Prime Choice

by Stephanie Perry Moore

  7. Would you read another book from this author?

  Record Keeper

  It’s generally a good idea to have someone keep track of the books you read. Often libraries and schools will hold reading drives where you’re rewarded for having read a certain number of books in a certain time period. Perhaps, a pizza party awaits!

  Get Your Teachers and Parents Involved

  Teachers and parents love it when kids get together and read. So involve your teachers and parents. Your Book Club may read a particular book where it would help to have an adult’s perspective as part of the discussion. Teachers may also be able to include what you’re doing as a Book Club in the classroom curriculum. That way books you love to read such as PRIME CHOICE can find a place in your classroom alongside the books you don’t love to read as much.

  Resources

  To find some new favorite writers, check out the following resources. Happy reading!

  Young Adult Library Services Association

  http://www.ala.org/ala/yalsa/yalsa.htm

  Carnegie Library of Pittsburgh

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  Teen Rap Titles

  http://www.carnegielibrary.org/teens/read/booklists/teenrap.html

  TeensPoint.org

  What Teens Are Reading?

  http://www.teenspoint.org/reading_matters/book_list.asp?sort=5&list=274

  Teenreads.com

  http://www.teenreads.com/

  Sacramento Public Library

  Fantasy Reading for Kids

  http://www.saclibrary.org/teens/fantasy.html

  Book Divas

  http://www.bookdivas.com/

  Meg Cabot Book Club

  http://www.megcabotbookclub.com/

  Stay tuned for the next book in this series

  PRESSING HARD,

  available September 2007 wherever books are sold.

  Until then, satisfy your Perry Skky Jr. craving

  with the following excerpt from the next installment.

  ENJOY!

  1

  Grooving too Much

  “You a punk. A little mama’s boy. That’s why you won’t have a drink,” Damarius taunted as I helped him carry beer from the car to his house for the New Year’s Eve jam he was about to host.

  I was tired of it. He could call me whatever he wanted to. Say whatever he wanted to say. I didn’t care. He wasn’t going to pressure me into doing something I wasn’t ready to do.

  “Come on, Cole,” Damarius said, looking to our friend for backup. “You need to admit it too. That’s what you think of his tail. Do you think he all that? He hadn’t never even had a piece, drank a little nip or smoked a joint. Dang! Perry ain’t no real man yet.”

  I wanted to take one of those six packs and bust him across the head with it. But because we were late setting things up, I let it go. Cole, standing in the back, spoke up.

  “All right you two. Kiss and make-up,” Cole said before Damarius and I went our separate ways.

  It didn’t take the place long to fill up. Not only were there a lot of kids from my school in the house, but folks from all over Augusta were showing up. I felt sort of bad that I didn’t call my girl Savoy, but honestly the whole commitment thing was scaring me a bit. I didn’t want to feel pressured into a relationship with her. I hadn’t seen her since Christmas night, but I thought about her all the time.

  As I walked around scanning the crowd, I thought about Damarius accusing me and his calling me a punk. So if a brother didn’t get high or get wasted, then he wasn’t cool? I knew Damarius was just jealous. I didn’t need anything to make me feel good about me. I was high off of life. College coaches were always trying to persuade me to change my choice from going to Georgia Tech. Girls were always trying to get with me. Brothers always wanting me to attend their functions or just to hang out with them to raise their stock with the ladies. I had it like that.

  At that moment, none of that meant a thing to me. I wanted respect from my boy. Was proving to him that I could handle alcohol the only way I could get him off my back? I don’t know why I was letting him get to me. Maybe I should just pray about it. After all, I had learned this year that if I just give it to Him, He’d make my situation better.

  Deep down I had to admit that I felt as if I was at the sidelines looking on. I peered in like I was watching this stuff on the TV or something. Maybe I had issues and I needed to release, let go, and get down.

