Holly's Heart Collection Three

by Beverly Lewis

  “My parents would never have done that to me, and we had two new babies at our house,” she said.

  Paula and Kayla Miller, our twin girl friends, had been listening. But when they spoke up, it was obvious they weren’t exactly on my side, either.

  “Perhaps you’re getting yourself worked up over nothing,” Paula suggested.

  Kayla nodded. “Once the baby comes, you might surprise yourself and be willing to share your room. Who knows?”

  “I doubt it,” I replied. “How would you like to go home to the sounds and smells of a newborn while you’re trying to write a novel or figure out the latest mumbo-jumbo algebra problem?”

  Paula’s ears perked up. “Did I hear you correctly? Did you say you’re writing a novel?”

  I shrugged. “Well, it’s not actually a full-blown one. It’s more like a novella—you know, a mini-novel.”

  Andie whipped out her pocket dictionary, an English class requirement, and read, “A novella is a short novel.”

  “Okay, Miss Know-It-All.” Reaching for the dictionary, I read the definition for myself. “Yeah, I guess Webster’s right—that’s what I’m writing.”

  Andie slipped the tiny dictionary into her shoulder bag. “Okay, that’s settled.” She propped her elbows on the table, leaning over next to me. “So . . . when do we get to read your masterpiece?”

  “Maybe never.”

  “C’mon, Holly, you know you need a second opinion,” Andie said. “We’re precisely the ones to give it.”

  Paula and Kayla were nodding their heads. “What could it hurt?” Kayla said. “We wouldn’t think of being hard on you. We give our solemn promise.”

  Paula picked up her sandwich, inspecting it as she spoke. “Maybe the manuscript will turn out to be absolutely perfect, and then, when we tell you so, you’ll decide to dedicate your first published book to us.”

  “Hey, I like that,” Andie chimed in. “Will you please dedicate your book to your best friends?”

  I giggled. “You guys are too much.”

  “Well, if you won’t let us read it, will you at least tell us the story line?” Paula asked.

  Andie whispered, “Is it a romance?”

  Paula and Kayla leaned in, waiting for my response.

  “Definitely, it’s a romance. But I can’t tell you anything more.”

  “Aw . . .” Andie groaned. “Don’t keep us in the dark like this.”

  “Why not?” I said. “Are you worried that I’ll be old and gray before I ever find a publisher? That you’ll have to wait forever to read it?”

  “No way,” Paula said. “You’re a good writer, Holly-Heart. I’m positive you’ll land a publisher.”

  Kayla smiled. “Want to know what I always read first when the school paper comes out?” Paula and Andie were nodding their heads in agreement. “It’s the ‘Dear Holly’ column. I simply adore the way you answer those letters.”

  “You’re very clever,” Paula said. “No editor in his right mind would abandon the opportunity to work with such a talented young author.”

  “Girls, girls,” I said, blushing. “Enough.”

  We ate in silence for a few moments, then Paula brought up the fact that Marty Leigh’s next novel was coming out soon. “Did you see the poster in the window at Explore Bookstore?” she asked.

  Andie answered for me. “Boy, did she ever. You should’ve seen Holly hanging out the window, drooling all over the side of the bus.”

  “Not quite.” I laughed. “But I am counting the hours till Saturday.”

  “So are we,” the Miller twins chorused in unison, which didn’t happen often, but when it did, we always got a kick out of it.

  “Speaking of Marty Leigh,” Paula said, “did I tell you about the cool letter I received from her?”

  “You actually wrote to Marty Leigh?” I was in shock.

  Kayla grinned. “I wanted to, but Paula had more courage. So she wrote for both of us.”

  “I’ll bring the letter tomorrow—actually, it’s a newsletter highlighting the next books in her series, but she also sent a personal reply in her own handwriting!”

  Now I was leaning forward. “You asked her questions?”

  “My letter to her was almost like an interview by mail,” Paula replied. “I couldn’t believe it—she went through them one by one and responded to every question. It was astonishing.”

