Being with Her

by Amanda Lynn

  "Come on, girls, let's go." Natalie pouts and says, “We want to stay longer.” Paige just continues to giggle.

  I get them to the truck and buckle them both in and they giggle the whole time. I try to explain to Natalie that they cannot tell anyone that I am taking them home. She seems to understand when I drop her off. I take Paige home and get her to Sarah's doorstep and very briefly met the infamous Sarah. We get Addy home and I tuck them both in and leave her house. As much as I want to stay I have no clothes for the next day for work.

  **

  We've been seeing each other for a couple of months and I already think I'm falling in love with her. I can't tell her yet ’cause it's too soon but I am. She's a beautiful person inside and out. I also adore Addy and enjoy our times together – the three of us. It's Friday night and I'm cooking dinner for the girls again. MY GIRLS. I've also told Paige that I want them to be my girls and she smiled and kissed me. I think I made her happy. Fuck, if she's happy then I'm happy. I love making dinner for them; tonight I'm making a pecan crusted chicken with potatoes and green beans. Addy wanted green beans added to dinner. I had also told her about my new job and we concluded to stick it out through the end of semester. I continue to teach her in class and just keep our relationship hidden for the time being. Even Natalie doesn't know about us yet, though I'm getting the feeling she has her suspicions. I overheard her tell Paige she thinks that 'Professor Hottie has a thing for her' and Paige just giggled some more.

  After dinner is done and Addy is bathed and put to bed, it is our alone time. I love being together, all of us, but I really look forward to our alone time. Paige is cleaning up dinner dishes. She says since I cook she'll clean. I’m in the living room flipping through the latest Cosmo magazine, laughing at the articles. Very interesting stuff there. One particular article gets me a little aroused so I drop the magazine and holler for Paige to bring me a grape popsicle of Addy's.

  She walks it in smiling. "Popsicle? Really?" She hands it to me and turns to walk away and I grab her arm.

  I stand up next her and grab her around her hips. I begin kissing down her neck over to her ear. "I want to taste this popsicle while I fuck you with my tongue."

  She moans. "Yes, please." I flip her button on her jeans and I lower them along with her lacy pink panties. My baby is so fucking sexy and she doesn't even realize it. I pick her up and she wraps her legs around me and I dip a finger into her pussy and she is soaking wet. She's grinding up against me, seeking pleasure from my jeans. I lower her onto her back on the sofa and pull her down so her ass is barely hanging onto the cushion. I raise her shirt up over her head. She is bare with no bra. My baby likes to go without one, especially around the house. I unwrap the popsicle and start twirling it around her nipples watching them perk up. I latch onto them and gently bite them. She moans again. I rise off her and unbutton my jeans and hurry out of them and my boxers. I pull my shirt over my head so I'm naked, too, standing before her. She leans up and licks my dew off my cock. I moan and push her back down again. I walk into the kitchen to grab a towel and situate it below her to keep from making a mess. I lower down in front of her and rub the popsicle up between her lips and press the tip of it on her clit. She squirms and moans lifting her feet off the ground and laying them on my shoulders. I continue to numb her up with the ice cold popsicle. She's biting her lip trying to take it like a big girl. I press it onto her sex and she moans out as I push it inside her. It melts just from the contact of her heat. It's dripping down and I suck the grape flavor off her. She tastes so good. I suck her clit as I push the popsicle in and out. I set the popsicle on the towel as I lick her clean and fuck her with my tongue to get all the grape off and out of her.

  I pick up her up and carry her down the hall to her room with her wrapped around me. She's kissing my neck and biting my ear lobe. "Fuck me hard, Gavin." I'm floored she said fuck cause my baby never swears. It turns me on so much, as soon as her door is closed I slam her against it and pump into her. She moans and claws at my back and pulls my hair. I love when she becomes a sexy tiger. I thrust several more times and pull away and we both fall onto the bed and I continue with my thrust until I can't take anymore and I growl with my last thrust as I fill her with my come. As we're drifting off to sleep, I'm not sure if I'm dreaming or if it's real when she whispers “I love you”. I close my eyes with a smile on my face ’cause I love her too.

