Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter collection 11-15

by Laurell K. Hamilton

  I almost screamed it. “Not now!”

  Olaf’s deep voice said, “What is that?”

  I didn’t have time to look around and see if there was something else coming. Edward would take care of it. I believed that.

  Micah managed to tear himself away from my arm. He went to his knees on the steps, as if he were having more trouble than normal controlling his own beast. It wasn’t close to full moon. It shouldn’t have been such an effort.

  Graham was coming toward us. He was coming in a blur of speed, but my leopard was rising faster. It was tearing its way up through my body. I needed to cool this heat. I almost reached for Jean-Claude. He was vampire. He was the chill of the grave, but he never affected me that way. He was always passion to me. I needed to think. I reached for my other vampire. I reached out to Damian. I reached out with desperation. I screamed in my head, Save me, save us, kill this heat.

  I felt him stagger when my call hit him. I knew someone grabbed his arm to keep him from falling. But my power hit him, and he gave me what I demanded. He gave me that coolness. That utter control that he had learned in years of servitude to the master that created him. He gave me the control that had helped him survive, and betray nothing by thought, word, deed, or glance. He gave me that control in a sweep of cold, steely willpower.

  The visual in my head was of my leopard finding a metal wall in her path. She snarled at it and reacted like any self-respecting leopard would if a giant wall suddenly appeared in the forest path. She ran. The leopard ran back the way she had come, to hide in that empty, full, dark place where all the beasts seemed to wait inside me. It was like the blackness of space before the light found it, except it was inside me somewhere. I don’t explain the show, sometimes I just watch it.

  A woman’s voice, half singing, beautiful and pure and strangely joyous, spoke from inside the open doors. “Let it begin at last, our contest, Jean-Claude. Your servant has struck the first blow.”

  I yelled, “It was an accident.” But it was too late. I had done metaphysics. Either she didn’t realize how little control I had over some of my powers, or she was using it as an excuse to start the fight. Either way, shit.

  Graham offered me his hand, and I took it. He dragged me and Nathaniel up off the steps. His hand in mine was just a hand, just warmth. Maybe he wasn’t armed, and maybe he didn’t understand how to take cover, but in that moment no one else with us could have dragged me to my feet without complicating things. I looked up and found Edward with his hand on Olaf’s stomach, or lower chest. Olaf would have helped me off the steps, and Edward had stopped it. He looked at me, and the look was enough. They weren’t psychic enough to tell the difference between beasts rising and the ardeur rising, not in its early stages. Edward didn’t want to have it spread to him, and he was going to make certain it didn’t spread to Olaf. I pushed the thought away, into that crowded cage that all the other thoughts had gone into for the last few days and hours. Think about it later. We were running up the steps. Graham had my right hand, but we weren’t supposed to be pulling guns tonight, right?

  43

  FACES TURNED TO us as we stumbled through the door. There was no vestibule, so the three of us were just suddenly in view of the crowd. Nathaniel and I were breathing as if we’d run a mile. Only Graham was calm at my side. Edward and Olaf fanned out to either side of us. Micah moved wide around us all. Was he still fighting off his beast? I trusted him to handle it. I had to trust him, because there were things happening that I didn’t trust anyone else to handle.

  The area behind the pulpit had become a stage. There were three people on stage in masks. What could only be Columbine and Giovanni were to the left. She was elegant in a skintight version of the Harlequin’s motley, all red, blue, white, black, and gold with a short half skirt to pretend at modesty. A gold tricorn hat had multicolored balls to echo the colors of the rest. Her mask left a white chin and crimson mouth bare. The man beside her was much taller than she was, dressed in a white mask like the one they’d sent us in the first box. His face was an empty blankness trapped in the black hooded cloak that covered him to his ankles. A black tricorn hat completed the outfit. They stood in a contrast of bright and dark, color and not.

