Broken Angel

by Lee Heaven

  As Matt plays the crowd of family and friends stand. This blocks Decker’s view of me till I actually stand in the aisle. It will be a total surprise to him. Dad leads me on toward the aisle. John Hankles is seated at the end of the first row and before I take my last step for Decker to see me, I step toward him and kiss him on the cheek. That bleach bottle blonde is next to him and hisses in my ear. Dumb bitch! I’m getting married what is your issue? I thought to myself wanting to punch her in the face, but I just ignore her. I’ll have a talk with John later.

  Smiling at my dad he leads the way and I step out. Decker is looking at the ground when I see him. Tyler whispers something to him. Decker looks up and his eyes lock on mine. We both smile at the same time. I lifted the hem of my dress and stick my foot out to show him my shoes. He started laughing, just like I knew he would. He witnessed the fight I had with my mother about the shoes one afternoon and ran away and hid in the bathroom so he wouldn’t have to be involved.

  Decker looks ravishing. His black tux fitted him perfectly, showing off all his muscles. His eyes sparkled with love. I just wanted to run down the aisle and launch myself on him, but that wouldn’t be a good thing. So I slowly make my way down to him. Smiling and saying hi to guests as I make my way down.

  Tyler, Roman, Tobias, and Jimmy all look stunning standing next to Decker.

  I finally reach Decker and my dad places my hand in his. Tears of joy are rolling down my cheeks, thank God I’m not wearing a lot of makeup. I can’t believe I’m standing here. I’m finally getting married! Not only am I getting married but I’m marrying Decker Fucking Jensen. This was only a fantasy a year ago, one Chrissy and I have played out a million times, only this time it was real!

  I barely hear the priest talking. I’m too busy staring into the eyes of the beautiful man standing in front of me. Before I knew it it’s my time to recite our vows.

  “I, Sarah, take you, Decker, to be my lawfully wedded husband, my constant friend, my faithful partner and my love from this day forward. In the presence of God, our family and friends, I offer you my solemn vow to be your faithful partner in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad, and in joy as well as in sorrow. I promise to love you unconditionally, to support you in your goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you, and to cherish you for as long as we both shall live.”

  “Sarah, I, Decker, take you to be my lawfully wedded wife. Before these witnesses I vow to love you and care for you as long as we both shall live. I take you with all your faults and your strengths as I offer myself to you with my faults and strengths. I will help you when you need help, and I will turn to you when I need help. I choose you as the person with whom I will spend my life.”

  Decker then placed a diamond encrusted platinum band on my finger and I placed a platinum band on his. Oh my God. Someone please pinch me this can’t be real.

  “O God, our Heavenly Creator, the fountain of all life and love in Heaven and on Earth, we ask your blessing upon these solemn vows of love and duty which Sarah and Decker have here assumed. Give them a deep and abiding sense of their dependence upon you that they may continually look to you for help and direction. Quicken in their hearts that supreme love to you, which alone can make their love for each other pure, unselfish, and abiding. May the burdens and trials which they must mutually bear draw them ever nearer to you and to each other. May they be truly grateful for the precious blessings which are the fruits of this holy relation. Make them ever thoughtful and gentle, patient, and forbearing, regardful of each other’s feelings and opinions, and lenient to each other’s infirmities. In all the experiences of life, give them one heart, one mind, and one way. Amen.” Every one repeated amen back. “Decker, you may now kiss your bride.”

  He didn’t have to say it twice. Decker swopped and sealed his lips on mine, bending me backwards in a Hollywood style kiss, to the claps and cheers of our family and friends. Finally standing me back up as we both grin at each other and I can’t help but giggle.

  “Ladies and gentleman, I present to you the loving couple, Mr. and Mrs. Decker Jensen,” the priest added.

  As Matt began to sing a cover of The Woman I Love by Jason Mraz, I looked over and blew him a kiss and he winked one of those big sexy blue eyes at me. Damn if I wasn’t a married a woman. I laughed to myself as I remember the thought I had of him that first night I went for a run in the park.

