The Merging of Dimensions

by Philip John Nicholls

  Eventually Rebecca began to break her silence, she began to confirm that she had now searched her inner feelings, and she now understood everything what had taken place in her many lifetimes building up to this very point now. Rebecca said she finally understood that everything was just a prelude to what she needed to do now inside the ancient land of Egypt. I told Rebecca that I felt truly humbled to have her in my soul family, and having her by my side now had made all of the difference to me. At this point I began to feel the real power of love, I was finally understanding that love was the answer to everything, and was also the cure to all problems and all physical illness inside this physical dimension. It was love that filled, and also bonded the entire multiverse. Before myself or Rebecca could say another word to each other, we already knew we didn’t need words any longer to describe the feelings that our souls were now experiencing. It wasn’t the same love as in the physical sense, it was a love like I had never felt before, it was the love of two reunited souls. Unfortunately our special moment was short lived, and was eventually broken by the sound of voices shouting both our names. We both immediately recognised the voices and knew it was Adham and Akmal, our guides to the ancient land of Egypt. Adham entered the tent and said we must leave immediately, Adham explained that he had reports of a military convoy heading our way. Rebecca began to pack her things immediately, I also began to pack my things and assured Adham that we would both be ready to leave in five minutes time. As myself and Rebecca stepped out of the small tent and into the blackness of the desert night, we were both greeted by the magical sight of the beautiful stars that twinkled like diamonds in the blackness of the desert sky.

  Chapter 13

  The Beauty of The Desert

  Again I found myself mesmerised by the beauty of the desert night sky. I felt so at peace at this moment in time, I had feelings of wanting to share everything with Rebecca even my encounter with the grey dwarf aliens, but I thought it may be to much for her to take in, and maybe it would be better for another time and also place. As we all mounted our trusted camels and began to disappear into the darkness of the desert night, I began to think of my family back home in the UK. I began to feel nothing but love for all of my family, I also knew at this point that they to were also part of my soul family in this physical dimension. At this point I had no idea how I was going to explain to them all that I would not be returning home, and I would not be seeing them again inside this physical lifetime. I think I had put my feelings for them to the back of mind, and now I could no longer refuse to confront the task of telling my family with a very heavy heart that I would not be returning home to them. I decided to drop myself back from the others, It looked like everybody was in a state of deep reflection anyway. I could also sense that everybody was going deep within their own thoughts to try and find the answers to their ever pressing questions about the Journey, and also the tasks that lay ahead of all of us in our quest to save this physical dimension. As I dropped further back from everybody, I started to sort of disappear into the blackness of the desert, still remembering that my body was glowing and it was almost impossible to completely disappear. To my surprise none of the others even noticed that I had now disappeared from their view, and was behind one of the larger sand dunes. I then knew this was the right time to say my goodbyes to my beautiful earthly family, I knew I would not get this chance again and things would soon be getting critical. I also understood that I would soon need to focus all of my energy on the task of saving this physical dimension.

