Out on a Limb

by Lauren Giordano

  "We can take care of you after the surgery," he reminded.

  With three drooling, crying, sticky cling-ons underfoot? Though his brother meant well, he doubted he could survive a recovery at Trav and MaryJo's house. Just the thought of Hannah 'helping' made his skin crawl. "Uh—I think I'll pass."

  "You know what I mean." Travis grinned. "We'll get you a nurse. You don't have to stay in this zoo."

  "A hot, sexy nurse?"

  "One with big, man hands. German accent." He paused, working on the visual."Strong enough to carry you to the bathroom where she'll have to help you-"

  He cringed. "No, thanks."

  Travis trailed him to the front door. "Don't put it off any longer. You should've had it done a year ago."

  Hell, he'd been on borrowed time for two years. After the last procedure six years earlier, the surgeon had told him four years, tops. "I know, but Four Seasons took off and I didn't want to risk turning down work. I've had fifteen months of backlog."

  "No more excuses," Travis warned. "Or I'll sic MaryJo on you."

  Chuckling, he pushed through the screen door. "Your wife doesn't scare me . . . much." Pausing, he stroked his namesake's maddeningly soft tufts of hair. "See you later, little guy." His nephew grinned around the fingers in his mouth.

  "Let me know how the interviews go." Travis' voice drifted after him.

  Curt attempted a casual gait as he hobbled down the porch, knowing his brother was hawk-eying his every step. "I'll send someone over to wire those alarms."

  "Tomorrow, Curt," he warned. "We're discussing this again."

  Releasing a sigh, he nodded. It was time. He couldn't put off the surgery any longer.

  SHANNON MCCARTY DRUMMED her fingers on the steering wheel. Was she doing the right thing? Or was she completely crazy? Applying for a job as an office manager—when she’d trained as a nurse? She could hear her mother’s voice in her head. It wasn’t comforting. But, the opportunity had been too tempting. When she’d scanned the ads the previous week, searching for the usual nursing jobs, she’d come across his ad. Curtis Forsythe. She’d followed him for years. Okay. . . thirteen years. "Which kinda sounds like stalking," she muttered to no one. Followed, her brain corrected. Not stalked. Stalk sounded—a little crazy. Keeping track was more accurate, her helpful brain reasoned. And now, he was looking for help. Four Seasons Electric was seeking an office manager. "How hard could that be?"

  Instead of resisting the impulse . . . as her mother would have been quick to point out she should, Shannon applied online—before she lost her nerve. After a few days passed, she’d forgotten about it. Sort of. For good measure, she’d applied for several nursing positions. If she was going to plant roots back in Boston, a job would be the first challenge. Then—finding a place to live so she could move out of Kerry's too-small apartment. Shacking up with her younger sister—a desperate measure she’d never believed she’d resort to. But, it was better than asking her mother for help. Better than crawling home as a big, fat failure.

  Kerry had welcomed her. For that, she was grateful. But it still felt like failure . . . watching her baby sister leave for work in a suit each morning, while she hid in the spare bedroom, eating corn flakes she hadn’t bought. With any luck, she’d soon be able to erase the last six years as though they’d never happened.

  Maybe it was karma that Curt Forsythe might be the guy who helped her escape the hole she’d dug for herself. Although, part of her still wanted to blame him for all her problems, the thought of being around him . . . while he paid her to do so, was too perfect to pass up.

  "That’s how you ended up here." Shannon glanced through the windshield at the warehouse she’d parked next to. It appeared to house an office at one end and a shop/warehouse at the other. Checking her watch, she released a nervous breath. In seven minutes, she’d finally meet him. Face to face. A man to match the sexy voice she’d spoken to over the phone. “Not sexy,” she muttered. Husky. Seriously male. Distracted. Though she’d seen him several times over the years, it had always been from a healthy distance. Every year, butterflies established residence in her stomach for weeks as the event drew closer on the calendar. Just knowing Forsythe would be there. She’d been dying of curiosity, yet when the opportunity presented itself . . . to be introduced to the man who’d changed the course of her life, she'd always bailed. Too afraid to meet him. Too self-conscious over what she’d done to him to actually face him in person.

