Chronicles of the Infected Trilogy Box Set [Books 1-3]
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Hayes nodded. It made sense. He just hated to see a target escape.
“But, sir, the information she knows, the things she’s heard us say–”
“I won’t tell anyone,” the woman lied. “Please, I just want to get out of here.”
“For Christ’s sake,” Eugene continued, “she won’t make it past the fence. Just be done with her.”
Hayes hesitated.
This sucked. But he had his instructions.
“Fine.”
She backed away, both of them keeping their guns aimed, keeping their targets in sight.
As soon as she reached the corner of the building, she turned and ran.
Eugene stood. “See to it that all other government personnel are killed in the outbreak. We can’t have any more loose ends. There can be no one she’s able to talk to that would listen.”
“Roger, sir,” Hayes confirmed, watching the woman grow smaller in the distance, toward the mass of infected surrounding the compound.
Toward an imminent, undoubted, certain death.
Chapter Five
She had no idea where she was going. What she was doing. Why she was there.
She knew what she’d heard. What they’d said. Although it was hard to decipher their vague comments whilst fearing for her life, she’d acquired a general understanding that she was sure only touched the surface – but what little she knew was still enough to terrify her.
Was it really them?
Had they caused the outbreak?
And would anyone believe her if she told them?
Doesn’t matter.
Not important right now.
The foreseeable future was about survival. That was it. Living, that was all that mattered.
She reached the fence. It was leaning toward her, bustling under the pressure of so many of those… things. She’d faced one of them, one that had terrified her, almost taken her life – now here were hundreds. Their hands reaching out, as if they could smell her blood, smell her fear.
What were they going to do with her should they get her?
A bullet whipped pass her shoulder and into the head of one of them, a few metres across the fence. Then another bullet. And another. And another.
She looked above herself, to the building. Snipers. Taking them out. Of course, it made sense – if this was their concealed location, their place of secret operations, they would want some of the infected to remain at the fences to keep people away; but not enough to break them down.
It would only be a matter of time until the snipers were told to target her.
She ducked to the floor, as if that would do anything. She ran to the shelter of a vehicle, yards away, an army jeep left discarded.
She focussed on her breathing.
Her adrenaline, she could not control. Her fear, she could. She had to remember that. She had to master it if she was going to survive. Push herself in a way she’d never been pushed.
She closed her eyes.
Focus on the breathing. That comes first. Need to breathe, or it’s no use. No breath, no life.
Easier said than done. She was hyperventilating, wheezing against her lungs. But they were her lungs, and she needed to control them.
In. Out. In Out.
That’s it.
Big, deep intake, long breath out.
She put her hands against her chest, felt her lungs inflate, deflate, her breath sucked in, then released.
That was it.
Her breathing was done.
She opened her eyes. Not just a gradual lift of her eyelids – she whipped them up like a bullet. That opening of her eyes sparked a sudden change; it was the match that lit the fire, the curling of the fist that struck the face, the roar of the war cry.
She changed. In that moment, her whole personality, her life, her abilities, transformed in the speed of her racing heart.
This suit she wore did not define her. It wasn’t even close. It mattered not.
She removed the blazer. Discarded it.
What was that beneath it?
A nice, flowery blouse with a frilly pattern over the buttons?
Fuck the frilly pattern.
She straightened the sleeve. Ripped it. Tore it right up to her shoulder, where she pulled the entire sleeve right off. Then she repeated this with the other.
She undid the bottom few buttons. Ripped the circumference around the base of her breasts, throwing the useless material to the side, revealing her untouched navel. Minutes ago, she would never have had the shrewdness to reveal such a thing in public; she was too insecure about it. It bore stretch marks from a brief period of being overweight as a child, and it bore the scar of a belly ring she’d had during a vaguely rebellious adolescence, it even bore a few rolls when she crouched down – fuck those marks, fuck that scar, fuck those rolls – but, most of all, fuck that girl who sought the shadow of her peers to hide the timid wretch in the dark.
That person died in that pit.
She stood.
Ripped off those skin-coloured tights.
Ripped a slit in the side of her skirt. Exposed the outside of her thigh. She needed to run. A pencil skirt was useless to her.
And, if she needed run, she was not going to do it with heels.
She took them off. Looked them over.
Those heels were quite sharp.
She held a heel in either hand.
She looked to the infected clambering for her.
She climbed the vehicle. Prepared her jump over the fence. Held her arms out, forming a crucifix with her body, clutching the weapons in her hand that had so far only given her cramp in her feet.
She screamed. Leapt. Landed amongst them.
They reached their arms out for her. Fought against one another to reach her, to grab her, eat her, taste her, find her.
She stuck the first heel into the throat of the closest infected.
She unseamed the next from its belly to its throat, its guts falling down her legs, sliming, dripping, painting her red.
Minutes ago, she would have gagged. Not anymore. Blood suited her. It was her colour.
She stood.
They surrounded her.
It was time to fight.
And, honestly, she kind of liked it.
