Finding Nova

by Belle Harper

  “Holy shit,” I breathed out. I could feel her muscles tightening around my finger.

  She moaned and rocked her hips into my hand. She reached behind her and stroked my cock, and my body bucked on its own into her fist, straining to keep her touch on me.

  “I think someone is ready for a little more fun.” Colton spoke with a wicked smirk.

  She turned to Colt who kissed her hard. She then looked down at me through half-lidded eyes. Grabbing my wrist, she pulled my finger from her sex and moved her body, hovering over my cock as she aimed it up into her heat. My heart started to hammer in my chest and the nerves bubbled up again.

  “Do you want me?” She asked as she hovered there, tucking some long strands of hair that had come loose behind her ear.

  I swallowed and nodded. Yes! I wanted her. Of course I did.

  “Say it,” she demanded, rubbing my cock along her wet slit.

  My throat felt so dry when I spoke. “I want you, Nova.”

  She lowered herself down, taking me all in. It felt like my cock was in a hot-wet fist. Fuck me, this is amazing. My hands moved to her hips as she started raising herself and then lowering down again slowly. I watched as her body took all of me. The vision alone had my balls tingling. I was not going to last much longer.

  Colt was smiling at me from the side. “Fuck, you two are so hot,” he hissed out as he stroked himself faster.

  Holy shit! Colt was getting off on us.

  I moved my hips up to meet hers, finding a rhythm. She grunted in time with my cock disappearing between us. I wasn’t going to last long, and I really wanted her to come with me.

  “I…I need… I’m going…to.” It was hard to talk, to think. But Colt understood me. He came over and rubbed his hands down the side of Nova. Down to where we were joined. She gasped and bucked forward as I watched him rub his thumb on her clit. It didn’t take long after that for her to come as I chased right after her. The aftershocks from my orgasm rippled through me.

  “That felt amazing.” Nova whispered as she lay on my chest. I didn’t speak, I couldn’t even if I wanted too. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her back before I felt the bed jostle.

  “Ready for more, sweetheart?” Colt said from between my legs. She glanced back and chuckled. I could feel her laugh as my now softening cock popped out from the warm embrace of her sex.

  “I take that as a yes.” Colt moved up to her, placing one hand on her lower back. She arched her chest into me and her hips went up towards Colt. His head dipped low between our legs, and I felt his warm tongue skate up my balls. I moaned at the feeling. His tongue left me and Nova was now moaning. When he came up, he licked his lips and bent over her.

  “You taste so fucking good, sweetheart. A little of Noah and a little of you” he growled into her ear as his eyes found mine with a dirty smirk. He then moved back and slipped into her sex, her hands grabbed my arms to hold herself steady. I kissed her and took everything she gave me as Colt rocked into her over and over.

  “You like that, don’t you?” he asked. Nova moaned into my mouth, unable to answer. I ran my hand down to grab her ass cheek. Colt placed his hand on mine and held onto me. I looked up into his eyes as he watched me.

  “Do you trust me?” he asked her again. She whispered yes as he grabbed her hair up in his right hand and pulled her head back. Her neck exposed to me, I took advantage and kissed and sucked there. He reached down and kissed her roughly.

  “Suck Ezra’s cock for me, sweetheart,” he demanded. His voice was rough with need as he slammed himself into her over and over. Ezra hesitated beside the bed. She reached for him and he went to her. Like a moth to a flame. I could see her big eyes looking at up at him. She licked her lower lip and then the tip of his cock. She swirled her tongue around his head then took him in half way.

  It didn’t take long before Ezra held her head and started fucking her mouth. She gagged when he went too deep. He freaked out that he had done that and he tried to pull away, but she smiled and held onto him, only taking half of him into her mouth. I would have to show her how to suck cock without gagging. Ez is bigger than Colt but not by much. I felt myself getting harder by watching the show right in front of my face. Then one by one they came. Nova collapsed on my chest, and the only sound in the bunker was that of our heavy breathing.