  When I stepped into the hallway, I saw Jaboe, a thug from down the block. Jaboe was a high school dropout who should have graduated with my sister’s class two years ago, but he started selling drugs. He told the world that he could make way more money hustling than he ever could the legitimate way.

  “Hey man. I’m good for it! You ain’t gotta jack me up like that,” Damarius told Jaboe as the thug grabbed him by his collar and squeezed it tight.

  What did my boy get himself into? It was hard for me to believe that he was doing drugs. The pressure of wanting to get into a major college had given my buddy a new perspective on right from wrong.

  “I want some bills, boy. I don’t want no change,” Jaboe said as he slung the coins in his hand to the ground. “You got all these folks in here for free. You better start charging some money next time you have a party ’cause I want my paper. If I don’t get it next week, not only will you be cut off from the stash,” he said as he took a knife out of his pocket and put it to Damarius’ face, “but you know what else is next.”

  Damarius tried talking his way of out the problem. “All right, dude. Ease up! I’ma get yo’ money. Give me a little credit. You know I’m good for it.”

  I had no idea that my boy was smoking more than cigarettes. No wonder his grades were slipping.

  Regardless of how he felt about me, I had to stop him from messing his life up. Like Reverend McClep preached at church the last Sunday, I was my brother’s keeper. I wasn’t going to let Damarius go down like that. I saw Jaboe pull out a dime bag and I quickly intercepted it, as if I was a defensive back on the field or something and tossed it back up in his face. “He doesn’t want that,” I said to Jaboe. I looked over his shoulder at the two guys with him. One had cornrows with even parts going down to the back of his head and a grill, and the other dude was thicker than Mr. T himself. They stepped toward me, but I wasn’t backing down. I didn’t care how long Damarius had been messing around with that stuff. It was going to end today.

  “Come on, Perry. What’s up? You crazy? This is business,” Damarius said to me.

  “Is there a problem?” Jaboe asked his eyes threatening.

  “No, man there ain’t no problem,” Damarius said stepping in between us.

  “Like D said, no problem. He just don’t need your stuff. So thanks for coming,” I said pointing to the front door.

  “What’s up Damarius? You gonna let him talk for you? Or a betta question, you gonna let him talk to me like that?” Jaboe pulled up his sweater and showed us he was packing.

  Throwing my hands up, I said, “I don’t mean no disrespect, Jaboe. Look, he just don’t need it, all right?”

  “Yeah, I hear you.” He laughed and dropped his top, concealing the weapon again. “Cool, I ain’t trying to push my stuff off on anybody, but I do want my money.”

  “You’ll get it. Soon, man,” Damarius promised.

  Jaboe and his gangster boys left. Damarius tried to go off on me about the whole thing.

  Getting in my face, he said, “Man! What’s up? Are you crazy? You’ll mess up your whole life fooling getting in Jaboe’s way.”

  I couldn’t believe he tried to play me instead of thank me. “You need to pay him the little money you owe him and leave him alone before you end up like him on the corner somewhere. He’s reduced to hiding out from the cops and bullying folks into giving him dollars.”

  “You don’t know what you just did, Perry. Stay out of my business,” he said, shaking his head as he walked past me to join the crowd in the living room. I was just about to leave the
party when I heard Damarius announce over the DJ’s system, “Hey y’all! Hey y’all! Y’all know my boy Perry here don’t drink, right?”

  What he was doing? Why he was calling me out like that?

  “But it’s New Year’s Eve, and we want him to have a little fun, right y’all?” The crowd started chanting, “Yeaaa Perry! Drink! Drink! Drink!”

  I went over to him and questioned him “What’s up with this?”

  “You all up in my business! You can’t knock what I enjoy until you try it. Was I right earlier, Perry? Are you a punk?”

  Without even thinking, I took the beer out of his hand, twisted off the top, and gulped it down. I didn’t even have time to decide if I liked the taste or not. A random guy from the crowd ran up to me with another one. I wasn’t no punk. Damarius was not about to play me like that. I had twisted off the cap and chugged that one down, too.