  Decker and I walk up the aisle hand in hand and accept the congratulations from our guests.

  Stopping at the doors on the right side of the church, our guests exit out of the left side doors. Decker bends and kisses me one more time, his palms holding my face. Oh my sweet husband always knows how to make me feel loved and cherished.

  “Jimmy says you had a panic attack before the wedding?” he asked concerned.

  I nodded. “I started thinking about all the hounds outside and I got scared. I wanted to call you but didn’t want you to see me before the wedding so I called in my number two. Jimmy knows how to calm me even better then you can.”

  “Should I be worried or jealous?” he joked with me.

  “Never,” I said planting a kiss on his cheek.

  “You’re better now?” he asked as he planted a kiss on my forehead.

  “I’m wonderful now, oh husband of mine.” I smiled up into his hazel-green eyes.

  “I love the way that sounds, oh wife of mine. Come lets go party.” He kissed me again long and hard then we push the doors open to the sounds of cheering guest, screams from bystanders standing across and up the street and sounds of cameras clicking as the hounds clicked away.

  A shower of rice rained down on us as we walked down the steps and toward the waiting limo. Just before we stepped inside the car Decker swoops me up and kisses me, again bending me backwards taking my breath away.

  ~~~

  After taking pictures around the beautiful grounds, Decker and I are finally off to join our friends and family for some eating, dancing and partying.

  “Ladies and gentleman, may I introduce Mr. and Mrs. Jensen,” the DJ announced as we walked into the reception room. All our friends and family stand and clap for us. For once in my life I don’t mind being the center of everyone’s attention. I am so in love with my new husband.

  It’s time for our first dance and the song Decker has picked was perfect. Once again it was one of his little secrets that he pulled off to surprise me. He spent two weeks suggesting stupid song after stupid song just to throw me off of what he was doing.

  The music started and Decker took my hand and swept me up in a dance. It wasn’t until the voice started singing that I realized it wasn’t the recorded track we had danced countless times to over the past week. She was actually singing.

  Turning there was Beyoncé and she was actually singing our song, Halo. I almost fell over and Decker actually had to catch me as my feet slipped.

  “How…” I managed to stutter. I mean I knew he knew Shawn Carter, Jay-Z as his fans know him, her husband, but never in a million years did I ever and I mean ever, expect this to happen. I didn’t even know they were at the wedding.

  “When I asked her for the remake of the song she offered to sing for us. She gave me one condition and that was to keep it a secret from you.” He smiled down at me.

  How could I ever not love this man? Everything he does is to make sure that I am happy and loved. Never does he ever ask for anything in return. This is the love that for years I never felt. This is the love that I so desperately wanted. This is my dream come true. This is my happy ending in the making.

  After a delicious dinner and hours and hours of dancing and being with friends and family my feet were beginning to hurt me. Six hundred dollar shoes or not they’re coming off.

  Finally I got a dance with John Hankles. “Tell me about this blonde I keep finding on your arm,” I ask him.

  “Just one of the many women I take to functions,” he responds.

  I actually snorted at him, a loud un
-lady like snort. “I don’t like her. I think she has an ulterior motive. I think she’s up to no good and you really should watch out.”

  “She harmless,” he counters at me.

  “Are you sure? It’s my wedding day and when I stopped to give you a kiss on the cheek, she actually hissed in my ear. Like I was gonna take you from her or something.” I look over his shoulder to see her shooting daggers at me. Geeze if looks could kill! “Please tell me you’re safe when you sleep with her. Girls like her wouldn’t think twice about getting pregnant just to trap you.”

  “I hear you ok,” he said in that mock I give up voice. “We’re always safe. I’ll keep my eyes open when it comes to her if that will make you feel better.”

  “Listen, don’t get snippy with me. I’ll kick your ass. I just don’t want you stuck in a loveless relationship because of a kid. I did that it’s not fun. You deserve to be happy like me.”

  “I will be some day. When it’s my turn it will happen. But right now it’s your turn. You deserve this more than anybody out there and I couldn’t be happier to spend it with you guys.”

  “You know Boston, if I wasn’t so in love with Decker I would throw myself at you.” I laughed.

  Raising his eyebrows a couple of times he smiles and then laughs. “Sounds like a dirty affair we could have someday.”

  “In your dreams, Boston.” I laughed as I slapped his arm. “However if you are looking for someone good for you, my friend Liz over there is looking at you and has been all night,” I said as I pointed at Liz with my chin.

  “Well in that case I’ll leave you to dance with this handsome man behind you and I’ll go ask her for a spin. Don’t worry about me. I’ll get it all figured out sooner or later.” He kissed me on the cheek and spun me around to face Decker while he shuffled over to where Liz is standing.

  As Decker took me in his arms, I heard Liz giggle then saw her and John shuffle to the middle of the floor to dance.

  “Have I told you how beautiful you are tonight?” Decker whispered in my ear as we swayed to the music.

  “Only about a million times. By the way, I love you husband of mine.”

  “Say that again.” He pants.

  “Husband of mine,” I barely got the words out of my mouth before he sealed his mouth over mine.

  “My beautiful wife. My beautiful bride, are you ready to head out for our honeymoon?”

  “Are you going to tell me where were going?” I questioned still not knowing.

  “We get on at Newark, have a half hour layover at LAX to refill and then were off to a special place that I’m not telling you yet.”

  With a heavy sigh I nodded my head and start our goodbye of all our guests. With the last goodbye Decker and I head off to the airport and our waiting private jet.