  “Fucking hell, that was intense,” Ezra huffed out. And we all laughed.

  25

  Nova

  The days started to blend into each other until weeks had passed. Noah and I spent a lot of time playing Trouble when Colton and Ezra went to get supplies. Noah always chose to stay with me. I worried that it was his head, but found that he usually stayed behind when they went to trade. I loved having Noah with me. I learned about his dad and what had happened to him. How they all ended up together. How he and Colton became more than just friends. Everyone loves a good love story.

  Colton told me when I have sex with Noah, that I had to take charge. Noah loved being told what to do. And I enjoyed it. It was true; he loved to be bossed around, but Noah could do things without being told. Like right now he was flirting pretty hard. And he was very confident with his body. And who wouldn’t be with a body like his.

  I wasn’t so sure what was going on with the four of us, but I knew it wasn’t what people would call normal. I felt like this was the new normal. Well for us it was. Growing up I’d always wished I could one day find a man and get married. Even now with the way the world was, I still wanted that. I would love to have children, but I also didn’t and wouldn’t bring them into this. That was why when I never got my period, I was grateful. It was a constant reminder of how babies were not supposed to be in this world. Now that choice has never been an option, it made me feel better. Especially when I was having as much sex as I was right now.

  “Do you think…like what we are all doing…is it like wrong?” I hesitantly asked Noah. I felt like with him being the same age as me, well close enough, he might see the world differently. Like me. That it’s changed and relationships were not the same as they used to be.

  He shrugged and then smiled, giving me those cute dimples. “I know it’s not what my parents had. But with the way everything is now, it would make sense for a woman to have more than one boyfriend. Or husband. As long as they are a family and everyone is happy. I think what we are doing is right…very right.”

  I leaned over and kissed his cheek. Which led to kissing his other cheek. I hesitated at his mouth, I wanted to kiss him so badly but before I could do anything, I pulled back. I didn’t know if that was allowed. Like could we do stuff without the other two here? When we all touch, kiss and have amazing sex, everyone was here, together. Always as a group. And I didn’t want Colton or Ezra to be upset if Noah and I did something without talking to them first. We really needed to talk about…well, us.

  “We all need to talk when they get back, about us and what it is we all are.” I told him, he gave me a worried smile, so I tried to reassure him with mine. But I was exhausted and really wanted a clear head when they got back so I went and had a short nap.

  “Hey, sleepyhead.” I turned to see Ezra sitting on the bed, smiling down to me. I rolled over and hugged him tightly around his waist. I worried so much when they were gone. Like way too much. Noah always told me they would be all right, but I needed to see them in the flesh to know they were.

  “Colton?” I asked as I sat up and looked around the bunker.

  Colton smiled as he walked over, taking his time. He knew I wanted to hug him, but he liked to make me suffer a little longer. Tease. He gave me a small chaste kiss and pulled back with a grin. “Close your eyes, sweetheart.” I closed them without thinking. He took my hand and placed a small kiss there and then something hard that felt like a ball.

  Ezra beside me whispered, “Open your eyes.”

  When I did, I looked straight down at a red apple. My eyes pricked with tears, I hadn’t had an apple in what felt like forever. “How did you get it?�
� I looked back to Ezra who had the biggest dopey grin on his face. I nudged him with my shoulder, and he kissed my cheek.

  “We just did. And you’re welcome. Now take a bite. Tell me how amazing it is.”

  I giggled as I thanked them. Noah joined us on the bed, a total bed hog he was, sprawled himself over my legs. I slowly took a small bite. The crunch of the fresh apple was amazing—it was juicy and tart. I passed it back to Colt and he shook his head.

  “No, sweetheart, it’s just for you. We wanted to get you something special.”

  “You already did. You got me a bra, which almost fits. You didn’t have to get me this. I want everyone to enjoy it with me.” I pushed it back to him. Shaking his head, he nodded to Ezra, who didn’t complain as he took my hand in his. Taking only a small bite, he hummed with appreciation.

