From the Heart

by Nora Roberts

  Dodson smiled fully. He liked the irritation in Slade’s voice as much as the directness. “Jessica will do what I want—to a point.” Leaning back in the overstuffed leather chair, he relaxed again. “She’s been complaining lately about the mess her library’s in, about not having enough time to sort through and catalog. I’m going to call her, tell her I’m sending the son of an old friend of mine and her father’s. That’s true, by the way,” he added. “Tom and Larry knew each other some years back. Your cover’s simple enough. You’re a writer who needs a quiet refuge for a few weeks, and in turn, you’ll sort out her library.”

  Slade’s eyes had darkened during Dodson’s casual rundown. “Jurisdiction—” he began.

  “Some paperwork,” Dodson interrupted easily. “It can be taken care of. After all, it’s the boys from the Bureau who’ll make the collar when it’s time.”

  “I’m supposed to play librarian and baby sitter.” Slade gave a snort of disgust. “Look, Commissioner, I’m that close to wrapping up the Bitronelli murder.” He brought his thumb and forefinger together. “If—”

  “You’d better be,” Dodson interrupted again, but with a hint of steel in his voice. “The press is having a great time making the NYPD look like fools on that one. And if you’re so close,” he added before Slade could toss back a furious retort, “you should be able to leave for Connecticut in a couple of days. The Bureau is interested in having a cop on the inside. A cop who knows how to keep his eyes and ears open. They’ve checked you out and agree with my choice.”

  “Terrific,” Slade muttered. Standing, he prowled the room. “I’m homicide, not robbery.”

  “You’re a cop,” Dodson said shortly.

  “Yeah.” Baby-sitting for some snobby little heiress, Slade thought darkly, who was either smuggling for thrills or too dizzy to see what was going on under her nose. “Terrific,” he muttered again.

  Once Janice was out of college, he thought, he could quit the force and concentrate on his writing. He was tired of it. Tired of the misery he came in contact with almost every day of his life. Tired of the dirt, the futility, tired of the nasty little pieces of humanity his job forced him to deal with. And tired too of seeing the look of relief in his mother’s eyes each time he came home. With a sigh, he resigned himself. Maybe a couple of weeks in Connecticut would be a nice change. A change anyway.

  “When?” he demanded as he turned back to face Dodson.

  “Day after tomorrow,” Dodson said smoothly. “I’ll give you a complete briefing, then I’ll call Jessica and tell her to expect you.”

  With a shrug, Slade went back to his chair to listen.

  1

  Fall touched the trees and stung the air. Against a hard blue sky, the colors were vibrant, passionate. The ribbon of road cut through the hills and wound eastward toward the Atlantic. Whipping through the open car windows, the wind was chilled and fragrant. Slade wondered how long it had been since he had smelled that kind of freshness. No city smells of sweat and exhaust. When his book was accepted, perhaps he could move his mother and Janice out of the city—a home in the country maybe, or near the shore. It was always when or as soon as. He couldn’t afford to think if.

  Another year on the force—another year of scraping up tuition money—and then . . . . Shaking his head, Slade turned up the radio. It wasn’t any good thinking of next year. He wasn’t in Connecticut to appreciate the scenery. It was just another job—and one he resented.

  Jessica Winslow, he mused, age twenty-seven. The only child of Justice Lawrence Winslow and Lorraine Nordan Winslow. Graduate of Radcliffe, senior class president. She’d probably been head cheerleader, too, he thought with a sneer. All button-downed and pony-tailed. Ralph Lauren sweaters and Gucci loafers.

  Struggling to be open minded, he continued his catalog. Opened the House of Winslow four years ago. Up until two years ago she did the majority of buying herself. Good excuse to play around in Europe, he thought as he punched in the car lighter.

  Michael Adams, Jessica Winslow’s assistant and current buyer. Thirty-two, Yale graduate. Figures, Slade reflected, exhaling smoke that rushed out of the open window. Son of Robert and Marion Adams, another prominent Connecticut family. No firm evidence, but someone Slade was instructed to keep his eye on. He leaned his elbow on the window as he considered. As chief buyer, Adams would be in a perfect position to handle the operation from overseas.

