by Spring Trees
But at this moment, he could only helplessly witness himself being firmly locked and intimately touched by a male in such an utterly possessive position.
Yet, he didn’t dislike it.
Or should he say, he was actually a little delighted.
Look, I’ve sent such a heavenly person into such a crazed state. This is all because of me.
Look at how much he loves me; his love is so deep, it causes him to be so enthralled by me, revealing such an infatuated sight.
Practically unlike himself.
Although facing such a wounded, frail body, he still looks as if bewitched.
These insights delighted Nan Ge Er.
Thus, he, of course, raised the corner of his lips and let Mo Shu do whatever he wanted.
In the midst of his disordered state, Mo Shu lifted his head up and glanced at Nan Ge Er.
He noticed Nan Ge Er smiling at him; his gaze was bright and a little dazed. That smile truly was inexpressibly alluring and indescribably gorgeous… it simply caused one to be madly in love with him.
How could he be so adorable, so endearing?
He wished he could just strip him cleanly without any care, and follow his heart’s desires by acting out everything he wanted to do to him.
Really…
He took a deep breath, straightening himself and trying hard to shift his gaze away while his last bit of reason was still present. One of his hands grabbed onto Nan Ge Er’s shoulder, while the other redressed the slightly bruised chest, covering it up tightly—he was afraid that if he continued, he really would prosecute the child on the spot.
“Sorry.” Mo Shu hugged Nan Ge Er tightly, whispering to his ears breathlessly, “Did I hurt you?”
Nan Ge Er embraced Mo Shu’s waist in compliance, “Not so bad.” He rested his head on Mo Shu’s neck.
“Did I scare you?”
“No.” Nan Ge Er shook his head lightly. The rubbing of soft hair on Mo Shu’s neck made both his skin and heart itch.
Mo Shu tried his best to calm his feelings, attempting to suppress his lust. He just hugged Nan Ge Er with his might, not a word uttered.
Actually, the hug was too tight and a little painful. However, Nan Ge Er only knitted his brows a bit without any words.
Mo Shu finally stabilized himself after thinking about a bunch of random, unrelated matters—he realized, ever since he confessed his true feeling to Nan Ge Er, his self-control got worse and worse.
Nan Ge Er only started struggling lightly after noticing Mo Shu’s body wasn’t as stiff as before, “Ow.”
Mo Shu came back to his senses, loosening his arm immediately, “Sorry.” He helped Nan Ge Er to rub his arm and shoulders, “I used too much strength.”
Nan Ge Er drooped his eyes down and gazed at the nervous look on Mo Shu. After a long while, he finally whispered, “Why don’t you continue?” You’re clearly in such a frenzy just then, is this really enough?
Stunned, Mo Shu raised his head up and looked at Nan Ge Er.
A little red flush was still lingering on his face, causing him to appear to have slightly more colored complexion.
That adorable and embarrassed look almost made Mo Shu lose control again.
He shut his eyes in a hurry. He was only able to keep his emotions in check forcefully after thinking silently in his heart of the absolutely charming scrunched face and sharp glare of the doctor, who was currently far away in Guang Tian.
Taking yet another deep breath, he looked at Nan Ge Er’s face and smiled, “Can you?”
At first, Nan Ge Er couldn’t react to it for a moment when he heard those words. After a brief daze, he replied with a blush, “I don’t know either…” He had never done it with a man before, and all the more so being dominated by a guy.
He did have some self-awareness—he didn’t believe he could dominate Mo Shu.
Although Mo Shu was an idiot, even though Mo Shu might not mind him being the one getting pinned down…
He intuitively felt that…
It is still much more fitting to -what is it-wait and get pinned down.
Since it is Mo Shu anyway, and isn’t anyone else, so it isn’t really a problem.
The blushing look on Nan Ge Er when he answered finally turned Mo Shu’s heart-filled de-si-re into full-on affection.
He reached out his hand and caressed Nan Ge Er’s cheeks, “Your condition isn’t good now. Plus, it’s too cold here; I’m afraid you will catch a cold.”
So that’s the reason.
Nan Ge Er nodded his head, stammering after a short ponder, “I can…” His speech became indistinct afterward.
“Hm?” Mo Shu raised his brows.
