2. The Grass Crown

by Colleen McCullough

  The war in Italy was over. Though the Marsi never did formally surrender, among all the peoples who had taken up arms against Rome they were the most devastated; hardly a Marsian male was left alive. In February, Quintus Poppaedius Silo fled to Samnium, and joined Mutilus within Aesernia. Mutilus he found so severely wounded that he was incapable ever again of leading an army. He was paralyzed from the waist down. "I must pass the leadership of Samnium on to you, Quintus Poppaedius," Mutilus said. "No!" cried Silo. "I don't have your way with troops especially Samnite troops nor do I have your skill as a general." “There's no one else. My Samnites have elected to follow you." "Do the Samnites really want to continue the war?" "Yes," said Mutilus. "But in the name of Samnium, not Italia." "I can understand that. But surely there is one Samnite left to lead them!" "Not one, Quintus Poppaedius. It has to be you." "Very well, then," said Silo, sighing. What neither of them discussed was the ruin of their hopes for independent Italia. Nor did they discuss what both of them knew that if Italia was finished, Samnium could not possibly win. In May the last rebel army sallied out of Aesernia under the command of Quintus Poppaedius Silo. It numbered thirty thousand infantry and a thousand horse, and was further augmented by a force of twenty thousand manumitted slaves. Most of the infantry had been wounded in one battle or another and fetched up in Aesernia because it was the only secure place left to go; Silo had brought the cavalry with him and managed to get through the Roman lines around the city. All of which made this sally inevitable; Aesernia could not long continue to feed so many mouths. As every marching man knew, it was a last-ditch stand; no one really expected to win. The most they could hope for was to make every death count. But then when Silo's soldiers took Bovianum and killed the Roman garrison there, they began to feel better. Perhaps there was a chance after all? Metellus Pius and his army were sitting before Venusia on the Via Appia, so to Venusia they would go. And there outside Venusia the last battle of the war took place, a curious rounding out of the events which had started with the death of Marcus Livius Drusus. For on the field of Venusia there met in single combat the two men who had loved Drusus best his friend Silo and his brother Mamercus. While the Samnites died in thousands, no match for the fit and experienced Romans, Silo and Mamercus slogged hand to hand until Silo fell. Mamercus stood looking down at the Marsian with tears in his eyes, sword raised. He hesitated. "Finish me, Mamercus!" gasped Quintus Poppaedius Silo. "You owe me that for killing Caepio. I will walk in no triumph held by the Piglet!" "For killing Caepio," said Mamercus, and finished him. Then wept desolately for Drusus, Silo, and the bitterness of victory. "It's done," said Metellus Pius the Piglet to Lucius Cornelius Sulla, who had come to Venusia the moment he heard of the battle. "Venusia capitulated yesterday." "No, it is not done," said Sulla grimly. "It won't be done until Aesernia and Nola submit." "Have you considered," ventured the Piglet rather timidly, "that if we were to lift the sieges at Aesernia and Nola, life in those two places would go back to normal and everyone would probably pretend nothing had ever happened?" "I'm sure you're right," said Sulla, "which is why we will not lift the siege at either place. Why should they get away with it? Pompey Strabo didn't let Asculum Picentum get away with it. No, Piglet, Aesernia and Nola stay the way they are. For all eternity if necessary." "I hear Scato is dead, and the Paeligni surrendered." "Correct, except that you have it the wrong way round," said Sulla with a grin. "Pompey Strabo accepted the surrender of the Paeligni. Scato fell on his sword rather than be a part of it." "So it really is the end!" said Metellus Pius in wonder. "Not until Aesernia and Nola submit."

