The Novels of the Jaran

by Kate Elliott

  David chuckled, since this was old, familiar banter. “You should talk. Wasn’t her cousin—the blonde one—courting you the entire time we were at camp?” In charity with each other, they left Rajiv to his task, light glittering and spinning in the tiny room like the web of a sorcerer’s working.

  CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX

  TESS KEPT VIGIL.

  All that day, although in the afternoon Sonia made her walk outside. “You must keep up your strength, Tess,” Sonia scolded. “It does a woman no good to weaken herself when she’s pregnant.”

  Cara brought up one of her wagons in the late afternoon. That night she and Ursula, with Aleksi aiding them, set up a bed which would monitor Ilya’s condition continuously. With some clever drapery of fabric, the doctor arranged an intravenous system to keep him in fluids; then she set up her cot out in the outer chamber of their great tent. The wind shook the tent walls incessantly, so that the noise became like a lullaby, monotonous and soothing. Tess slept, a little.

  In the morning Sonia charged Aleksi with taking Tess for walks, one in the morning, one in the afternoon. Cara made some excuse about the bed, but since Sonia had been in Jeds, she accepted the excuses and was dissuaded from investigating too closely. In any case, she had the rest of the extended family to provide for, and the Orzhekov tribe to administer, and Tess to worry about.

  Tess sat by the bedside, not stirring unless someone approached her directly. Katerina drew aside different flaps within the tent to let the wind through, to cool it down, but the air remained stuffy. In the afternoon, Aleksi came.

  “Come.” He took her hand and drew her to her feet. Ilya lay still and silent on the bed. “The doctor will watch. You must come outside and walk.”

  She went, because it was easier than protesting and because he was right. Outside was an armed camp. The gold banner whipped in the wind atop the tent. Vladimir and Konstans stood on either side of the awning, white-faced, like statues. Two rings of guards circled the Orzhekov camp, the great tent at the center. A stone’s throw out, a line of unmounted men paced; farther, horsemen rode a tight circle. Sonia held court under the awning of her tent, and supplicants came forward one by one to address her. Beyond, the stark outline of the ridgetop shimmered against the blue sky. It was hot, and the wind was hot, and the sun beat down on the height like a hammer.

  The light and the weight of her anguish bewildered Tess. “What’s going on?”

  “The rumors are spreading,” said Aleksi. “Sonia is letting etsanas and dyans in one by one to assure them that all is well.”

  “Which it isn’t.”

  “Tess.”

  “I’m sorry.” She felt dizzy. She rested a hand on his arm.

  “We’ll walk,” he said sternly. They made a circuit of the inner ring of guards, composed mostly of men from the Orzhekov tribe itself, who were also part of Ilya’s own thousand. What was wrong? they asked her. Was he ill of a fever? Was it true that a Habakar priest had witched his spirit out of his body, and that they were even now battling in the gods’ lands for control of the Habakar kingdom? Tess found meaningless words to reassure them, but mostly Aleksi talked. They walked one circuit around, and then a second. The second was easier, because the guards let her walk in peace.

  “A third time,” said Aleksi, “and then you must eat. Tess.” He hesitated. She plodded on. She felt heavy and full, and her breasts were beginning to swell. She had a horrible irrational fear that she was going to get the child in exchange for Ilya, and she realized that she wanted Ilya more.

  “If I could take back what I did—” she said, and an instant later realized that she had said it aloud.

  “What did you do?” Aleksi asked.

  “Dr. Hierakis is eighty-two years old.”

  He caught up to her and, with a touch on her elbow, stopped her. Then he looked once to each side, as if he thought the wind itself might be listening. “You mean that.”

  “It’s true.”

  “But she looks no older than—Ilya. Perhaps a little older, because she carries herself like an Elder. How old is your brother, Tess?”

  “He’s seventy-seven. Fifty years older than me.”

  “How can you have the same parents?”

  “Because we live longer.”

  “Are you zayinu? They say the old ones lived long lives and never aged. But they fled across the seas and under the hills long before the jaran came to these lands.”

  “No. Well, yes, in a way, but only because of our machines. We are like you, Aleksi. We’re the same, it’s just that our machines allow us to live longer and travel farther.” She sighed. “You don’t believe me, do you?”