  **

  We still haven't heard from the dickhead in the past several weeks and life has been going great. I see her in class and although I can't touch her or talk to her, I know that she's there. I finally officially meet Sarah over Thanksgiving weekend. Paige and I prepare a small feast and invite her to dinner. She’s great. I can tell how much she loves my girls.

  After the holiday, I’m checking my faculty mailbox and there is an envelope without a return address on it. Upon opening it I know immediately who it is from. How he knows exactly who I am and where I work is a little alarming, but I guess he has his sources since he is an attorney after all.

  Professor Gavin Wright

  This letter is to warn you that I know who you are and where you work. I find it very unprofessional to be dating a student. What would your head of department say about that? Leave what's mine alone and I won't pursue contacting your supervisor. They will always be mine and I will always be in their life ’cause she has my baby. Walk away now before this can get ugly.

  Reading that letter just pisses my day off. Who does he think he is? Paige doesn't want him and he doesn't want Addy. I walk into class and I instantly scan the room for Paige. Of course, sitting on her desk chatting her up is Doug the douche that I notice still hangs a little too close to her and way too often. He sits behind her but that doesn't stop him from getting close to her. I've overlooked it because I try not to be a jealous boyfriend but after getting Bobby's letter and seeing Paige laughing at Doug, I am just not in a very happy mood. "Mr. Roberts, can you find a seat and not on Ms. Montgomery's desk?"

  "Yes, sir. Sorry, sir," he sarcastically says, grinning at Paige. He dips into his chair and leans forward toward her whispering something to her. I glare at him and he drops back wiping the grin off his face. Paige looks shocked that I said something and is staring down at her notebook on her desk. I shorten my lecture and hand them a few handouts and promptly leave the class because I have to get out of there to cool off. I'm pissed to be dealing with her ex and now another one wanting to get into her pants. I've mentioned it several times to her about Doug flirting and she said that he's not, that he just likes to talk. I think she dials it down with me ’cause she doesn't want me upset but knows that he is in constant pursuit of her. Within a few minutes my phone beeps a text and it's Paige checking if I'm okay. I head to my office to calm down and since I didn't reply to her text, I get a personalized visit. She knocks and I call out to 'come in.'

  "Hey, are you okay? You seem a little stressed. Is it about Doug? He was just telling me a stupid joke," she says after she closes the door behind her and sits down in a chair.

  "Well, walking in on that doesn't help, but I was already pissed before I came in." I hand the envelope to Paige. "That fucker sent me a letter to my mailbox. He knows I'm your professor."

  She stares at me opening the letter. As soon as she reads it she looks up at me with tears in her eyes. "I'm sorry, Gavin. I understand if you need to take some time away from us. I don't want you getting into trouble with the school."

  I immediately walk around my desk and kneel in front of her taking her hands. "No, Paige, he's not going to run me off. I, uh … I love you and he's not taking you and Addy from me. I'm going to hand in my resignation letter now and walk away. They already know I was not coming back in the spring. You are now my priority and I want to be with you both, that is if you want to be with me."

  "I do want to be with you, Gavin, more than anything. I love you, too." She bends toward me brushing her lips against mine. I grab her and pick her up and she wraps her arms and leg
s around me and I sit her on my desk.

  "You lock the door?" I ask as I kiss down her neck. Fuck it, I'm quitting anyway; I need to feel her right now ’cause she does love me and I wasn't dreaming her saying it. All these fuckers that want what's mine, I need to have her now just to confirm that she is mine.

  "Yes," she moans. I pull her skirt up around her waist and unbutton and zip my jeans. I pull her pink lacy panties to the side and slide right into her warmth. She feels so good and she is always so wet for me. I thrust in and out as she lays down flat across my desk. I push her shirt and bra up above her tits and watch them move in time with my thrust.