  The third masked figure was on our side of the stage, standing beside Jean-Claude and his vampires. Damian and Malcolm were close at his side, behind Asher. But the last masked figure wasn’t a vampire. He looked more like he was about to do bondage than go to Carnival. The mask was leather and hid most of the face, covering even the back of the head, a hood instead of a mask. It was the broad shoulders framed by the leather vest, and the slightly paler version of his summer tan, that let me know it was Richard. He’d come to stand at Jean-Claude’s side after all. Jake and some of the other bodyguard werewolves stood behind him.

  Asher stood on the other side of Jean-Claude, his hair catching the lights like spun gold. Remus and a handful of other werehyenas stood behind him. Most of Jean-Claude’s vampires were scattered around the stage. But Elinore and a few others weren’t there because Jean-Claude had made them stay away. If we died tonight and managed to take the Harlequin with us, he trusted Elinore to rebuild the city’s vampires. Truth and Wicked were there, along with Haven and his werelions. Rafael and his wererats were there, on the stage. There was an ocean of wereanimals around our side of the stage. The two Harlequin looked so outnumbered. Part of me was sad that it wasn’t going to be a stand-up fight. It looked like we might win that kind of fight. Of course, the Harlequin standing in the church had scouted us; they knew our resources. Maybe there was more than one reason they’d offered a metaphysical fight instead of a physical one.

  My pulse had started to slow. We started up the aisle, Graham a little ahead of us all, Nathaniel and I still hand in hand. Micah was still giving us room. I’d have loved to touch him, but he was right. We didn’t need another visit from our leopards. Edward and Olaf brought up the rear. I thought we’d get to the stage. I thought I’d get to touch Jean-Claude, and Damian, but Columbine thought otherwise.

  Her power poured over the congregation like invisible smoke. My breath caught in my throat. I felt her power touch some of the vampires. They were choking on her power. I was choking on her power. I dropped Nathaniel’s hand and grabbed for the back of a pew. Whatever was happening, I didn’t want it spreading to Nathaniel.

  “Anita,” he said, “what’s wrong? I feel power, but…”

  I shook my head. I couldn’t talk past the feel of her power. It was almost delicate, like choking on feathers; light, airy, and deadly. Vampires were standing in the pews or falling to the floor. I fought to stand and stared at the vampire in her colored clown outfit. If something that elegant could be called a clown. I realized I wasn’t choking. It wasn’t death the power offered, but it was the end of free will. Her will was so large, so powerful, that it would be slavery. I could feel it. She would control us as surely as I could control a zombie that I had raised. Her power was something close to mine. She could control vampires, so why was it hitting me this hard?

  Her power was a dainty fingertip sticking into my mind, pushing against my will. “Be mine,” it whispered. “Be mine.”

  Nathaniel touched me. His power shivered over my skin, chasing back that cold touch. I could think again, feel again, take a deep breath again.

  My own power roared to life. My necromancy, and something else, something that was necromancy, and not. I thrust that power into the delicate, coaxing touch. There was nothing delicate about what I did. I smashed into her power with a hammer, straight through that deceptive softness. Hit it, and found the steel nail underneath the lie of gentleness. It was all lies. There was nothing gentle, nothing kind. Submit, the power breathed. Be mine, I’ll take care of you, I’ll take away all your problems, be mine. I screamed down those lying words. I drowned her voice in my head in sheer power, like dynamiting a hotel because you didn’t like your room. Her power collapsed, retreated, and I was suddenly standing in the aisle when I
hadn’t realized I’d moved.

  I was standing with Nathaniel’s hand in mine. I could taste pulses, blood flowing sluggish in a dozen veins. Vampires turned and looked at me, because they had no choice. I’d smashed her power and replaced it with my own. The dozen vamps hadn’t fed yet tonight, so slow the beat, so sluggish the pulse. We needed food.

  Nathaniel’s hand convulsed around mine, bringing me back from that thought. Had he shared it? I could suddenly smell their skin, half a dozen different perfumes, someone’s sweet shampoo, the sharp scent of cigarettes, aftershave. I could smell their skin as if I’d put my face just above their arms, their necks. Jean-Claude had kept me from drowning in the sensations of them last time I’d come to the church. Why wasn’t he helping me now? I turned to the stage and found him looking, not at me, but at Columbine and Giovanni. Something was happening. Were they talking? I couldn’t hear them. It was as if all my senses were narrowed down to scent and touch and vision.

