Matthew (BBW Country Music Bear Shifter Romance) (Bearly Saints Book 1)

by Becca Fanning

  I bent over and unstrapped the top of my pack. I pulled out my food bag and held it up to him, then sat down.

  “See, isn’t that better? If your generation was just more amenable to listening to your superiors, you’d be so much more successful,” he said. “Those two back there,” he said with a dismissive wave behind him, “they were a bad influence. You have to protect yourself from bad influences, Teresa. Bad friends are worse than enemies. An enemy will only attack you. A bad friend will change you.”

  I sighed and pulled out a small pouch of jerky and began chewing. I knew it was probably ten times my daily dose of salt, but I didn’t taste it. I looked out over the ledge, at the tops of the trees thousands of feet below. So beautiful, and I hated every inch of it.

  Mr. Duggar walked over near me and snatched my backpack. With the gun trained on me, he dug inside my pack blindly with his other hand. He pulled out my massive bowie knife.

  “Haha! What was this for?” he said, turning the knife over in his hands.

  “Protection,” I said, mumbling and looking away.

  “It’s a good thing you’ve got me for protection now,” he said. He cocked his arm back and hurled my knife as hard as he could off the side of the mountain. I watched it sail out and downward. It seemed to fall for ages before it became an indiscernible speck and got lost.

  “Ahh, this is better,” he said, pulling my Leatherman from my pack. “Now, this is a good tool. Multiple uses, compact, excellent choice.” His arm pulled back and shot forward, sending my multi-tool out over the side of the mountain. He dropped my pack back next to me. “I’m glad we got that out of the way. We can’t have any surprises.”

  I stared at the ground, the despair of my situation coming over me. I concentrated on a single leaf, a brown five pronged thing. I saw the edges of my vision go blurry, I knew I was about to lose it. Some small part of me wanted to give up. Why fight it?

  “How long until we reach our destination?” he said.

  “I don’t know,” I said.

  “Teresa, Teresa,” he said, standing and walking over to me. He grabbed the back of my head, his fingers tightly curling into my hair. He forced my face up to look at him. “Are you trying to anger me?”

  My mouth trembled, trying to apologize.

  “When I get angry, I get irrational. I forget what we’re trying to accomplish. I forget about our team, Teresa. I just see you as a problem. Are you a problem?” he said, baring his teeth savagely.

  “No! No!” I said, pleading. “I’m not a problem! Umm, ten, ten hours!” I said, regretting it. It was the truth, and something I wanted to keep from him. I could have stretched that out to buy myself more time.

  Instead I’d handed him my last means of survival.

  He released my hair and patted me on the head. “Good, good,” he said, returning to his pack. “I don’t see any point in trying to hike through tonight. We’ll camp here tonight.”

  He reached into his pack and pulled out a length of steel chain. Almost twenty feet long, with a padlock on each end.

  “I’m afraid tonight is going to be…uncomfortable for you,” he said. “But you won’t have to go through this again, I promise.”

  He kept his pistol trained on me while and walked the chain backwards towards a large tree. He circled the tree and secured one end of the chain with the padlock. He walked away from the tree and motioned me over to it with the pistol.

  I stood, walking over to the tree. My shoulders sagged, my head drooped down. I had to give it to this son of a bitch, he’d come prepared. I sat down at the base of the tree and locked the chain around my waist. The sound of the click reverberated through me. Before that moment, physical escape was an option. It had consequences, but it was an option.

  “Excellent!” he said, putting the pistol away. He pulled my sleeping bag out of my pack and threw it over to me. “I don’t think it will rain tonight, but just in case, you can use this as a tarp.” He threw my tent shell over to me as well.

  He began setting up his tent opposite me, with plenty of space between us. I looked past him out at the darkening sky. I realized this was the first night Dale and Jimmy weren’t alive to see. I looked up at the stars, brilliant specks in the dark blanket of the sky.

  I didn’t go to sleep as much as drift in and out of consciousness. At one point I was convinced I was dreaming some horrible nightmare, but the cinched chain around my waist wouldn’t budge. If this was a nightmare, I was stuck for the duration. I heard the birds begin to chirp, and saw a brightness cast over the clouds at the horizon.

  “Stop,” Mr. Duggar said.

  We were trudging up another mountain, cutting across an old bootlegger trail. It was early in the afternoon, and we were getting close to his destination. I didn’t know what would happen when we got there, but I knew I was running out of time.

  I leaned up against the side of a tree, putting as much of my weight against it as possible. I was exhausted. Too exhausted to cry, too exhausted to care. I heard a beeping sound behind me and turned to see Mr. Duggar with a small black box in his hand.

  He waved it left and right, and the beeping became faster or slower, like it was homing in on something nearby. Then he pointed it up the side of the mountain we were on and the tempo increased even more.

  “You did it. Good girl,” he said.

  Another hundred feet up the trail, we veered left and kept walking in the direction of the beeps. We were near a large clearing in the trees, strange because they were all recently cleared. I saw ragged chainsawed stumps extend in every direction.

