Dark Desire (Dark Series - book 2)

by Christine Feehan

  “It has to be in the bloodstream,” Gregori said.

  “Who could get close enough to inject a Carpathian? Even a vampire cunning enough to disguise his true self would not have the strength to overcome someone of Jacques’ stature. It is inconceivable.” Mikhail said. “Jacques was a hunter, a dispenser of justice. At the time the murders were decimating our people, he would have been doubly cautious.”

  “The vampire tricked him. It is the usual weapon of a deceiver, is it not?” Gregori informed them calmly. “Dawn is here. We must hurry.”

  The rain beat down into the silence; the wind shook the trees. Jacques stared sightlessly into the forest. Fragments of memory teased and whispered at him. “Blood. So much blood.” The words came out of their own accord. His fingertips stroked absently over his neck, a frown creasing his forehead. “It was a hunter’s trap, a crude, nearly invisible wire. It cut my throat.”

  Nobody moved or spoke, not wanting to break Jacques’ concentration. Shea found herself holding her breath. Memory was so important to Jacques, and right now it might save Byron’s life. She could feel the pain splintering through his mind, felt him blocking it out, focusing his will to remember. He rubbed his thumb back and forth across an eyebrow, then frowned slightly. “I was weak. He came then, offered his blood. I did not want to offend him, but I was reluctant. He was... he disturbed me.” Jacques broke off, gripping his temples hard with his fingertips. “I cannot see him.” He looked at Shea with desperate, anguished eyes. “I do not know who he is.”

  She wrapped her arms around him both mentally and physically, hating the worn, tortured lines etched into his beautiful face.

  Two days ago you could barely stand, could not remember anything. This is a miracle, Jacques. What you’ve accomplished is a miracle.

  She tried to reassure him, reading accurately that he loathed the fact that he could not eke out another detail.

  “It is enough to piece it together,” Gregori said, his voice a soothing balm. He touched his fingertips to Jacques’ temples, inhaled slowly, and focused, sending himself outside his body.

  Shea could actually feel the pain melting away, leaving Jacques whole and calm. The healer’s power was extraordinary.

  She wanted it, felt it moving within her, rising to follow where the healer’s light led.

  Gregori’s voice broke the spell. “You must have accepted his offer. The poison was in the betrayer’s blood.”

  “What prevents the betrayer from being paralyzed?” Mikhail hissed it, a venomous sound that sent a shiver through Shea. There was something very lethal about all these men, something far different from their human counterparts. They accepted violence as easily as the animals in the surrounding forest did. They were predators. It was in the way they moved, in the way they held themselves, in their very thoughts.

  Gregori made a slow circle of the porch. Shea found it interesting that all three men had positioned their bodies between the dawn and the women. “There are ways, but we have no time for such a discussion, for we must act now if we are to do this. Raven, while you were connected to Byron, could you get a sense of direction, anything at all?”

  “He was not alone. He was somewhere underground, a cave maybe. It was damp, musty. He was not so very far from us.” Raven looked up at Mikhail with sad eyes, afraid she had not come up with the information they needed to find the Carpathian in time. One day in the company of the two human butchers and Byron was surely going to die a hideous death. Mikhail laced his fingers through hers, brought her knuckles to the warmth of his mouth in understanding and unity.

  “The cellar, Jacques,” Shea suddenly said, excited. “They took him to the cellar. They can’t know this land very well, and they would go where they had already been successful. I know what they’re like, very arrogant, particularly the one called Don Wallace. It would be just like him to use the same place, thinking he was thumbing his nose at all of you.”

  “It would be damp and musty all right, but they would find Jacques’ coffin gone. They would know the place had been disturbed recently,” Mikhail argued thoughtfully.

  “True, but wouldn’t the vampire tell them Jacques is alive? He saw Jacques and me in the forest earlier with Byron,” Shea said. “They would feel safe because you’re all supposed to be under cover during the day, I’m telling you, this is exactly the kind of thing a man like Wallace would do. He believes you’re all vampires and can’t move in the daylight hours.”

