NECROM

by Mick Farren

  In some respects, the Portal itself was something of an anticlimax after all the buildup. Gibson was too far gone at that point, and had been through too much, to be overawed by a ring of megaliths, no matter how ancient or how large. He had seen Stonehenge and the Great Pyramid and the ruins at Nazca, and his only thought on approaching this stone circle on the orange hillside was the mundane cliche: When you'd seen one, you'd seen them all.

  The procession halted, and Nephredana turned to face him. "From here, you go on alone."

  Gibson hesitated. He might be beyond fear, but that didn't mean he was about to rush into whatever foolish shit was going to present itself. In many respects, it was like going on stage. At that instant when he went to step into the lights, it had always been the very last place in all the world that he wanted to be, and yet he was in such a transcendental position of no turning back there was no choice but to go on. On the stage, though, the adrenaline pumped and the crowd howled and the show started and the orgone high came along and carried you away with it. There among the tall blue-gray megaliths, he didn't know what was going to come along and carry him away.

  He looked back at Nephredana. "What am I supposed to do now?"

  "Just walk forward to the center of the circle."

  "On my own?"

  "This is as far as we go."

  Gibson drew two, quick breaths, sighed, shrugged, and then marched smartly forward, talking to himself like whistling past the graveyard. "What the fuck, let's get to it."

  When he reached the center of the circle, the worst possible thing happened. Exactly nothing. Zip. Sweet fuck-all.

  "Fucking great. Now start jerking me around. I guess that's a god for you."

  Gibson had a sneaking feeling, however, that it wouldn't stay nothing for very long, and, in around twenty seconds, he was proved right. The world started to revolve. Like a broken wheel, with him at the hub, the huge, hundred-ton stone columns began to move as one, spinning the hillside around him. He looked for the small crowd of idimmu but they had vanished. The megaliths were now moving faster, circling him at a gathering speed that was already turning them into a blur. It occurred to Gibson that perhaps he was being a little subjective about it all and that it was actually him doing the spinning. He should have felt dizzy but he didn't. For one thing, he was too busy watching the ground at his feet become transparent. He hadn't experienced anything like it since the time back in the seventies when he'd accidentally OD'd on PCP by mistaking it for cocaine and making a pig of himself.

  He seemed to be floating very slowly down into a long spiral shaft, a virtual kaleidoscope of light, that extended deep into the unnatural bowels of the Hole in the Void. It was as if George Lucas had made a deluxe, no-expense-spared version of The Time Tunnel. Dark loops of crackling energy revolved around him, and beyond them, the wall of the shaft danced with multicolored patterns and images. The air was filled with bizarre snatches of sound, voices and music and sounds that Gibson couldn't begin to identify melted and blended as though all the broadcasts in a hundred dimensions were trying to crowd onto the same single wavelength. The deeper he sank, the louder the sound became. At first it had been an easily ignorable background buzz, but it rapidly increased both in volume and intensity until he felt as if he was being impaled on a column of white noise.

  And then it all stopped, and he was alone in total darkness, with his ears ringing and his eyes straining for dancing afterimages, and he realized that he was falling. He opened his mouth to scream but the void snatched away the sound. Points of red light flashed up past him, and they made the sensation of falling even worse. How the hell did astronauts ever get accustomed to free-fall? Of course, astronauts knew, at least intellectually, that the ground wasn't going to come up and smash them to pulp at any second. Gibson had no such consolation.

  And then the red lights were corning up more slowly, as though he was slowing down. Could he be dropping to a soft landing? He hit before he even expected it, no bump, just a cessation of the falling sensation and the world expanding laterally in two ripples of light.

