Heart of Texas Series Volume 1: Lonesome CowboyTexas Two-StepCaroline's Child

by Debbie Macomber

  “I didn’t mean to make us both fodder for gossip.”

  “I know you didn’t,” she said, her voice softening perceptibly.

  “You and I’ve been friends for quite a while now.”

  She nodded. “Very good friends.”

  Glen stuck his hand in his pocket and felt for the diamond ring. Holding on to it lent him the courage to continue. This was harder than he’d thought it would be, but too important to ruin with nerves. All he had to do was remind himself that this was Ellie, his longtime friend. In the years to come he wanted to be able to tell his children and his grandchildren about this day with the same sense of wonder and excitement he’d heard in his father’s voice when he’d relayed the tale of proposing to their mother.

  “Since your dad’s gone, I feel a certain duty to protect you.”

  “A duty?” A chill edged her voice.

  “Well, not a duty exactly. More of...an obligation to see that no harm befalls you.” He knew he must sound stilted, kind of old-fashioned, but he couldn’t seem to help it.

  “What do you mean by harm?”

  The hell if he knew. “Perhaps ‘harm’ isn’t the best word, either. I want to look after you.”

  “I’m not a child, Glen.”

  “No, no, I don’t mean to imply that you are.” He could feel the sweat starting to break out across his forehead. Working his way up to this marriage proposal was harder than freeing a stuck calf from a mud hole. He swallowed painfully as he prepared to continue.

  Ellie eyed him in consternation.

  “What I’m trying to say,” he started again, gulping down some air, “is— Oh, damn.” He catapulted to his feet, finding it impossible to stay seated any longer. “Listen, Ellie, I’m not good at this. I’m the one responsible for embarrassing you and—”

  “What the hell are you talking about?” she demanded.

  Glen paced the porch, walking past the soda machine several times. “It hasn’t been easy deciding what to do, I want you to know that.”

  “I’m not asking you to do anything.”

  “I know, but I feel responsible.”

  “Then I absolve you of all responsibility.” She waved one arm as if holding a magic wand.

  “It isn’t that easy,” he muttered.

  “What’s this all about?” she asked again.

  Glen tilted his head back and expelled a long breath. This wasn’t going well. He should have practiced on Cal first, at least gone over what he intended to say, sought his brother’s advice.

  Ellie had stood up, too.

  It was now or never. Taking the plunge, he squared his shoulders and met her look head-on. “I think we should get married.”

  “Married!” The word exploded out of her mouth. Almost as if she’d been struck, Ellie sat back down, gripping the sides of her chair with both hands. Then...she began to laugh. A deep robust laugh.

  Glen was deflated. This woman had a great deal to learn about a man’s pride, he reflected sadly.

  “You’re serious?” she asked when her laughter had dwindled to a low chuckle.

  “I have a ring,” he said, pulling it out to prove his point. He held it between index finger and thumb.

  Ellie’s eyes widened.

  Dismissing his earlier plan, he decided she should know the truth about this particular ring. “Actually I borrowed it from Cal. This is the diamond Jennifer returned when she broke the engagement.”

  She stared at him as if she hadn’t heard a word he said.

  “I couldn’t very well propose without a ring,” he explained. “If you don’t like it, you can choose another one later, although I’ve got to tell you I think Cal would give us a good deal on it. But I’ll leave that decision up to you.”

  Ellie blinked back tears and Glen relaxed. He knew once he got the word out, everything would be better.

  “Why now?” she asked, her voice cracking. “What made you propose today?”

  “We’re friends,” he said. “That’s one reason. I enjoy being with you more than any woman I’ve ever known. You’ve got a lot of excellent qualities and...” He was running out of things to say. “Basically it’s time.”

  “Time?”

  “To get married. I’ve been thinking along those lines recently—”

  “Because of Richard?”

  Glen had hoped to get through this conversation without any mention of the other man. He cleared his throat. “Not entirely.”