  “Noah?” I handed it to him. His bite was huge. I laughed as Colton made a not too happy sound. Lastly Colton took a bite and smiled to me.

  “This makes me happy,” I said. The smile on my face, echoed around me on theirs.

  How did my life get this good?

  26

  Colton

  “I have something I want to talk to you all about. And, well, I think…no I need to talk about this.” Nova sat up straighter on the bed.

  Shit, this doesn’t sound good. I knew the bunker was small, and I really didn’t want to keep us here much longer. But it was the safest place right now for her. Until I could find us somewhere safer, I didn’t want to leave.

  “We are listening,” I told her. Noah grabbed her hand and squeezed it. She took a big shuddering breath. Did he know what she was going to say. My stomach dropped. Fuck. She wanted to leave us. No, she can’t just leave us. She was a part of us. We were a family. Without her we wouldn’t be whole again.

  “I just wanted to talk about all of us, and what we all are. Because we haven’t said anything or discussed it, and I want everything to be…clear. What it is we all are. Together?”

  My heart stopped and then started again. I let out a deep breath and grabbed her free hand.

  “Oh, sweetheart, you had me worried for a minute there. I thought you were going to ask to leave us. Thought I might have a heart attack.” I joked with her. Giving her a cheeky wink.

  She shook her head and let out a small giggle and then Ezra spoke next.

  “We are a family, all of us. Including you.”

  She nodded and looked to Noah. He cleared his throat. “What Nova is trying to say is, that she wants to know like are we all her boyfriends? I already told her I was. But she wants to know ’cause, well, she is worried that it’s not…um normal?” Noah kissed her hand.

  “Okay,” I started…trying to think of the right words. “I guess when I was younger it wasn’t exactly normal. But then what is? I know of religions where men had multiple wives. So it’s like the opposite. There aren’t enough women left for every man to have one woman. You could have your pick of any man, but if you’re willing to have all of us as your partners, your boyfriends. Then I know I speak for us when I say we want you for our own. It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks.”

  The guys huddled closer, and we all closed in around Nova and held her. She started crying and I wasn’t too sure if they were happy tears. Or if I had said the wrong thing. I wasn’t the best at this stuff.

  “I love you,” Ezra whispered to her. “I always will. I want you as my girlfriend.”

  She pushed us back a bit giving herself room to breathe. Wiping the tears from her face, she looked at each of us. “I love you all. I want you all as my boyfriends.”

  We all breathed a sigh of relief and hugged her tight.

  Later that night, Nova came to speak to me privately. About being with each other when one or two of us are not here. I felt a rise of jealousy in the pit of my stomach, but I pushed it down. If we were going to make this work, then there probably should be a more clear understanding on our relationship. As much as I wanted to say we all should be together, I knew if I could have her alone, I would. But then how did she feel if I was with Noah without her? We had not touched each other alone since that night we almost lost him. But that didn’t mean I might not want to in the future.

  “Are you okay with me and Noah? Or is that something you want us to do with you only?” I knew she wouldn’t say no. But I wanted to hear it from her.

  Shaking her head, she said, “No, I want you two to be together with me and without. You had something before I came here. I love what you have. I like watching too.” She giggled as I winked at her. She scrunched up her nose slightly when she was thinking, it was cute. “I think it's best that we all tell each other, though. No secrets. Like if I was with Noah today, while you and Ezra were out. Would you like it if I told you, or not?”

  I thought about it then nodded. “I think it is a great point, maybe at the start as we are all getting used to it I would like to know.” I admit. “Let’s tell the other two, they are giving us funny looks from other there.”

  Nova giggled and that really had Ezra’s ears pricked. Noah just lazed on the bed with an eyebrow raised and a smirk. I rolled my eyes. And Nova laughed. “Come here Ezra, and puppy.” And I laughed too. That nickname is too funny not too.

