Eye of the Cricket

by James Sallis

  "[This] compelling tale carefully leads us to a conclusion that is both rewarding and—unusual for Sallis' tales about Griffin—uplifting."

  —Los Angeles Times

  "[Eye of the Cricket] is an anthology of great scenes, great images, and great dialogue."

  —Kirkus Reviews

  "The novel's cadences are reminiscent of the poetry that Sallis also writes, and it reverberates with past tragedies and hope for the future. It is the fourth volume of a collective masterpiece."

  —The Pilot (North Carolina)

  "James Sallis is a fine writer with sheer artistry in his painting of word pictures."

  —The News-Sentinel (Knoxville)

  "No private eye can compete in the philosophy department with Lew Griffin, the creation of poet, essayist and novelist James Sallis. . . This is not so much a mystery as it is a meditation on the mystery that is life."

  —San Jose Mercury News

  "Sallis' tale is mesmerizing. . . . To say that [his] effort is simply noir is an understatement."

  —State Journal (Lansing, Michigan)

  EYE OF THE CRICKET

  EYE OF THE

  CRICKET

  A Lew Griffin novel

  JAMES SALLIS

  Copyright © 1997 by James Sallis

  All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any infonnation storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the Publisher.

  All the characters and events portrayed in this work are fictitious.

  First published in the United States of America in 1997 by

  Walker Publishing Company, Inc.

  Published simultaneously in Canada by Fitzhenry and Whiteside,

  Markham, Ontario L3R 4T8

  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Sallis, James, 1944-

  Eye of the cricket: a Lew Griffin novel/James Sallis.

  p. cm.

  eISBN: 978-0-802-71906-5

  1. Griffin, Lew (Fictitious character)—Fiction. I. Title.

  PS3569.A462E9 1997

  813'.54—dc21 97-24375

  CIP

  Printed in Canada

  2 4 6 8 10 9 7 5 3 1

  To Karyn

  again, and always.

  Then I felt within me the desperate rebelliousness of things that did not want to die, the thirst of mosses, the anxiety in the eyes of the cricket. . . .

  —Enrique Anderson Imbert

  EYE OF THE CRICKET

  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  1

  THE STORM CAME in over the lake, bowing the shaggy heads of young trees and snapping branches off the old, blowing out of Metairie where the white folks live. In my own backyard a hundred-year-old water oak at last gave in, splitting in half as though a broadsword had struck it, opening like a book.

  I sat with my back bent over the worn mahogany curb of the bar. A glass of bourbon sat before me, its outer surface smeared and greasy to the touch. A young roach circled water pooling about the glass.

  Astonishingly, what had begun as a letter to an old friend, to Vicky in Paris, had become the opening pages of a novel. The first real writing I'd done in over four years, though a novel not so much new as reimag-ined. And so I had moved from lined legal pad and kitchen table to a long-neglected computer out here in the slave quarters behind the house.

  I paused a moment, sipped at bourbon. It was midnight, it was raining. I glanced out the window and went on.

  For a long time we were quiet. The man beside me raised his glass and drank. Traffic sounds fell from the freeway arching above us like a cement rainbow half a block away.

  "Life is cruel, old friend, nest-cepas!"

  His shoulders rose and fell in that peculiar shrug only the French, even Louisiana's long-relocated French, seem able to bring off.

  Boudleaux had come to tell me that my son was dead, needlessly, stupidly dead. Though in fact there had been no need to tell me. I had known from the way he entered, his pause in the doorway, light splaying its broad fingers on the bar, what message he brought. Probably I had known all along.

  Again he shrugged. In the bar's mirror, our two hands raised glasses, held them momentarily aloft. We watched as they moved towards one another. No sound: had they really touched?

  We drank.

  It wasn't bourbon in my glass, but nonalcoholic beer, Sharp's. Four years since I'd done much real writing. Four years since I'd had a drink. Somewhere along the way, a lot earlier than I wanted to think about, alcohol's smile had become a grin, then just bared teeth. Whole chunks of my life had fallen into that maw. Friends, intentions, memories, years.

  "And nothing to help us but a few hard drinks and morning."

  "Rien."

  He raised his hand for the barkeep.

  Wind tore the door open then. Trailed by teenagers, a brass band playing "Some of These Days" passed in the street outside. The door swung shut. I heard the grill's hiss from back in the kitchen, the click of billiard balls, automobile horns far away, a sports report from the radio beneath the bar. Upstairs, where there were apartments, a toilet flushed, and flushed again before its tank had a chance to refill. That sudden light had blinded us all. Now gradually the room, this stray, gray corner of the world, came back to us.

  The phone rang.

  I read the last line or two, keyed in ALT-F and S, and leaned over to turn down the volume on Son House's "Death Letter Blues." She a good ol' gal, gonna lay there till Judgment Day. The computer chirred briefly to itself. Outside the window, a spindly orange spider coursed along a web that was visible one moment, invisible the next, as the spider's motion earned it into and out of moonlight.

