Delphi Collected Works of Elizabeth von Arnim (Illustrated)

by Elizabeth Von Arnim

  The tears were so near, so terribly near, that, hardly knowing what he did, and sooner than trust himself to speak, Klutz took a cigar and lit it at the match Axel held for him. His hand shook pitifully.

  “Now go home, my dear Klutz,” said Axel very kindly. “Tell Frau Pastor to give you some food, and then get to bed. I wish you would have taken the beefsteak — here is your hat. If you like, we will talk about this nonsense later on. Believe me, it is nonsense. You will be the first to say so next week.”

  And he ushered him out to the steps, and watched him go down them, uneasy lest he should stumble and fall, so weak did he seem to be. “What a hot wind!” he exclaimed. “You will have a dusty walk home. Go slowly. Good-night.”

  “Poor devil,” he thought, as Klutz without speaking went down the avenue into the darkness with unsteady steps, “poor young devil — the highest possible opinion of himself, and the smallest possible quantity of brains; a weak will and strong instincts; much unwholesome study of the Old Testament in Hebrew with Manske; a body twenty years old, and the finest spring I can remember filling it with all sorts of anti-parsonic longings. I believe I ought to have taken him home. He looked as though he would faint.”

  This last thought disturbed Axel. The image of Klutz fainting into a ditch and remaining in it prostrate all night, refused to be set aside; and at last he got his hat and went down the avenue after him.

  But Klutz, who had shuffled along quickly, was nowhere to be seen. Axel opened the avenue gate and looked down the road that led past the stables to the village and parsonage, and then across the fields to Kleinwalde; he even went a little way along it, with an uneasy eye on the ditches, but he did not see Klutz, either upright or prostrate. Well, if he were in a ditch, he said to himself, he would not drown; the ditches were all as empty, dry, and burnt-up as four weeks’ incessant drought and heat could make them. He turned back repeating that eminently consolatory proverb, Unkraut vergeht nicht, and walked quickly to his own gate; for it was late, and he had work to do, and he had wasted more time than he could afford with Klutz. A man on a horse coming from the opposite direction passed him. It was Dellwig, and each recognised the other; but in these days of mutual and profound distrust both were glad of the excuse the darkness gave for omitting the usual greetings. Dellwig rode on towards Kleinwalde in silence, and Axel turned in at his gate.

  But the poor young devil, as Axel called him, had not fainted. Hurrying down the dark avenue, beyond Axel’s influence, far from fainting, it was all Klutz could do not to shout with passion at his own insufferable weakness, his miserable want of self-control in the presence of the man he now regarded as his enemy. The tears in his eyes had given Lohm an opportunity for pretending he was sorry for him, and for making insulting and derisive offers of food. What could equal in humiliation the treatment to which he had been subjected? First he had been treated as a dog, and then, far worse, far, far worse and more difficult to bear with dignity, as a child. A beefsteak? Oh, the shame that seared his soul as he thought of it! This revolting specimen of the upper class had declared, with a hateful smile of indulgent superiority, that all his love, all his sufferings, all his just indignation, depended solely for their existence on whether he did or did not eat a beefsteak. Could coarse-mindedness and gross insensibility go further? “Thrice miserable nation!” he cried aloud, shaking his fist at the unconcerned stars, “thrice miserable nation, whose ruling class is composed of men so vile!” And, having removed his cigar in order to make this utterance, he remembered, with a great start, that it was Axel’s.

  He was in the road, just passing Axel’s stables. The gate to the stableyard stood open, and inside it, heaped against one of the buildings, was a waggon-load of straw. Instantly Klutz became aware of what he was going to do. A lightning flash of clear purpose illumined the disorder of his brain. It was supper time, and no one was about. He ran inside the gate and threw the lighted cigar on to the straw; and because there was not an instantaneous blaze fumbled for his matchbox, and lit one match after the other, pushing them in a kind of frenzy under the loose ends of straw.

  There was a puff of smoke, and then a bright tongue of flame; and immediately he had achieved his purpose he was terrified, and fled away from the dreadful light, and hid himself, shuddering, in the darkness of the country road.