  Mr. Duggar’s little device began beeping very fast, and he pushed a pile of branches away from the side of the mountain. Behind them, a pair of large doors stood. It was a shipping container, buried in the side of the mountain!

  He lifted one of the handles and pulled on the door. It opened with a loud creak, the sound of rust and metal that had warped under the fierce mountain weather. He reached in with one hand and flicked a switch. Christmas tree lights lit up the interior of the shipping container.

  “Inside,” he motioned with the pistol.

  I obeyed, too exhausted to consider disobeying at this point. I stumbled into the shipping container, steadying myself against one wall. It was functional and sterile. A few plastic folding tables lined one wall, stacked with paperwork, boxes, and some survival gear. there was a cot at the very end. I collapsed onto it and lay there, staring up at the ceiling of the container. Well, here we were. Had I used up my usefulness?

  “There might still be some food in here if we’re lucky. Thank you, Teresa. I know this wasn’t easy for you. It’s great to see that there are still young people with a good work ethic,” he said.

  “Fuck you,” I said.

  “I won’t let you besmirch what good graces you’ve earned. You know the value of being a team player,” he said, pulling out his satellite phone. “Just sit tight for a little while. I’ve just got to wrap up one last piece of business.”

  He walked out of the container and shut the door, locking it shut.

  I felt tears begin to come up into my eyes, but I forced them down. I wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction of seeing me broken in my last moments. I had to think, to figure out some way out of this. It took all my willpower to sit up, to ignore the call of the cot below me. I stood up, wobbling past my backpack and over to the table.

  I could hear him talking outside, in a heated discussion of some sort. I made sure he was occupied and searched through the survival supplies on the table. It was just some clothes and other sundries. I found a Cliff Bar and tore into it. My body was grateful for the calories, and I could feel the energy returning to me.

  “God damnit!” Mr. Duggar shrieked from outside.

  Then I heard it. Some kind of thrumming sound getting closer, very quickly. Soon it was deafeningly loud, coming from somewhere overhead. Small rocks pelted the doors of the container as the helicopter hovered above. Then it pulled away, heading o
ff into the distance.

  Lying on the table was another thing I hadn’t seen yet. A book. I couldn’t tell you what the title was, but it featured a hiker falling on his back with a large black bear towering over him.

  I had my plan.

  I moved back to where my pack was and slung it over my shoulder. I edged over to the door, feeling the adrenaline surge through me. I was done with the passivity. I was done with the victimhood.

  It was time to fight.

  I crouched down slightly, my hand reaching back into my pack’s side pocket to grab my salvation. My last hope. I had one shot at this, one clean motion. Surprise was something I couldn’t squander. I wouldn’t have another shot.

  I heard two more people join Mr. Duggar outside the doors of the container. I flicked the switch off, turning off the lights inside. The mechanism unlocked as someone began opening the door. The darkness was interrupted by a crack of light.

  I barreled into the door, hoping the additional weight of my pack would catch whomever was on the other side of it flatfooted. I hit it hard, and the person on the other side took the full force to the face. I heard them fall backwards but couldn’t give them another thought. I kept going forward.

  I emerged from the container, the bright sun above bathing the whole scene in bright light. To my immediate right was Mr. Duggar, and behind him was some man in black paramilitary fatigues and an assault rifle at the ready.

  Mr. Duggar’s arm snapped out to grab me, and he dug his vice like fingers into the soft flesh of my upper arm. I could see the smug frown on his face, the disappointment.

  “Teresa, why would you go and-“ he said.

  My other hand shot forward and activated the canister of extra strength bear repellant. A thick red stream of pain shot out the end of the can and splashed all over Mr. Duggar’s face. I panned to the right and nailed the other guy with it too. Both men howled in pain and went down on their hands and knees.

  I ran past them, back down the trail. In a hundred yards I might be able to lose them in the brush. The pepper spray would sting for hours. I was going to do this! I was going to live!

  I heard a gun go off behind me, and the world spun below me. It came rushing up to me, and my face planted first, skidding along the gravel and taking in a mouthful of dust. Out of one eye, back up the mountain, I saw a woman lowering a pistol and walking down the trail towards me. I could feel the front of my shirt getting very wet. Why was it getting wet?

  “Pathetic,” she said, sneering at the two men on the ground. She wiped a small amount of blood from my nose and she came to stand over me.

  “Nice try, sweetheart,” she said, cocking the pistol and aiming it down at me. I saw the small black hole in the barrel and knew it would be the last thing I saw. I tried, and I wasn’t ashamed for it.

  The woman looked past me suddenly, my eyes going wide. I heard something big approach from behind me. Well, to be accurate, I felt it. Each fast step pounded into the earth, and from the corner of my vision I saw a huge furry shape pass over me and crash into the woman.

  Everything went black.

  I was back at school. I was walking across campus, and a bunch of other students were there as well. We were all walking across the university square, the green space in the middle of all the buildings. there was a profound sadness from inside me, but I didn’t know why.