After
Chapter Six
There was no light. No natural light, anyway. Just the harsh sting of artificial luminosity, the fluorescent fake white of the dim bulb above.
Gus couldn’t remember how long he’d been staring at it.
He was sure it was weeks. It felt like years, but it couldn’t have been. He knew that was in his head. When you’re laid there, doing nothing, day after day, those days can drag, and when days drag, they turn into longer days, and they can trick your mind.
Tricks of the mind were his biggest enemy. He had to try and resist them, try not to fall into a spiral of madness induced by his immobility.
Any bustle of noise outside the room perked him up. He didn’t even care who it was who came to visit him anymore. Doctor. Nurse. Someone coming to torture him. Hell, he’d take a dinner date with the infected if it cured his solitude.
He never thought he’d hate being alone.
He’d made a habit out of it.
But two people had changed that. His two friends. Sadie. Donny.
And where were they now?
Probably trapped somewhere else within the building. If they were even alive.
The last time he’d seen Sadie, she was being tortured. Eugene Squire had restrained him and forced him to watch, forced him to be a voyeur until he gave up all he knew about Sadie’s existence. Who she was. What she could do.
He’d said nothing.
But Gus knew Eugene was nobody’s fool. They both knew Sadie was a remarkable girl; yet it had appeared at the time that Eugene hadn’t learnt just how remarkable she was.
By now, that was probably no longer the case.
Then again, why else would Eugene keep Gus alive, except in
hope that Gus might let on what he’d seen Sadie do? That he might spill his knowledge in hope of being put out of his misery?
After all, Sadie could be the key to everything. Whilst she appeared to be the daintiest, most fragile girl there could be, she most definitely was not. She hadn’t the verbal ability of a human – in fact, there was very little human about her at all. She moved like a predator and attacked like a beast. Yet, there was something more than feral. She was like one of the undead, except she wasn’t. She had survived her blood mixing with the infected without turning. The infected were strong and fast – but she was stronger and faster.
Her abilities surpassed theirs.
Gus knew there was something about the way she had reacted to their blood. He didn’t know what it was, but he knew it was crucial – most of all, he knew he couldn’t let Eugene know. Otherwise both he, and probably Sadie, would be killed.
She may be being tortured, but at least she was alive.
So, he said nothing.
He had to say nothing.
But the longer he said nothing, the longer he was left alone to wonder – does Eugene know?
And Donny. Where was Donny?
He hadn’t seen him since they’d arrived. Since they had willingly walked through the doors, under the pretence that he was delivering Eugene’s beloved daughter, whom he had saved from London – the hive of the undead. A pretence that turned out to be a lie.
That girl, that sweet, innocent little girl he’d rescued from London – Eugene had shot her in the head before Gus even had an inkling they were being betrayed.
All of it had been for nothing. The drive to London, getting into the quarantined city, fighting against thousands of the infected to get the girl out – for nothing.
Then again, no. It hadn’t been for nothing. This was worse than nothing. Nothing would have been stuck in his old flat drinking himself to death. Nothing would be remaining in the peacefully ignorant life he’d been in before all of this happened.
No, he’d pretty happily take nothing at that moment, rather than having to lay there day after day, knowing nothing about where his friends were, or what was happening to them.
He lifted his head. Peered down his body. Still no leg.
Sometimes, he convinced himself it was because his leg had gone numb. That it was all a dream. That he’d wake up the next morning, look down and see it, relieved the dream wasn’t true.
But it wasn’t a dream.
It was gone. The bottom half of his right leg. From the knee downwards. All that was there was a stump.
It made sense, really. He had been shot in the leg years ago in Afghanistan, and the bullet had remained lodged in his calf. In the end, he’d had to reach into his calf and pull out the bullet to shoot the cannibal that was trying to kill him and Donny. He couldn’t do such a thing and still expect the use of his leg.
How was he meant to get out of there?
Because, make no mistake about it – leg or no leg, he was going to get out of there. He fully intended to make his escape. Any moment now, he was going to take his opportunity and leave.
Only, he’d been thinking that since the first moment he had been restrained to this bed. His wrists, waist, and only ankle, were fixed in place. The room was like a sterile hospital room; it smelt of cleaning products, its walls were a blank white, and every day, they seemed to close in on him a little bit more.
The door opened.
His only two regular visitors entered. They visited three times a day. Meal-times. And neither of them ever said a single word to him, however much he tried to lure conversation out of them.
The first man was a guard. He held a gun, a large machine gun – Gus couldn’t make out the model – and he kept it fixed on Gus. Gus had read this guy’s name badge, back before he stopped wearing it, and it had said his name was Corporal Krayton.
“Corporal,” Gus declared. “So nice to see you again. How are we today? How’s the wife? How’s the kids?”
Krayton smirked a knowing smirk. A wide smirk, as if to say, you’re tied to the bed, I have the gun, why would I give a shit about how you taunt me?
“Yeah, I’ve just been hanging out, you know, the usual,” Gus continued. “Thought about going down the pub, but, you know, couldn’t get these straps loose.”