  CHAPTER XXIV

  “It’s in Stralsund,” cried the princess, hurrying out into the Kleinwalde garden when first the alarm was given.

  “It’s in Lohm,” cried someone else.

  Anna watched the light in silence, her face paler than ordinary, her hair blown about by the hot wind. The trees in the dark garden swayed and creaked, the air was parching and full of dust, the light glared brighter each moment. Surely it was very near? Surely it was nearer than Stralsund? “It’s in Lohm,” cried someone with conviction; and Anna turned and began to run.

  “Where are you running to, Aunt Anna?” asked Letty, breathlessly following her; for since the affair with Klutz she followed her aunt about like a conscience-stricken dog.

  “The fire-engine — there is one at the farm — it must go — —”

  They took each other’s hands and ran in silence. Between the gusts of wind they could hear the Lohm church-bells ringing; and almost immediately the single Kleinwalde bell began to toll, to toll with a forlorn, blood-curdling sound altogether different from its unmeaning Sunday tinkle.

  In front of her house Frau Dellwig stood, watching the sky. “It is Lohm,” she said to Anna as she came up panting.

  “Yes — the fire-engine — is it ordered? Has it gone? No? Then at once — at once — —”

  “Jawohl, jawohl,” said Frau Dellwig with great calm, the philosophic calm of him who contemplates calamities other than his own. She said something to one of the maids, who were standing about in pleased and excited groups laughing and whispering, and the girl shuffled off in her clattering wooden shoes. “My husband is not here,” she explained, “and the men are at supper.”

  “Then they must leave their supper,” cried Anna. “Go, go, you girls, and tell them so — look how terrible it is getting — —”

  “Yes, it is a big fire. The girl I sent will tell them. They say it is the Schloss.”

  “Oh, go yourself and tell the men — see, there is no sign of them — every minute is priceless — —”

  “It is always a business with the engine. It has not been required, thank God, for years. Mietze, go and hurry them.”

  The girl called Mietze went off at a trot. The others put their heads together, looked at their young mistress, and whispered. A stable-boy came to the pump and filled his pail. Everyone seemed composed, and yet there was that bloody sky, and there was that insistent cry for help from the anxious bell.

  Anna could hardly bear it. What was happening down there to her kind friend?

  “It is the Schloss,” said the stable-boy in answer to a question from Frau Dellwig as he passed with his full pail, spilling the water at every step.

  “Ach, I thought so,” she said, glancing at Anna.

  Anna made a passionate movement, and ran down the steps after the girl Mietze. Frau Dellwig could not but follow, which she did slowly, at a disapproving distance.

  But Dellwig galloped into the yard at that moment, his horse covered with sweat, and his loud and peremptory orders extracted the ancient engine from its shed, got the horses harnessed to it, and after what Anna thought an eternity it rattled away. When it started, the whole sky to the south was like one dreadful sheet of blood.

  “It is the stables,” he said to Anna.

  “Herr von Lohm’s?”

  “Yes. They cannot be saved.”

  “And the house?”

  He shrugged his shoulders. “It’s a windy night,” he said, “and the wind is blowing that way. There are pine-trees between. Everything is as dry as cinders.”

  “The stables — are they insured?”

  But Dellwig was off again, after the engine.


  “What can we do, Letty? What can we do?” cried Anna, turning to Letty when the sound of the wheels had died away and only the hurried bell was heard above the whistling and banging of the wind. “It’s horrible here, listening to that bell tolling, and looking at the sky. If I could throw one single bucketful of water on the fire I should not feel so useless, so utterly, utterly of no use or good for anything.”