  “This Wallace,” Mikhail said softly, “he is the nephew of Eugene Slovensky, enemy to all Carpathians. We have met briefly before. I believe the young lady is correct. He believes he is smarter and more cunning than we.”

  “Aidan would have done our race a huge service had he killed him when he had the opportunity,” Gregori observed. “We were hard-pressed that night, with Mikhail injured and Raven in the hands of madmen.”

  “Maybe this Aidan had already turned?” Shea speculated.

  Gregori shook his head slowly. “He had not turned then, nor has he turned now. He is powerful, such as Mikhail and I. The world would know if one of our stature had become the most feared creature of all. No, it is not Aidan. In any case, he has a twin brother, one even more powerful, who would know instantly had Aidan turned.” Gregori’s voice was low and smooth, filled with certainty.

  Shea shook her head to rid herself of the hypnotic effect. Gregori’s power frightened her. His voice alone could do just about anything, produce any reaction in any of them. No one should have that kind of power.

  “So why can we not detect the vampire when he is near?” Mikhail asked no one in particular. “I have scanned the area and can detect none of our kind, not even Byron.”

  “Shea was able to detect the vampire when I could not,” Jacques said. “I was not certain I believed her at first, but I could feel as she did when we merged.”

  Shea lifted her chin in challenge. “Do you think you can explain how all this was done, healer? How anyone could have done it?”

  Gregori turned the full power of his magnetic silver eyes on her. “I can make the earth shake beneath your feet and bring lightning from the sky to do my bidding. I can close off your airway with a thought. I am all things from a mouse to a wolf running free. Is this not enough for you to believe?” he inquired softly.

  His voice was a black-magic weapon. That was what Shea believed. She shivered and moved closer to Jacques. They all trusted Gregori, yet wasn’t he one of the ancients? They had all told her a vampire could hide itself, appear normal. None of them even suspected him. It was agreed he was the most dangerous, his knowledge acquired unceasingly through the centuries. And he was their healer, had given blood to all of them. Her brain worked at the pieces of the puzzle.

  It is impossible.

  Jacques caught her thoughts.

  Why?

  Shea demanded.

  Mikhail would know. I do not know how I know this, but Gregori could not hide this from Mikhail.

  She gave an exasperated little sigh.

  Jacques hid his grin at her feminine petulance. She really had an aversion to the way Gregori dictated to the women.

  “There is one human a few miles away,” Mikhail stated. “I can detect no others. He is in the direction of Jacques’ old home. Do we go?”

  Light was streaking the sky now, gray patches despite the dark, roiling clouds and the steady drizzle of rain. “Go, Mikhail,” Raven insisted softly. “You have to. Otherwise I would always feel I killed him. If you do not go, it will be because of me.”

  “You have to,” Shea added, looking into Jacques’ black eyes. He did, too; Shea felt it with great conviction. There would come a time when Jacques would remember his childhood, his great friendship with Byron, and how he had backed away from Byron’s attempt at reconciliation. He needed to do this for the sake of his own sanity.

  I know.

  Hisreply was a soft assent in her mind as he shared her thoughts. “I will go, Mikhail,” he said aloud. “You sta
y and protect the women. It is the only way.”

  “It could very well be a trap,” Gregori cautioned. “More than likely it is a trap. Otherwise this would be very careless on the part of one so cunning.”

  “That’s why all of you should go,” Raven said. “Shea and I will wait here. We can destroy all evidence of her research while we wait.”

  Shea could not prevent the gasp that escaped her. She lifted her chin defiantly. She was not going to be intimidated by these powerful creatures. Her eyes flashed from one to the other. “I spent several years of my life gathering that data,” she said hotly.

  Raven caught her hand and squeezed it in warning. She tugged Shea away from Jacques and right up to the door of the cabin. “All right, Shea, we’ll talk about it.”

  “You are to leave this place and go to safety if the hour becomes too late or you receive warning from us,” Mikhail cautioned his lifemate. “No playing the heroine. On this I will have your word.”

  Raven smiled into his eyes, an intimate, tender acknowledgment. She nodded. “I would never endanger our child, my love.”