  I felt her power draw inward, like you’d take a breath before blowing out a candle. Except this candle was a few hundred vampires. That power spilled outward, and it was like water moving around the rocks of the vampires that Nathaniel and I could sense. We could save them, but the rest…the rest were lost.

  Damian cried out, in my head, a scream. Nathaniel and I turned and found Malcolm wrapped around Damian, Malcolm’s mouth shoved into Damian’s throat. Malcolm shoved his power into the less powerful vampire, but taking his blood meant he was blood-oathing to him. It made no sense. Then the power hit us. Hit me.

  It was like a door blew open inside my head. Nathaniel cried out, and I echoed him. My power, our power, blew outward over the other vampires. Malcolm had created almost every vampire in here. He had trusted no one else. Now he blood-oathed himself not to Damian, but to me. He was using his power to send mine over the rest of his flock. He was giving them all to me to keep Columbine from taking them. But I think Malcolm didn’t understand what blood-oathing to me could mean. Maybe he thought that blooding himself to me and not Jean-Claude would make it a weaker bond, but I’d never blood-oathed someone without Jean-Claude’s guidance. I only knew one way to do anything, and that was all the way.

  In one of those moments that lasts forever, and is the blink of an eye, I saw inside Malcolm’s mind. He had thought me the lesser evil. He had thought he could control me and retain some control of his people. It wasn’t words, but more pictures, like some dream shorthand, if dreams could slap you as they ran across your mind. I’d always wondered if Malcolm’s motives were as pure as they seemed. I’d assumed it was a bid for power; all vampires wanted power. But I saw him holding his people, cradling them while they wept. I saw him plunging fangs into their throats to give them that third bite. I felt him treat it as a holy thing, a ceremony as pure in his own heart as the marriage of a nun to God. It was his fault that the joining was so complete, his power thrusting into mine, and not understanding that my necromancy was like the biggest gravity well that any vampire would ever touch. It sucked him in, and I could not stop it.

  But I was of Belle Morte’s line, and all our talents are double-edged blades. I felt his power dive as deep inside me as mine in him, and I couldn’t keep it out. And it wasn’t just my mind. Nathaniel’s and Damian’s memories flooded to the surface. Nathaniel as a little boy, a man holding his hand, food for a hungry stomach, then hands where…Malcolm broke the memory before he went further. He understood that I could not steer us through these waters. He couldn’t break what was happening, but his centuries of being a master helped us skim along the surface and not drown. Damian on the deck of a ship in the sunlight; the wind was so fresh, the sea smelled so good. The darkness of his creator’s dungeon. That dark stairway, the screams, the smells. Malcolm drew us away from it. My mother’s funeral, and I drew us away from that. It was like blinking; you see something you don’t want to see, and you blink, and look away. You look away, and there’s another picture.

  Malcolm thought of his congregation, and just like that we had images to go with the scents and tactile explosion in our heads. I knew that the girl who smelled of soap and some sweet shampoo wanted to go to college, but was fighting to get enough nighttime classes to complete her degree. I knew that the family of vampires was trying for a house in a neighborhood that did not want them. I knew that the “child” was the master of the house. Malcolm gave us the problems and hopes. What we gave him back was the scent of their skin, the finger brush along a collar, a dozen different aftershaves, twenty different perfumes, from powdery sweetness to an herbal cleanness that was almost bitter. We gave him back sighs, as our power swept over them. We gave him back upturned faces as they shivered at the touch of power that was more sensuous than anything Malcolm had shown them. It didn’t have to be sexual, but it was a dance of the senses. To be touched by Belle’s line of vampires was to understand that someone’s breath against your arm, just your arm, could cover your body in shivers.