  “Drink! Drink! Drink! Drink!” folks called out.

  “Can you handle one more, big boy?” Damarius dared.

  Cole came up said, “Man, that’s enough. What you trying to do to him, D?”

  “I can handle it. I’ll show you it ain’t all that. Give me another one.” All I could hear was more chanting from the crowd when I drank the next brew.

  After a few minutes I was feeling a little light-headed. But it was all good. Someone handed me another one with the top already off. I couldn’t tell if someone had drunk out of it or not, but it really didn’t matter. I drank it down, and when I was done, the crowd yelled and screamed louder than I could remember fans did at any football game I’d ever played in. I was feeding off of it. A couple of girls came up to me and got close: one in the front and one in the back. They swayed their hips from left to right, and my hips started moving too. Oh, the party was on.

  Damarius came up to me. “Dang, man. You can hold your stuff. All right. All right. My bad.” He laughed and walked away.

  After a couple of dances, I went up to the DJ and started trying to spin records, which I have no skills with at all on a regular day. But being a little intoxicated, nobody couldn’t tell me that I wasn’t the life of the party. The sad thing was that I couldn’t go anywhere without the two girls, Q and Jo, following me. It was cute, but I was getting tired of them.

  “You know what? Y’all gotta give a brother some space. Dang, I can’t even dance with nobody else.”

  They looked as if I had hurt their feelings.

  “I’m sorry. I’m just being honest.”

  “You all right boy?” Damarius said as he came over to me and handed me another beer. “I thought you wanted this? I didn’t want you to have to look for it.”

  Cole grabbed it out of my hand. “No, no, D. He done had enough for real.”

  “Whatcha mean, I done had enough?”

  “Tell ’em. Perry, tell ’em. You feeling good right about now, right?” Damarius said.

  “Good? I feel the same. Whatcha talking about?”

  I was so out of it, I didn’t even know what Damarius was talking about.

  “Nawh, Perry,” Cole said, turning away.

  “Man, give me that beer!” I grabbed the beer out of my boy’s hand spilling some of it on the floor. Sipping the beer, I stepped around my boys so I could get back to dancing.

  I stopped and had to blink my eyes a couple of times when I saw my ex, Tori, standing in the middle of a crowd. She still looked as fine as she always did. Her hair was all done up, her nails were manicured just right, and she was wearing this cute little pink number that hugged her body just right.

  “What’s up girl, dang? A brother can’t get no love.”

  She yanked my hand and pulled me down the hall. She pushed me into Damarius’s bedroom and shut the door.

  “Uhh ha. What’s up? You wanna give yourself to me now? I just asked for hug. I didn’t know you wanted to give it up.”

  “Perry, I love you too much to see you act like this. What’s going on?”

  “What you talking about, dang! You pulled me up in here. I don’t need no girl giving me a hard time by telling me what to do. We don’t go together no more, and I guess I should be glad of that.”

  “You making a fool of yourself tonight, okay.”

  “Man, I’m the life of this joint.”

  “No, people are looking at you and staring at you because you are tripping over yourself. Drool is coming out of your mouth. It’s clear you can’t hold alcohol.”

  “Girl, shut up. Leave me alone. Bye. Get out. I’m sorry I asked for some love. I got another girl, dang. She’s prettier than you.”

  The moment I said that, I wanted to take my words back, but I knew that wasn’t possible because Tori had heard me. Her face looked devastated. I felt bad. I didn’t mean to hurt her. I wasn’t trying to feel horrible, but the alcohol was speaking.

  “You got somebody else?”

  “Forget it. Forget it. I just need to be alone.”

  “I mean, you just said it! You said you got somebody else! Talk to me! Tell me! Is it somebody at our school? Is it somebody I know? We haven’t been broke up but a couple of months, and you already got another girlfriend?”

  “I ain’t said I had another girlfriend. Dang. Y’all females be tripping.”