  David Ryce, shop assistant for eighteen months. Twenty-three. Son of Elizabeth Ryce, the Winslow housekeeper. Dodson had said he was often trusted with running the shop alone. That would give him the opportunity to handle the local operation.

  Systematically, Slade ran through the list of the Winslow staff. Gardener, cook, housekeeper, daily maid. Good God, he thought in disgust. All that for one person. She probably wouldn’t know how to boil an egg if her life depended on it.

  The gates to the Winslow estate stood open, with room enough for two cars to pass easily. Slade turned into the long, macadam drive, lined with bushy, bloomless azaleas. There was a burst of birdsong, then silence. He drove nearly a quarter of a mile before pulling up in front of the house.

  It was large but, he had to admit, not oppressively so. The brick was old, mellowed by sun and sea air. Smoke rose from one of the chimneys on the hipped roof. The gray shutters weren’t just decorative, he noted, but could be used for practical purposes if a storm rose up off the Sound. He smelled the chrysanthemums before he saw them.

  The blossoms were huge, growing near the base of the house. They were rust, gold, and copper, complimenting the violent red of bushes. It charmed him, as did the lazy odor of woodsmoke. This wasn’t indolence but peace. He’d had too little of that. Shaking off the mood, Slade walked up the steps to the front door. He lifted a fist and knocked, hard. He hated doorbells.

  In less than a minute the door opened. He had to look down, quite a distance down, to see a tiny, middle-aged woman with a pleasantly ugly face and gray-streaked hair. He caught a whiff of a pine-scented cleaner that reminded him of his mother’s kitchen.

  “May I help you?” The accent was broad New England.

  “I’m James Sladerman. Miss Winslow’s expecting me.”

  The woman scrutinized him with cautious black eyes. “You’d be the writer,” she stated, obviously not overly impressed. Stepping back, she allowed him to enter.

  As the door closed behind him, Slade glanced around the hall. The floor was uncarpeted, a gleaming blond oak that showed some wear under the careful polishing. A few paintings hung on the ivory-toned wallpaper. A pale green glass bowl sat on a high round table and overflowed with fall flowers. There were no overt displays of wealth, but wealth was there. He’d seen a print of the painting to his right in an art book. The blue scarf that hung negligently over the railing of the steps was silk.

  Slade started to turn back to the housekeeper when a clatter at the top of the steps distracted him.

  She came barrelling down the curved staircase in a flurry of swirling blond hair and flying skirts. The hammer of heels on wood disrupted the quiet of the house. Slade had a quick impression of speed, motion, and energy.

  “Betsy, you make David stay in bed until that fever’s broken. Don’t you dare let him get up. Damn, damn, damn, I’m going to be late! Where are my keys?”

  Three inches away from Slade, she came to a screeching halt, almost overbalancing. Automatically he reached for her arm to steady her. Breathless, she brought her eyes from his shirt front to stare at him.

  It was an exquisite face—fair skinned, oval, delicate, with just a hint of cheekbone that added a rather primitive strength. Indian? Viking? he wondered. Celtic? Her eyes were large, the color of aged whiskey, set below brows that were lowered in curiosity. The faintest line appeared between them. A stubborn line, Slade reflected. His sister had one. She was small, he noted. The top of her head barely skimmed his shoulder. Her scent was reminiscent of fall—something musky—blossoms and smoke. The arm beneath his hand was slen
der under a thin wool blazer. He felt the stir inside him—man for woman—and hastily dropped his hand.

  “This is Mr. Sladerman,” Betsy announced. “That writer.”

  “Oh yes.” The smile cleared away the faint line between her brows. “Uncle Charlie told me you were coming.”

  It took Slade a moment to connect Uncle Charlie with Dodson. Not knowing if he was smothering an oath or a laugh, he accepted her extended hand. “Charlie told me you could use some help, Miss Winslow.”

  “Help.” She rolled her eyes and cleared her throat. “Yes, you could call it that. The library . . . . Look, I’m sorry to rush off the minute you get here, but my assistant’s ill and my buyer’s in France.” Tilting her wrist, she grimaced at her watch. “I have a client coming to the shop ten minutes ago.”