  Neither of them had ever seen a fire, and horror had seized them both. The night seemed so dark, the world all round so black, except in that one dreadful spot. Anna knew Axel could not afford to lose money. From things Trudi had said, from things the princess had said, she knew it. There was at Lohm, she felt rather than knew, an abundance of everything necessary to ordinary comfortable living, as there generally is in the country on farms; but money was scarce, and a series of bad seasons, perhaps even one bad season, or anything out of the way happening, might make it very scarce, might make the further proper farming of the place impossible. Suppose the stables were not insured, where would the money come from to rebuild them? And the horses — she had heard that horses went mad with fright in a fire, and refused to leave their stables. And the house — suppose this cruel wind made the checking of the fire impossible, and it licked its way across the trees to Axel’s house? “Oh, what can we do?” she cried to the frightened Letty.

  “Let’s go there,” said Letty.

  “Yes!” cried Anna, striking her hands together. “Yes! The carriage — Frau Dellwig, order the carriage — order Fritz to bring the carriage out at once. Tell him to be quick — quick!”

  “The gracious Miss will go to Lohm?”

  “Yes — call him, send for him — Fritz! Fritz!” She herself began to call.

  “But — —”

  “Fritz! Fritz! Run, Letty, and see if you can find him.”

  “If I may be permitted to advise — —”

  “Fritz! Fritz! Fritz!”

  “Call the herrschaftliche Kutscher Fritz,” Frau Dellwig then commanded a passing boy in a loud and stern voice. “Not only mad, but improper,” was her private comment. “She goes by night to her Bräutigam — to her unacknowledged Bräutigam.” Even a possible burning Bräutigam did not, in her opinion, excuse such a step.

  The darkness concealed the anger on her face, and Anna neither noticed nor cared for the anger in her voice, but began herself to run in the direction of the stables, leaving Frau Dellwig to her reflections.

  “Princess Ludwig is looking for you everywhere, Aunt Anna,” said Letty, coming towards her, having found Fritz and succeeded in making him understand what she wanted.

  “Where is she? Is the carriage coming?”

  “He said five minutes. She was at the house, asking the servants if they had seen you.”

  “Come along then, we’ll go to her.”

  “I was afraid I should not find you here,” said the princess as Anna came up the steps of the house into the light of the entry, “and that you had run off to Lohm to put the fire out. My dear child, what do you look like? Come and look at yourself in the glass.”

  She led her to the glass that hung above the Dellwig hat-stand.

  “I am just going there,” said Anna, looking at her reflection without seeing it. “The carriage is being got ready now.”

  “Then I am coming too. What has the wind been doing to your hair? See, I knew you were running about bare-headed, and have brought you a scarf. Come, let me tie it over all these excited little curls, and turn you into a sober and circumspect young woman.”

  Anna bent her head and let the princess do as she pleased. “Herr Dellwig is afraid the fire will spread to the house,” she said breathlessly. “Our engine has only just gone — —”

  “I heard it.”

  “It is such a lumbering thing, it will be hours getting there — —”

  “Oh, not hours. Half a one, perhaps.”

  “Are they insured?”

  “The buildings? They are sure to be. But there is always a loss that cannot be covered — ach, Frau Dellwig, good-evening — you see we have taken possession of your house. To have no stables and probably no horses just when the busy time is beginning is terrible. Poor Axel. There — now you are tidy. Wait, let me fasten your cloak and cover up your pretty dress. Is Letty to come too?”

  “Oh — if she likes. Why doesn’t the carriage come?”

  “It will be much better if Letty goes to bed,” said the princess.

  “Oh!” said Letty.

  “It is long past her bedtime, and she has no hat, and nothing round her. Shall we not ask Frau Dellwig to send a servant with her home?”

  “Aber gewiss — —” began Frau Dellwig.

  But Anna was out again on the steps, was shutting out the flaming sky with one hand while she strained her eyes into the darkness of the corner where the coach-house was. She could hear Fritz’s voice, and the horses’ hoofs on the cobbles, and she could see the light of a lantern jogging up and down as the stable-boy who held it hurried to and fro. “Quick, quick, Fritz,” she cried.

  “Jawohl, gnädiges Fräulein,” came back the answer in the old man’s cheery, reassuring tones. But it was like a nightmare, standing there waiting, waiting, the precious minutes slipping by, terrible things happening to Axel, and she herself unable to stir a step towards him.

