Finding Nova

by Belle Harper

  I saw Noah following Ezra into the room.

  “Yes,” I replied, a little nervous at what he meant. I quickly glanced outside, but all was clear.

  Ezra sat down on his mattress. It had been in the same position next to mine all week, and I enjoyed having him so close to me. I enjoyed them all if I was honest. Even Colton.

  “Did you want to watch first? Or did you want to be a part of everything?” Colton stepped up closer to me. I could smell him, he had a bath today. They had soap that had this sweet smell to it.

  Did I what? Oh, God, it is actually happening. Now!

  “Um…both?” I answered. I didn’t know what I wanted right now. This was hard because I had never actually had sex with anyone for the sake of being with them. I did it to survive, and now that I had an option, I was not sure what I was supposed to do.

  “It’s okay, you can watch me if you want.” Noah wiggled his brows at me as he came closer and sat down on my mattress. I couldn’t stop the smile from spreading across my face. He always seems to be able to make me smile and laugh.

  One thing these guys hadn’t done was touch me. I didn’t count when Noah grabbed me when I tried to escape or when Ezra held me while I cried that night. No, they hadn’t even tried to do anything sexual, which had been a relief but also, I didn’t know how to show I wanted them too. I understood that Noah and Colton had their own thing, which was fine with me. But I really felt like I had a connection with them all. I wanted them all if I was being honest. Which was new for me. I shouldn’t want to be with three men at once should I? But this…was happening.

  Ezra looked over to me, his eyes finding mine. He cleared his throat and asked. “Are you a virgin?”

  I quickly shook my head. “No, I have had sex. I…I worked sometimes for food.”

  Colton made a sound, and he didn’t look pleased. He shook his head and quickly added, “Sorry, I didn’t mean it like that. I understand the need to earn for food. Now that you’re here with us, you will never have to do that again, I promise, Nova. You don’t have to do anything with us you don’t want to do. So, if this is something you don’t want, you just speak up at any time and we will stop, okay?”

  He was so sexy as he ran his hand through his hair. And licked his lips.

  I wanted this. I wanted to feel with them. I wanted to be with them. “I want this,” I said and Colton stalked over to me, it made me tingle with nerves the way he moved towards me. Lightly touching my shoulders, he pulled me to standing. He pushed my hair behind my ear and ran his thumb down my cheek to my jaw. He leaned in so close that I could kiss him. His warm breath fanned over my lips as I ran my tongue over my bottom lip. My stomach fluttered. I missed kissing. I looked up into his eyes. They were smiling down at me.

  “You can take what you want from me, Nova. If you want to kiss me, just do it.” His voice so husky and deep. I didn’t give myself a chance to second guess. I leaned in and lightly touched my lips to his. I felt his tongue against the seam of my mouth, and I opened to let him in. Our tongues clashed with each other. His hand moved from my shoulder to the back of my head as he deepened the kiss. I arched my body into his, wanting to get closer. I could feel the hard planes of his chest, and the tell-tale sign he was turned on was hard against my stomach. I slowly ran my hands down his back as he pulled me in harder and we were lost in the kiss. In each other.

  When we pulled back for air, he gave me the most brilliant smile, one that I had never seen on his face. Colton needed to smile more often I decided. I was so turned on, I could feel the wetness slicking between my legs.

  Colton pulled me over to the mattress that Noah and he shared and sat me down.

  “Noah, would you like to kiss Nova? She is an amazing kisser.” Colton pulled on Noah’s top to bring him closer, and the look he gave me was so cute. I had seen him kiss Colton, but his eyes were wide as he looked so unsure of himself.

  I decided to take control of this kiss. I grabbed the back of Noah’s head and pulled him toward me. Our lips met. His were a little softer than Colton’s. I ran the tip of my tongue against his bottom lip, and he opened for me. I pushed my tongue inside and met with his. At first it was a little awkward, but he finally relaxed into the kiss. I looked to see his hand hovered near me, but he didn’t touch me. Colton took Noah’s wrist and placed his hand on my shoulder. I giggled a little; it was so cute. Here was this big guy, and he was nervous to touch me. I pulled away and licked my lips.