  Her responding smile was slight. “At least you’re honest enough to admit he has something to do with this.”

  “Hey, it wasn’t me who sat on a porch kissing one man and then having brunch with another the next morning.” He wondered how she’d have felt if he’d shown up at her house with another woman on his arm. She wouldn’t have liked it any better than he’d liked seeing her with Richard. He wanted to tell her that, but figured he’d come off sounding jealous. Hell, he was jealous.

  “You didn’t stick around long enough for me to explain.”

  “What was there to say?” It was obvious enough to Glen what had happened, and frankly he wasn’t interested in hearing the details. Anyway, that was all in the past. What mattered now was the future.

  “I’m flattered, Glen, that you’d ask me to marry you.”

  “What do you think about the ring?” He held it up so she could get a better view. Cal had spared no expense with this beauty, but Glen realized he’d prefer to have Ellie choose her own ring. Something unique to her. To them.

  Ellie’s hand closed over his. “Give the ring back to Cal.”

  “I’m glad, because I’d rather the two of us shopped for one together.”

  She shook her head. “I’m sorry.”

  “I said I’d rather the two of us picked out a diamond together,” he told her again, only louder.

  “I heard you the first time,” she said impatiently. “What I meant was that I’m sorry, but no. I can’t marry you.”

  It took him a moment to realize what she was saying. “You’re turning me down?” Each one of those words seared a hole through his heart. When he recovered from the shock, he asked, “Do you mind telling me why?” He had to know. Maybe he should have left things as they were, collected his shattered pride and gone home—but he couldn’t. “I...I thought we had something special.”

  “We do. Friendship. You said it yourself, remember?”

  He nodded.

  “I don’t want a husband who proposes marriage to me because it’s an obligation.”

  “I didn’t mean it like that.” His voice sounded odd to his own ears. A little ragged and faraway.

  “When and if I agree to marry anyone, I want it to be for specific reasons.”

  “Okay, that sounds fair.” Weren’t his reasons specific? Glen’s ego came to the rescue, and the anger and pain in his voice were less evident now. More controlled.

  “Reasons other than it’s time and you have excellent qualities. Reasons other than I should get married now and you’ll do.”

  “I didn’t say that!”

  “No, but you might as well have. Oh, and I almost forgot, you said you owed me.”

  “Owed you what?”

  “I might not get the words right so bear with me.” He could tell she was being sarcastic but wasn’t sure why. “Something about duty because you’d embarrassed me in front of the whole town.”

  “I...I didn’t mean it to sound like that. Damn it, Ellie, you’re putting words in my mouth.”

  “I don’t need any favors, Glen.”

  He looked at her, afraid she was about to cry, but he was mistaken. Her face was strong and confident. She could give him all the excuses in the book, but he knew what was going on here and wasn’t shy about saying it, either.

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p; “It’s Richard, isn’t it? You’re in love with him.”

  “That’s it!” she cried.

  “I thought as much.” He shoved the ring back into his pocket. He’d tell his brother to bury it—the diamond must be hexed.

  “The thing is, Glen, you’re too late.”

  “Too late?” He didn’t know what the hell she meant by that, but he wasn’t sticking around to find out.

  Ellie, however, insisted he hear her out. “Richard came by earlier and he proposed. Sorry, Glen, he beat you to the punch.”

  Nine

  Not for a single moment would Cal describe himself as a romantic. Despite that, he felt good about encouraging his little brother to go and propose to Ellie Frasier. He’d even given him the ring!

  Good enough to tell his neighbor. It wasn’t often that Cal had reason to shoot the bull over a telephone; usually a beer at Billy D’s served the same purpose, but even better. However, this news was too good to keep to himself.

  Grady answered on the second ring.

  “It’s Cal,” he announced.

  “Something wrong?” Grady asked right off.