  But his face was quite still. She could not tell what he was thinking. “Can you make us live so long and stay so young?”

  She hung her head. On this height, the wind had scoured the ground clean of vegetation and loose soil, leaving only a hard-packed earth surface and the rougher solidity of bare rock. “That’s what I was trying to do.”

  “Ah.” They continued their walk in silence.

  “Tess!”

  Her heart pounded wildly. She spun around to find the source of the voice. There he was: Kirill, riding through the lines. He swung down from his horse, threw the reins to a waiting guard, and ran over to her. She did not care that they were there in the open, where everyone could see; she hugged him hard and would have held him longer, but he disengaged himself from her gently. He took a single step back from her, to emphasize that they stood apart.

  “Tess,” he said more softly. “Is it true?” She nodded, but could not speak. “Gods,” he said in a low voice. “But we have come so far.” He shifted to stare at the tent, at the bright walls shifting in the wind, and Tess realized that although the sling still cradled his arm, his shoulder looked odd to her.

  “Kirill.” She grasped his withered hand, clutching the fingers where they peeked out from the cloth sling. And felt them move.

  She shrieked, and then, for the first time in two days, she laughed, because she was so surprised.

  He took hold of her shoulder with his good hand. “Shhh!” He glanced at Aleksi, but Aleksi only smiled enigmatically and looked away. “Don’t say anything. Gods, don’t cry, Tess.” He stroked her hair, briefly, and dropped his hand from her. “Five days ago my arm began to tingle all over. It hurt. Yesterday my hand came alive. Tess.” He stared at her earnestly, the fine blue of his eyes no less bright than the brilliant bowl of the sky. “If the spirit can return to my arm, then surely Ilya’s spirit can find its way back to his body. Fight its way back, if I know him.”

  “Then he will be a Singer,” said Aleksi quietly. “He’ll be gods-touched, like Raysia Grekov.”

  “Gods,” echoed Kirill in a muted voice. “Like his own father.”

  “Kirill Zvertkov.” It was Katerina. “My mother wants to see you. You haven’t paid your respects to her yet.”

  He grinned. “Of course, little one.”

  “I’m not so little anymore,” she said tartly.

  “Quite right,” he agreed. “Tess.” He walked with Katerina over to the other tent.

  “Tess,” said Aleksi, “you’re rather free with how you act in public with married men, and you married, too.”

  “Oh, go to hell,” said Tess in Anglais. He grinned, but she did not smile. “Let’s go back.” But even as she ducked inside the tent, that one phrase of Kirill’s came back to haunt her: Like his own father. Ilya never talked about his parents. Never. His own father had been a Singer—a shaman, really, since the Singers of the jaran shared this trait, that they had fallen into a trance or a desperate illness at some stage in their lives and come back to tell about it. Their spirits had gone to the gods’ lands and there wrestled with demons or consorted with angels, and then been sent back to this world; that is what the jaran said. Her first lover in the jaran had been a Singer. Fedya had been a little fey, as well as a fine musician, and he had also received a respect from jaran of every age that went far beyond
his years and his family’s status. How little she had known then, how little she had understood, to think he had merely been a quiet, perceptive young man and an amiable, unpossessive lover. He had been far more than that, but she had never known it until long after he was dead.

  Aleksi halted in the outer chamber and let her go in alone. Cara, seeing her enter, rose and retreated. Tess sank down beside the low bed on which Ilya rested. She touched his dark hair. She traced his brows and the still centers of his lidded eyes and his fine cheekbones and the dark line of his beard. Damn him. Now and again he had spoken of his sister. But he never spoke of his parents. How dare he not trust her with that? Had he hated them?

  She laid her head on his chest, her ear turned to hear the slow steady beat of his heart. His chest rose and fell, and if she ran her hand under the wooden frame of the couch, she could find the control panel for the scan unit hidden away beneath a carved wooden strut. Its surface was cool, but heat bled off from its edges.

  No, he had not hated them. He had loved his family, he had loved them deeply and passionately because Ilya loved deeply and passionately. It was the only way he knew how to give his heart. Perhaps he had loved them too well, as he perhaps loved her too well. If she left him, would he cease speaking of her because the memory was too painful?

