Alluring Turmoil

by Skye Turner

  “He’s right, Lexi” a familiar voice interjects. “I’m sorry that you found out like this. Yes, Blue and I have been together, but it was a long time ago and there is nothing there now but friendship and mutual respect.” Jude holds his hand out to me to help me up. “I don’t want her in that way. I don’t want anyone else in that way. Just you, Baby. Only you!”

  His eyes are pleading with me to take his hand.

  I reach up and grab it.

  Jude

  My heart fell to my knees as I looked over and saw Blue and Lexi with their heads bent together, and then I saw Lexi tense up. It took everything in me to stop from jumping over the guys and running over to the side stage to see what was happening.

  I can only imagine what Blue was telling Lexi. We’ve known each other since we had our first number one hit. Blue was an intern at Rock Hard Magazine and we became friends. One night after drinks, things got sexual and after that, we’d hook up from time to time, but I never thought about her romantically. We used each other, plain and simple. She’s seen me at my lowest. Back when we’d hook up, I was drunk all the time to numb the pain. I’d sleep with any attractive woman who offered herself up to me. Blue is who made me see what a mess I had made of my life. She’s who snapped me back to reality.

  I told her about Lexi earlier today, but I only mentioned that we’d dated before and we were back together now. She’s a bright one and she’s seen me through my “other” relationships, throughout the years. She told me she didn’t believe it when I told her I’d bought a house here, and was going to live here most of the time, to be near Lexi.

  Once I was able to get off the stage, I found Blue and demanded she tell me what had just happened.

  “Nothing, Jude. I swear. I think she figured out that we’d slept together, but I apologized for treating her like shit earlier. I told her she was ‘the girl’ and she acted as if I spoke Chinese. She said she needed air and left. That’s all. I swear! I’m sorry, Jude. You should go after her though,” Blue told me.

  As I jump off the stage and run into the hall, I hear Lexi’s conversation with her friends. My heart drops at the pain in her voice. I can’t have her feeling like this. I need to explain.

  After my explanation, I wait, holding my breath as I pray she takes my hand.

  She reaches up and places her tiny hand in mine.

  I wrap my fingers around hers and pull her up. Pulling her straight into my arms and burying my face in her neck, I place a kiss on her pulse point. “Thank God, baby. Thank God. I’m sorry.”

  She touches my face and kisses me before saying, “It’s ok, Jude. I know things have happened… with both of us. And as long as I’m the one you want to be with… I’m yours. Ok?”

  I hug her tightly and whisper, “You promise?”

  Her mouth on mine answers my question.

  “So, as awesome as this shit is, we have some fans to greet! As soon as we do that, we can all head out of here.” We look over and Dade is smiling at us with the rest of the guys, Lexi’s friends, and Blue and her photographer standing beside them. “And it looks like y’all might want some alone time.” He smirks.

  Blue looks at both of us and gives us a toothy smile and thumbs up. Everyone is staring at us and smiling, everyone except one person.

  Jessie is looking at Blue with a perplexed expression…

  I take Lexi’s hand, kiss her palm, and turn to head to greet Bayou Stix’s fans. I’m not letting go until I have to.

  Chapter Seventeen

  Lexi

  Jude is holding so tightly to my hand my fingers are tingling, but I don’t complain. We’re about to walk into a room full of female fans who all want to screw the band, so he can hold my hand as tightly as he wants to. These chicks need to understand that he’s with me.

  We stop at the door to the room they have reserved for the Meet and Greet and Jude leans into my face, looking into my eyes. “Lex, things can get pretty crazy at these things. Women and men are very aggressive and sometimes they get very touchy feely. I just need you to be prepared for what you might see in here, ok?”

  I look at him and smile devilishly. “It’s ok. I understand. I want my hands all over you too, so I completely get it.” I wink and kiss him quickly.

  “Shit, Lex, you can’t say stuff like that! Look what you did!” He points to his groin where something is standing at attention.

  I smirk.