  They’d been best friends since first grade, and Grady knew him about as well as anyone ever would. Over the years they’d been through a lot together. As kids, they’d explored Bitter End. Later Grady had talked to him about his parents’ deaths, his problems with Richard, his concerns about Laredo. And it was Grady Cal had gone to when Jennifer canceled their wedding, Grady who’d gotten him home safely when he’d fallen down drunk. Grady who’d talked some sense into him when he badly needed to hear it.

  “Glen’s driving into town to ask Ellie to marry him,” Cal said without preamble. He wasn’t a man who wasted words.

  “You’re kidding!” Grady sounded shocked.

  “No. He’s been acting like a wounded bear for damn near two weeks and then I found him mumbling to himself in the barn, about as miserable as I’ve ever seen him. Tried to talk to him, but he damn near bit my head off. I’d had enough. I figured he should either fix what was wrong or forget Ellie.”

  “And Glen listened?”

  “No, I didn’t get the chance to give him my advice. He decided to marry her all on his own.”

  “That’s great.” Cal heard the relief in Grady’s voice and knew his neighbor harbored his own set of fears when it came to Ellie Frasier. “At least she won’t be marrying Richard, then.”

  “Not if Glen has anything to say about it.” Cal knew Grady didn’t trust his younger brother, and with damn good reason.

  “I was thinking of celebrating,” Cal continued. “You’re welcome to join me if you want. There’s cold beer in the fridge, plus a bottle of the hard stuff if you’re interested.” An invitation from Cal was about as rare as a phone call.

  “I might just do that.”

  A couple of minutes later Cal hung up the receiver, feeling more like his old self than at any time since his broken engagement. Grinning from ear to ear, he reached for a beer and walked outside, where he leaned comfortably against the porch railing. In years past he’d spent many an evening in this very spot, looking out over the land, knowing that cattle grazed peacefully in the distance. In certain moods, wistful moods, he liked to imagine a wife standing at his side and the sound of their children’s laughter echoing in the house.

  Glen married.

  Cal had known it would probably happen one day, and he’d always wondered how’d he react, seeing that, despite his imaginings, he’d likely remain a bachelor himself. In fact, he felt surprisingly good about having played a small role in his brother’s romance. He’d known Glen was in love with Ellie months before it even occurred to Glen.

  Glen’s feelings for her had been apparent for a long time. He’d drive into town and return a couple of hours later and talk of little else. Ellie amused him, challenged him, comforted him. She fired his senses. And all that time Glen had insisted it was “just” friendship.

  Right! Cal nearly laughed out loud. It was friendship and a whole lot more.

  The sound of an engine broke into Cal’s musings, and he looked toward the driveway as Grady’s truck pulled into view. Good, his neighbor was going to take him up on his offer.

  Grady leaped down from the pickup and raised a bottle of whiskey high above his head. “Glen getting married. Hot damn, this calls for a party,” he shouted.

  Cal lifted his beer in salute and let out a cheer.

  “So Glen’s really doing it,” Grady said, taking the porch steps two at a time. “He’s marrying Ellie.”

  “Unless the woman’s a fool and turns him down.”

  “Ellie Frasier’s no fool,” Grady said with confidence.

  “He took the diamond I bought Jennifer,” Cal explained as he headed into the house for a couple of tumblers and some ice.

  “Glen asked Ellie to marry him with Jennifer’s ring?” Grady followed him, sounding worried.

  “It’s just a loan. I figure Ellie’ll want to choose her own diamond later.” He dumped the ice cubes into two mismatched glasses.

  “You think that was wise?”

  “Well, yeah. This way Glen wasn’t proposing to her empty-handed.”

  The two men returned to the porch and Cal poured two generous measures of the honey-colored liquor over the ice, but he noted that his friend’s worried frown didn’t go away. “What harm could it do?” he asked.

  “Probably none.” Grady sat down with Cal in the white wicker chairs and relaxed. Leaning back, he stretched out his long legs and crossed his ankles, then with a deep contented sigh, raised the tumbler to his lips.