  “Wow, you’re not kidding,” I said. “Do you have any idea how many fan letters she must get every month?”

  “Probably tons,” Kayla said.

  Andie was eating quietly, obviously not interested. Of course, if Marty Leigh’s mysteries had included romance, she would’ve been hooked.

  “Tell me some of the questions you asked her,” I said, dying to know.

  “Well, Kayla inquired about her favorite foods, hobbies, things like that, but I asked how she got started writing.”

  I was all ears. “What did she say about that—how she got started?”

  “Her grandfather was a journalist,” Paula continued. “She’s quite certain that she inherited his love for the printed word.”

  “Wow,” I said. “When did she first get published?”

  “I asked her that,” Paula said. “She said she’d had a short story published in a regional newspaper when she was only thirteen.”

  “Hey, just like Holly-Heart,” Andie piped up. “Remember that cute story you wrote?”

  Of course I remembered. It was my very first byline, and in the very teen magazine Marty Leigh had helped to launch, too. You never forget fabulous stuff like that.

  “What was the title again?” Kayla asked.

  “ ‘Love Times Two,’ ” I said. “About two girls liking the same guy.”

  “It was fiction but actually based on the true story of Holly and me—and our crushes on Jared Wilkins,” Andie reminded them.

  “Thank goodness those days are long gone,” I said.

  “But Jared’s still in love with you,” Paula blurted.

  I shook my head. “So he thinks. Please, don’t remind me.”

  Andie played with the gold chain at her neck. “How’s Sean Hamilton these days? You two still writing?”

  Andie hadn’t asked about him for several weeks. I figured she had at last come to grips with my long-distance friendship.

  “Oh, Sean’s great,” I said. “In fact, he’s coming to ski here next month—maybe Valentine’s week.”

  “Woo-hoo!” Andie cheered. “Just in time for Holly’s fifteenth birthday and her first real date.”

  “That’s right,” I said, grinning. “I’m saving my first date for Sean.”

  Andie was pretending to play a violin under her chin. “Aw, how sweet,” she sang.

  I didn’t comment. The girl had romancitis!

  “Is he coming alone?” Paula asked.

  “He’s bringing a group of kids from his church youth group— they call themselves Power House. The group’s just for sixth through eighth graders, and Sean’s one of the youth leaders.”

  “He sounds like a great guy,” Kayla said.

  “He is,” Andie said, probably referring to last summer, when she met Sean for the first time. “Hey, maybe our youth group should join them when they come. We could have a snow party.”

  Paula smiled, displaying her perfect teeth. “Maybe we should let Holly decide about that.”

  Andie and Kayla stifled their laughter.

  “Oh, c’mon,” I said, “there’ll be plenty of time for me to visit with Sean.” I gathered up the trash at our table.

  “Uh-oh,” Andie said, “sounds like they’ve got this visit all planned.”

  I felt my cheeks blush. Sean and I had discussed his trip here—in fact, we’d sent several letters’ worth of plans—emails, too. He was beginning to share more freely about his feelings for me. I, on the other hand, was careful not to seem too eager. Sean, after all, was older by almost two years.

  I wanted God’s perfect plan for me as far as the
boy I dated— and most of all, the man I would ultimately marry.

  Andie got up with her tray just as Stan, my brousin—cousin-turned-stepbrother—and two other guys walked past our table. Kayla glanced up, following Stan with her eyes. I wondered about it.

  Two years ago, when the Miller twins first moved to Dressel Hills, Kayla had confided in me about Stan. She’d had this major crush on him back in Pennsylvania, where the Millers had lived in close proximity to Uncle Jack’s family, long before Aunt Marla passed away.

  After the funeral, months later, Kayla’s father encouraged his friend and prospective business partner, Uncle Jack, to move to Colorado for a fresh start. Kayla was thrilled to discover that Stan was attending the same school in Dressel Hills.

  For the longest time, I thought she’d given up on Stan. But just now, the way her eyes lit up when he passed by, I had a feeling she wasn’t exactly over him. I decided not to say anything, though. Kayla was supersensitive.

