Twilight Tenth Anniversary Edition

by Stephenie Meyer

  “Bells, you can’t leave now. It’s nighttime,” he whispered behind me.

  I didn’t turn around. “I’ll sleep in the truck if I get tired.”

  “Just wait another week,” he pled, still shell-shocked. “Renée will be back by then.”

  This completely derailed me. “What?”

  Charlie continued eagerly, almost babbling with relief as I hesitated. “She called while you were out. Things aren’t going so well in Florida, and if Phil doesn’t get signed by the end of the week, they’re going back to Arizona. The assistant coach of the Sidewinders said they might have a spot for another shortstop.”

  I shook my head, trying to reassemble my now-confused thoughts. Every passing second put Charlie in more danger.

  “I have a key,” I muttered, turning the knob. He was too close, one hand extended toward me, his face dazed. I couldn’t lose any more time arguing with him. I was going to have to hurt him further.

  “Just let me go, Charlie.” I repeated my mother’s last words as she’d walked out this same door so many years ago. I said them as angrily as I could manage, and I threw the door open. “It didn’t work out, okay? I really, really hate Forks!”

  My cruel words did their job—Charlie stayed frozen on the doorstep, stunned, while I ran into the night. I was hideously frightened of the empty yard. I ran wildly for the truck, visualizing a dark shadow behind me. I threw my bag in the bed and wrenched the door open. The key was waiting in the ignition.

  “I’ll call you tomorrow!” I yelled, wishing more than anything that I could explain everything to him right then, knowing I would never be able to. I gunned the engine and peeled out.

  Edward reached for my hand.

  “Pull over,” he said as the house, and Charlie, disappeared behind us.

  “I can drive,” I said through the tears pouring down my cheeks.

  His long hands unexpectedly gripped my waist, and his foot pushed mine off the gas pedal. He pulled me across his lap, wrenching my hands free of the wheel, and suddenly he was in the driver’s seat. The truck didn’t swerve an inch.

  “You wouldn’t be able to find the house,” he explained.

  Lights flared suddenly behind us. I stared out the back window, eyes wide with horror.

  “It’s just Alice,” he reassured me. He took my hand again.

  My mind was filled with the image of Charlie in the doorway. “The tracker?”

  “He heard the end of your performance,” Edward said grimly.

  “Charlie?” I asked in dread.

  “The tracker followed us. He’s running behind us now.”

  My body went cold.

  “Can we outrun him?”

  “No.” But he sped up as he spoke. The truck’s engine whined in protest.

  My plan suddenly didn’t feel so brilliant anymore.

  I was staring back at Alice’s headlights when the truck shuddered and a dark shadow sprung up outside the window.

  My bloodcurdling scream lasted a fraction of a second before Edward’s hand clamped down on my mouth.

  “It’s Emmett!”

  He released my mouth, and wound his arm around my waist.

  “It’s okay, Bella,” he promised. “You’re going to be safe.”

  We raced through the quiet town toward the north highway.

  “I didn’t realize you were still so bored with small-town life,” he said conversationally, and I knew he was trying to distract me. “It seemed like you were adjusting fairly well—especially recently. Maybe I was just flattering myself that I was making life more interesting for you.”

  “I wasn’t being nice,” I confessed, ignoring his attempt at diversion, looking down at my knees. “That was the same thing my mom said when she left him. You could say I was hitting below the belt.”

  “Don’t worry. He’ll forgive you.” He smiled a little, though it didn’t touch his eyes.

  I stared at him desperately, and he saw the naked panic in my eyes.

  “Bella, it’s going to be all right.”

  “But it won’t be all right when I’m not with you,” I whispered.

  “We’ll be together again in a few days,” he said, tightening his arm around me. “Don’t forget that this was your idea.”

  “It was the best idea—of course it was mine.”

  His answering smile was bleak and disappeared immediately.

  “Why did this happen?” I asked, my voice catching. “Why me?”

  He stared blackly at the road ahead. “It’s my fault—I was a fool to expose you like that.” The rage in his voice was directed internally.