“Hand.” Nan Ge Er reached his hand out to tug onto Mo Shu’s clothes.
Mo Shu understood his words after freezing for a short while.
The edges of his mouth crawled up into a smile, “Why do you become so proactive all of a sudden?
“Because you seem to be in pain.” Nan Ge Er muttered. I’m a man too, how will I not know how depressing it is to hold back and endure when facing temptation directly?
“How uneasy I will be if I let you service me.” Mo Shu looked at Nan Ge Er teasingly, before taking Nan Ge Er into his arms, kissing his lips, “Do you really want to do this?” Although his voice was as cool as it normally should be, the slight unsteadiness in his breathing showed Nan Ge Er that he was inclined towards the suggestion.
Of course, he also realized Nan Ge Er didn’t have any im-pul-ses or de-si-re.
Nan Ge Er thought for a bit, before nodding with a laugh, “I’m unable to compensate the great kindness you, my benefactor, bestow to me; I could only devote myself to you.”
Mo Shu was tickled pink by Nan Ge Er’s words. He touched Nan Ge Er’s cheeks with his hand, before lying on the bed-stove straightforwardly, “Alright then, let’s start.”
Unexpectedly, Mo Shu just lied down, straight as a pen, without any shyness. After being in shock momentarily, Nan Ge Er carefully approached him, kneeled down half-way, and gulped down saliva, “Erm…”
You want me to remove your clothes too?
“Hm?” Mo Shu gave him a side glance.
“Nothing.” Nan Ge Er replied dryly. He braced himself to open Mo Shu clothes up.
I get it, I get it. I’m even willing to giving you a hand***, removing clothes is just a matter of course, god damn it!
He noticed his hands trembling wildly. He was only able to undo the outer garment after a good long while.
Then, he went onto the next step clumsily…
In the end, with his eyes shut, his heart ready, his teeth clenched, he stripped Mo Shu cleanly.
Just a slight glance at that part of Mo Shu took away his courage to continue looking down—Bastard! How thirsty are you? I’m only removing your pants; why are you already standing up?!
“Why are you in a daze?” Mo Shu laughed.
…Da Ge1, do you have any shame? Here, I am -how should I say- too embarrassed to look, how in the world can you still remain so calm?!
“Nothing.” Nan Ge Er gritted his teeth. After shutting his eyes, he just reached his hand over, holding onto it, “My skills with my hands aren’t great, sorry about that.” He had never done it to anyone except himself, so he didn’t have any bit of confidence in his skills.
…So huge, so hot…
He was shocked at first, before fretting a bit—he began worrying for that not-so-distant future of his.
“Nn…Why aren’t you moving?” Mo Shu let out a tiny moan the instant he came in contact with Nan Ge Er’s hand, before asking him a little huskily with a hint of a smile.
…Let’s deal with what’s in front before anything else!
With his eyes closed, Nan Ge Er rubbed up-and-down rigidly.
Mo Shu had not a single plan on hiding his delight; the occasional quiet sounds he let out reminded Nan Ge Er that the skills he had with his hand weren’t as bad as he imagined.
“Go slightly up…Nn, right…
good…touch me…yes…good…”
Nan Ge Er had his eyes tightly shut, his face almost boiling enough to fry an egg, smoke almost coming out from his head.
“Sh-shut up!” He berated Mo Shu in stammers. He only realized his voice was shaking after his words were out…
“But…Ngh…You said it yourself that you aren’t skilled…” Mo Shu’s voice was brimming with lust, yet a hint of banter could be heard from it
“J-just shut up!” The more Nan Ge Er heard it, the more he stuttered. His heart was almost popping out.
Why do you moan so arousingly… I’m embarrassed to deeeeath!
Mo Shu gave a suppressed chuckle, without a care about Nan Ge Er’s bashfulness. He continued instructing Nan Ge Er what to do to let himself achieve the greatest plea-su-re.
After doing this for quite some time, Nan Ge Er only felt his hand aching. This time, the trembling wasn’t due to nervousness, but entirely because he had no energy left.
“…My hand is… sore…” He pleaded a little pitifully.
Mo Shu chuckled before replying, “You…come over… Kiss me.”