  With a deep gulp of breath and tears starting to roll down my cheeks I began to communicate with my amazing son Robert, immediately Robert responded to me asking why I hadn’t been communicating with him, Robert confirmed that he had been trying to contact me for a full day. I sensed that Robert was very upset, I could also feel the sadness in his communications with me, it now seemed I could feel every part of my sons emotions and it was pulling very heavily on my heart. I felt like I just wanted to hold him one more time inside this physical lifetime, and tell him everything was going to be okay. I wanted to leave my physical body again and go back to him and also the rest of my family, but I knew it was too late for me to do that now. It was strange, Robert already knew something was wrong, It seemed Robert could now also read my inner emotions. Robert began to ask me what was wrong, I tried to reassure him that everything was going to be okay, but it was futile. Robert started to demand I tell him the truth, I was quite shocked by how much he had grown up in my short time away from him. I began to explain to Robert that I wouldn’t be coming home, but he must not worry and he must take care of his sister Karla, and also is mother Adriana for me. Robert began to ask me what I meant by I wouldn’t be coming home, I think Robert thought I wouldn’t be coming home in the next few weeks. As hard as it was I knew I needed to say my goodbyes to my beautiful son Robert, and also my family. I wanted to be completely honest with all of family, so I began to explain to Robert that I was doing something extremely important for the whole planet, and also for a much greater purpose that he would come to understand at some time in his future. I also explained to Robert that what I was going to do was going to save the lives of millions of people on this planet. I further explained to Robert that it was going to be very hard for him to understand at this point in time, but I assured him that he would fully understand everything in the future, and I hoped It would make him very proud of everything I had done for the greater good of all. Robert started to shout saying no dad I want you home now, and its not fare you promised me that you would come home to all of us, and you would never ever leave us. I knew that I had promised my family that I would return home when my quest for understanding had come to an end, this fact made it all the harder for me and also them. I truly felt as though my heart was breaking in two. Robert began sob, and he pleaded with me to come home.

  Eventually I began to feel Adriana’s presence, so I began to communicate with her. Adriana immediately asked me what was wrong with our son Robert, and why was he so upset. Adriana also wanted to know why I hadn’t been communicating with any of them for a while. Even though I was communicating through my mind’s thoughts, It felt as though I was there in person feeling every little emotion running through my whole body. My mouth began to go dry, and for a second or so It felt like my mind had completely lost the will to think. Adriana began to demand a response from me, eventually I replied to Adriana and asked her to go and get Karla our daughter, so we could all be together in the same room. But Adriana wanted to know why now, so I assured Adriana that my time was limited and I would tell her everything once everybody was present inside the same room together. I again asked Adriana to hurry stressing to her that my time was limited, and I may have to break off the communication at any time. Not really knowing if Adrianna was taking me serious I again asked her to get our daughter Karla without any further delay. Adriana fell silent for a second or two, but eventually replied and said ok Nicholas I will go and get Karla for you. I could still feel Robert’s sadness, I tried to communicate with him again but he wasn’t replying to me.

  A few minutes went by and nothing, but then I began to feel the presence of my beautiful daughter Karla, I could also feel my wife Adriana. Robert began to break his silence and he started to tell Karla and my wife Adriana that I was never coming home to them. Immediately I began to feel a cold chill entering my entire body, I knew these feelings were coming from my wife Adriana, I began to hear and feel Adriana speaking to me in a fearful voice. Adriana slowly asked me if it was true what Robert was saying to them, and was I never going to return home to them. I began to feel very helpless, I felt has though I was being torn into two pieces, as though my soul was trying to leave my physical body but it knew it couldn’t. My soul knew it needed my physical body to stay inside this physical dimension, and complete its destiny. I began to calm myself because I knew I must be strong for all of my family, and give them the explanation they all deserved. I began to communicate wil
l all of my family at once, even my daughter Karla. It brought me a new sense of inner peace knowing that my daughter Karla could also hear me, I felt truly grateful for this new state of inner peacefulness.

