From all of your
Sick and selfish games!
You are pathetic
But for me,
It's a new beginning!
Scorned and filled with hate,
You attempt to break me,
But it's all too late
The wounds you've opened
Will soon be mending
You've buried me with weight
With a simple twist of fate,
I've now opened my eyes!
You should quit
I ain't quitting!
But from now on,
When you push,
I'm gonna push back
I'm so tired of giving
I am no longer the man
You thought
That you could stand
I'm changing
I know I'm winning!
I can't take no more!
What do you
Do this for?!
You are to be
My enemy!
You are the undead
Seeking to feed
On my head
You cannot destroy
The will in me!
You've sickened me!
You will leave me be!
If you don't go willingly,
You'll have a fight
You can't handle
With all your might!
You're killing me,
But I can't die!
I could turn it all around!
I promise you will cry!
But from now on,
When you push,
I'm gonna push back
I'm so tired of giving
I am no longer the man
You thought
That you could stand
I'm changing
I know I'm winning!
Get outta my life!
Before you see
What I've really become!
No Name
I guess you must've
Felt unloved
I wasn't around,
And when I was,
It wasn't enough
Maybe I was
Trying to be
Something impossible
For me
Now that my eyes
Have learned to see
You finally
Stopped loving me
I can't bare
To see you go
That I'll never
See you again
Is killin me to know
I wish I could say
I love you every day
But the thorn in my side
Is that you took
That right away
I can't ask you
For your help
Over time,
We've both
Become someone else
We have been
Ignorant of our ways
Eventually, the mind
Wanders, and your heart
Doesn't stay
Maybe even
Forgiving each other
Isn't a possibility
You feel the need to go
You're doing it willingly
Maybe you don't really
Have it all
If all you have is love
Then it fades,
And push comes to shove
You get scared
When your happiness
Turns to tears
You're left empty inside,
Realizing your fears
Stronger Now
Maybe when
You get outta my house
I'll be ok
You said you're leavin
And nothin
Will change your mind
There's always new hope
Each new day
I don't want you to go
But if that's what it takes
For you to find
What you're lookin for
Then you don't need me
You only need
To walk out that door!
Emotion is such a pain
It drains you dry
You feel you can't
Live past it all
And you always wonder why
But then you do
And you carry through
Tryin to figure out how
Rememberin the one who
Left you alone
And made you stronger now
The love I have for you
Can never really die
It will exist
Inside of me
And time to time
Make me cry
You can't fully see
That you mean
The world to me
I think it shows
In your eyes
You said yourself
I don't matter as much
As your new friends
If I'd done everything right
You would still deny!
And...
I can't change your mind!
Emotion is such a pain
It drains you dry
You feel you can't
Live past it all
And you always wonder why
But then you do
And you carry through
Tryin to figure out how
Rememberin the one who
Left you alone
And made you stronger now
I won't ask you to stay
You want to go
So go as soon as you can
I'm in your way
But probably some day
You'll wish you never ran!
Emotion is such a pain
It drains you dry
You feel you can't
Live past it all
And you always wonder why
But then you do
And you carry through
Tryin to figure out how
Rememberin the one who
Left you alone
And made you stronger now
I will get stronger
I've begged you
To be with me
You gave me your answer
You're not gone
But you've already
Left me!
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