  She kissed his limp fingers, one by one, and then she talked to him, just talked. She told him about her own parents, who were kind and quiet and humorous and loving. Although their only son could have supported them, they had continued their own work, she as a lab tech, he as a teacher. They liked to argue about religion and politics and the modern fashion of wearing only clothes grown from vegetable matter, and that last year they spent months debating the merits of the production of Shakespeare’s Henry V they had taken Tess to see, the one in which all the setting and costume details, and all the business, were thinly veiled references to Charles and to humanity’s hope that he would one day succeed in defeating the power of the Chapalii Empire. They were rude to people who tried to insinuate themselves into their lives or their house because of Charles. They spoke to Charles every day at noon, without fail. They protected and prized their privacy above all, and the privacy of their little daughter.

  And they had died in a flitter crash when that daughter was ten years old. Once, when she was fifteen, Tess had found a scan image of the crash site, and she had spent one month poring over the image from all angles, trying to make sense of what had happened. She had never managed to.

  “Tess,” said Cara softly from the curtain, “will you come eat? It’s dark. When did you last eat?”

  It was dark. Tess sat passively while Ursula lit a lantern. The glow lent Ilya a corpselike color, pale and waxy. Tess hurried out of the room, and there was Sonia, with food. Sonia took one look at her face and hugged her, just held her. They stood that way for a long time.

  Tess ate. Later, she slept. In the morning, early, Sonia woke her with a kiss and some milk. “Mother Sakhalin has come,” she said. “She wishes to speak with you alone.”

  “Oh, Lord,” said Tess, but she rose and straightened her clothing and ate. Sonia left to escort Mother Sakhalin in, and Tess rearranged the blankets over Ilya and smoothed them out, and stroked his slack face. She could see the imperfections in his face more clearly with him lying here unconscious. He was a good-looking man, but he was not blazingly handsome, not like Anatoly Sakhalin or Petya. Not like Vasil. It was his spirit that drew the eye to him, that burned from his eyes and from his face, that made him as glorious and as hot and as attractive as the sun. Now, just lying there, flaccid, lacking any of the vitality that lit him, he looked rather ordinary, and she could not recall why it was she thought him the most beautiful man she knew.

  “Tess Soerensen.” Mother Sakhalin eased the curtain aside and took four steps into the inner chamber. The etsana stopped and stared at Ilya.

  “Mother Sakhalin.” Tess inclined her head, giving the old woman the respect she warranted. “You honor me with your presence.”

  Sakhalin circled the couch, examining Bakhtiian from all angles. “I have seen this condition before. He has been drawn away into the gods’ lands, and we must wait for the gods to send him back.” She halted beside Tess and considered the younger woman. “Or to keep him in their lands. Who will lead the army after he is gone, if he dies?”

  “Your nephew,” said Tess, without thinking. “Yaroslav Sakhalin. He is Ilya’s chief general. His army has given Bakhtiian his greatest victories.”

  “My nephew is a brilliant general,” agreed Mother Sakhalin. “A better general than Bakhtiian, and it is to Bakhtiian’s credit that he long since recognized that. But he does not have Bakhtiian’s vision.”

  Tess put a hand to her eyes. “I’m sorry. I’m feeling dizzy.”

  “Sit down,” ordered the etsana. Tess sank down. Mother Sakhalin sat down beside her, and now Tess did not feel as if she towered over the old woman, “You are pregnant, but there is no guarantee the child will also possess this vision, and in any case, the child will inherit through your line. Both Bakhtiian’s sister’s son and aunt’s son are dead, which leaves only his cousin’s son.”

  “Mitya? But he’s only—what?—fifteen?”

  “There are younger boys as well. Do any of them have this vision?”

  “No one has the vision. No one but Bakhtiian.”

  “Then what is to become of us if he dies?”

  Here in the tent, the air retained night’s coolness. From outside, Tess heard Aleksi talking to little Ivan about milking the glariss. Katerina and Galina complained in loud voices about the lack of water to wash clothes. Tess could hear the tension in their voices; they knew what was going on, and they knew—not what it meant if Bakhtiian died, but that it meant that their world would be shattered.