  ~~~

  Twenty-two hours later and two very tired people we finally emerged from the plane. Decker sure knew how to surprise the crap out of me. I mean really Bora Bora. How did he ever know?

  “How?” Seems like I’d been asking him that question a lot lately.

  “Every single bridal magazine was left open on a page that was dedicated to a honeymoon here,” he said like it was some big secret.

  “I’ve always wanted to come here. Everything looked so beautiful and peaceful. I heard they didn’t even have a television on the island till like 1998 or something like that, even at the hotels there were no televisions.”

  “Well my love and beautiful wife, this is just one of your dreams I want to make come true. This past year has been the best of my life and I will do whatever I can to make sure that you never leave me and you are always happy.”

  It’s funny how things worked out, but the day we were married actually marked the one year of knowing each other. One year ago yesterday was the day that I showed up at his apartment and interviewed for my job. Two days later I was working and forming a friendship that would turn into the love of my life.

  Things had really changed in this past year. If you had asked me then if I would be here now I would have keeled over laughing at such an absurd idea. But yet here I am and I couldn’t have asked for anything to change how I got here.

  “So the love of my life and handsome husband, whisk me away to our paradise so I can make sweet love to you.”

  “When have we ever made sweet love? I think I’m gonna have to repair the wall behind the bed soon.” He laughed at me.

  But it was true. We never did make sweet love. There was one time it started off that way but it only lasted a few minutes before he was pounding me. But it’s not something that I would ever argue with. Sex with Decker was magical every time and there was not once that he didn’t give me at least two orgasms. At least!

  Now my beautiful husband is driving us in a convertible to our home for the next twelve days. Decker won’t tell me where were staying, so I have no idea if it’s a private home or hotel. However I do know that this driving on the opposite side of the street is somewhat scary. Every time we come up on a car headed in the opposite direction I tense up. Decker just laughs at me and pats my leg.

  After about a ten minute drive we reach the house were staying at. It is absolutely stunning, a huge bungalow that sat over the water. On the beach sat a typical Polynesian canoe and two rather large men in flower printed shirts stand near it.

  Taking the canoe over to the house was mesmerizing. It only took about two minutes to row out there. The water was so clear I could see all the way to the bottom. It was just like all the pictures I saw. Nothing was photo-shopped to make it look more appealing.