“Huh?” Nan Ge Er finally opened his eyes, staring at Mo Shu blankly.
“Hand…cannot stop…” Mo Shu requested again, smiling at him after that, “Come here…”
Though his face was shrouded by lust, adoration to Nan Ge Er was written all over it. Nan Ge Er, as if possessed, stooped down and had his lips fall onto Mo Shu’s watery lips gently.
“How obedient.” Mo Shu mumbled with a light laugh. He held onto Nan Ge Er’s hand and moved up and down himself, finally coming.
As Nan Ge Er’s hand was led by Mo Shu’s to caress that, every part of him was stunned. He didn’t even realize a few drops had splashed onto the side of his ear.
Mo Shu panted slightly for a short while. He reached his hand out to scrape away the drops of white liquid on Nan Ge Er’s earlobe, before pushing Nan Ge Er’s neck down and touching his lips softly. He pressed against Nan Ge Er’s forehead, smiling to him as he whispered, “Xiao Nan, you’re really cute.”
Nan Ge Er’s face flushed red in an instant, enraged, “Shut up!”
Mo Shu came in contact with Nan Ge Er’s lips again, “So wonderful, I don’t even know what to do with you,” and yet another touch, he smiled, “Well-behaved, obedient, so smart and adorable.”
I’m not as great as you described, hmph. Nan Ge Er murmured in his heart.
Nevertheless, his mouth didn’t carry on any resistance. He only moved his face over, giving Mo Shu a light kiss, “Glad that you know.”
Mo Shu started chuckling.
Looking at the smile Mo Shu revealed, Nan Ge Er unconsciously showed a grin towards the familiar, handsome face within his reach that he trusted and felt at ease with.
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1 Da ge: (Reiterate from chp 19) a term used to address one’s elder brother, or an older male. Something like ‘big bro’.
Chapter 44
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Although Nan Ge Er had temporarily dealt with Mo Shu by ‘sacrificing his body’, he still couldn’t guarantee when Mo Shu would change his mind, or get carried away by impulses and do something to him. Hence, after placating Mo Shu, he went outside to gather information.
After all, he was Prince Li previously. Even if his powers as a prince had been stripped bare, and he had left Bei Jun five to six years ago, he still naturally had the means to gather information.
Today, the moment Mo Shu woke up, he heard that Nan Ge Er had gone out. Becoming uninterested in doing anything at once, he spent the whole afternoon zoning out on the bed-stove.
Of course, he didn’t wish to restrict Nan Ge Er from moving around. It was simply because Nan Ge Er usually was someone he could get to see whenever he wanted, so he found it unbearable and uncomfortable when Nan Ge Er wasn’t in his sight all of a sudden.
Moreover, they had just moved a step forward yesterday, hadn’t they? Why can Xiao Nan just go out so quickly today? And without any reluctance at all!
This bit of awareness further dampened his mood.
Initially, when he returned from a stroll outside early in the morning, he would definitely be able to look at Nan Ge Er’s sleeping face. If he was lucky, he could touch or kiss him too.
Furthermore, he came back feeling jubilant today.
In the end, not a single soul could be seen when he returned to his room.
Thus, with his joy turned into gloom, he dazed on the bed-stove dumbly as he waited for Nan Ge Er’s return.
Actually, even if Nan Ge Er was out, reports of Nan Ge Er’s whereabouts still came to him unceasingly, so he wouldn’t really need to be deeply anxious for him.
Nonetheless, knowing was one matter; not personally seeing him was yet another matter.
Anyway, Mo Shu just felt uneasiness and discomfort all over in the room, wanting to simply get out and find him.
However, he also understood, since Nan Ge Er didn’t invite him along, it definitely meant that he had something he must finish up alone. Therefore, he would be a distraction to Nan Ge Er instead if he went with him.
Which was why he had no choice but to sit by idly, while making continual guesses in his heart about what exactly Nan Ge Er was doing, and if he got cold. He heard that Nan Ge Er went out without having his breakfast too, so he wondered if he had eaten anything nutritious outside.
All sorts of thoughts filled his mind. In any case, he was just preoccupied, remaining in his absent-minded state even when others came over to discuss matters with him.
Consequently, everyone stopped going over as well, leaving him to his conflicted self there.