  That would all change today. In seven minutes. Flicking a glance at her watch, she gasped. “Hell—four minutes.” Damn her daydreaming. Scooping up her bag, she launched from the car. How could she arrive early, yet end up late for the appointment?

  Thankfully, he kept her waiting for ten minutes. Shannon collected her thoughts as she scoped out the lobby—if one could actually characterize the sparse space she was sitting in—as a lobby. Dusty, still air assaulted her nose. The relic of a wooden chair she sat on was wobbly, but the other two she’d tried had been worse. Concrete floor. Drab paint on the walls. Noise echoing from the shop in the back. Clanging tools and the occasional shout from one guy to another. Her gaze drifted to the painted shut windows. They too, were in serious need of glass cleaner and elbow grease.

  “Miss McCarty? I’m sorry to keep you waiting.” The tall stranger extended his hand. “Curt Forsythe.”

  Her heart lurched. The moment of truth. She accepted the warm handshake. Tried to ignore the generous smile. The friendly, but distracted, blue eyes. Damn. The glowing tan. The seriously built shoulders. “It’s nice to meet you, Mr. Forsythe. I’m Shannon.”

  “Come on back to my office. It’s there on the left.”

  She followed him, studiously ignoring the heavy limp to his right leg. Though she couldn’t summon any sympathy for him, the nurse in her acknowledged he was a man in serious pain. Five years earlier, she likely would have been pleased by that knowledge. She’d seen his limp before, out on the basketball court. But, today it seemed far more pronounced than she remembered. She hadn’t been to a tournament these last four years. Hadn’t had the money to fly home, despite her mother’s guilt-laden suggestions. And she’d been too proud to ask for a ticket.

  Forcing her mind back to the present, she wondered who would watch the front office while he met with her. “This is a busy place.” Forsythe ignored the persistent ring of the phone on his desk. When it fell silent, he then ignored his cell when it began vibrating. He released an aggravated sigh.

  “You have no idea." His smile was distracted. "I had a woman answering phones a while back, but she only wanted to work two days a week. For a while, that was better than nothing, but now, all hell’s breaking loose. I need someone here full-time.”

  Behind the cluttered desk, the old chair squeaked under his weight. Blocking out the boisterous shouts of two men in the back and the shrill ring of the phone out in the lobby, Shannon also ignored the sudden pounding of her heart. Five feet away from her enemy, she forced herself to close the distance. Eager candidates showed interest. She leaned forward in her chair. “Can you tell me more about the position?”

  As he launched into an explanation of what he was looking for in an office manager, she tried to pay attention to his words. Tried to focus. But, she was there—on his territory. In her imagination, she was still seventeen. And he—was still the careless kid she remembered. But . . . he'd aged since she'd last caught a glimpse . . . and not just in years. He appeared tougher. His sandy, surfer hair was cut short now, as though he no longer had time for such details. The hollowness always so visible in the blue depths was less noticeable than in previous years. Though she would never forget the actions that had changed her family’s lives, Forsythe appeared to have distanced himself from history.

  His eyes grew animated as he discussed Four Seasons’ volume and how the company had grown after weathering the recession. Pride laced his voice. He was clearly happy with all he’d accomplished in the last seven years. Shannon's thoughts drifted. What had she
managed to accomplish in that time?

  “Miss McCarty?”

  She startled. “I’m sorry. What did you ask?”

  His gaze narrowed. “I asked about your experience. Your resume tells me more about nursing than office management. Why are you interested in this position?”

  Because she was utterly desperate? Because it provided the opportunity to spy on him while taking his money? “I’ve been a nurse for the last eight years since I graduated from college. But moving to Denver allowed me the opportunity to explore other careers in between nursing jobs,” she lied. “If you’ll notice, I ran the office for a friend’s car dealership for nearly a year. I also assisted another friend with his books.”

  “What type of business was that?”