  “Well, that’s all mine. And as soon as you get in there and appease your fans, the sooner we can leave. I have a bed with a reservation in your name. Checkin time is in two hours!” I duck under his arm with a smile and pull him with me towards the room. As he opens the door, I hear him groan.

  Jude and the guys are great with the fans. They hug and take pictures with all of them. I watch as more than one female fan shoves things in his pockets or whispers in his ear. He smiles through it all, but keeps meeting my gaze… reassuring me.

  Bradi and Micah decide to head out and Erik leaves with them. I tell them that I’ll catch a ride with Jude.

  I continue to watch the crowd and the way the band interacts with them, as I lean against the wall. My feet are killing me, and all I want to do is sit down, and take my shoes off.

  Someone stands next to me, and I catch Blue’s eyes. “They love him. He’s got this amazing way with the fans.”

  I keep watching Jude as I answer her. “Yes, he does. He’s always had that effect when he sings.”

  Blue takes a deep breath. “Look, Lexi. I feel like I owe you an explanation. Jude and I… we were never romantically involved. Never. We were friends and I was there for him when he needed someone to be there for him. Yes, we’ve been… together… but even that was just… sex. No love, not even romance. Neither of us has ever harbored those feelings for the other. We were just friends. He was in a bad place and I was there. But as someone who knows him, someone who’s known him for about eight years now, I can tell you that I’ve never seen him with a woman the way I see him with you. He’s got a happiness about him that I’ve never seen before. I just wanted to tell you that, and apologize again for coming off as a raging bitch.”

  I look at her in a new light. “Ok. Thank you for telling me that. I really do appreciate it. Jude and I… we have history… but he means the world to me… the absolute world.”

  She shakes her head and smiles, “Yes, I can see that. Shit… everyone can see that. The two of you together are electric. It’s a great thing to see. I’d love to find that…”

  She sounds sad. Why would this beautiful woman be sad? Then I notice where her eyes are focused.

  Interesting. Very interesting.

  “You’ll get it. Really. When you least expect it, you’ll find it, Blue,” I say with a gleam in my eyes.

  “Maybe… I’ve kind of given up.” She shrugs and shakes her head. “Hey, it looks like they’re wrapping up.” Her chin inclines towards the guys as a guy in a suit is trying to hustle the crowd out of the door. “See you around, Lexi. You’re good for, Jude. I’m happy for you both. Be gentle with him, ok?”

  In confusion, I respond. “Sure, Blue. Thank you. And I will, though I don’t know why I would need to be gentle with him.”

  She shakes her head at me one last time and says, “Just trust me, ok? Be gentle. Night, Lexi.”

  I’m puzzling over her response as she quickly turns on her heel and walks away. She meets up with the geeky photographer and together they leave.

  Jude and Jessie make their way over to my spot on the wall. “What did she want?” Jessie spits out, as Jude says, “What were you ladies talking about? Everything ok? Where are Erik, Bradi, and Micah?”

  I answer both guys. “Nothing. We were just talking. Jessie, stop being a dick to her. I think she likes you.” Jessie’s eyebrows disappear underneath his hair and his mouth opens and closes, but no sounds come out.

  Jude just raises his brows and smirks at Jessie’s expression.

  “Everything is good and they decided
to head home. They were tired. Can you bring me home, Jude?”

  Jessie finally finds his voice. “You’re crazy, Lexi! Blue does not like me. She hates me, and I don’t know why… She just pisses me off! You-you’re flipping crazy, Lexi!” His words are saying one thing, but his eyes are following her movement as she exits the room, and starts walking down the hall.

  Jude bumps him in the shoulder. “You’re an idiot, Jessie! A complete moron!”

  He grabs my hand and calls out over his shoulder to the rest of the guys. “Later, guys. I’m out of here. Great night. Awesome concert! Thank you all! I’m taking Lexi home now.” He pulls me out the door, down the hall, and into the parking lot, before anyone can say anything.

  He leans me against his bike, boxing me in and takes my mouth roughly. Thank God he’s holding me up because my knees give out and I have to grab onto his shoulders to keep from collapsing.