  “That’s not what I meant,” I insisted. “I was there, big deal. It didn’t bother the other two. Why did this James decide to kill me? There’re people all over the place, why me?”

  He hesitated, thinking before he answered.

  “I got a good look at his mind tonight,” he began in a low voice. “I’m not sure if there’s anything I could have done to avoid this, once he saw you. It is partially your fault.” His voice was wry. “If you didn’t smell so appallingly luscious, he might not have bothered. But when I defended you… well, that made it a lot worse. He’s not used to being thwarted, no matter how insignificant the object. He thinks of himself as a hunter and nothing else. His existence is consumed with tracking, and a challenge is all he asks of life. Suddenly we’ve presented him with a beautiful challenge—a large clan of strong fighters all bent on protecting the one vulnerable element. You wouldn’t believe how euphoric he is now. It’s his favorite game, and we’ve just made it his most exciting game ever.” His tone was full of disgust.

  He paused a moment.

  “But if I had stood by, he would have killed you right then,” he said with hopeless frustration.

  “I thought… I didn’t smell the same to the others… as I do to you,” I said hesitantly.

  “You don’t. But that doesn’t mean that you aren’t still a temptation to every one of them. If you had appealed to the tracker—or any of them—the same way you appeal to me, it would have meant a fight right there.”

  I shuddered.

  “I don’t think I have any choice but to kill him now,” he muttered. “Carlisle won’t like it.”

  I could hear the tires cross the bridge, though I couldn’t see the river in the dark. I knew we were getting close. I had to ask him now.

  “How can you kill a vampire?”

  He glanced at me with unreadable eyes and his voice was suddenly harsh. “The only way to be sure is to tear him to shreds, and then burn the pieces.”

  “And the other two will fight with him?”

  “The woman will. I’m not sure about Laurent. They don’t have a very strong bond—he’s only with them for convenience. He was embarrassed by James in the meadow.…”

  “But James and the woman—they’ll try to kill you?” I asked, my voice raw.

  “Bella, don’t you dare waste time worrying about me. Your only concern is keeping yourself safe and—please, please—trying not to be reckless.”

  “Is he still following?”

  “Yes. He won’t attack the house, though. Not tonight.”

  He turned off onto the invisible drive, with Alice following behind.

  We drove right up to the house. The lights inside were bright, but they did little to alleviate the blackness of the encroaching forest. Emmett had my door open before the truck was stopped; he pulled me out of the seat, tucked me like a football into his vast chest, and ran me through the door.

  We burst into the large white room, Edward and Alice at our sides. All of them were there; they were already on their feet at the sound of our approach. Laurent stood in their midst. I could hear low growls rumble deep in Emmett’s throat as he set me down next to Edward.

  “He’s tracking us,” Edward announced, glaring balefully at Laurent.

  Laurent’s face was unhappy. “I was afraid of that.”

  Alice danced to Jasper’s side and whispered
in his ear; her lips quivered with the speed of her silent speech. They flew up the stairs together. Rosalie watched them, and then moved quickly to Emmett’s side. Her beautiful eyes were intense and—when they flickered unwillingly to my face—furious.

  “What will he do?” Carlisle asked Laurent in chilling tones.

  “I’m sorry,” he answered. “I was afraid, when your boy there defended her, that it would set him off.”

  “Can you stop him?”

  Laurent shook his head. “Nothing stops James when he gets started.”

  “We’ll stop him,” Emmett promised. There was no doubt what he meant.

  “You can’t bring him down. I’ve never seen anything like him in my three hundred years. He’s absolutely lethal. That’s why I joined his coven.”

  His coven, I thought, of course. The show of leadership in the clearing was merely that, a show.

  Laurent was shaking his head. He glanced at me, perplexed, and back to Carlisle. “Are you sure it’s worth it?”

  Edward’s enraged roar filled the room; Laurent cringed back.

  Carlisle looked gravely at Laurent. “I’m afraid you’re going to have to make a choice.”

