was different, gentler and softer, one that grew as it went on; he kissed me as I came and there was something so painfully tender and intimate about that moment that I felt something I’d never felt before, like I was missing him even though he was right there with me. He thrust deep, going a little faster, and moments later he reached his own climax inside of me too. He held himself there for a long while, his breath coming faster and harder than it had before, and then slowly pulled out of me, as though he would have been happy waiting until he was hard again and going at it from the top.

  He rolled off of me and disposed of the condom, and a bitter thought that we didn’t really need to use it crossed my mind – and I remembered, with a jolt, exactly why I had come here in the first place. I closed my eyes. Okay, so this wasn’t going to be one little bit of fun, but I had to do it.

/>   He lay down next to me, still dressed from the waist up, and grinned.

  “I really missed doing that with you,” He confessed, brushing a loose strand of hair back from my face. I smiled at him, almost forgetting for a moment what I had come here for in the first place. I knew I shouldn’t let it slip my mind, but it was so easy, especially the way he was looking at me, the sweet tenderness in his eyes making it all too simple to just forget. I didn’t want to ruin this. I wanted to revel in this moment and enjoy the way it felt, to commit to memory the way he was looking at me right now. I had craved this so badly for so long, the look on his face, the fact that he admitted that he missed me and that he wanted me and…all of it. And I had to be the one who put a stop to it all.

  He pushed himself out of bed and went to grab his clothes, getting dressed once more; I realized that it had gotten dark outside, the evening closing in around us, like the world was preparing me to let him know the truth. I pulled the covers around me like a protective shield and propped myself up on the bed – the sick feeling was back, but this time I knew for damn sure that it was nerves at the thought of telling him everything I’d done such a damn good job hiding from him this whole time.

  “You alright?” He asked, going for the minifridge and grabbing himself a drink. “You want one?”

  “No, I shouldn’t,” I shook my head, looking down at my hands. And how exactly was I meant to tell him? What, did I just yell it at the top of my lungs and then run out of this place? He eyed me for a moment.

  “You don’t look alright,” he remarked bluntly, and I rolled my eyes at him playfully.

  “You really know how to make a girl feel special, Nate, you know that?” I teased weakly. He held his hands up as he cracked one of the tiny bottles of whisky and poured it into one of the glasses that came with the room.

  “Point taken,” he conceded, taking a sip. “Why aren’t you drinking? You pregnant or something?”

  It was a trip, watching his face after he said those words. As he seemed to notice the fact that I wasn’t contradicting him. As he seemed to register that yeah, maybe I actually was pregnant. He took a deep sip of his drink, as though giving me time to jump in and tell him that I was kidding, but I stayed quiet. I was glad I didn’t have to come out with the words myself. I wasn’t sure I could have managed it. But this – this was a way of doing it, sure. And at least it would be done after this. Even if my heart was pounding so fast in my chest I could hear it thrumming in my ears. I knew in that moment that everything had changed between us, changed in an irreparable way, and I didn’t know what the hell to expect going forward.

  “Are you?” He asked again softly, and I nodded slowly. He closed his eyes, and ran his fingers through his hair.

  “Is that why you came around here today?” He gestured to the hotel room, and I nodded again.

  “So what just happened…” He furrowed his brow.

  “It wasn’t what I came here for,” I admitted. “I mean, I loved – I had a great time. But I knew I had to tell you.”

  “And you’re sure it’s mine?” He went on, his voice sounding curiously hollow, like it was bouncing off the walls of his chest as he spoke.

  “Certain,” I nodded. “It couldn’t be anyone else’s.”

  “Oh, fuck,” He snapped, but the hostility seemed to be mostly aimed at himself and not me. Nonetheless, it made me jump and bristle, and I quickly rolled out of bed and went to gather my stuff so I could actually be wearing clothes when we had this hell of a conversation.

  He turned away from me, putting space between us, and I felt my stomach lurch as I realized that he didn’t want anything to do with me right now. I wanted to reach out and touch him, remind him of what we’d just shared, but I had a feeling that was only going to make things worse. I bit my lip.

  “Nate?” I murmured softly, so quietly that I could just pretend that he hadn’t heard me somehow. He didn’t move a muscle.

  “I think you should go,” He shook his head. My stomach lurched.

  “What are you talking about?” I stood there, just a few feet away from him, this man who I was – well, this man who had gotten me pregnant. And he wouldn’t even look me in the eye, like acknowledging that this was really happening would bring the reality crashing home.