  But then I looked down. I was dressed in all black. I was going to Dale and Jimmy’s funeral. We all were. I didn’t want to accept that they were gone. I tried to will my feet to turn me around, to not go any further. Even with my feet planted and still, I was pulled forward, dragged to the inevitable event. I shook my head in desperate refusal.

  I opened my eyes. A torrent of water was falling from somewhere above, crashing down out of sight. I could see out through the water, and it was dark outside. I was behind a waterfall.

  I felt a presence behind me. I didn’t hear it, I didn’t see it, but somehow I knew there was someone familiar behind me.

  “Hey there,” he whispered behind me. “How are you feeling?”

  I turned my head and saw Dale. He was smiling down at me. That perfect smile. I let out a cry and threw my arms around him. I sobbed against his neck, all the pent-up sorrow coming out of me at once.

  “Hey, hey, it’s ok. It’s alright. We’re alright. You’re safe here. Jimmy should be back pretty soon,” he said, stroking the back of my head. “Can you sit up for me?” He helped me up to a sitting position.

  “What…what happened?” I said, my head resting against his chest. I felt his heartbeat, still not understanding how it was possible. I saw him shot, point blank, and left for dead!

  “Can you drink some water?” he said, tipping a water bottle up to my lips.

  I drank, feeling the refreshing rush of water. I didn’t realize how thirsty I was. I gulped greedily, taking the bottle from him. I finished the bottle looked over at him. “Do…you have any food? I’m starving.”

  “Jimmy should be bringing some back,” he said. “He was right about Duggar. He saw a bunch of cellphones in Duggar’s trunk, but I thought he was being paranoid. Teresa, there’s something you need to know. You almost died from that gunshot.”

  I gasped, my hand probing my stomach, remembering the bullet wound. there was nothing there except smooth flesh.

  “You were so close,” he said. I saw his eyes tearing up. “We didn’t have time so I made a decision. I’m sorry that you didn’t get to make it.”

  “What are you talking about?” I said. I wiped his tears away, hoping he would start to make sense.

  “Jimmy and I are different. You remember the wolf by the river? The growl that scared the bear away?” he said, looking at me. “That was us. We’re Lycans, Teresa. Werewolves.” He looked away.

  “Dale, you saved me,” I said, cupping his head in my hands. I leaned close to him, my breast brushing against his hard bicep. “I’m thrilled to be alive. I’m thrilled you’re alive! Everything else is just details,” I said, angling my lips up to his. Something inside me was stirring. Something primal that had been asleep a long time. Or maybe something that hadn’t been there until now.

  “Now you’re a Lycan too, Teresa,” he said, our lips dangerously close. “It was the only way to save you. Can you forgive me?”

  “Shut up and kiss me,” I said, shifting more of my body forward to press against him. My thigh pressed between his legs, and I felt his manhood stir. His tight hiker shorts were riding up his thighs, exposing a delicious amount of his powerful legs.

  Our lips met, and I felt a surge of power inside me. Some primal force felt the heat and strength of this virile stud against me, and I had to have him. Sure, I’d always wanted him. I’d wanted plenty of men. But this wasn’t just a want. This was a need as real as the need for air. I grabbed the back of his head and pinned his face against mine.

  He grunted, his tongue sliding across my lips. His arms wrapped around me, his hands pressing into me. Grabbing me. Needing me. The tip of his engorged cock stuck out from the bottom of his shorts. It pressed against my thigh, the exchange of heat and pressure between us was electric.

  I heard paws climb into the cave behind me. Normally that would have filled me with fear. But I knew it was Jimmy, that new awareness in me was like waking up from a life of sleeping. I could smell him, a distinct scent. Similar to Dale, but also different. I also realized that I could sense a need in these men. Men who saved me. Men who needed me.

  “Hi Jimmy,” I said, standing up. I turned to see a massive wolf shimmer and shift into the Jimmy I recognized. His pale veiny cock hung low below a small bush of brown fur. It made my mouth water.

  At once I felt trapped by my clothes. They clung tightly and were too restrictive. In moments my clothes were discarded into a corner and I stood before these two studs in my birthday suit. “You’re not going to be needing those clothes,” I told Dale.

  Dale stood. “Teresa, there’s something inside you, and it’s important that t
onight, we tame it. You can’t be a lone wolf. You need a pack,” he said, pulling off his shirt and pulling his shorts off. His manhood was thick and twitched in the shimmering moonlight through the waterfall.

  I got on my knees eagerly. “I’m ready,” I said, my pussy already leaking with lust for these men.

  Hungry eyes looked down at me as both men stood, stroking themselves in the moonlight. Coming closer, like druids in some forbidden ritual, they rubbed their cocks against my cheeks. I felt the cold splotches of pre-cum against my face. I took each man in hand and began stroking him, alternating pumps.

  I grabbed Dale tightly by the base of his root and squeezed him down his length to his head, extracting all his pre-cum. I was pleased as his head glistened with the precious fluid, and I took him into my mouth and cleaned it off.