  Laurent understood. He deliberated for a moment. His eyes took in every face, and finally swept the bright room.

  “I’m intrigued by the life you’ve created here. But I won’t get in the middle of this. I bear none of you any enmity, but I won’t go up against James. I think I will head north—to that clan in Denali.” He hesitated. “Don’t underestimate James. He’s got a brilliant mind and unparalleled senses. He’s every bit as comfortable in the human world as you seem to be, and he won’t come at you head on.… I’m sorry for what’s been unleashed here. Truly sorry.” He bowed his head, but I saw him flicker another puzzled look at me.

  “Go in peace,” was Carlisle’s formal answer.

  Laurent took another long look around himself, and then he hurried out the door.

  The silence lasted less than a second.

  “How close?” Carlisle looked to Edward.

  Esme was already moving; her hand touched an inconspicuous keypad on the wall, and with a groan, huge metal shutters began sealing up the glass wall. I gaped.

  “About three miles out past the river; he’s circling around to meet up with the female.”

  “What’s the plan?”

  “We’ll lead him off, and then Jasper and Alice will run her south.”

  “And then?”

  Edward’s tone was deadly. “As soon as Bella is clear, we hunt him.”

  “I guess there’s no other choice,” Carlisle agreed, his face grim.

  Edward turned to Rosalie.

  “Get her upstairs and trade clothes,” Edward commanded. She stared back at him with livid disbelief.

  “Why should I?” she hissed. “What is she to me? Except a menace—a danger you’ve chosen to inflict on all of us.”

  I flinched back from the venom in her voice.

  “Rose…,” Emmett murmured, putting one hand on her shoulder. She shook it off.

  But I was watching Edward carefully, knowing his temper, worried about his reaction.

  He surprised me. He looked away from Rosalie as if she hadn’t spoken, as if she didn’t exist.

  “Esme?” he asked calmly.

  “Of course,” Esme murmured.

  Esme was at my side in half a heartbeat, swinging me up easily into her arms, and dashing up the stairs before I could gasp in shock.

  “What are we doing?” I asked breathlessly as she set me down in a dark room somewhere off the second-story hall.

  “Trying to confuse the smell. It won’t work for long, but it might help get you out.” I could hear her clothes falling to the floor.

  “I don’t think I’ll fit…” I hesitated, but her hands were abruptly pulling my shirt over my head. I quickly stripped my jeans off myself. She handed me something, it felt like a shirt. I struggled to get my arms through the right holes. As soon as I was done she handed me her slacks. I yanked them on, but I couldn’t get my feet out; they were too long. She deftly rolled the hems a few times so I could stand. Somehow she was already in my clothes. She pulled me back to the stairs, where Alice stood, a small leather bag in one hand. They each grabbed one of my elbows and half-carried me as they flew down the stairs.

  It appeared that everything had been settled downstairs in our absence. Edward and Emmett were ready to leave, Emmett carrying a heavy-looking backpack over his shoulder. Carlisle was handing something small to Esme. He turned and handed Alice the same thing—it was a tiny silver cell phone.

  “Esme and Rosalie will be taking your truck, Bella,” he told me as he passed. I nodded, glancing warily at Rosalie. She was glowering at Carlisle with a resentful expression.

  “Alice, Jasper—take the Mercedes. You’ll need the dark tint in the south.”

  They nodded as well.

  “We’re taking the Jeep.”

  I was surprised to see that Carlisle intended to go with Edward. I realized suddenly, with a stab of fear, that they made up the hunting party.

  “Alice,” Carlisle asked, “will they take the bait?”

  Everyone watched Alice as she closed her eyes and became incredibly still.

  Finally her eyes opened. “He’ll track you. The woman will follow the truck. We should be able to leave after that.” Her voice was certain.

  “Let’s go.” Carlisle began to walk toward the kitchen.

  But Edward was at my side at once. He caught me up in his iron grip, crushing me to him. He seemed unaware of his watching family as he pulled my face to his, lifting my feet off the floor. For the shortest second, his lips were icy and hard against mine. Then it was over. He set me down, still holding my face, his glorious eyes burning into mine.