  Quickly, the Miller twins and I gathered up our trays and carried them to the kitchen, where Andie was waiting.

  “Have you told Sean about your mom yet?” Andie asked.

  “You mean about the baby?” I frowned. “Where in the world did that thought come from?”

  Andie tapped the top of her dark, curly head. “I was just wondering. Sean seemed like a kid-crazy sort of guy when we were out in California, remember?”

  She didn’t have to remind me. Sean’s married brother had two kids. In fact, Sean wrote often about his niece and nephew.

  “I’m sure I’ll be telling him soon,” I found myself saying, wishing Andie hadn’t brought up the topic just as we were heading off for fifth hour. I’d had a tough enough time concentrating during my morning classes. I couldn’t afford to space out during French. The new dialogues were getting harder and longer this semester, and our teacher, Mr. Irving, wasn’t as lenient about prompting us these days.

  Le bébé. French for the baby. I’d have to get used to the baby idea eventually. Maybe saying and writing the words in another language would help.

  Then again . . . maybe not.

  EIGHT IS ENOUGH

  Chapter 6

  After school I headed for the public library several blocks from the high school. I hadn’t been able to focus on my writing since last Sunday, when the baby news had been heralded at dinner. I was eager to get going on my project again.

  Among the rows of tall bookshelves and long study tables, I began to work on my novella. Okay, fine, I thought, getting serious about chapter eight of my book. Only four chapters to go. When the first semi-polished draft was finished, I would go back and fill in, delete, tighten, and refine. Who knows, maybe I’d get brave and try to find a publisher. Mrs. Ross, my English teacher, had mentioned certain publishers who wanted only works by young people. Maybe I should talk with her further.

  Unfortunately, I was going to have to deal with a new baby brother or sister in the next few months, and that could hinder me from completing the book. Maybe, if I was lucky, I’d finish it by the time I was twenty-something. By then, though, those publishers searching for young authors wouldn’t want to see my work. Nope. I’d be too old for them and probably not old enough for the other book publishers. Sigh.

  I jumped right in where chapter seven left off. My main character, Julianna, had just received a letter from her boyfriend, Christopher. As I wrote the lines, I thought of Sean. In no way did I want this story to be about him and me, fictionalized or not. I scratched out what I’d written and started over.

  Thirty minutes later I stopped writing and was tempted to reread what I’d written. A mistake for me—deadly, actually—in terms of slowing me down and putting my mind in the editing mode. My creative side would get bogged down; I’d lose my flow. But my curiosity won out, and I went back and read each word, scrutinizing the whole.

  None of it, however, was working. I was a perfectionist when it came to writing. So, discouraged and not looking forward to those inevitable baby discussions at home, I decided to stay right here and switch gears. I decided to write a letter to Sean, even though Mom would be wondering where I was. We had this after-school phone rule at our house. If any of us was going to be gone longer than one hour after school, Mom expected to be informed.

  I’m not sure why I didn’t get up right then and call home. Something in me lashed out in defiance. I ignored my better judgment and stayed put.

  It was time Sean heard from me about the latest turn of events at the Meredith-Patterson residence. Actually, I wouldn’t have been too surprised if he’d already heard the news. Sean attended the same church as Daddy, and Daddy’s mother, my grandma Meredith, still kept in touch with Mom. No doubt, Mom had phoned my grandparents with her news.

  I took a clean piece of notebook paper out of my three-ring binder and began to write.

  Tuesday, January 16

  Dear Sean,

  Hey! How’re you doing? I’ve been wanting to write for a couple days. Bet you’re having great weather there. It’s cold and snowy here, but what can you expect this close to the continental divide?

  My algebra grades are up now, but I still have to work hard at keeping them there. Sometimes I wonder how this kind of math is ever going to help me as a writer. That is, IF I ever get published again. Maybe I’ll need to know algebra when it comes time for me to double-check my royalty statements someday. Ha!