  “Take me with you — let me come too,” pleaded Letty from behind her, slipping her hand into Anna’s.

  “Then tie a handkerchief or something round your head,” said Anna, her eyes on the lantern moving about before the coach-house. Then the carriage lamps flashed out, and in another moment the carriage rattled up.

  It was a ghostly drive. As the tops of the pine-trees swayed aside they caught glimpses of the red horror of the sky; and when they got out into the open Anna cried out involuntarily, for it seemed as if the whole world were on fire. The spire of Lohm church and the roofs of the cottages stood out clear and sharp in the fierce light. The horses, more and more frightened the nearer they drew, plunged and reared, and old Fritz could hardly hold them in. On turning the corner by the parsonage they were not to be induced to advance another yard, but swerved aside, kicking and terrified, and threatening every moment to upset the carriage into the ditch.

  Anna jumped out and ran on. The princess, slower and more bulky, was helped out by Letty and followed after as quickly as she could. In the road and in the field opposite the stables the whole population was gathered, illuminated figures in eager, chattering groups. From the pump on the green in front of the schoolhouse, a chain of helpers had been formed, and buckets of water were being passed along from hand to hand to the engines; and there was no other water. The engines were working farther down the road, keeping the hose turned on to the trees between the stables and the house. There were clumps of pine-trees among them, and these were the trees that would carry the fire across to Axel’s house. Men in the garden were hacking at them, the blows of their axes indistinguishable in the uproar, but every now and then one of the victims fell with a crash among its fellows still standing behind it.

  “Oh, poor Axel, poor Axel!” murmured Anna, drawing her scarf across her face as she passed along to protect it from the intolerable heat. But she was an unmistakable figure in her blue cloak and white dress, stumbling on to where the engines were; and the groups of onlookers nudged each other and turned to stare after her as she passed.

  “How did it happen?” she asked, suddenly stopping before a knot of women. They were in the act of discussing her, and started and looked foolish.

  “No one knows,” said the eldest, when Anna repeated her question. “They say it was done on purpose.”

  “Done on purpose!” echoed Anna, staring at the speaker. “Why, who would set fire to a place on purpose?”

  But to this question no reply at all was forthcoming. They fidgeted and looked at each other, and one of the younger ones tittered and then put her hand before her mouth.

  In the potato field across the road, two storks, who
se nest for many springs had been on one of the roofs now burning, had placed their young ones in safety and were watching over them. The young storks were only a few days old, and had been thrown out of the nest by the parents, and then dragged away out of danger into the field, the parents mounting guard over their bruised and dislocated offspring, and the whole group transformed in the glow into a beautiful, rosy, dazzling white, into a family of spiritualised, glorified storks, as they huddled ruefully together in their place of refuge. Anna saw them without knowing that she saw them; there were three little ones, and one was dead. The princess and Letty found her standing beside them, watching the roaring furnace of the stableyard with parted lips and wide-open, horror-stricken eyes.

  “Most of the horses were got out in time,” said the princess, taking Anna’s arm, determined that she should not again slip away, “and they say the buildings are fully insured, and he will be able to have much better ones.”

  “But the time lost — they can’t be built in a day — —”

  “The man I spoke to said they were such old buildings and in such a bad state that Axel can congratulate himself that they have been burned. But of course there will always be the time lost. Have you seen him? Let us go on a little — we shall be scorched to cinders here.”

  Both Axel and Dellwig were superintending the working of the hose. “I do not want my trees destroyed,” he said to Dellwig, with whom in the stress of the moment he had resumed his earlier manner; “they are not insured.” He had watched the stables go with an impassiveness that struck several of the bystanders as odd. Dellwig and many others of the dwellers in that district were used to making a great noise on all occasions great and small, and they could by no means believe that it was natural to Axel to remain so calm at such a moment. “It is a great nuisance,” Axel said more than once; but that also was hardly an adequate expression of feelings.

  “They are well insured, I believe?” said Dellwig.

  “Oh yes. I shall be able to have nice tight buildings in their place.”