  I began by explaining to my family in brief what was now taking place in the Ancient Land of Egypt, and how an unknown number of dimensional intruders were trying to re-open a large dimensional gateway at the site of the Great Pyramids. I also confirmed to my family that if this was aloud to take place the dimensional intruders would be able to illegally invade this physical dimension in great numbers, and cause unimaginable chaos and death on a monumental scale that had never been seen inside this physical dimension. I further explained to my family that I had been chosen along with many others to protect this physical dimension from these dimensional intruders, and return this physical dimension to one of peace and growth in awareness of who we really are inside this vast multi dimensional verse. Adriana again demanded to know why I could not return home to them once I had stopped the Dimensional intruders. I explained to Adriana that the dimensional gateway at the site of Great Pyramids of Egypt was the only operating dimensional gateway left inside this physical reality, and It needed to closed for good. I assured my family that the only way for me to do this was for me to enter my physical body into the the dimensional gateway, ensuring the complete collapse of the gateway so it could never be used for the wrong purpose again. Robert and Karla began to cry out in anger, saying it wasn’t fair and why did I have to give my life to stop the dimensional Intruders. I replied to Robert and Karla by telling them I was not going to die. I assured them both that I would just be returning home, and back to my true form. I also explained to Robert and Karla that I wanted them to both understand that there was no such thing as death, and it was only a transition, confirming I would still live on, and we would all meet again some day. I also confirmed to both of them that I would continue to love them with all of my heart, even though I would not be with them in a physical sense. Eventually my communications with my family fell completely silent, I could start to feel an overwhelming sadness entering into me. I could also sense that my wife Adriana was sobbing and she started to ask me to reconsider my selfish decision. I explained to Adriana that things had been started that could no longer be undone, I asked Adriana to be strong for me and also my beautiful children. Adriana replied saying she didn’t know if she could, Adriana also explained that she didn’t want to go on alone, without me. I began to send healing light and energy to all of my family, I engulfed them in a beautiful white light of love. Robert and Karla began to say we love you dad, and we are coming to get you. I replied to Robert and Karla by confirming that I loved them with all of my heart, I also confirmed that they would eventually understand that what I was doing was for all of them, confirming my actions would give them all a much better life in the future. Robert and Karla wasn’t having any of it, Adriana also began to say that she was also coming to bring me home. I tried to explain to them that this just wasn’t possible, and they must forget any idea of trying to do this. I began to feel that this was the right time to say my final goodbyes, before I caused my family anymore confusion and upset. I explained to my family that I was now ending my communication with them, and I wanted them to understand that I loved them with all my heart. Screams of no from all of my family only made the last part of my communication that much harder for me, and also them. I explained that I would not contact them again, and bring them any more pain and upset. I further explained that I wanted them all to remember me for the person I was before I entered on my quest to Ancient Land of Egypt, hoping that they could now start to move on without me inside this physical lifetime.

  Like a switch off button I ended my communication with my earthly family, I felt like I had lost a large part of who I was, and the pain was like nothing I had ever felt before. My heart felt as though it had broken in half, and it felt heavier than it had ever felt before in my entire earthly life. With my awareness brought back to were I was inside the blackness of the desert, I found myself still riding the camel somewhere inside the vast expanse of the open desert. I could now see that the blackness of the desert was starting to be transformed by the beauty of sun shinning its rays down from the heavens. I began to feel the warmness of the suns rays filling my physical body with some much needed energy. I was still in emotional shock from the thoughts of leaving my earthly family behind, inside this physical dimension. At this point I couldn’t seem to shake the feelings of utter sadness inside of me, I looked up ahead to see if I could see Rebecca, or Adham and Akmal. At this moment I felt I needed some physical interactions with my friends. Rebecca was only 300 hundreds yards in front of me, but I could see that Adham and Akmal were much further in front, possibly checking our path was clear and safe. I decided to pick up my pace so I could catch up with Rebecca and see how she was doing, and also talk to her about having to say my final goodbyes to all my family. Eventually my camel pickup up the pace and I was upon Rebecca in no time. Rebecca greeted me with a glowing smile and said I wondered where you had got to Nicholas. I gave Rebecca a half hearted smile and never said anything, Rebecca immediately knew something was wrong with me, and wanted to know why I was being so quite. I started to explain to Rebecca that I just said my final goodbyes to my Earthly family, telling them I would never see them again inside this earthly lifetime. Rebecca shockingly replied to me saying what are you talking about Nicholas, why wouldn’t you see them all again once we had all closed the dimensional gateway together. Before I could saying anything Rebecca again excitedly confirmed that once the dimensional gateway had been closed, we could all go home to our families and live in peace together. I thought I had already explained to Rebecca that I had to enter the dimensional gateway to close it forever, which would end my physical life inside this physical dimension, but maybe I hadn’t or maybe she had forgotten, which could have easily been done with everything that had been happening in the last few days of our lives. I started to explain to Rebecca that I must enter the dimensional gateway to close it, and once I entered the dimensional gateway I would be ending my physical lifetime here inside this physical dimension. Rebecca fell silent, I think she wasn’t sure what to say to me but eventually Rebecca broke her silence with a heart felt scream, shouting out no Nicholas you shouldn’t have to do this. Rebecca said there must be another way, you cannot leave your family like this Nicholas, it just isn’t fair on you, or them. I told Rebecca that this was the only way, and if there was any other way to finish this quest I would gladly take that option to save my family going through the pain, and also upset of me having to leave them behind inside this physical dimension.