  "I'm sorry to bother you at this hour." A voice that sounded like a lot of my students. Young, not from New Orleans or the South, reluctant to release (in a way you sensed more than heard) the ends of words. "We're tiying to reach a Mr. Lewis Griffin. The author?"

  "This is Lew. What can I do for you?"

  "Excuse me, sir. You're the one who wrote The Old Man?"

  "I'm afraid so." But it had gone permanently out of print, like many of our civil liberties, sometime during the Reagan-Bush dynasties.

  "All right!"He turned to speak to someone, turned back. "This is kind of complicated."

  I waited.

  "Mr. Griffin, my name is Craig Parker. I'm a fourth-year medical student currently assigned to the emergency room at University Hospital."

  "That's Hotel Dieu, right?"

  "Used to be. Yes, sir. I guess people around here, lots of them, still call it that. What I wanted to tell you—Excuse me." After a moment he came back. "Listen, this may be really off the wall, but we have a gu
y down here in Trauma One, a garbage truck backed over him. Driver says none of them ever even saw him. Hard to tell how much damage the truck did, anyway. He'd already been beat up pretty bad. Left there in the alley, the police figure."

  "This is someone I know? He told you to call me?"

  "No, sir, he's not able to tell us anything. We're doing what we can. But it's not looking good."

  "Then I don't think I understand."

  "Yes, sir. Well, as I said, it's complicated. And a real long shot. Excuse me a moment, sir." Someone close by him spoke insistently. He responded, listened, responded again. Then he was back. "Sorry. Things are pretty hectic down here. All we need now's—Shit! Mr. Griffin, can I call you right back? Two minutes, tops."

  "Sure."

  It was closer to twenty. I sat watching the cursor blink on the screen before me, checked out the spider's catch, listened to Blind Willie, Robert and Lonnie Johnson—blues night on WWOZ. I thought about Buster Robinson, dead, what, ten, twelve years now? Singing the refrain of "Going Back to Florida" in a club on Dryades when a bullet meant for someone else dissected his aorta and left him suspended forever on the seventh. I'd learned a lot from Buster. A lot about the blues. Later on, more important things.

  "I do apologize," the young man, Parker, said when he rang back. "Here's what I called about. The guy I told you got run over, worked over before that, he's a John Doe. Brought in with no name or ID. Nothing. But afterwards one of the nurses thought to look through his clothes piled in the corner and found a paperback book in his back pocket Looks like it's seen hard times same as he has. That, or he's had it awhile."

  "The Old Man."

  "Yes, sir. There's an inscription on the title page. To David.' Then something in Latin—"

  Non enim possunt militares pueri dauco exducier. The sons of military men can't be raised on carrots.

  "—and your signature."

  Two hands, one of terror, another of hope, tore at my heart.

  "Can you tell me what your patient looks like?"

  "Afro-American male, probably late twenties. Six feet or so, I'd say, maybe just over, and lean. Athletic build. Brown eyes, hair cut short. Maybe with a knife, from the look of it. Clothes ill-fitting, much-used, but cleaned not too far in the past. From one of the churches or missions, maybe."

  I reached out to shut the computer off. This was one thing I could do. One thing in the world that I had control over. The computer asked was I certain this was what I wanted to do. I hit N.

  "Would it be possible for you to come down here and have a look, Mr. Griffin? Tell us if you know him?"

  "All right," I said, with little idea which I wanted, to know him, not to know him. I again hit ALT-F and X. Then Y for changes, and Y again to confirm my intention to leave Windowland.

  The computer beeped once, twice, blinked out at me, shut its systems down.

  Growing quiet at the same moment WWOZ and its announcer fell silent between songs.

  "Just come to the triage desk out front, right inside the doors, and ask for me, Craig. Any idea when you might be getting here?"

  "Depends on the cab situation. Within the hour, anyway."

  "Great. We really appreciate this, Mr. Griffin. See you shortly, then."

  Music gave way to public-service announcements. A music-and-books raffle at the local Unitarian-Universalist church. A Celtic Weekend two weeks hence. Free AIDS testing.

  I finished my glass of Shaip's, looking out at the nebula of spiderweb floating aslant in the darkness, then at the photo on the wall across from the desk.

  It was the only thing in the room hinting towards any effort at decoration. Richard Garces had given it to me: a snapshot he'd taken of La Verne when they worked together at Foucher Women's Shelter, a month or so before she died. She'd stuck her head in the door to ask a question about one of his clients and been trapped there forever. Smiling and at the same time instinctively trying to turn her head away. A Verne I'd not known at all, really. Richard's lover Eugene, successful fashion photographer by trade, starving fine-art photographer by inclination, had cropped and enlarged the snapshot.

  For ten years, so long and often that I no longer really think about it, I've told this story to my students, Michelangelo's definition of sculpture: You just take a block of marble and cut away whatever's not part of the statue.

  That's what our lives do. Wear away what's not part of the sculpture. Pare us down, if we're lucky, to some kind of essential self.

  Or to some hardened, unconsidering icon if we're not.