  “Don’t worry about it.” If this frazzled lady can run a business, I’ll volunteer to walk a beat, he decided, but gave her an easy smile. “It’ll give me a chance to get settled in.”

  “Fine. I’ll see you at dinner then.” Glancing around, she muttered again about keys.

  “In your hand,” Slade told her.

  “Stupid.” With a sigh, Jessica uncurled her fingers and stared at the keys in her palm. “The more I have to rush, the worse it gets.” Lifting amused eyes to his, she brushed her hair from her shoulders. “Please don’t bother with the library today. It may shock you so much that you’ll run away before I can smooth things over. Betsy . . .” As she dashed for the door Jessica looked over her shoulder. “Tell David he’s fired if he gets out of bed. ’Bye.”

  The door slammed behind her. Betsy clucked her tongue.

  Ten minutes later Slade inspected his suite of rooms. They were nearly as large as the apartment he had grown up in. There was a faded carpet on the bedroom floor that he recognized was not old but antique. In a small, black marble fireplace, wood was neatly laid for burning. Crossing to the sitting room, he saw a sturdy desk topped with a vase of the chrysanthemums, a brass paperweight, and a feather quill. Without hesitation, he cleared it off to make room for his typewriter.

  If he had his way, his writing would be more than a cover. When he wasn’t baby-sitting, he’d get some work done. Of course, there was the library to fool with. On an exasperated sigh, Slade turned his back on his typewriter and went back downstairs. He roamed, filing the position and layout of rooms in the cop’s part of his mind, their descriptions in the writer’s.

  In his tour of the first floor, Slade could find no fault with Jessica’s taste. It was only the nouveau riche who went in for ostentation. The Winslow woman preferred muted colors and clean lines. In her clothes, too, he mused, remembering how she had looked in the dun-colored blazer and skirt. Still, the blouse she’d worn had been a deep, almost violent green. That just might indicate something else.

  Slade stopped to run his fingers over the surface of a rosewood piano. Compared to this, he mused, the battered upright his mother treasured was so much kindling. With a shrug, he wandered to the next door.

  The library. He caught the scent of old leather and dust as he looked on the largest private collection of books he’d ever seen. For the first time since he had walked into Dodson’s office, Slade felt a stir of pleasure. A quick study told him that the books were well read as well as carelessly filed. He crossed the room and mounted the two stairs to the second level. Not filed at all, he corrected, but simply jumbled. He ran a long finger along a row of volumes. Robert Burns tilted onto a copy of Kurt Vonnegut.

  A big job, he concluded. One he might have enjoyed if it had been his only purpose. He took one long look around before absently pulling out a book. There was nothing he could do about Jessica Winslow at the moment, he thought as he settled down to read.

  Jessica swerved into the parking area beside her shop, relieved to see it empty. She was late, but her client was later. Or, she thought with a frown, he’d grown tired of waiting and left. With a half-hearted oath, she hurried to unlock the front door. Quickly she went from window to window, letting the shades snap up. Without slackening pace, she headed for the back room, tossed her purse aside, then filled a small kettle with water. She gave the struggling ivy in the rear window a quick douse before setting the kettle on the stove. Halfway out of the room, she went back to turn the burner on underneath it. Satisfied, she wandered into the main shop.

  It wasn’t large—but then Jessica had never intended it to be. Intimate, personal. Yes, it was that, she thought, with her signature on it. The shop was more than a business to her; it was an accomplishment, and a love. The business end—invoices, filing, books—she ran meticulously. All of her organizational efforts went into the shop, which perhaps was the reason for her lack of order elsewhere.

  The shop was the focus of her life, and had been since she’d conceived of it. Initially she’d needed something to give some purpose to her life after college was behind her. The idea for the shop had germinated slowly, then had grown and developed. Jessica had too much drive, too much energy, to drift. Once she had decided to start a business, she’d moved quickly. Then that same drive and energy had made it work. It turned a profit. The money itself meant little, but the fact that her shop made it, meant everything.

  She’d spent six months scouring New England, then Europe, for the right pieces. A large inventory hadn’t been her goal, but an exclusive one. After her opening the response had begun as a small trickle, mostly friends and friends of friends. Justice Winslow’s daughter running a shop had brought out the curiosity seekers as well. Jessica hadn’t minded. A client was a client, and a satisfied one, the best advertising.