  Later that night while we were laying in bed, I turned to see Nova still awake. Ezra and Noah had been asleep for a while already. She smiled and shrugged “I shouldn’t have had that nap, being down here it’s hard to track the time of day.”

  I really didn’t want to keep her down here forever, if anything I would love to go back to our old house. But that wasn’t possible. But I knew we couldn’t stay here too much longer. This wasn’t living. “I heard of a place. I don’t know if it is true, but I want to find it. For us.”

  She leaned in close to me and whispered. “Eden?”

  I leant back and glanced at her in shock. She knew about Eden?

  Her faced beamed. “That’s where I was going. With Kevin. We can be a family there.”

  I agreed. We needed to find it. So we could really start living.

  27

  Nova

  We set out three days ago. The weather had been changing. It was getting cooler the farther we headed north. Colton had heard of Eden in Lovell. The Eden that Kevin and I had been seeking when we left Bakersfield. The women in the brothel had told me of it. That some woman had escaped from Bakersfield and left to find it, a place where women weren’t treated like slaves or whores. Where they lived freely with their families. That’s all I know about Eden. But it already sounded amazing.

  “There, I see a place up ahead.” Colton turned to me and pulled my hat down tighter and then tucked any loose strands of my hair into the shirt that was covering my head and hair. He wrapped my mouth and nose with the sleeves. If anyone saw my hair, they would know I was a female. Or at least assumed that I was. I wished I could dye it a color other than the white it was. I wished for my old brown locks. But with the shirt covering me, it looked like the masks the guys pulled up over their mouth to keep the dust out. I looked just like another man in their group. A small man. They boxed me in as we walked toward the town in the distance. Colton Leading. As always.

  My stomach was churning so badly when we got to the gates that I thought I was going to be sick from nerves. This place reminded me of Bakersfield, except it looked smaller.

  “What’s your business?” the scruffy man standing at the gate asked us. His chest puffed out to seem more intimating.

  Colton stepped up, opening up his backpack. “Trading and get a room for the night.”

  The scruffy man looked back to us and then down into the backpack. “You wanna go through the main street and turn left to trade. There are a few places here you can stay. Maybe ask for the Fort Hotel. They have baths and you look like you all need one.”

  Colton nodded as we all followed him in. I could see the guys were all on edge. Shit, we all were. This was dangerous but we were running out of food, and it was better for us to stay t
ogether. I didn’t want to be waiting and hiding while they traded. I looked down at my feet and tried to stay small next to Noah. Ezra was bringing up the rear. I watched Colton scanning everything and everyone as we walked through the main street. There were men everywhere, calling out to us to trade for their goods.

  We stopped and Noah held my arm as Colton and Ezra haggled and traded a few things they had taken with us from the bunker. Once they had finished, Colt nodded to us as we followed again. Ezra again took up the rear.

  “We are going to get a room for the night,” Noah whispered to me. I nodded back and looked to the ground as we walked.

  When we finally stopped on the outskirts of town, the wall that surrounds this town was pretty worn in this area. There was a brick house that, in truth, looked decent. Colton hopped up the steps and knocked.

  An old man opened the door.

  “Yes what can I do for you?” he asked. Colt gestured to us and then explained we were looking for a room. He held out a few items for trade. The old man looked at it all and grabbed something out.

  “That’s for one night. One room,” Colton agreed to the deal, as we followed the old man inside the dark house.

  “Fuck. I don’t want to do it again tomorrow. So we need to leave early. I will go out and see if there is a quicker way to the front gate. You all stay here and don’t leave. I will return with some hot food. Keep quiet.” We all nodded to Colton as he left the room, Ezra Locked the door behind him.

  We all looked to the stained double mattress on the floor. I didn’t want to touch it. Most of the stains looked like they were sex stains. Gross. Noah picked it up and flipped it over. It didn’t look any better on that side.