  Cal tasted his own drink. His eyes watered as the whiskey burned its way down his throat.

  “I have to tell you,” Grady admitted, “it does my heart good to know Richard’s out of the picture with Ellie.”

  “Mine, too.” Cal wasn’t fond of the youngest Weston. Richard was a difficult person to understand. Witty, amiable, a natural leader—and yet he’d squandered his talents, in Cal’s opinion, anyway. Richard had taken a wrong turn and he’d never gotten steered back on course. It was unfortunate, too, because he could have been a success at just about anything he chose.

  “I told Savannah,” Grady mentioned casually, “and she’s delighted for Glen.” Then, looking as though he might have done something wrong, he glanced at Cal. “You don’t mind, do you?”

  “She won’t tell anyone else, will she?” Not that it mattered; word would be out soon enough.

  “I doubt it.” Grady didn’t seem to know for sure.

  Cal wasn’t really worried, though. Savannah—sensitive and kind, the complete opposite of Richard—would never say anything to ruin another person’s happiness. She’d never cheat Ellie out of the pleasure of spreading the news herself.

  “Which one of us is going to be next?” Cal asked, although he already had his suspicions. Grady. He’d seen the way his friend’s eyes followed Caroline Daniels at the Cattlemen’s dance. Later, when she’d asked him to dance during the ladies’ choice, Grady had been so thrilled he’d nearly stumbled all over himself. Not that he’d let on, but Cal knew. Yup, it’d be Grady for sure.

  First Glen and then Grady. Soon all his friends would be married, and he’d be living on the ranch alone. The picture that formed in his mind was a desolate one but preferable to the thought of letting another Jennifer Healy into his life.

  The sound of a vehicle barreling up the driveway caught Cal’s attention.

  “Glen?” Grady asked.

  “I didn’t expect him back so soon.” Cal set his tumbler aside.

  “You think everything went all right, don’t you?”

  “Don’t know why it wouldn’t.” But Cal was beginning to feel some doubts, considering the speed at which Glen had been driving.

  The slam
of the truck door echoed through the quiet evening.

  “I don’t like the look of this,” Grady said in a low voice.

  Cal didn’t, either. He dashed down the porch when he saw Glen moving toward the barn. “I wonder what happened,” he said. “I’d better find out. Be back in a couple of minutes.”

  Cal didn’t want to think about what might have gone wrong, but clearly something had. He opened the barn door and searched the dim interior. It took his eyes a moment to adjust, and when he did finally see Glen, his uneasiness intensified. His brother was pitching hay like a man possessed.

  “I take it things didn’t go so well between you and Ellie,” Cal said, hoping he sounded casual.

  “You could say that.” Glen’s shoulders heaved with exertion. “What’s Grady doing here?”

  “We’re...” He almost slipped and said they were celebrating Glen’s engagement. “We’re just shootin’ the breeze.”

  Silence.

  “You did talk to Ellie?”

  Glen stopped midmotion, the pitchfork full of hay. “We talked.”

  Cal wondered how to proceed. “Did she like the ring?” he asked, and realized immediately it was probably a tactless question.

  “She didn’t say.”

  “I see.”

  “I doubt it.” Glen stabbed the fork into the ground, breathing hard, his face red from exertion.

  “Do you want to tell me about it or would you rather work this out on your own?”

  Glen took a couple of moments to think it over. “I...I don’t know,” he mumbled.

  Another silence. Cal knew it was up to Glen to talk or not.

  “I owe you an apology,” Glen surprised him by saying next.

  “Me? What for?”

  Glen looked him full in the eye. “When Jennifer walked out on you, I was secretly glad. As far as I was concerned, you got a lucky break. I thought she wasn’t the right woman for you. I didn’t stop to consider how you must have felt, how damn hard her leaving was on you.”

  Cal didn’t quite understand how all this talk about Jennifer applied to the current situation, but he didn’t want to interrupt Glen.

  “Hurt like hell, didn’t it?”