  Mikhail reached out and touched Raven’s face, trailing his fingertips tenderly down her skin even as his form wavered, contorted, began to snap and pop. Fur shimmered along his arms, his back. His powerful frame bent, and he leapt away, landed running, a large black wolf.

  Shea’s eyes widened, astonished at the quick change. Seeing the man become a wolf was incredible. Her heart was slamming so loudly she was afraid it might burst. She was uncertain whether it was from excitement and awe or from sheer terror.

  Jacques! It is all right, my love.

  Tocalm her he leaned close, brushed her forehead with his mouth.

  It is the way of our people to utilize the animals around us. It is natural for us. And it helps to protect our skin and eyes from the sun. I’m fine now, wild man. It was a shock.

  Shea breathed deeply to overcome her trembling. She found she was clinging to Raven’s hand and self-consciously dropped it.

  Jacques dropped another kiss on her forehead before he deliberately walked off the porch and into the dense forest, making sure he was out of her sight before his body began to change.

  Gregori’s silver eyes moved over both women, then settled on Shea. “The child must be protected. It is no use appealing to Raven for logic, as she has none, and Mikhail is so besotted with her that he does not see his first duty, so it is up to you. For the sake of all of us, you must protect this child. Do you understand?”

  Shea felt ensnared by those molten eyes. She might not fully comprehend his reasons, but she felt his genuine urgency. She nodded. “I’ll watch over her, healer.”

  “It is not for my sake only, but for humans and Carpathians alike. This child must live, Shea,” he reiterated. “She must.”

  Shea clearly felt the warning, the plea from his otherwise damned soul. This child was his only hope. For the first time she believed he was not the vampire, that his fear of turning was great, the child his only chance of survival. She nodded, meeting his eyes steadily so that he could see she comprehended the dangers.

  Out of respect for her, Gregori, too, walked into the forest out of Shea’s sight before shape-shifting and loping away toward the ruins of Jacques’ old home.

  Raven opened the door to the cabin and stepped out of the storm into the shelter of the room. “You’ll get used to it. When I first met Mikhail, I didn’t have a clue what he was. I thought he was a psychic like me. Believe me, it was a real shock when I found out. I had no idea such a species even existed.”

  Shea managed a small smile. To be back in her cabin was comforting, with all her familiar things around her. “I’m still not certain I believe any of this. I keep expecting to wake up in my office back in the States.” Snagging a towel, she tossed it to Raven and caught up another for herself. Her hair was dripping wet. It was soothing to her to do something so mundane as towel it dry.

  “We live relatively normal lives, Shea. Mikhail and I have a beautiful home in this breathtaking land. Mikhail has several businesses. We have friends, good friends. We travel. What happened to Jacques was a terrible tragedy for all of us. I’m glad he has you now, all of us are.” Raven curled up in a chair. Daylight was taking its toll on her pregnant body.

  Shea leaned against the bed and studied Raven. She was a beautiful woman, a little pale, with unusual blue-violet eyes. “Jacques is still quite ill. He’s struggling to remember his life. It’s difficult.” She paced restlessly. “I worry about him. He doesn’t believe he is always sane. There is such torment in him.”

  Shea? you need me?

  Jacques’ voice was clear in her mind, anxious, as if he had caught her thoughts.

  She realized that Jacques was unable to release her completely. She should have felt resentful, cornered, but the truth was, she felt safe. Already she was becoming accustomed to their closeness.

  I’m fine, Jacques. Just take care of yourself.

  It was an exhilarating feeling that she could talk across time and space, that she could touch him whenever she wanted or needed, that he would always know when she was troubled.

  Shea watched Raven and, noting her elevated breathing, automatically walked over to her to take her pulse. Raven laughed and pulled away. “My husband is being naughty. He likes to keep me thinking about him while he’s away from me. I’m fine. They’ll drive you crazy, but they’re always intriguing and usually lots of fun. It’s a good thing, as they have long life spans. Wouldn’t it be hell to be stuck for centuries to someone you found incredibly boring?”