  Not long ago I read about five well-known authors and how they worked. One said that getting published the first time was relatively easy, but the second and third time he really had to work at it. I can’t help but wonder how I ever landed that first story with Marty Leigh’s cool teen magazine. Right now, if I didn’t have the published story to prove it, I’d probably doubt it ever happened.

  By the way, my favorite author’s next mystery is due out this Saturday. I know you aren’t interested in books for teen girls, but my friends Kayla and Paula Miller and I are going to be the first ones at the bookstore when it opens! Andie, on the other hand, says she’s sleeping in—she couldn’t care less about mysteries.

  I stopped writing, wondering how I should tell Sean about Mom’s baby. There wasn’t any creative way to say it, I decided, so I picked up my pen and flat-out informed him.

  I wouldn’t be surprised if maybe Daddy’s already heard this news, so you might know about it, too. My mom’s expecting a baby at the end of April. It’s not all that surprising, really, and I should’ve guessed Mom would want more kids, but when reality hits you in the face, you have to be ready to pack up and move out of your bedroom. Yep, most likely I’ll have to give up my private domain.

  Can you believe it? How would you feel if this were happening to you? But then, there are only two of you in your family, and now, since your brother’s much older and married with his own family, you probably feel like an only child. Right?

  Writing this, I stopped and thought of Andie and the many times she’d remarked about what great fun a big family would be. A lot she had to learn. Big families were okay, but when eight people were crammed into a house built for four, even with a new addition, the result was sheer frustration.

  Mom and Uncle Jack, however, never seemed to notice how stressful life at 207 Downhill Court had become. Is that what happened when people fell in love? They blocked out the negative parts of their life altogether?

  I finished off the letter to Sean, trying very hard not to sound like a whiny, spoiled brat. Packing my schoolbag, I headed for the library doors.

  At home, Mom was sitting on the living room couch trying her best to follow crocheting instructions for a yellow baby sweater and booties to match. Carrie and Stephie were helping her roll the brightly colored yarn into a smooth, round ball.

  “You’re late,” Mom said as I flung my coat onto a hook in the hall closet. “And you didn’t call.”

  “Lost track of time.”

  “We have an understanding in this house, Holly-Heart.” She looked at me with accusing eyes. “That rule has
been a long-standing one. You know better.”

  “Sorry.” I took off for the kitchen, not waiting for her response.

  “Excuse me, young lady.” Mom only used those words when she was upset. “I’m not finished with you.”

  I crept backward through the dining room and into the living room. Carrie was covering her mouth with her hand. Stephie, too, smirked, watching my every move.

  “Pull up a chair,” Mom said to me. “Let’s talk.”

  “Not in front of them,” I sneered, shooting darts at the would-be roommates of my not-so-distant future.

  “Holly Suzanne Meredith!” barked Mom.

  Quickly, I sat down in the rocker. “I’m sorry.”

  “If you don’t follow rules, you know there is always a consequence.’

  I nodded. “I’ll try to do better next time.”

  Carrie opened her mouth. “If there is a next time!”

  Mom shushed my sister and turned to me. “This is serious business.”

  “Well, I think it’s time we cancel out some of those little kid rules,” I pled my cause. “I’m a freshman now.”

  “Rules help families run more smoothly,” she said, obviously not eager to lay down her defense. “I’m willing to compromise, perhaps, but not do away with the rule completely. Letting me know your whereabouts after school hours is still essential, even during your high-school years.”

  “Can’t we talk about it, at least?”

  “Your stepdad will be home for supper; we can discuss it then.” End of discussion, she’d evidently decided, and she went back to her precious crochet hook and baby project.

  “I’d rather not talk about this in front of the whole tribe,” I spouted.

  Mom’s head shot up. “Tribe? Since when do you refer to your family that way? Holly, what’s gotten into you?”

  “I learned it in government class,” I said glibly. “A tribe consists of more than one family with common characteristics and interests, although in our case I’m not so sure.” With that, I got up and walked out of the room.

  I could still hear Mom calling for me to “come back here— right now, young lady” as I slammed my bedroom door.