Nevertheless, though Mo Shu was able to bear with it for a moment, once noon passed, he got down from the bed-stove and started circling the house—he really wanted to find him.
Still, he didn’t want to upset Nan Ge Er, so he could only keep on pacing around as an attempt to reduce the worries in his heart.
However, when it was nearing dinner time, someone came over to report, stating that Nan Ge Er seemed to be planning to return, as he had hired a carriage and was heading toward this direction.
After hearing that, Mo Shu became energetic in an instant, going out once he draped on a cloak.
He stood by the door to wait for his arrival.
In about an hour’s time, a horse carriage stopped over, and its curtain was lifted open. A few people from the residence who accompanied Nan Ge Er went out first. Following next, Nan Ge Er, with his body covered with a thick fur coat, poked his head out.
He seemed to feel a little cold as he clutched his own hands. He only got down the carriage after breathing out some hot air to his hands.
Once he got off, his hands were grabbed by someone else’s immediately.
Fuzzy warmth transferred over from that person’s hands.
He lifted his head, smiling at Mo Shu, “Why did you come out?”
“I was waiting for you here.” Mo Shu answered with a smile as well. Noticing Nan Ge Er’s pale face, he reached over to stroke on his face as he frowned, “It’s so cold; let’s get in quickly.” He escorted him back to the house while having quite a few people gathering by them, shielding them from the wind.
As Nan Ge Er wasn’t too fond of the cold, a fire was lit in their room at practically every single hour. A wave of warm air breezed by them once they got in.
This caused a slight discomfort to Nan Ge Er, who was outside the whole day. With a buzz, his head started aching up. He instinctively shrank his body, before raising his hand to rub his temple.
Mo Shu slowed his footsteps when he saw Nan Ge Er’s actions. Likewise, he lifted his hand to help him while using a little internal energy.
With the help of Mo Shu, Nan Ge Er felt much better.
When they entered their room, Mo Shu let Nan Ge Er get on the bed-stove, before helping him to wipe his hands, pour tea, and retrieve the heater…
Finally, after busying around for a moment, Mo Shu went on the bed-stove a
s well, accompanying Nan Ge Er.
He didn’t ask Nan Ge Er why he was out. He just grabbed onto his hands, asking usual questions like if he was cold or hungry.
Nan Ge Er sighed, shifting his face towards Mo Shu’s.
“What is it?” Noticing how Nan Ge Er was looking at him, Mo Shu asked.
Recently, Nan Ge Er realized, although Mo Shu normally adopted an indifferent appearance, in truth, Mo Shu’s emotions could still be determined by his tone and the way he spoke. Currently, Mo Shu was slightly perplexed.
“Aren’t you curious about why I went out?” Nan Ge Er asked him while chuckling.
Mo Shu was surprised for a bit, before telling Nan Ge Er the information passed to him by his subordinates today. He queried after that, “Aren’t these the places you went?”
Nan Ge Er had no intentions of hiding it from Mo Shu either. Besides, there wasn’t anything worth hiding anyway. Thus, he didn’t find anything wrong when he heard Mo Shu telling him the locations he went. He nodded, “Aren’t you curious why I went there?”
Mo Shu was stunned briefly once he heard Nan Ge Er’s question, “Then, why did you go there?”
From his expression and tone, his total lack of curiosity was obvious…
Black lines fell on Nan Ge Er’s head. What is with that tactful tone of yours?!
“I am curious.” Perhaps Mo Shu realized something wrong with Nan Ge Er’s expression, so he emphasized.
Nan Ge Er got even more dispirited, as he waved his hands, “Whatever, you don’t have to force yourself.” Why in the world do you make it as if I have a strong desire to perform and tell it to you?!
Nan Ge Er’s expression amused Mo Shu. He reached out and rubbed his head, “As compared to those trivial matters, I’m more concerned about you getting cold outside and if you had a proper lunch.”
“It isn’t trivial at all, alright?” Nan Ge Er’s face had black lines plastered on it—You totally focused on the wrong things, ok? ”Aren’t you afraid I will do something harmful to Guang Tian? Aren’t you scared that I might harbor evil intentions?”
Mo Shu smiled, “That isn’t important.”