  “I like kissing you, Noah,” he blushed and shyly looked away. But the smile on his face said he liked kissing me too. My chest felt warm as my heart raced happily. I wasn’t sure if he only liked guys or if he liked girls too. I guess he liked us both.

  Feeling more confident I called out to Ezra. I reached my hand out to him. He slowly made his way over. He looked to Colton and then back to me. He gave me a small smile as he dipped his head down.

  I reached out for him again but when he didn’t come closer, I went to him.

  “Ez, you want to say anything?” Colton asked him. Ezra looked up to me with those amazing eyes. The blue one peering into my soul every time he looked at me. He rubbed the back of his neck and bit his lower lip. I smiled when I saw he was even more nervous than Noah was. He cleared his throat and quickly looked up to me.

  “I…I’m new at this, Nova,” he muttered out. He looked down again, and I understood what he was saying. If he was anyone else, I wouldn’t have believed him, but Ezra was the type of guy who would never visit a brothel. He had never been with a woman. And I wouldn’t change that for the world. I want to be all his firsts. And all his lasts.

  I leaned into him, holding his knees for support and gently placed a kiss on his lips. I moved in closer until I was straddling his lap. My hands went to his face and pulled him in to kiss again. His arms wove around me as he pulled me closer and our tongues met. He tasted like sugar. So sweet that I wanted more. My body started moving against his, and I could feel his hard cock straining to get out of his pants.

  I reached down between us and palmed him through his pants. He shuddered and pulled back from me. Shit. I didn’t realize how forward that was. His brows were bunched together and he was taking deep breaths. He gave me a crooked smile that sent tingles down into my core. “I want to keep going, but I…um. Yeah I won't last if you keep doing that.” Colton and Noah chuckled at Ezra. But that gave me confidence, that I could work him up that much. I must be doing something right.

  “Let’s get undressed.” Colton suggested and I peeled myself away from Ezra and sat down beside him.

  I watched as Noah stood up and took off his shirt and shorts fast. He stood there watching me, he was completely naked. I trailed my eyes down his very muscular body, his cock was reaching for the stars. He was big all over, and he looked pretty proud of his body as he flexed his arms and stroked his cock lazily a few times. He chuckled and I looked back up to his face, he winked at me. And I couldn’t hide the blush spreading across my face. Yeah, I was staring at his cock, I can't help that my eyes were drawn to it.

  Colton stood up next and just dropped the shorts in one quick sweep, he ran his hand down his chest and cupped his balls, my eyes followed his hand. I quickly looked away from Colton to Ezra, who now had his top off. He stood up and paused as he looked down to me. I winked at him, and he gave me the most bashful smile. He took his pants off slowly, it was an impressive show from all of them.

  Wow. I sat back to take them all in. They all had amazing bodies and I couldn’t wait to touch them all. I stood up and stepped closer. I reached out and gently stroked my fingers across Ezra’s abs. He tensed and his cock bobbed at me. I stepped back smiling at the movement.

  “I guess it’s my turn now.” They silently nodded.

  I had not shown them anything since being here, always making sure the door was closed when I bathed. And I was a little nervous if I was being honest, about what they would think about me naked. I took in a deep breath and lifted my top up first. Hesitating ov
er my head a little longer before I saw their reactions to my breasts. They might not be much, but they were more than I’d had before.

  I dropped the shirt on the floor and put my fingers on the draw string on my pants. I glanced up at them, the looks on their faces made my heart pound and a flush of warmth spread all over my body. I slowly untied the draw string and my pants slipped to the floor without any effort.

  All of their eyes were now freely roaming over my body as they just stood there. I suddenly felt self-conscious as no one had said anything. And quickly covered myself with my hands.

  “Hey,” Colton said as he stepped forward and placed his hand on mine, the one that was covering my breasts. “You’re so fucking beautiful, Nova. Seriously, I was just so turned on that I lost all words.”