  Malcolm drew back from Damian’s neck like a drowning man surfacing. We all came to the surface of that binding. Nathaniel and I ended in a heap on the carpeted aisle. Hands had to catch Damian or he would have fallen.

  “You have not saved them, Malcolm. When I wrest them from you, you will come with them like a dog on a leash.” The voice was clear and bell-like, echoing to the ends of the big church. I didn’t think it was vampire powers. It was more like a voice that had been trained centuries before microphones existed.

  Jean-Claude touched Malcolm to keep the other vampire from answering. He answered with a voice that sounded almost ordinary compared to Columbine’s. It was as bland and empty as his voice got, but somehow it filled the room. “We bargained that you would duel the first to use magic. Ma petite, my servant, did not know these rules.”

  “We also promised not to use our servants to bolster our powers,” she said.

  “So I was not allowed to contact her mind-to-mind.”

  “You might have plotted behind my back.”

  “But you did not attack ma petite, you struck at the congregation. That seems as if you have broken the bargain first.” His voice held a shiver at the end, and the entire congregation reacted to it, shuddering. They began to gaze at him, some reluctantly, but they heard him now, felt him now. In that moment I understood that Malcolm had been right in one thing. Blood-oathing to me was blood-oathing to Jean-Claude. Blood of my blood and all that.

  “Your servant was using her leopards and her vampire. I could have reached out to my servant, Giovanni, but I kept to our bargain. But if she was allowed to gain power from others, then it seemed fair that I could do the same.”

  “You can feed off the combined power of all the vampires.” Jean-Claude made it a statement.

  “Yes,” she said, and sounded pleased with herself.

  Edward and Olaf were standing on either side of us like good bodyguards. It was Micah who knelt and asked, “Are you safe to touch?”

  I knew what he meant: Will whatever metaphysical crap is happening spread by touch? “I think I’m safe to touch.”

  He grabbed my elbow and lifted, effortlessly. Graham offered Nathaniel a hand. We both swayed a little, but we were upright. Yea.

  Columbine had meant to own the congregation and use them like a battery to make her own powers greater. Great enough to win a fight with Jean-Claude, maybe. But now they were mine, and through me, Jean-Claude’s.

  “You are too late,” Malcolm said. “I have given them to my master.”

  “Oh, such bonds, when fresh, are not so firm,” she said.

  “Bold words, Columbine,” Jean-Claude said, and his voice slid over my skin. Nathaniel shivered beside me. I felt two hundred vampires, or more, react to that voice. One vampire cried out, “Malcolm, save us from this lecher and his whore.”

  I turned and found the man who had spoken. He was staring at Malcolm, his hand out, beseeching. I started to be angry, but then sensed a thought, and I could feel his fear. Jean-Claude’s voice had made this
heterosexual man’s body react. Just the voice, ordinary words; Jean-Claude wasn’t even trying, not yet. How would I feel if it were a female vamp? The thought made me think of Belle Morte. She’d done a lot more than use voice powers on me. The thought brought heat in a rush up my face. I burned at the thought of her body, her hands on me. Then I could taste her mouth, the sweetness of her lipstick. The silk of her skin clung to my fingertips, so that I rubbed them against the leather of my coat to get some other sensation, but it didn’t help. The feel of her skin clung to my fingers like a cobweb that I could not brush away.

  Nathaniel started to touch me, but I jerked back. I was shaking my head. I held my hands out to all of them, and was backing down the aisle. I needed Jean-Claude, or Asher. I needed someone who understood her power better than I did. Maybe it was just a reaction to what she had done to me in dream, but I couldn’t count on that. If she was going to try to take me over, I needed to be near someone who could help me fight.

  I don’t know if Columbine understood what was happening, or thought it was the ardeur, but she seemed to think it was an opening; a weakness. She attacked the congregation again, but what she’d done before had been a feint. She’d just been pretending to try. Her power cut through the vampires like a burning sword. Where it touched, they screamed, and the ties that bound them to me, to Jean-Claude, seared away. It was as if she literally could cut the metaphysical bonds like rope that was too fragile to hold.