  And then he was in the landscape, a place of hanging mist and rocky spires, pristine uneroded geology and billowing vapors. He was standing on a flat tabletop mesa of white crystalline rock, looking across a wide valley to a horizon that was shrouded in cloud, breathing deeply of the seashore smell of ozone that was carried on the wind. At regular intervals, somewhere deep within the clouds, flashes of gold fire would briefly erupt, like infant volcanoes venting their heat and infusing the layers of mist with bright luminous refractions. With each gout of flame, the faint reek of sulfur wafted past Gibson, and he had the distinct feeling that he was in a place where time was just beginning, a world that was before protozoa, let alone dinosaurs.

  "This must be the world when it was young."

  "Apt, don't you think?"

  "What?" Gibson spun round but there was very little to see, although something was definitely there, a disturbance, a wavering of the air about four feet from him across the flat, deck-like top of the mesa.

  "I remarked how apt it was, a newborn world waiting for the second birth."

  Gibson took a step back; his mind was suddenly bristling with feral animal fear. Something that had been keeping him calm had released its grip, and he was poised to run blindly with no thought of the consequences. "Who or what are you?"

  "That's not an easy question."

  Gibson swallowed hard. "Are you Necrom?"

  The infant volcanoes all went off at once, and sheet lightning flashed across the sky with a single clap of thunder.

  The voice came again. It was a male voice and hardly godlike. "Am I Necrom? Now, that is a truly impossible question, particularly when so much still sleeps. Am I a separate entity or merely a detachment of the whole? I would imagine that question could be pondered by generations of philosophers without their coming to a satisfactory conclusion. Such is the complexity of Gods. Look on me as a messenger, if it makes it any easier. A herald, an angel, if you like."

  Even Gibson wasn't buying this. "One of Necrom's angels?"

  "Hark the herald angels sing."

  "I'm getting the feeling that I'm being fucked with."

  "Perhaps I should slip in a mortal form so you don't start being difficult."

  The figure that appeared looked like a young debonaire Cab Calloway in a white tailsuit, white tie, and fistful of diamond rings. A small white table appeared right beside the figure, on which was an ice bucket that contained a chilling bottle of champagne. The figure lifted the bottle from the ice. "Drink?"

  Gibson realized that there was going to be no way to short-circuit the foolishness and all he could do was to go with it.

  "Delighted."

  Cab Calloway plucked a glass out of the air, filled it, and handed it to Gibson. "Your health."

  "Drinking champagne in hell?"

  "What makes you think this is hell?"

  "I was sent by demons, wasn't I?"

  "If you'd prefer it…" Cab Calloway snapped his fingers. The two lateral ripples of light came again, and, in the blink of an eye, Gibson was in a fourteenth-century hell. The terrain was much the same-he and Necrom's messenger still stood side by side at the top of a rocky promontory, looking out across a wide valley-but now, instead of mist and crystalline rock formations, it was a bubbling cauldron of red fire, hot slag, and belching black smoke that made Gibson gag. All through this blast furnace of a nightmare, miserable snaking columns of pleading naked people were being herded by fearsome misshapen devils armed with pikes, pitchforks, and a whole array of spiked devices for which there were probably no names. The heat was unbearable and the continuous sound of screaming rolled around Gibson and the messenger like a hot howling gale. The messenger had become one of the devils, no longer Cab Calloway but a classic Beelzebub, towering over Gibson, horns, goat legs, shaggy red fur, reptile skin, and glowing feline eyes. "Now you really are drinking champagne in hell."

  Gibson looked down at the
glass in his hand: the champagne was coming to a boil. That was too bad, it had tasted like a good vintage. Horny fingers snapped again and slavering fanged mouth curved into a grin. "Or maybe this would be closer to your taste…"

  The lights rippled outward, and Gibson was in an art-deco Hollywood heaven where mirrored pillars rose from a bed of fleecy clouds and a glass staircase was draped with blond Busby Berkley angels in diaphanous shifts who wore tinsel wings and sang elevator harmonies into a sky of truly monotonous blue.

  "Okay, okay, I get the point. Everything is just an illusion."

  Snap, flash, everything changed.