  His eyes went blank, curiously dead, as he turned away.

  And they were gone.

  We stood there, the others looking away from me as the tears streaked noiselessly down my face.

  The silent moment dragged on, and then Esme’s phone vibrated in her hand. It flashed to her ear.

  “Now,” she said. Rosalie stalked out the front door without another glance in my direction, but Esme touched my cheek as she passed.

  “Be safe.” Her whisper lingered behind them as they slipped out the door. I heard my truck start thunderously, and then fade away.

  Jasper and Alice waited. Alice’s phone seemed to be at her ear before it buzzed.

  “Edward says the woman is on Esme’s trail. I’ll get the car.” She vanished into the shadows the way Edward had gone.

  Jasper and I looked at each other. He stood across the length of the entryway from me… being careful.

  “You’re wrong, you know,” he said quietly.

  “What?” I gasped.

  “I can feel what you’re feeling now—and you are worth it.”

  “I’m not,” I mumbled. “If anything happens to them, it will be for nothing.”

  “You’re wrong,” he repeated, smiling kindly at me.

  I heard nothing, but then Alice stepped through the front door and came toward me with her arms held out.

  “May I?” she asked.

  “You’re the first one to ask permission.” I smiled wryly.

  She lifted me in her slender arms as easily as Emmett had, shielding me protectively, and then we flew out the door, leaving the lights bright behind us.

  20. IMPATIENCE

  WHEN I WOKE UP I WAS CONFUSED. MY THOUGHTS WERE HAZY, STILL twisted up in dreams and nightmares; it took me longer than it should have to realize where I was.

  This room was too bland to belong anywhere but in a hotel. The bedside lamps, bolted to the tables, were a dead giveaway, as were the long drapes made from the same fabric as the bedspread, and the generic watercolor prints on the walls.

  I tried to remember how I got here, but nothing came at first.

  I did remember the sleek black car, the glass in the windows darker than t
hat on a limousine. The engine was almost silent, though we’d raced across the black freeways at more than twice the legal speed.

  And I remembered Alice sitting with me on the dark leather backseat. Somehow, during the long night, my head had ended up against her granite neck. My closeness didn’t seem to bother her at all, and her cool, hard skin was oddly comforting to me. The front of her thin cotton shirt was cold, damp with the tears that streamed from my eyes until, red and sore, they ran dry.

  Sleep had evaded me; my aching eyes strained open even though the night finally ended and dawn broke over a low peak somewhere in California. The gray light, streaking across the cloudless sky, stung my eyes. But I couldn’t close them; when I did, the images that flashed all too vividly, like still slides behind my lids, were unbearable. Charlie’s broken expression—Edward’s brutal snarl, teeth bared—Rosalie’s resentful glare—the keen-eyed scrutiny of the tracker—the dead look in Edward’s eyes after he kissed me the last time… I couldn’t stand to see them. So I fought against my weariness and the sun rose higher.

  I was still awake when we came through a shallow mountain pass and the sun, behind us now, reflected off the tiled rooftops of the Valley of the Sun. I didn’t have enough emotion left to be surprised that we’d made a three-day journey in one. I stared blankly at the wide, flat expanse laid out in front of me. Phoenix—the palm trees, the scrubby creosote, the haphazard lines of the intersecting freeways, the green swaths of golf courses and turquoise splotches of swimming pools, all submerged in a thin smog and embraced by the short, rocky ridges that weren’t really big enough to be called mountains.

  The shadows of the palm trees slanted across the freeway—defined, sharper than I remembered, paler than they should be. Nothing could hide in these shadows. The bright, open freeway seemed benign enough. But I felt no relief, no sense of homecoming.

  “Which way to the airport, Bella?” Jasper had asked, and I flinched, though his voice was quite soft and unalarming. It was the first sound, besides the purr of the car, to break the long night’s silence.

  “Stay on the I-ten,” I’d answered automatically. “We’ll pass right by it.”