  It was too much to cope with. It was all her fault. “I don’t know,” said Tess. “I don’t know.”

  “You are the sister of the prince of Jheds.” Mother Sakhalin’s face was creased and lined with age, and her mouth was pursed with disapproval. “You are the adopted daughter of Irena Orzhekov, who is etsana of the Orzhekov tribe. And you are Bakhtiian’s wife. You must act.”

  “I don’t understand,” said Tess, feeling helpless and inadequate under Mother Sakhalin’s eye, “how he became what he is. Where did it come from?”

  “His father was a Singer. His mother was a proud and ambitious woman who became etsana very young, too young, I think.”

  “Like Arina Veselov?”

  “Arina Veselov is not ambitious, nor is she proud in the sense I mean. And she married well.”

  “Ilya’s mother did not marry well?”

  “Alyona Orzhekov was marked by an orphan named Petre Sokolov, whom no one dared kill for his effrontery because he was a Singer. He said that the gods had given him a vision that she was the woman he must marry. Surely the gods must have known that they would have this child”—she gestured with a wrinkled hand toward the unconscious Ilya—“together. But Alyona Orzhekov loved another man. Everyone thought that this other man would marry her. He was a Singer, too, but he was also the dyan of his tribe, young, proud, and ambitious. And virtuous, and pious in his devotion to the laws of the gods.” Tess had always felt overawed by Mother Sakhalin, who was old and wise and impatient with folly. Now Sakhalin smiled, and Tess caught a glimpse of what the younger woman must have been like: shrewd and patient and sharp-tongued. “I never liked him.”

  “What was his name?”

  “Khara Roskhel.”

  “But he’s the man who killed Ilya’s family! Isn’t he? How could he—? How could—? Yuri once told me that he was cruel.”

  “The most devout are often the cruelest. Yes, he was cruel, and he had visions as well. He never married, you know. They say he wanted no woman but Alyona. Such possessiveness is a very ugly trait in a man.” She glanced again toward Ilya. Was Sakhalin thinking that Bakhtiian himself possessed this ugly trait? “They were lovers,” the etsana went on, “alwa
ys, through the years that followed, and openly so; what Petre Sokolov thought of this, no one ever knew. He was not a good husband for her. She needed a man who would rein back her worst impulses, one she could respect, one she would listen to.”

  “He did none of these things?”

  Sakhalin shrugged. “What he did or did not do, I can’t say, since I don’t know. But an etsana ought not install her own son as dyan of her tribe, especially when that son is only twenty-three years old.”

  “Even if that son is Ilyakoria Bakhtiian?”

  “Even so.”

  “I never had the honor of meeting your husband, Mother Sakhalin. But I feel sure that he was a good husband.”

  For this impertinence, Tess was rewarded with a smile and a brief, acknowledging nod. “Of course he was. My mother and my aunt chose him very, carefully. He was the kind of man your brother Yurinya Orzhekov would have grown into, had he lived.”

  “Ah,” said Tess. “Then he must have been a very fine man, indeed.” She folded her hands in her lap and stared at her knuckles.

  “It is true, though,” added Sakhalin, musing, “that I never understood why Roskhel turned against them. He was one of Bakhtiian’s earliest and strongest supporters. No one remarked it at the time; the connection between the two tribes was so close because of his liaison with Alyona Orzhekov. But it was at the great gathering of tribes in the Year of the Hawk that he turned his face against Bakhtiian, and later that year that he rode into the Orzhekov camp and killed the family. That is the mystery, you see, that he killed the two women and the child. He was a pious man—none more so—and it is against all of our laws, both of the gods and of the jaran, to harm women and children in the sanctity of the camp, even in the midst of war.”

  Someone was arguing violently outside. There was a shriek, then, closer, in the outer chamber, Cara exclaimed in surprise. A moment later the curtain swept aside and Vasil Veselov strode in. He stopped stock-still and stared, horrified, at Ilya. Mother Sakhalin rose briskly to her feet. Although Vasil stood a head taller than she did, she clearly held the weight of power. Tess stared.