  They were back in the primal Valley of mist and crystal, and Cab Galloway was laughing at him. "Even illusion is a very inexact word. If you accept the idea of illusion you also have to accept the counterconcept that somewhere there exists a solid reality and you, if anyone, really ought to know by now that is not the case. How would you feel about another glass of champagne?"

  Gibson nodded, going with the flow. "I'd like another glass of champagne."

  "Even though it's only an illusion."

  "I've already told you you'd made your point."

  Necrom's messenger refilled Gibson's glass. "You seem to be getting a little impatient."

  "I thought I'd been brought here for a purpose."

  "Indeed you have."

  "All I've seen so far are party tricks."

  "That's because my function is to keep you amused."

  "I don't understand."

  The messenger produced a second glass out of the air and poured himself a drink. "I know that you're in a place that you're absolutely incapable of understanding, and very frightened, and the preparation you went through for this probably led you to expect the worst. Believe me, I understand your fears and I must compliment you on how well you're standing up to them."

  "Are you going to tell me what you have in store for me, or just leave me hanging?"

  "That's the terrible secret, Joe. Nothing is going to happen to you. At least, not in the way you imagine it. No fiery pits, no laser dissection, you're not going to be impaled on a shaft of burning chrome. To be truly precise, what's going to happen to you is already happening."

  Gibson turned, looking around helplessly at the- mist-shrouded illusion world. "This is it?"

  "You are a specimen, Joe, a sample if you like. Maskim Xul was motivated to bring you here."

  "Who the hell is Maskim Xul?"

  The messenger made a small, apologetic bow. "I'm sorry. You know him by his new name. You know him as Yancey Slide."

  "So it was Slide pulling the strings? He was behind it all?"

  The messenger shook his head. "Slide was only a part of a very complex selection process."

  Gibson blinked. "I was selected for all this? Right from the start?"

  "A great deal of care was taken in designing the test program that made sure you were the right one."

  Gibson felt himself starting to lose it. "Test program?"

  "A progressive filter system that, in the end, came up with you."

  Events had come full circle and Gibson had returned to the perpetual unanswered question. "But why me?"

  "In the beginning, you attracted attention because your behavior, your musical career had made you stand out from the rest of your kind."

  "I didn't stand out that much. I wasn't president or anything."

  "In that respect, you were just plain unlucky."

  Inside the clouds, an infant volcano spouted golden flame.

  "Unlucky?"

  "You stood out from the crowd, but you had also put yourself in a position where you wouldn't be particularly missed if you were taken to another dimension or, as you are now, to a place beyond the multidimensional universe. As with so many things in the affairs of your species, the root cause of the chain of events was really a matter of happenstance."

  Gibson paused to sip his champagne. He needed time to think, to make sense out of what was going on. He wasn't too optimistic about his chances, however. "I thought it was the stream-heat who first latched on to me."

  "They were allowed to believe that and, indeed, they did play a very useful part after they'd been panicked into believing that you were somehow crucial to their so-called war against Us, and they involved you in that ludicrous conspiracy in Luxor with your dimensional counterpart."

  " A whole country got itself nuked to hell on account of that."

  "That's why We had to motivate Yancey Slide very quickly to get you out of there. Such a catalyst potential had to be examined."

  "And how did you motivate Slide?"

  "Slide believed that he was following the Prophecy of Ami Enlil, but, in fact, he was actually running the tests on you to determine if you were in fact the specimen we required. The idimmu are easy to control. They are, after all, Our creatures."

  "What about all the people who died?"

  "Your species spends half its time dying. It's really no concern of Ours."

  Gibson slowly shook his head. "This is all too much."

  The messenger's voice was very quiet. "It's only a tiny part of it."

  A faint flush of silent lightning flashed across the sky, and Gibson stared silently across the valley. The messenger took a step toward him. His voice was almost sympathetic. "I wouldn't try to comprehend it, Joe. You can't. You're no longer in the reality of men and it's really no disgrace not to understand."