  14

  Ezra

  I stood frozen on the spot after Nova ran her fingers across my skin, I could still feel her touch linger. I didn’t know what to think when she got naked. I don’t think my brain was working anymore, but my body sure was. My cock grew harder, I wanted to touch myself but I really would come if I did. I had seen some magazines with naked women, well what was left of the pages. So, I had seen a woman naked before, but just not in the flesh. I was worried she would think I was strange being a virgin. I didn’t know why—I just assumed. Which was stupid I know, I was just full of nerves and excitment. But she seemed to like kissing me. I know sure did enjoy kissing her. Now she was naked… And my heart was pounding. I wanted to please her and make her moan like she did when she touched herself. I just didn’t know how.

  “Come here, sweetheart.” Colton brought her down to sitting and lowered his hand to us. Indicating he wanted us to get down on the mattress too and not be standing here like assholes staring at her.

  “Nova, you are seriously beautiful,” Noah told her as he reached out to her. She took his hand and smiled up at him. I could sense she was a little nervous. I wanted her to feel more comfortable, but I didn’t know what to say right now. Noah could make everyone feel comfortable.

  “Okay, boys,” Colton said from behind her. She let out a small giggle at the word boys.

  “Nova calls all the shots, okay? If she says no, it’s no. You need to stop. If she screams yes, keep doing that because it means she likes it. But she is going to tell us how fast or slow she wants to go here.”

  Colton nodded to her and she smiled shyly. Taking a deep breath, she looked to all of us now on our knees. Noah couldn’t help himself as I saw him from the corner of my eye stroking himself again.

  “I would like the same as what Colton did for Noah. I want to have sex and enjoy it.”

  We all nodded. But we didn’t move from where we were. I think we were waiting on her to start or do something. Well I know I was.

  Noah put his hand up with a big grin on his face. “So, can I ask a question?” I hid the smile that grew on my face. Trust Noah to break the silence.

  Nova nodded as he asked, “Can I like see where my cock goes? So, I don’t mess this up,” he quickly added at the end. Colton sputtered out a laugh and slapped Noah on the shoulder. I coughed a few times from the shock at what he had just asked. But that’s Noah for you. He had that big dopey grin on his face.

  “Shit man, you won’t mess this up.” And Colt pulled him in and kissed him hard.

  “So, how do we start this?” Nova asked as she glanced around at us. Colton took charge, pushing her gently down onto her back and kissed her. He ran his hands up the outside of her thigh and across her belly until he cupped her breast and started massaging it with his palm. Pulling at her dark-pink-colored nipple with his thumb and forefinger. He pulled away from her lips and trailed a line of kisses to her earlobe. She gasped as she arched her chest into him, her hand found his back as she ran her fingers down then up. She grabbed his arm, pulling him in for another kiss. He moaned into her mouth then reached out his hand towards me. Colton turned and pulled me toward Nova without breaking their kiss. Taking my hand he placed it where his just was, on her soft breast. His teeth playfully nipped at her lower lip then kissed her again. When he saw I wasn’t moving, he placed his hand on mine and started moving it.

  Colton was teaching me how to please her, and I was grateful for it.

  I saw Noah move to the other side of Nova, and Colton shifted his weight so he was now sitting away from her. Noah bent down and latched his mouth onto her other nipple, and the sounds that came from Nova spurred me to do the same. I watched Noah lick and suck, and I did the same. She grabbed my hair and pulled me in closer. Her breast was so soft, yet her nipple was hard.

  Colton pulled us away and chuckled at Nova’s cute little whine.

  “Spread your legs for us, beautiful. I want to show these boys what a real woman looks like.” Nova was flushed and breathing heavily. She looked incredible and with her snow white hair all fanned out behind her. It matched the curls between her legs. And when she opened her legs, exposing herself to us for the first time, I could see her slit glisten in the fading light of the evening. I licked my lips, my hand found my cock and couldn’t stop myself from stroking it. I had to pinch the head of my cock to stop myself from coming.

  “That’s it, Nova. Shit, you’re so wet, babe. Can I touch you?” Colt hovered close to her as she nodded. He spread her open more. He gently ran his thumb over the top of a bump. Nova shivered and clenched her fists by her side.