  For the first two years she’d run the shop alone. Indeed, she had never considered that her business would outgrow her. When it had, she’d hired Michael Adams to handle the overseas buying. He was charming, capable, and knowledgeable. The women customers adored him. Gradually their relationship had mellowed from business to friendship to easy affection.

  As business had continued to thrive, Jessica had hired David Ryce. He’d been hardly more than a boy, at loose ends, bored enough to find trouble if it got in the way. Jessica had hired him because they’d grown up together; then she had come to depend on him. He was quick with figures and tireless with details. He had a streak of street sense that made him a good man to have in business.

  Street sense, Jessica mused. James Sladerman. Odd that the term would bring him back to her mind. Even in that quick exchange at the foot of the stairs, she’d felt something in him. It told her he was a man who would know how to handle himself—in business, maybe. In an alley, definitely. With a half laugh, she stuck her hands in her pockets. Now why should she think that?

  The fingers that had gripped her arm had been strong. His build had been wiry. But no, it had been his eyes, she thought. There was something . . . hard in his eyes. Yet she hadn’t been repelled or frightened, but drawn. Even when he’d looked at her for those first three or four seconds, with that intensity that seemed to creep beneath her skin, she hadn’t been afraid. Safe, she realized. He’d made her feel safe. That was odd, Jessica decided, catching her bottom lip between her teeth. Why should she suddenly feel safe when she had no need for protection?

  The door of the shop jingled open. Pushing speculation aside, Jessica turned.

  “Miss Winslow, I apologize. I’m very late.”

  “Don’t give it a thought, Mr. Chambers.” Jessica considered telling him that she’d also been late, then decided against it. What he didn’t know wouldn’t hurt him. Behind her, the kettle whistled. “I’m just making tea. Why don’t you join me before we look over the new snuffboxes?”

  Chambers removed a rather fussy hat from a balding head. “Wonderful. I do appreciate you calling me when you get a new shipment in.” He smiled, revealing good dentures.

  “You don’t think I’d let anyone see the snuffboxes before you.” In the kitchen Jessica poured boiling water into cups. “Michael found these in France. There are two I think you’ll be particularly interest
ed in.”

  He preferred the ornate, Jessica thought with a smile as she lifted the tray. He loved the foolishly gaudy little boxes that men with lace cuffs used to carry. She glanced at Chambers’ stubby form and wondered if he pictured himself as a cavalier or perhaps a Regency buck. Still, his fascination with snuffboxes had made him a regular customer who had more than once recommended her shop to other people. And he was rather sweet in his fussy little way, she thought as she placed the tea tray on a table.

  “Sugar?” she asked him.

  “Ah, I shouldn’t.” Chambers patted his ample middle. “But perhaps one cube.” His glance flicked briefly down to her legs as Jessica crossed them. A pity, he thought with an inward sigh, that he wasn’t twenty years younger.

  Later he left happily with two eighteenth-century snuffboxes. Before Jessica could file the invoice, she heard the grumble of an engine. Glancing up, she saw the large delivery truck pull in front of the shop. She read the company logo on the side of the steel doors and frowned a bit. She could have sworn the delivery that Michael was shipping wasn’t due until the following day.

  When she recognized the driver, Jessica waved, then walked to the front door to meet him.

  “Hi, Miss Winslow.”

  “Hello, Don.” She accepted the itemized list he handed her, muttering about not expecting him until tomorrow. He shrugged.

  “Mr. Adams put a rush on it.”

  “Mmm.” She jiggled the keys in her pocket as she scanned the list. “Well, he seems to have outdone himself this time. And another delivery on Saturday. I don’t . . . oh!” Her eyes lit up with pleasure as they fixed on one item. “The writing desk. The Queen Anne. I meant to tell Michael to keep his eyes open for one, then forgot. It must be fate.” Of course, she should uncart it first, at least take a look. No, impulses were the best, Jessica decided. Smiling, she looked back up at the driver. “The rest comes in here, but that goes to my home. Would you mind?”