  She moans again. "Shhhh, baby, not too loud. You feel so fucking good ... Play with your tits. I'm going to fuck this pussy fast and hard," I whisper as I rub her hot little bud and feel her clench her muscles around my dick. I reach up and pinch one nipple as she rubs the other one. I know she is about to come and watching her play with herself has me ready with her. "Come with me, baby." I groan into her neck as we both do. I continue to thrust a couple times as I empty into her hot body.

  I pull out and grab a couple tissues from my desk to wipe her up. She lies there panting as I clean her. I pull her up off my desk so she can adjust her clothes while I fix my pants. I kiss her forehead.

  "We will figure this out, don't panic," I tell her and she nods.

  "We haven't heard from him in several weeks so I thought he may have given up." She wraps her arms around my waist.

  "He hasn't pursued anything legally with Addy ’cause I agree, he doesn't want any custody of her, he only wants you. I know you've been worried about that." I rub her back and kiss the top of head. "You need to get to your next class. This was great but we probably should have waited until we got home later."

  She giggles. "It was great. Thanks, Professor." She turns to leave. I smack her on the ass. She laughs, closing the door behind her.

  Chapter 13

  Paige

  After I close the door to Gavin's office I turn to walk down the hall and Doug is standing there with a knowing look on his face. "Hey, Doug, whatcha doing here?" I ask nervously.

  "What are you doing, Paige?" he asks.

  "I don't know what you mean?" I play dumb. He walks over to me and runs his finger down my cheek.

  "I think you do. Come on, Paige, the door was locked and you were in there a while," he whispers into my ear. He sucks my earlobe into his mouth and moans. "I've wanted to taste you since this class started months ago. And now I'm finally getting closer to you, I find out you’re fucking the teacher."

  "Stop, Doug. I don't know what you're talking about," I say as I hear Gavin clear his throat in his open doorway. I step away from Doug and look over at Gavin. He's fuming.

  "You need something, Doug?" Gavin is staring at Doug.

  Doug is glaring back. "Yeah, I need something but not from you. Paige can take care of what I'm needing. Now I know why you have such a problem with me hanging out on her desk and talking to her. Look the other way, Professor, or I might have to get with Dr. Sanders about his faculty fraternizing with his students," Doug threatens Gavin.

  Gavin walks over to Doug. "Don't threaten me. No need to get Dr. Sanders involved ’cause as of immediately I'm no longer a professor here. And as far as Paige goes, she's not going to be taking care of any of your needs anytime soon." Gavin continues to walk down the hall and knocks and walks into Dr. Sanders office.

  Doug walks over to me after watching Gavin go into Dr. Sanders office. "This ain't over. I will get another taste of you and not just your ear. I want to taste a whole lot more." He swirls a piece of my hair around his finger.

  I pull away. "I'm not interested Doug, I'm sorry if I led you on."

  "We'll see," he says walking away.

  **

  What is wrong with me? I have Bobby threatening Gavin and now Doug who I thought was just innocent flirting and talking is now threatening us. I'm scared that I'm going to lose Gavin ’cause I'm turning his life upside down. He's having to quit early because of me and my so-called stalkers. I make my way home, skipping my next class. I try to call Gavin a couple times throughout the evening but it goes directly to voicemail. I leave a message asking him to call me but he doesn't. I search once again for my birth control pills that I've somehow lost. I'm so stupid. I always kept them in my purse but can't find them there or at home. I know that they were there before and then missing when I found my purse. I don't have a current doctor here and no one will prescribe any to me. I made an appointment with a new doctor but their schedule is booked out a few weeks. I was going to have Gavin start wearing a condom until I got on the pill again but of course in the heat of our passion I always forget to tell him and there's been a few encounters that I'm now worried about. What if it happens again? Will Gavin leave me, too, like Bobby? I don't think so; he seems to love Addy so he'd love another one, right?

  At about ten that night my phone rings and I think it's Gavin but when I go to answer it I see it's Bobby.

  "Hello?" I answer, not too friendly.

  "Paige? What are you doing, baby?" he says all lovingly.

  "What do you want Bobby? And I'm not your baby," I argue.