  “I need some time to think,” he glanced up at me at last, and then took another long drink of his scotch. It wasn’t exactly how I’d imagined revealing the news of a pregnancy to a partner. I had hoped, at least, that there would be some celebration amongst the anger, amongst the nervousness. But looking at him now, the way his jaw tightened and his fist clenched at his sides, I wondered if there was any part of him that was happy about this. If there was, he was doing a damn good job of hiding it.

  “About what?” I blurted out before I could stop myself, even though the answer to that question was pretty obvious. He looked away again.

  “I’m not abandoning you,” he promised. “You’ll hear from me again, soon. Just, right now, I need some time to get my head together…”

  He trailed off again, turning to look out beyond the window. His mouth was downturned at the edges, almost comically, like a sad clown. I would have giggled at him if he hadn’t been booting me out of his hotel room after I’d just told him that I was carrying his child.

  “I’ll see you later,” he muttered, heading towards the door. “I’ll make sure there’s a cab waiting for your downstairs. Just…go. For now. I’m sorry.”

  I let my head droop down and made my way out of his room at last. There was no point sitting around here if he wasn’t going to talk to me about what had just happened. I felt stupid, used – had I really thought that he was going to throw himself into my arms with a smile on his face and tell me that he wanted to drop everything to raise this baby with me? I wasn’t sure what I’d expected, but something more than what I’d gotten – something more than just “get out of this hotel room and give me some damn time to think”. What was he thinking about? And was he telling the truth about seeing him again? If he was so happy to boot me to the curb now then what was there to keep him from just ignoring my calls and pretending none of this was happening at all?

  I headed downstairs, back to reception, and tried to still my racing thoughts, but it did little to help. I was just so confused. I wanted an answer, I wanted him to tell me that he could make this all right. I didn’t know whether I wanted to be with him or without him, but I knew I needed him to guide me through this, to help me through the mess that was the inside of my head right now. I knew I shouldn’t have let his shock get to me but I couldn’t help going over and over the look on his face, the surprise – something close to horror, too.

  “Your cab is waiting outside,” The woman at reception managed a smile in my direction, less standoffish this time. I returned her smile in a daze. I’d been in and out of there so quickly she probably thought that I’d just come to this hotel room to hook up with him. I wished I could tell her the truth, wished I could blurt out the messy contents of my head to someone else and get them to help me put the pieces of all of this together. But I couldn’t. I knew that the two of us would have to figure it out together, and that meant holding off on discussing it with anyone else at all, no matter how badly I wanted to.

  I slid into the taxi that was waiting outside and gave the driver my address, my voice sounding hollow and empty the way his had back in that hotel room. As we pulled away from the building, I stared back up at the dozens of windows that lined it, wondering which one Nate was standing behind – and wondering if I would ever see him again after this meeting.

  Chapter Fourteen

  Another day, another taxi cab across the town – but this time I felt a little more optimistic. Nate had reached out to me earlier in the day to see if I wanted him to fly me back to the city on his jet, and I had, obviously, accepted at once. I was nervous, sure, but I was also excited to see him considering the last time the two of us had been in a room together it hadn’t exactly gone
according to plan.

  That had been four days ago and I had been happy to just sit at home and relax and pretend like none of this was really going down; I ignored the calls from my friends back in the city and hoped to goodness that none of them would notice how long I’d been away or start to wonder about what I was getting up to now that I was done with college. I felt as though I was one of those old-fashioned ladies who fled the city upon finding out they were pregnant out of wedlock, hiding out in the country to make sure that no-one else in her social circle would find out about her secret shame. I mean, yeah, that was a little dramatic, but I also didn’t want anyone to know about the pregnancy until I’d decided what to do with it. Until we had.

  I drummed my fingers on my knee and looked over at the bag sitting next to me; everything I needed from back home was crammed into that thing. My mom had helped me pick out a few bits and pieces that she was certain that adult-me was going to need once I was back in the city and I had taken her word on all of it, since she had always seemed to know best when it came to stuff like that. A couple of times, when she had been helping me gather my stuff that morning, it had been on the tip of my tongue – I had been so close to telling her, so close to letting rip with everything that I had wanted her to know out of the last few days, but I knew that I had to keep quiet for the time being. Besides, if I told her that I had gotten pregnant by my boss, the same one who happened to be forming a business partnership with my dad, I wasn’t even sure that she’s believe me. It sounded like something plucked straight from a dumb soap-opera storyline that sometimes I wasn’t even sure that I believed it, and the morning sickness and hormonal insanity was a pretty strong indicator that it was real.