  “I’m not tripping. I should have expected it. I mean, everywhere I go, girls are telling me I’m stupid for letting you go and not giving it up. If they not telling me that, they telling me they plan to satisfy you. So hey, I’m not surprised. I might as well have a drink with you,” she said as she came over trying to get what was left in my bottle.

  “Go on now. You don’t need this. Seriously. Look, look!” I said as I shoved her to the side.

  I didn’t mean to push her, but again, I didn’t have complete control of my faculties. What was supposed to be just a little push in my mind at the time, moved her half way across the room towards the door.

  “Okay. Fine. I get it. You don’t have to hurt me worse than you already have, okay.” She opened the door and dashed out.

  After she had gone out, I stood in my spot staring at the opened door all upset and confused. Minutes later, I realized what I had done, and I wanted to go after her, but I began to feel a terrible burning sensation in my chest. What was going on?

  I couldn’t understand why I was having such horrible physical pain. It was like I was having a heart attack or something. I couldn’t even make it to Damarius’ bed. I fell straight to the floor. I couldn’t breathe. It felt like I was going to die.

  The only thing I could do was pray: “Lord, I’m sorry. You gotta help me, though. I was stupid to drink. Being pressured and all. Yeah, I gotta admit it felt good for a minute, but right now, I feel worse than as if three linebackers tackled me. Please Lord, please.”

  I couldn’t even pray anymore. I looked up at Damarius’ light that was circling around and around in his room thinking about all the hopes and dreams I had for myself, I wondered if this was going to be the end. Stupidity might have done me in. Maybe Tori was right about me thinking I was cool. I had not only hurt her feelings, but also I’d probably made a complete idiot out of myself. All of a sudden, I heard the door open. I didn’t know who it was, but I certainly didn’t want them to see me unable to keep my composure. But there was nothing I could do about that. Everything in me was hurting.

  “Perry man, what’s up? What’s up?” Cole yelled out as he rushed to my side.

  “I don’t feel good, man.” I was so happy to see him.

  “See. I told Damarius you didn’t need all that beer.”

  “Man, what am I suppose to do? My chest is burning for real.”

  “You gotta take deep breaths.”

  “You ever felt like this?”

  “I gotta get you some water.”

  “Water? That’s gonna help?”

  “I’ll be right back. Just hold on.”

  My boy left and it seemed like it was taking him forever to come back. Every way that I moved was wrong because it didn’t offer any relief. Why d
id teenagers drink? I started asking myself. At first I could feel it. It was some pleasure in it. It made me feel good, confident, and larger than life. Now here I was, helpless. When I heard the door open again, I yelled, “Call the ambulance.”

  “See, I told you he was hurting.” Cole said to Damarius.

  “He’ll be all right. Just give him the daggone water. Boy, you can’t hold nothing.”

  I drank the water and took deep breaths as they helped me onto Damarius’ bed.

  “You just need to rest and relax.”

  “I still don’t feel good y’all for real.”

  “Dag! I gotta bring the party in here. Nobody gonna believe this. He can’t hold his own.”

  I didn’t even care at that moment. But I heard Cole taking up for me.

  I laid in that bed for the next five minutes vowing to the Lord that I would never ever go over the top with alcohol again if he let me come out alive from this situation. I thought about my parents, and how this would let them down. They had raised me better than that, even though I had been pushed by my peers to do stuff all my life. I’d always been the leader applying positive peer pressure. But here I was caught up in the wrong mess. I was trying to keep Damarius from smoking his brains away, and he turns around and pushes me to put something I don’t need into my body. I now knew none of this was worth it. Trying to impress people. Trying to be in the in-crowd. All that stuff was silly. I had to stay in my lane and run my race. I couldn’t let nobody ever pressure me again. As I took a deep breath and watched my chest rise higher and higher, I hated that I was grooving too much.

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  Copyright © 2007 by Stephanie Perry Moore