The second man was, Gus presumed, a doctor. A tall man with grey hair and stubble, his long, white coat trailing behind him. He sat on a chair beside Gus’s bed, took out some food smushed into a container, and placed it on a teaspoon. He held the tea spoon to Gus’s lips.
“This tastes like shit, you know that?” Gus said.
The doctor’s expression didn’t falter.
“Do I get to meet the chef? Say thank you? Or fuck you? You know, whichever comes to mind.”
The doctor didn’t move. Just kept the food out, ready, waiting for him to eat.
He put his lips around the food. Took it into his mouth. Locked eyes with the doctor. Spat it at him.
Krayton stiffened his grip on his gun.
If the doctor was perturbed, he didn’t show it. A flickering look of dismay passed his face, but it was gone in such an instant, Gus was sure he had imagined it.
Instead, the doctor took the food, stood, and walked out.
Keeping his gun aimed until the final moment, Krayton backed out of the room and shut the door. Gus heard it lock and he was alone again, alone with silence, and a fading, artificial light.
He wished he could wipe his mouth. When he’d spat out that shitty excuse for food, some had dribbled down his chin. He tried lifting his head and wiping his chin on his shoulder, but he couldn’t manage it.
He laid his head back. Stared at the ceiling. That same, white, damn, fucking empty ceiling. That same pathetic, ridiculous, swiney ceiling. The same ceiling he’d stared at for minute after minute after hour after God-knows-how-long because there was no sodding clock in there and all he could do was just stare, stare, stare, stare at nothing, try not to go crazy, stare at the ceiling, look at the light, look at the absence of leg, look at the empty room, always empty, forever empty, always forever fucking empty.
Ah, alone again.
With myself.
“Hello, darkness, my old friend…” he sang, hoping for a laugh at the irony, the good choice of song. But he didn’t even get an echo.
Just silence.
The same old silence.
Chapter Seven
Down the same blank sterile corridors, down the same neutral walls and marble floors, past the same men in lab coats and the women with glasses and pony tails pulled back, past the clipboards and the technology and the work – there was a darker side to the place that no one ever referred to. They all knew what they were doing was highly illegal and incredibly concerning. Everyone who worked there had a vague knowledge of what they were doing, but nothing specific. They were each a piece of the puzzle, and without all the pieces, they couldn’t see the big picture – but they could still see their own piece of the puzzle and recognise what kind of piece it was. What is was contributing. What it could mean.
They were all sworn to an unspoken vow of secrecy.
And no one ever left.
They didn’t even know if their families were alive. They didn’t even know the extent of the post-apocalyptic world beyond the fences; there was no visual memory they had that told them what they needed to fear. But they smelled it when they opened a window. They heard it when they closed their eyes at night. They felt it when they had a momentary glance into another person’s eyes. And, amongst all these thoughts and glances and concerns there was one unanimous comprehension: the world had changed. They didn’t want to venture out there. Perhaps they liked convincing themselves they were prisoners – it gave them an excuse to not brave the changed world. It gave them reason to stay in their squalid rooms. To think that maybe, just maybe, what they were doing had a grander purpose.
Denial seems like a stupid reaction to the casual observer. But, when you a
re in a life-threatening situation, it is a genuine defence the human mind uses to protect you. People can’t take the reality.
Ignorance is always easier.
And, if anyone chose not to be ignorant, to think that they may want to find their family, to stand up to Eugene Squire and General Boris Hayes and say that they did not want to continue as part of their operation – well, those people were few and far between. But one thing that was certain to anyone carrying out their work, whether they be a doctor, a physicist, a soldier, or just your regular, everyday torturer – those people who did object were never seen again.
Although, on occasion, a doctor, or physicist, or soldier, or torturer, would pause their work to glance out of the window at the distant fence and think, for a fleeting moment, that they had caught a glimpse of a missing friend’s familiar face amongst the mass of infected – though they could never be sure.
But the lack of certainty was enough to keep them in line.
So the cycle went on. They carried out the tests Eugene wanted, carried out the actions Hayes demanded, went every which way to please their every need – then just hoped and prayed that it was for a better cause than they believed it was.
Many of them were even under the impression that they were going to cure the infection.
Quite the opposite.
Any murmur of conversation promptly halted as those familiar footsteps were heard tapping down the corridor. People recognised them anywhere. They were loud, like clown feet, and they belonged to the prime minister. Funny, for a man with such a tight-fisted rule, the terrifying sound of him approaching sounded a lot more like the scuffle of a rat running from a bigger rat. His shadow, getting ever closer, grew bigger, but never loomed. Yet, as he marched around the corner with his crew in tow, people’s heads dropped and looked away. From behind their glass walls they continued in their laboratory, persisting in the tests he demanded they do, making sure he saw that they were hard at work.
In this instance, those footsteps stopped at the lift. Eugene swiped his card, entered a pin number, then selected to go down a floor – to the basement.