  “Is he hurting you?” I asked worried.

  She shook her head and looked over to me with a lazy smile. “It feels good, it's my clit. That’s how I touch myself.” And she let out a moan as Colt sped up his movements. Fuck, if this was what she was doing to herself, I really needed to pay attention so I could do it for her.

  “Watch, boys. See how wet she is? It means she is ready. She needs some cock. Don’t you, sweetheart?”

  She nodded and moaned again. “I want you to fuck me.” She bucked her hips in the air at Colt, and he didn’t have to be told twice. He moved his index finger down lower and it disappeared inside her. Then he brought it back up and swirled it around her clit again. She was so wet.

  “Fuck, Nova, you’re so tight. I can’t wait to fuck you. But I think Ez here needs to fuck you first.” And everyone looked to me.

  Huh? Me? My stomach fluttered and I felt hot all over. I thought Colt was going to keep showing me, that he would fuck her first.

  “Ezra,” she whispered to me, her hand reaching out. Shit. I couldn’t say no to her. I never want to either. The way she was looking at me with those eyes... Colton pulled his hand away and sucked the wetness from his finger and thumb. Holy Shit, he was tasing her. I moved towards her as I took his place. I looked down at her, my fingers trembled slightly. I didn’t know where I should start. Colt grabbed my hand and moved it towards her and Nova giggled.

  “Here.” She took my hand from Colts. I think that helped my nerves a little me. She placed my index finger on her little bump.

  “That’s my clit. It’s super sensitive. Okay? That can bring me to orgasm. But so can this.” And she pushed my fingers through her slit. It was warm and wet. I could smell her, her arousal, as she pushed my finger into her vagina. At least I knew what that was called. I was not totally dumb when it came to women. Fuck, Colt was right that was so tight. I didn’t know how I would fit in there.

  “I’m…I’m too big,” I stammered, trying to control myself, before my cock exploded right there with only my finger inside her.

  “No such thing, Ez. You can fit. You have seen me fucking Noah. It’s the same thing… Just different hole.”

  I had watched them fuck before. I would never tell them that, they knew I heard them but I should never have watched. That was private, intimate. I lowered myself down between Nova’s legs, and her small hand grabbed onto my cock. It felt so good I bucked into her hand, needing the friction.

  “Fuck, I’m sorry.” I told her, embarrassed that I just did that.

  She just smiled and pulled me down onto her. She kissed m
e, her tongue danced with mine as she wrapped her legs around my ass and pulled me even closer. I looked down between us. I could see my cock in her hand as she stroked it a few times before she aimed it between her legs. The head of my cock felt the warmth of her body as her legs pulled my ass towards her, my cock sliding into her.

  “Fuck,” I hissed as I felt her warm tunnel grasp onto my cock like a fist. I held still for a moment. I didn’t want to move. I was scared if I did I would come instantly, and I wanted to please her first. She needs to come first.

  “Ezra,” she whispered into my ear as she licked the tip of it then sucked my lobe into her mouth. My whole body was alive, my skin was so sensitive as she ran her fingers down my back.

  The other two sat back from us and didn’t speak. They let us have this moment to ourselves. I slowly pulled out and then pushed gently back in, fascinated at the way her body and mine were connected. Like one. Like we were made for each other. Holding still I let out a deep shuddering breath, trying my best to stop myself from coming too early.

  I have fallen so hard for this woman.

  She reached down between us and started rubbing on her clit as I started to move again in a slow but steady rhythm.

  “Yes, fuck me harder.” She groaned, and I pumped harder, my balls slapping against her ass at every stroke. She started making sounds that she had made the other day when I watched her, those sounds told me she was close. I grabbed her cheek and kissed her. It was rough, but I wasn’t able to think as I was so close to coming. But I was trying to hold off for her.

  “Fuck, I’m going to come, Ezra. Keep going, I need more.” And with that it was like a strike of lightning went off in me, and I shifted up and held onto her hips. I started moving and pumping at a different, deeper angle, which seemed to do the trick as her face fell into blissful orgasm, and her body grew so tight around my cock that when I came. I saw stars. It was euphoric.