  LaVeme and I had met when we were both little more than children and had gone on chipping away, sometimes together, sometimes apart, most of our lives. No one had been more important to me; my life was inexorably linked withfyers. And yet there was no one to whom I had been less kind, no one, among the many I had hurt, whom I had hurt more.

  Once Verne said to me, "We're just alike that way, Lew. Neither of us is ever going to have anyone permanent, anyone who'll go the long haul, who cares that much." But she was wrong. In the last years of her life, years during which for the most part I never saw her, she got off the streets. She educated herself, became a counselor and the quietest sort of hero, helping retrieve others' lives even as she ransomed her own. She fell deeply in love, married, and was on her way to reuniting with lost daughter Alouette when a stroke struck the last blow at the marble. By way of saying farewell and the many thank-yous I'd never had time for, I searched out and found Alouette, but after a time she, like so many others, had gone away.

  Gone away as had David, my own son. Into the darkness that surrounds us all.

  It occurred to me now that LaVeme may well have been the finest person I've known.

  Individually, collectively, we struggle to rise out of the slough of ourselves, strive upwards (like a man trapped in water beneath ice, swimming up to the air pocket just under, where at least he can breathe) towards something better, something more, than we truly are. That's the measure of grace given us. But few of us individually, and seldom does the collective, manage it.

  Leaving, I turned off lights, threw the switch that shut down power to the slave quarters. Stopped off in the kitchen to open a can of tuna with egg bits for Bat and have a glass of water from the tap, then walked three doors down, to where, as usual, the bright green DeVille taxi sat out front.

  "Father home?" I asked the young man who came to the door. Rap's heavy chopped beat and nervous legato lyrics filled the room behind him. He wore jeans so oversize that they hung on his hips like a skirt, crotch down about his knees, bottoms lopped off. Sixteen, seventeen. Head shaved halfway up, hair like a woolly shoot above. All ups and downs.

  "Yeah," he said.

  "Think I might speak to him, Raymond? That possible?"

  "Don't see why not."

  Norm Marcus appeared behind him, peering out. He wore baggy nylon pants, a loose zipped sweatshirt, shower cap.

  "Lewis. Been a while. Thought I heard the door."

  "Raymond and I were just saying hello."

  "I bet you was. Well, Cal and me, we're just sitting down to breakfast." I never had been able to figure when this family slept, what kind of rhythm they were on. "Why don't you come on in and join us? There's plenty of food, and we can always find an extra chair somewheres."

  Then to his son: "You want to step away now, Raymond, give us some room here?"

  The boy shrugged and returned to the couch that, near as I could tell, he lived on. He was surrounded there by stacks of CDs, half-eaten packages of chips, Pepsi cans, pillows and a blanket.

  "Thanks, Norm. Some other time. Soon. I promise."

  "You need a ride."

  "Afraid so. But look, you're about to eat—"

  "No problem, Lewis. Just wish we'd see you sometime when you could stay a few minutes. Where we going? So I can tell Cal how long I'm gonna be."

  He stepped into the kitchen and was back at once.

  "Let's roll."

  From his couch Raymond carefu
lly ignored our departure.

  "I apologize for taking you away from your family and your dinner, Norm," I said as we turned onto St. Charles, "but it's important."

  "You wouldn't of asked, otherwise."

  He took Jackson to Simon Bolivar, turned onto Poydras. The hospital was surrounded by stretches of vacant lots behind chain-link fencing. As he cut between two of them, I said, "I think my son's in the ER."

  He nodded. "Hurt bad?"

  I told him I didn't know. Neither of us said anything else until we pulled in at the hospital.

  "You want me to come inside with you, man? Or wait out here?"

  I shook my head. "But thanks."

  "Anything I can do, you let me know."

  "I will."

  "Tough, huh?"

  I'd started away when he called out: "Lewis." He leaned down into the passenger window so we could see one another. Put a closed hand to his ear. Call me.

  One might have expected to see Craig Parker, with his elegantly understated clothes, blond hair and strong features, in the pages of a fashion catalog rather more than in this chaotic, bloody, antiquated ER. Yet, surrounded by junkies and drunks, gunshot wounds, knifings, crushed limbs and cardiacs, the breathless, he seemed strangely at home here—calm and in control. A rare fortunate man who had found his place in the world and begun to flourish.

  He thanked me for coming, turned to a woman nearby and said, "Cover for me, Dee?" Three other people were all talking to her at the same time. "Sure, no problem," she told him.

  "Come with me, please, Mr. Griffin."

  We went down a hallway straight and narrow as a cannon.

  "Something I need to tell you. Bear right, here, sir.... Shortly after we spoke, the patient arrested. He came back pretty quickly, but whenever the bottom drops out like that, it's a tremendous shock to the system. We've put him on a respirator, chiefly to take some of the strain off his heart. It—"

  "I know, Dr. Parker. I've been through this before." Searching for LaVerne's daughter Alouette, first I had found her premature baby, on a ventilator in a neonatal intensive care unit up in Mississippi. Alouette herself had been on one for a while.