  There was a spiral staircase that leads from the water to the large open deck. The huge day bed sitting on the deck looked so comfy and I wanted to drop down on it and screw Decker right then and there. Walking thru the open French doors there was a gorgeous four-poster bed and teak furniture to match. There was a small kitchen fully stocked with food and drinks.

  One of the men handed Decker a packet of papers. “This is a guide to happenings around the island. There is a plenty of activities to keep you busy. We will be back to pick you up at six for a welcome luau. If you need to leave before then, pick up the red phone and request a pick up. That phone goes directly to twenty-four hour security and all requests can be made through them.”

  “Thank you,” Decker said as he walked the two men back onto the deck.

  “Congratulations and welcome,” they both called back to us as they climbed down the spiral staircase.

  I was captivated by the glass floor. I could see all the fish swimming down below us. I just stood there and stared at it. I didn’t even notice when Decker walked back in the room or when he started to undress himself.

  It wasn’t until I felt Decker’s hand slide under the waist of my flowy skirt and grab my butt did I look up from the floor. Heat was radiating through his eyes and his erection stood at full attention. Then he did the one thing that turned me on the most. He wrapped my pony tail around his hand and pulled back exposing my neck, running his tongue along my throat.

  Decker didn’t need to pull any other seduction moves. Before his tongue reached my ear I had shed just about all my clothes. Making sure to not let go of my hair, he lifts me with his other arm and walks us backwards toward the wall.

  Pinning me against the wall I wrap my legs around his waist and he bounces me with his hips a little, so I jump up and come down with his cock shoving into my pussy. It was a move that just about sent me into an orgasm every time. It was like his signature move.

  Sex with Decker was never boring. He pounded hard into me giving me two orgasms and just as my third one exploded Decker grunted out his. Without removing himself he turned and walked us both to the bed. Lying us down on the bed he finally slid out of me and cuddled up naked and we both blissfully fell asleep with the sounds of the ocean around us.

  ~~~

  There were drums pounding and fire flying around us. Girls shaking their hips in time to the drum beat. Muscled guys pounding their feet int
o the stage as the drums pounded even louder. Absolutely spectacular food and so much fun, I had never seen anything like this.

  We sat with probably fifty other couples and not once did someone seem to notice that it was Decker and I sitting there. No one took pictures, except for the photographer taking souvenir pictures, or asked for autographs or even seemed to notice the famous couple on their honeymoon.

  This is what I loved, the fact that we could just go somewhere and blend into the crowd and just be normal people without the pressures of the world falling on us. Being somewhere where we can just be us and relax.

  Tomorrow we’re going to go horseback riding and snorkeling. Decker has also planned for us to swim with dolphins, a Jeep safari tour, scuba diving, shark feeding, and of course as he put it, “lots of naked bow-chick-a-bow-wow” time. I burst out laughing when he said it in a little song and gyrated his hips at me.

  I couldn’t be more in love if I even tried. This man has given me my life back. He has given me a second chance. My only worry now is that he will want a kid someday and that is something I probably cannot give him. It is something I would give my soul to have but alas it won’t happen.

  Decker seems fine with not having a kid of his own. But I know all men would love to have a son of their own. Someone to teach to play ball. Someone to carry on the family name. A child of your own to hold and love and raise and teach your family morals to.

  Adopting is a choice we have. Maybe even using a surrogate if we want to. But then I would never feel the joy of my belly swelling as Decker’s baby grows inside me. As I bring the life of his child into this world. The joy I had when I found out I was pregnant with Josie I probably will never feel again.

  A tear runs down my cheek and I quickly swipe it away before Decker notices it. For now I’m just going to enjoy this beautiful island, my beautiful husband and they way he loves me.

  “What’s the matter baby?” Decker asks as he wipes away a tear running down my cheek that I missed trying to hide them.