  "You still haven't told me what's being done to me."

  "What happens to a specimen, to a sampling? You're being tested, analyzed, typed, recorded, and inspected. Right now, we are making an evaluation of everything from the mutating microorganisms that infest your body to the conditioned responses of your subconscious. Everything about you is being absorbed and considered. We know your childhood memories and your DNA codings, the weaknesses in your immune system, and the capacity of your paranoia."

  Gibson was starting to become alarmed. "I don't feel anything."

  "There's no need for you to feel anything. Would you rather you were stretched out on a cold steel table with tubes up your nose and electrodes in your brain?"

  "No, but…"

  "And stop all the self-pitying nonsense about why me, why me. It's you and them were the breaks. Things could be a lot worse. And also don't flatter yourself, there are thousands of you from as many dimensions being tested in the same way. Much has changed in the time We've been dormant and there is much that We have to know before We can plan Our waking behavior."

  "You make it sound like I'm being fed into a giant computer."

  The messenger shrugged. "Think of it as market research of the gods if it helps you accept your situation."

  "Who says that you're gods? All this god talk only started just recently. Before that, everyone called you a superior being."

  "Isn't a superior being a god to the inferior being? Go ask your dog."

  Gibson was gripped by the flash of heady, self-destructive rebellion. "Yeah? Well I ain't no dog and I don't see you as a god."

  The messenger's eyes hardened, and Gibson realized that his rebellion may have been a very bad idea. This was confirmed when lightning lanced across the clouds, chased by an extended and deafening clap of thunder, and even the ground trembled. The messenger's voice deepened and intensified to one much closer to Gibson's expectations of Necrom, the kind of voice that biblical prophets must have heard when they went one-on-one with Jehovah.

  "WHAT'S THE MATTER, LITTLE MAN? DON'T WE MEASURE UP TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS OF A GOD?"

  Gibson was so afraid that he responded by blurting out the absolute truth. "I never heard of a god who went to sleep for fifteen thousand years."

  The messenger's voice instantly returned to the way it had been. "That is a weakness."

  Gibson realized that he had possibly spotted another weakness. Necrom, or at least this part of Necrom that he was being allowed to experience, could get angry, could come near to letting go of its control. He had a strong feeling that
it had come close to blasting him. How was that possible? It shouldn't be possible for him, Joe Gibson, alcoholic and washed-up rock star, to spot a weakness in a being that was so powerful that it could alter his reality on a whim. It was only then that another, even more terrifying thought struck him. If it could read his mind…

  "Of course We can read your mind, and that is an avenue of thought that We would advise you to avoid."

  A long silence passed before the messenger finally offered the bottle of champagne again. "Refill?"

  Gibson held out his glass. The champagne bottle appeared to remain perpetually full, and, as the messenger poured, Gibson asked a question. "You keep referring to yourself as 'We,' as though you were some kind of composite being."

  "We are, for the moment. Only when the waking is complete will we achieve Our Full Singular Wholeness."

  "And what will happen when you are fully awake?"

  The messenger winked. "That's something you will have to wait and see."

  "Yancey Slide seemed to think…"

  "The idimmu are tough and cunning but they suffer from a great narrowness of vision. They believe that our return will make things as they were fifteen thousand years ago. I can guarantee that this will not be the case."

  "Can I ask one more question?"

  "It hasn't stopped you so far."

  "What's going to happen to me?"

  "You will eventually be returned to your dimension of origin. It may be necessary for you to remain here for a while until an unobtrusive reentry cover can be devised, so you're not seen to simply appear out of nowhere. We assure you that, in the meantime, you will be quite comfortable."

  "How long will I have to stay here?"

  "It shouldn't be more than a couple of weeks, as you perceive time."

  Gibson nodded. "I guess I can handle that."

  The thought occurred to him that, if he was placed in the right illusion, it might even constitute a well-earned rest. The messenger winked. "Look on it as a rest, Joe."