  When he’s done devouring my mouth, he pulls back and chuckles at the look of pure desire on my face. “I owed you that. Now, let’s get you home. We have a reservation… with your bed.”

  Holy hell…

  Jude

  Well that almost backfired. I wanted to leave her panting, crazy with desire, but I managed to rile myself up just as much.

  Down boy. The hell with taking things slow. I’m taking Lex tonight. Making her mine.

  My hands and legs are shaking and my stomach is a ball of knots; I’m acting like I’m some sort of teenage virgin!

  We ride in silence. It’s a beautiful night, but I’m so focused on just getting us safely back to Lexi’s house, as fast as possible, I miss all of the beauty of Downtown Baton Rouge.

  We make it there in twenty minutes and the house is quiet when we arrive. Erik has left the porch light on and there’s a lamp on in the living room. We can see the faint glow through the windows. I help Lexi off of the bike and pull the skirt of her dress down. The dress is so short that when she sat, her ass was touching the seat and I can see the red lace between her thighs.

  I cup her ass and lift her off of her feet. She wraps her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck and lines her mouth up with mine. I manage to walk down the driveway to the front door with her in my arms. As we reach the door, she’s digging in her tiny clutch and pulls out the key. Without putting her down, I take the key from her and open the door. My foot kicks it closed and as we reach the foyer, she kisses me.

  Her eyes are open and she’s staring into mine, as our mouths slowly slide together. My hands can’t help but squeeze her ass cheeks, and as she slides her tongue inside my mouth, she starts to grind against me.

  Groaning, I make my way down the hall to her bedroom. We bump into the wall, but somehow I manage to get her door open without falling or dropping her.

  Once we’re in the room, I close the door with my hip and push her back against it. Her back is on the door, my hands on her ass as I push the skirt up, and her hands are buried in my hair as she holds my face to her own.

  I’m so hard.

  She’s able to work one of her hands between our bodies and she flicks the button on my black jeans. They open with a loud pop. As she slides her hand inside my jeans to cup my rigid length, my fly moves down of its own accord.

  As she strokes me through my boxer briefs I push the fabric over her mound to the side, and slip a single finger into her wet channel.

  Both of us moan.

  She’s so wet and her scent is filling the room. I have to taste her. Walking backwards, I find the bed with the back of my legs. I turn and drop her onto it. She bounces and scrambles to sit up.

  She reaches for my jeans and pushes them and my underwear down. They catch on my knees, since my legs are spread, and before I can think, she’s bent down and taken me into her mouth.

  Oh my God. Don’t stop. God that feels good. So good.

  Her mouth is moving up and down my shaft and her hands are playing with my balls. She’s so good.

  My hands move to her hair and I remove the pins. All of those gorgeous red waves surround my dick. The glow of the moon is casting just enough light to allow me to watch her as she feasts on my rigid cock, as if she can’t get enough of it.

  She’s working me over and I’m about to explode.

  I don’t want to cum this way… I want to cum in Lexi. I have to make love to her tonight.

  “Lexi, stop, baby. That’s so good, but you have to stop now. Oh my God…. Baby, please stop. I don’t want to cum this way.” I hold her face and gently pull back.

  My dick is glistening in the moonlight with her saliva and her mouth is lush and swollen. Her eyes are heavy and filled with passion as she looks up at me. She’s a vision.

  She licks her lips. I swoop down and capture her mouth as my hands search for the zipper at her back. As we suck on each other’s tongues, I slowly unzip her dress. My hands reach the base of her spine, and the dress falls open. I pull her up to remove it.

  It pools at her feet and she’s standing there in just her stilettos and red lace thong with her hair spread over her chest and shoulders. She looks like a mythological creature she’s so gorgeous.

  “God, Lex, no bra? Thank God I didn’t know this earlier! I would have buried myself in you in the hallway. Spectators be damned!” My hands cup her breasts and lift one nipple up to my waiting mouth. I suck on it and bite it gently while my hand rolls the other nipple; before switching, and giving the other the same attention from my eager mouth.

  Lexi’s head rolls back and she’s moaning my name. “J…u…d…e…. Oh. Oh, Jude. Don’t stop. Don’t stop. Don’t you dare fucking stop!”