  She sensed Curt’s scrutiny, attempting to pick apart her story. Or maybe trying to figure out what the hell she was doing in a place like this. Up close, his eyes held a wariness that only disappeared when he smiled. He looked older than . . . what? She did the math in her head. Thirty-three? Injecting enthusiasm into her voice, she smiled. “He ran a restaurant and bar. I helped set up his books. I managed the purchasing and worked with his suppliers.” In the folds of her skirt, Shannon crossed her fingers.

  “I set up and managed the accounting system. I handled accounts payable and receivable.” She tossed around the business terms deliberately. Forsythe didn’t have to know the actual story. Falling under the spell of a guy who, instead of being her soulmate, had turned out to be a lying jerk. Or that the ‘payables’ had come from her own savings—so the place wouldn't go under. That Brad hadn’t liked paying bills. Only spending the ‘receivables’ in the cash register. Until it was gone. Until he’d wiped her out, too. Before disappearing with a waitress named Brenda—leaving Shannon to deal not only with a broken heart, but an ugly mess with his creditors—half of whom had mysteriously been given her name as the responsible party.

  “So, you could handle some accounting tasks as well?” Forsythe nodded, jotting something on his note pad. “I have an accountant who handles my books. He’s here once a month, but he’s been suggesting for over a year that I automate my accounting system so it doesn’t take him so long each month.”

  Her pulse jumped. “I’m familiar with several of the small business software packages.” She rattled off a few. Perhaps her painful Brad lesson would be to Four Seasons’ gain. She answered several more questions, surprised by Forsythe’s thoroughness. Despite him clearly being in over his head with the volume of his workload, he seemed determined to choose someone who would offer a good fit for the long run.

  “Why this job, Shannon?” He leaned back in his chair, indicating either a comfort level with her or a sign that he was wrapping up the interview. “Why aren’t you looking for nursing positions?”

  “I’m open to both,” she admitted. Hesitating, she debated what answer he wished to hear, but decided to be honest instead. “I’ve also applied for several nursing positions. I have the most experience in orthopedics, but I also did a stint in the ER and a few years in pediatrics.” Lifting her gaze, she found him observing her intently. Listening intently. As though his whole being was on alert. The scrutiny was unnerving. Shannon almost sensed a change in the atmosphere in the room. A current of awareness that hadn’t been there moments earlier.

  “I like nursing. I—love nursing,” she corrected. “But, I'm open to a change. I’m not sure if it’s because I just moved back, or if it’s a more permanent career shift. I like working with patients, but I loved working with customers,” she admitted. She may have started working with Brad because she’d believed herself in love, but she’d stayed to clean up the mess—for her. For the challenge. “I like the business aspect of the work I was doing before I left Denver.”

  Curtis nodded, seeming to accept her answer at face value. “I’ve got a few more candidates to interview, but I’m hoping to make my decision by Friday. If I hired you, when would you be able to start?”

  Hope fluttered in her chest. “Since I’ve just moved back to town, I don’t have to give notice to anyone. I could start Monday if that worked for you.” A job offer would mean she could move out of her sister’s den. She could stop wearing earplugs because Kerry’s boyfriend was staying over. And stop being jealous of her sister having a boyfriend who stayed over. Maybe—she’d eventually take a chance on a new guy. One who wasn’t a soul-sucking, deadbeat bast-

  “Can’t get much better than that.” Forsythe rose from the squeaking chair, signaling the end to their interview. “Why don’t I get back to you in a few days with my decision?”

  “Thank you for your time.” She remembered to smile, hoping he couldn’t smell her desperation. A job would mean her own space. Where she could regroup. Take stock on the rest of her life. It would mean privacy—to lick the wounds Brad had inflicted. A job meant replenishing her bank account. It meant finally not hearing her younger sister having wild sex in the next room. “I think I could make an impact here. Maybe help take some of the paperwork off your hands so you could focus on the business.”

  He nodded. “That’s music to my ears.”