  “How dangerous is the healer?”

  Raven inhaled sharply. “The truth is, Gregori is the most dangerous of all Carpathians. Mikhail thinks Gregori is more powerful than he is, and that’s saying quite a bit. He knows things, more than any other. Mikhail fears for him all the time now. If he turned vampire, we’d all be in grave danger. Mikhail loves him. We both do. That’s why we decided to try for a baby now rather than later. To produce a lifemate for him. Carpathians never have female children anymore. No one knows why, but the children that are born rarely survive the first year of life. Mikhail and Gregori both believe a human lifemate can produce them a female child, and I guess they’re right, since Gregori says this child is a girl. He would know.”

  “That’s why my father wanted a female child so much. My mother never got to tell him she was pregnant, but in her diary she said he had been disappointed when Noelle gave birth to a male child.”

  “I met your father briefly,” Raven said softly. “He was very distraught over Noelle’s murder. He wanted to hunt the assassins, but Mikhail told him it was too dangerous, he was too involved. He was sent to sleep for several years.”

  “He just went to sleep?” Shea was furious for no reason she could actually name. To think of the man sleeping while his wife lay murdered, his mistress pregnant and alone, and some one else raising his son, made her very angry. She had a feeling she would not like her father very much.

  “You need to understand these people, Shea, the kind of power they carry, the kind of devastation they’re capable of. They can command the land, cause an earthquake that could destroy whole cities. Control is a huge issue with them at all times. Someone like Gregori is a time bomb. He knows it, Mikhail knows it, all of us do. Rand was so distraught, he was dangerous to everyone around him. Mikhail did what he thought was right for the protection of humans and Carpathians alike. Rand obeyed because Mikhail is their chosen leader. He never seemed very attached to anyone, least of all his son. Even now, he is a loner rarely seen. He spends most of his time in the ground.”

  “And Rand neglected to say anything about my mother to anyone,” Shea said bitterly. “My mother’s life was destroyed. He could have prevented that.”

  “I’m sorry, it must have been terrible for you growing up. If your mother was Rand’s true lifemate, then she would have been unable to live without him. It is a bonding of the soul.” Raven sighed, looked away fro
m the distaste on Shea’s face. “Noelle was not Rand’s true lifemate. I would like to think she loved him, but by all accounts she was simply obsessed with him. I have no idea why Rand went along with it. Noelle was a foolish woman not to have waited for her true lifemate. Rand is a very good-looking man. She mistook lust for love.”

  “I have wanted to tell Rand what a worm he is from the first day I ever read my mother’s diary. And I don’t want to feel about Jacques the way she felt about Rand. Not to the extent that I would neglect a child, live as if I was already dead, just waiting until she was old enough to be on her own.”

  “Not everyone is strong, Shea,” Raven counseled gently. “Look at how long Gregori has lasted without his lifemate. Mikhail and Jacques, Aidan and his brother Julian, have all lasted far longer than most of the others. There have been so many over the years that have turned, not strong enough to hold out. Why? Why Gregori and not this vampire? What happened to your mother would not happen to you because you are not the same person. You’re very strong. And your mother had no way of knowing what was happening to her.”

  Shea paced the length of the room, suddenly restless. The conversation was giving her a knot in her stomach. Was Gregori really capable of creating an earthquake that could destroy cities? Keeping the unborn child safe was even more important than she’d thought. Hundreds, perhaps thousands of lives could depend on it. That was what Gregori was trying to convey to her. He needed this child in order to survive much longer without turning vampire.

  “I’m sorry, Shea, you’ve been thrown into deep water and told to swim without a lesson. I wish I could help you,” Raven said softly.

  “I feel as if I’ve been afraid for so long now, I don’t know any other way of life,” Shea confided. “Jacques depends on me to keep him sane, and now all this is happening. I hope you’re right, Raven. I hope I’m very strong.”

  Chapter Thirteen

  Jacques reached the edge of the meadow at the timberline to find Mikhail pacing carefully across a patch of earth. “Wolf traps,” he said tersely and continued his inspection.