  I chuckle as I whisper against her skin, “Oh I’m just getting started, Baby. I won’t stop.”

  My mouth leaves her breasts and kisses her stomach, before trailing kisses down. I dip my tongue into her belly button and move my mouth lower, before nipping her hipbones with my teeth. My tongue runs along the seam of her panties and I swoop in to drop a kiss on the wetness pooling on the fabric between her thighs. I breathe deeply, intoxicated by her smell. It’s like soft musk and peaches… like nothing else I’ve ever smelled. It’s unique and all Lexi.

  I lay her back against the sheets and grip the lace with my teeth before pulling it slowly down her legs. The lace snags on her heel, so she tries to kick them off.

  “No, leave them on. I want you wearing nothing but your desire and these shoes.”

  My hands untangle the lace and I fling it over my shoulder, across the room. It lands somewhere near the door.

  Stopping, I lean up and just take her nakedness in.

  Lexi… oh Lexi… my Lexi. My love.

  She squirms under my scrutiny. I drop down to my knees on the floor and start kissing up her legs, starting at her ankle, and trailing kisses up to her knees. Then up her thighs, before stopping just at her gleaming mound. I just look. She’s so turned on, it’s pulsing. Her clit is standing at attention and she’s so wet, her thighs are also moist.

  Finally, she can’t take anymore and she grabs my head, pulling me down to where she wants me. “Oh, Jude, please. I want your mouth on me. Please? Oh God, I need your mouth on me.”

  I inhale one more time, and dive in. I lick her clit once, and suck it into my mouth before moving my lips down to her sensitive folds. Taking my time, I explore every centimeter of her pussy with my mouth and tongue. She’s writhing and moaning… begging me to fuck her with my tongue.

  After teasing her a bit more, I thrust my tongue into her. She immediately convulses around it, and I drink her essence in.

  I continue to lick her softly as she comes down from her high.

  I want her so badly, but this is for her. I want to make sure she’s satisfied, so I ignore my rock hard dick and lick her sensitive clit, as I add a finger to her pussy. She moans.

  Her head is thrown back against the sheets, her legs are splayed wide, and she’s wriggling against the bed. I grab her legs and drape them over my shoulders as I continue to finger her pussy and lick
her clit. My face is saturated with her juice, but I just can’t get enough.

  “God, Jude… I’m going to cum again… Oh God. Ohhhhhh. Ohhhhhh. Ohhhhhh.” Her hands are tangled in my hair and my face is held prisoner as my tongue licks away. I add a third finger inside of her and I alternate from sucking to biting her clit, as I tease her asshole with my other hand. Just as I dip my finger into her asshole, I bite down and thrust up with my fingers, and she screams out with her second orgasm.

  She flops down to the bed to catch her breath and her legs fall limply off of my shoulders, the shoes still on her feet.

  She pulls me onto the bed with her. My jeans around my knees make it awkward, so I kick off my shoes and remove my pants and underwear.

  My dick is standing straight up and slapping my bellybutton, leaving a trail of precum across my abs. Lexi reaches down and pulls me by my dick. “Careful, Baby. That is sort of attached to me, and well, I have more plans for that in a bit!”

  Purring like a cat, Lexi says, “Oh I have plans for it too, big boy.” Running her hands and nails up and down my shaft, “In fact, I have plans for it right now.”

  She wraps her hands around the base and pumps it a few times, squeezing it as she gets to the tip.

  I’m putty in her hands. Her very capable hands.

  “Jude, Baby… why do you still have a shirt on? I want you naked. I want you naked now!” Her hands leave my dick and she drags her nails across my stomach. It contracts and I moan.

  “Well then, you should probably put those hands to use and take it off, Lex.” I sit back on my thighs and smirk at her.

  She grabs it from the bottom and pulls herself up to a sitting position, then slowly raises it, exposing my chest to her gaze.

  As she gets it over my chest, she leans over and licks my nipple, before biting it. I jerk back and my cock twitches.

  I need her… now.