  "I see lover boy got my letter. You're not his. You’re mine, you have my Addy," he says.

  "She's my Addy, not yours; you didn't want her and you still don't. You’re using her to get to me. It's not going to work. Gavin's not giving us up and you can't threaten him anymore. He's not a professor there anymore." I am shaking as I tell him this.

  He starts to sob. "Come on, baby, I just miss us together. I need you. I love you, Paige, and I'm not giving up."

  "Come on Bobby, you had your chance when Addy was born and you chose to not want us. I love Gavin and he loves me. You need to move on, find someone that can make you happy." I try to sympathize with him.

  "I don't want anyone else, you’re who I want. It just took me longer to figure it out. Please Paige give us another try. I can try to be a better dad for Addy. I promise. I love you, Paige." He's now begging.

  "I gotta go, Bobby." I hang up, not waiting on him to say anything else. He's beginning to make me feel sick. My nerves are shot from all the worry.

  Chapter 14

  Gavin

  Paige continues to call me and I want to hear her voice but I have so much going on. I have her ex on one side and now the prick from class on the other side threatening me. I went to Dr. Sanders office and dropped off my resignation letter. I just explained that I needed a few weeks to prepare for my move and have a few things to take care of before I start at the university. He understood and said that he will take my class unless my replacement wants to start early. I'm officially jobless until January and need to sort out my feelings for Paige. I know that I love her and they are what I want and even need. My concern is the problem that will come along with her. Bobby will always be in her life and now I have to worry about Doug being in her class. I won't be there to keep an eye on her and also wonder if he will still go to Dr. Sanders with his threat of what he obviously heard going on in my office with Paige. I should have known better, but damn it, I needed to feel her to get peace from her touch after the bad start of my day.

  I finally call her and her phone goes to voicemail so I've probably pissed her off ignoring her calls. Right as I'm about to head to bed my phone rings and it's her.

  "Hi," I say when I answer.

  "Hi, how are you?" she asks, not sounding herself.

  "Good. You?" I say and I feel bad when her voice quivers.

  "I'm sorry, Gavin. This is a mess because of me. First it's Bobby and now it's Doug. I truly thought he just wanted someone to talk to in class. I had no idea that he was going to be like that." Her voice is sad.

  "It's fine, Paige. You don't realize how beautiful and attractive you really are. I can't blame them for wanting you ’cause I want you too, so I understand. I put in my notice effective immediately so Dr. Sanders will be teaching class unless my replacement fin
ishes this semester. I want you to keep your distance from Doug. I don't trust him and as far as Bobby goes let me worry about that." I try to reassure her.

  "Bobby called tonight begging me to take him back and that he would be a better dad to Addy. I told him that I loved you and that you aren't giving us up and that you loved me, too. Are you still keeping Addy and me and not giving us up?" she asks, worried.

  "Absolutely, you and Addy are both mine. I want you both and love you both. Why don't you and Addy come over to my place and spend the entire weekend?" I sound possessive like Bobby but at least the feeling is mutual from Paige ’cause she wants me too.

  "That sounds great, Gavin. We can be there around five." Her voice is sounding better now.

  "Okay, get some rest, baby. Are you sure you're all right? I love you." I 'm excited ’cause it's the first time they both are staying with me.

  "I'm great and I love you, too ... Night," she whispers.

  I have a feeling she’s not telling me something; I can hear it in her voice. I can't wait for the weekend ’cause I will have both my girls with me.

  **

  The rest of my week was uneventful since I no longer had to go into work. I did, however, have to invest in some slacks and button shirts ’cause the university wasn't going to let me wear whatever I wanted. I had stopped in and picked up a few slacks and shirts, also a nice belt and shoes that would look better than my boots with the pants. I refuse to wear a tie, though, and I hope that they won't press the issue. Paige is going to flip when she sees me dressed for the new job; she's so used to my jeans and t-shirts. She once said that she loved how casual I was and thought my tattoos were sexy. I will hate if they request me to remove my piercing. I think they noticed that I'm a little unconventional for a professor.