  I started to poor my emotions out onto Rebecca, not really thinking or knowing if Rebecca wanted to hear or have to put up with the burden of my heavy hearted feelings being put onto her. But never the less I felt I needed to vent these emotions from myself, before I emotionally exploded. Rebecca’s face began to fill with tears of sadness, I began to follow her with my own tears of sadness that were also starting to run down both sides of my cheeks, and eventually rolling onto my lips where I could taste the bitter taste of true sadness. Rebecca stopped her camel and also asked me to stop mine, eventually we both dismounted from our camels and we embraced each other in a much needed hug of affection, and also a much needed energy exchange. I think we both started to feel a small lull in our feelings of sadness, and eventually our streams of tears began to stop. At last we began to breath a sigh of relief from our feelings of unhappiness. Once we had time to reflect on our feelings, Rebecca began to insist that we would all find another way to finish what we had come to do in Ancient Egypt, and we would finish it without myself having to sacrifice my physical existence inside this physical dimension. I didn’t want to upset Rebecca anymore, so I agreed with Rebecca and confirmed that I would try to find another way, if another way possible. In the silence of my own thoughts I knew that there was no other way, and this was the only way.

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nbsp; As I looked up and scanned the horizon I noticed that our guides Adham and Akmal had now totally disappeared from our sight, and with my vision being sharper than ever I knew that they must be some miles in front of us, and possibly even further. I explained to Rebecca that I could no longer see Adham and Akmal, so we needed to get back on our camels and catch up with them as soon as possible. I also confirmed to Rebecca that we didn’t want to get lost in this vastness of the open desert. Rebecca agreed with me and we quickly mounted our camels and started to track down Adham, and also Akmal. It seemed to be taking forever to catch up with Adham and Akmal, and I knew that we were supposed to be resting during the daylight hours, but they were now quickly disappearing and the darkness of the desert night would soon be upon us again. Before I could dwell on my thoughts any further I began to sense that something was wrong. I didn’t want to alarm Rebecca so I stayed silent and kept my feelings to myself, for the time being. I could also see that the sun was starting to drop on the horizon, which meant it would soon be very dark again. This made it more important than ever to find our desert guides Adham and Akmal before the full darkness of the desert night set in. We eventually came to some large sand dune structures, and I knew we would have to dismount from our camels so we didn’t fall and hurt ourselves, and possible the camels as well. We both eventually dismounted our camels and started to slowly climb the large sand dune structure. Rebecca began to struggle before getting half way to the top of the sand dune, it was very hard going and the sand was very loose beneath our feet, but we eventually made it to the top of one of the many sand dunes that was now completely surrounding us in all directions. Once we had grabbed our breath and secured both of our camels, I began to scan the desert from our new vantage point. It was perfect, I could now see for many miles in all directions, and within seconds I had spotted Adham and Akmal about a mile to the west of us. I could see that they were making their way back to where we was, I quickly told Rebecca that Adham and Akmal were now making their way back towards us, and they would soon be back with us. Rebecca breathed a sigh of relief, I also felt much better but I still had an uneasy feeling inside of myself. I still sensed that something was wrong but didn’t know what. It was now turning to dusk but I continued to scan the desert horizon to check for any signs of activity around our current location.