  This time, she just had to remember to keep the relationship all business. Not that there was a chance in hell she’d fall for the guy she’d decided years ago to hate. Her nemesis—who’d become a potential means to an end. If she could manage to hurt him along the way, even better. For now, she had more immediate issues. She was dead broke. Her grandmother’s money had been poured into Brad’s business. Her legacy . . . gone. With nothing to show for it. Love—and idiocy had blinded her to the possibility she was being used. Pride had made her foolish enough to stick it out until the end. And to keep the abysmal failure from her family. Each day, it grew more difficult to maintain a façade of all-is-well. To hide her empty bank account from her busybody mother. To make excuses to her sister why she could never go out for drinks. Why she couldn’t buy groceries to help out. She needed an income. Soon.

  “I’ll look forward to hearing from you, Mr. Forsythe.”

  He walked her to the door. “Call me Curt," he suggested. "I’ll be in touch.”

  CURT WATCHED HER LEAVE, fully aware he was breaking the rules. He was observing a job candidate leave his parking lot—a qualified candidate, he remembered to add. He was not admiring a beautiful woman. It shouldn’t matter that Shannon was stunning. Wide, brown eyes that reminded him of cinnamon sticks. Seriously long, streaked blonde hair. Freckles that seemed to dance when she smiled. She was tall. Lean—but not too thin. And legs . . . that were damn near perfect. Not supermodel, stick legs. He watched them transport her to her car. Hell—just nice. The word ‘outdoorsy’ came to mind. Easily, he imagined her embracing the Colorado lifestyle. Hiking. Biking. Camping. Activities he used to love himself. Before the accident.

  A whistle sliced through his distracted thoughts. “Hoo, doggie. Who’s the girl?” Billy, the new guy crossed to the window, his coffee refill forgotten. “Is that the new rep for the plan shop? What's she like? What’s her name?”

  “One of the candidates for the office position.” Curt didn’t relinquish his spot by the window.

  “Damn, she’s something,” he muttered. “I saw her from the backroom. Mike and I were tryin’ to think up excuses to come up here.”

  Curt frowned. “No matter who I hire, you’re not allowed to hit on her. And Mike’s married.” Shannon had the sort of face that appealed to every guy—natural. Healthy. Maybe, she gave off that glow because she was a nurse. Lecturing people all the time on their diet, she probably followed the rules herself—no fat. No fun. One of those tofu and sprout eaters. “Besides, I thought your girlfriend practically has you roped?”

  “Roped, but the noose hasn't tightened yet.” Billy nodded to Shannon’s car. “Well, she sure gets my vote.”

  “Duly noted.” Curt stared at him for several seconds. “Don’t you have something to do?”

  A dimple winked in the apprentice’s cheek. “Jus’ needed a refill.”r />
  Hell—if he hired Shannon, he’d have to invest in another coffee pot for the shop. Otherwise, the guys would be up here all the time. Despite her being light on office management experience compared to a few of the other candidates, she’d left him with the impression of a woman who could just as easily wrangle order out of his office as he could picture her commandeering her patients. She was friendly. Warm. Matter-of-fact. His clients would like dealing with her. She had experience with suppliers. His guys would enjoy shooting the shit with her-

  Curt frowned. He was no better than his guys. Was Shannon better suited to the job than the other candidates he’d seen? Or was she merely better looking? Was he trying to justify a fit when he should be searching for a better one? Someone with more experience—more of a sure thing? Or should he go with his gut and hire her?

  As she backed out of the parking space, Curt hung back from the window, remembering her answers. There had been a hesitancy to her speech, as though she’d been holding back. A secret she was keeping. If anyone knew about keeping secrets, it was him. There was a story there, he decided, for the reasons she’d returned from Colorado. There’d been a shimmer of pain in her pretty eyes when she’d explained her last job. Yet, there was honesty there, too. He believed her answers—or at least trusted that she believed them.

  Reluctantly, he left the window, aware that Shannon McCarty was different on some elemental level. And it wasn’t just her attractiveness. There was something about her . . . that seemed familiar. Yet, he was certain they’d never met. As the minutes passed, Curt sensed he’d reached a decision, but still wasn’t sure why. A hunch? The acknowledgment left him unsettled. Relieved when his cell began vibrating on his desk, he hobbled to the desk to answer it.