Saving Axe (Motorcycle Club Romance, Cowboy, Military) (Inferno Motorcycle Club)

by Paige, Sabrina

  Inside, one of the other girls who had been there longer, a girl from Kayin state, just like us, spoke to us in hushed tones. She knew Thai - English, too.

  “They call this place a finishing school,” she whispered. “They will teach you things.”

  “What kind of things?” I asked. I gripped Lily’s hand, looking down at her. I feared for her.

  “You will see,” she said.

  “How long have you been here?”

  She shrugged. “A long time.”

  “Have they hurt you?” I asked, but I wasn’t sure I wanted to know.

  She looked away. “You must do as they say,” she said. “If you do not, the men will take you away. They will take her away.”

  “But what is going to happen to us?” I asked. “What do they do with us?”

  “No one knows,” she said. “Not exactly. There are rumors of what happens to us after we leave this place. Rumors that say this place is only the beginning. That there are worse places than these.”

  “What rumors?” I asked. “Please, tell me.”

  “You will be here for a long time,” she said. “They will teach you...things. Some of the girls, they teach them everything. How to...be with a man. Some of the girls, they do not touch...down there. Only everywhere else.”

  I shook my head. It was not possible. Not for me. Not for Lily. She was only a small child. “No,” I whispered. “This cannot be true.”

  She looked at me, and behind her eyes I saw nothing. It was blank. “You must take yourself away when it happens,” she said. “In your mind. It is the only way you can keep yourself safe.”

  ~ ~ ~

  How many months later it was, when I was selected, I did not know. I had lost track of time. Days, months...it could have been a year. Time blended together, an endless sea of lessons. They taught us English, Thai. Taught us how to eat and drink with fine china, sitting at a table with tablecloths and silverware so elegant that they seemed to be made for a Queen. Of course, it was all pretend. The plates held tiny servings of rice and a vegetable curry they fed us, small portions so we would not gain weight. I was always hungry.

  And then there were the other lessons. The ones I couldn’t think about without feeling the pain that made it difficult to sit. One of the other girls, Yamin, said we would be kept virgins, that there was a price for us. They did things to me, though. Everywhere else.

  Lily was no longer herself. At night, when she would crawl back to her cot, huddled into a ball, I would climb into her bed, hold her tiny body close to mine. At first, she would cry. But after a long while, she no longer cried anymore.

  I no longer cried anymore.

  I wondered what hell could be worse than this.

  ~ ~ ~

  The day Lily hung herself, I died inside.

  It was after a particularly brutal lesson. I had held her, like always, my heart no longer torn in two each time I saw what had happened. I imagined that my heart had built up callouses now, that it was no longer vulnerable to seeing this type of suffering. I could barely feel pain anymore.

  That was what I thought.

  Until later.

  I was the one who found her, hanging from a beam, the sheet she had used as a noose wrapped around her neck, her face slumped forward. The stool she had stood on wasn’t even kicked out from under her. She had no second thoughts, even at the end. She hadn’t even tried to stand on it, to save herself from death. She had only wanted to die.

  I didn’t think my heart could break anymore. But that day, it did.

  Everything around me shut down when I saw her. I was in a tunnel. I could only see her, straight in front of me.

  Lifeless.

  Broken.

  I heard myself wail, then, this sound that rose up from the depths of my soul. I ran to her, my arms wrapped around her legs, trying to lift her up. Screaming.

  I was pulled off her, ripped from her by the women who came running. The women who ran the place, who colluded with the men who stole away the most vulnerable parts of me.

  They yelled at me in Thai, dragged me from her.

  Left me wailing on the floor when they took her body away. I lay there, a broken heap.

  What happened to me didn’t matter anymore.

  Now I was dead inside.

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  Sabrina Paige writes about smart, sexy women and the hot alpha males who love them. Outlaw bikers, cowboys, and military men make her swoon. She has found her own happily ever after with her active duty military husband and adorable toddler.

  Saving Axe is the second novel in the Inferno MC series. If you liked this one, you might enjoy Taming Blaze, book one in the Inferno MC series, featuring Blaze and Dani!

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