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  The news of the massacre of the Romans and Latins and Italians of Asia Province reached Sulla in Capua, which town he had made his base, thus releasing Catulus Caesar to go back to Rome for a well-deserved rest; he had besides inherited Catulus Caesar's secretary, the prodigy Marcus Tullius Cicero, and found Cicero so efficient that Catulus Caesar wasn't necessary. Cicero found Sulla as terrifying as he had found Pompey Strabo, though for different reasons. And missed Catulus Caesar acutely. "Lucius Cornelius, will it be possible for me to have my discharge toward the end of the year?" Cicero asked. "Though I will have served in time not quite two years, I have added up my campaigns, and will have served in ten." "I'll see," said Sulla, who felt about Cicero as a person much as Pompey Strabo had felt. "For the moment I can't spare you. No one else knows as much about the place as you, now that Quintus Lutatius has gone to Rome to rest." But there never is a rest, thought Sulla, galloping to Rome in a four-mule gig. No sooner do we put one conflagration out than another bursts into flames. And this will make the war against Italy look like two twigs smoldering. Every senior senator converged upon Rome for the Senate hearing on Asia Province, even Pompey Strabo; perhaps a hundred and fifty men gathered in the temple of Bellona outside the pomerium on the Campus Martius. "Well, we know Manius Aquillius is dead. Presumably that means his two fellow commissioners are dead," said Sulla to the House in conversational tones. "However, it seems Gaius Cassius escaped, though we've heard nothing from him. What I can't understand is why we've heard not one squeak from Quintus Oppius in Cilicia. Presumably Cilicia too is lost. It is a sad business when Rome has to depend upon a civilian exile for news like this." "I imagine it means Mithridates struck like lightning," said Catulus Caesar, brow furrowed. "Or else," said Marius shrewdly, "there's been funny business going on between all our official representatives." That provoked no replies, but a great deal of thought; some certain loyalty united the body at all times, but it was not possible to mix as consistently as members of the Senate did without everyone's knowing what everyone else was really like. And everyone knew what Gaius Cassius and the three commissioners were really like. "Then Quintus Oppius at least should have been in contact," said Sulla, echoing everyone else's thoughts. "He's a man of great honor, he wouldn't let Rome go in ignorance a moment longer than he could help. I think we must presume Cilicia too is lost." "We'll have to get word to Publius Rutilius somehow, and ask for more information," said Marius. "I imagine that if any of our people survived, they'll start to reach Rome by the end of Sextilis," said Sulla. "We'll get more information then." "I interpret Publius Rutilius's letter as meaning no one at all survived," said Sulpicius from the tribunician bench. He groaned, clenched his fists. "Mithridates made absolutely no distinction between an Italian and a Roman!" "Mithridates is a barbarian," said Catulus Caesar. But that answer was too pat for Sulpicius, who had seemed for many moments to have turned to stone when Flaccus Princeps Senatus had read Rutilius Rufus's letter out two days before. "He made no distinction," Sulpicius said again. "Why he made no distinction is beside the point! Irrelevant! The Italians of Asia Province paid the same price as the Romans and the Latins of Asia Province. They're just as dead. Their women and children and slaves are just as dead. He made no distinction!" "Oh, pull your head in, Sulpicius!" cried Pompey Strabo, who wanted to get down to business. "You're becoming a wheel in a rut.'' "I will have order," said Sulla pleasantly. "We are not here in Bellona to investigate reasons or distinctions. We're here to decide what to do." "War!" said Pompey Strabo instantly. "Is that how everyone feels, or only some?" asked Sulla. The House cried out unanimously for war. "We have sufficient legions in the field," said Metellus Pius, "and they're properly equipped. At least in that respect we're better prepared than we usually are. We can ship twenty legions to the east tomorrow." "We can't, you know," said Sulla levelly. "In fact, I doubt if we can ship one legion, let alone twenty." The House fell silent. "Conscript Fathers, where are we to find the money? With the war against Italy over, we have no choice except to disband our legions. Because we can't afford to pay them a moment longer! While Rome was imperiled within Italy, every man of Roman or Latin ancestry was obliged to take the field. We can say that the same holds true for a foreign war, especially as Asia Province is already swallowed by the aggressor and eighty thousand of our people are dead. But the fact remains that at this moment the Homeland is not directly under threat. And the
men in our armies are tired. They've been paid at last but it took everything we own to pay them. Which means they must be demobilized, sent home. Because we do not have even the prospect of enough money to pay them for another campaign!" Sulla's words sank into the silence, intensified it. Then Catulus Caesar sighed. "Let us put considerations of money to one side for a moment," he said. "More important by far is the fact that we have to stop Mithridates!" "Quintus Lutatius, you haven't listened!" cried Sulla. "There is no money for a campaign!" Catulus Caesar assumed his haughtiest look, and said, "I move that Lucius Cornelius Sulla be given the command against Mithridates. Once the matter of command is attended to, we can attend to money." "And I give notice that I will move that Lucius Cornelius Sulla not be given the command against Mithridates!" roared Gaius Marius. "Let Lucius Cornelius Sulla remain in Rome to worry about money! Money! As if it is time to worry about money when Rome faces certain extinction! The money will be found. It always is. And King Mithridates has plenty of it, so it's he will wind up paying in the long run. Conscript Fathers, we cannot give the command in this campaign to a man who worries about money! You must give this campaign to me!" "You are not well enough, Gaius Marius," said Sulla without any expression on his face or in his voice. "I'm well enough to know that money is of no moment!" snapped Marius. "Pontus is the German threat all over again! And who won against the Germans? Gaius Marius! Fellow members of this august body, you must give the command in this war to me! I am the only man here who can win it!" Up from his seat rose Flaccus Princeps Senatus, a mild man not famous for his courage. "If you were young enough and well enough, Gaius Marius, no more fervent adherent would you have than I. But Lucius Cornelius is right. You are not well enough. You are too old. You have had two strokes. We cannot give the command in this war to a man who is likely to be felled again at just the moment when his talents are likely to be most needed. We do not know what causes a stroke, Gaius Marius, but we do know that a man who has had one stroke will go on to have more. As you have. As you will! No, Conscript Fathers, as your Princeps Senatus I say that we cannot even consider Gaius Marius to lead this campaign. I second the motion that the command be given to our senior consul, Lucius Cornelius." "Fortune will see me through," said Marius stubbornly. "Gaius Marius, accept the opinion of the Princeps Senatus in the spirit in which it was tendered," said Sulla calmly. "No one holds you lightly, least of all me. But facts are facts. This House cannot run the risk of entrusting the conduct of any war to one who has had two strokes and is now seventy years old." Marius subsided, but it was plain he had not reconciled himself to the House opinion; he sat with both hands grappled around his knees and the right corner of his mouth turned down to match the left. "Lucius Cornelius, will you take the command?" asked Quintus Lutatius Catulus Caesar. "Only if the House gives it to me by a clear majority, Quintus Lutatius. Not otherwise," said Sulla. "Then let there be a division," said Flaccus Princeps Senatus. Only three men stood in opposition when the senators trooped from their makeshift places in this makeshift meeting chamber Gaius Marius, Lucius Cornelius Cinna, and the tribune of the plebs Publius Sulpicius Rufus. "I don't believe it!" muttered the censor Crassus to his colleague, Lucius Caesar. "Sulpicius?" "He's been acting most peculiarly ever since the news of the massacre came," said Lucius Caesar. "Keeps saying well, you've heard him! that Mithridates made no distinction between Romans and Italians. I imagine he's now regretting the fact that he was one who never wanted to see the Italians enfranchised." "Why should that prompt him to stand with Gaius Marius?" Lucius Caesar shrugged. "I don't know, Publius Licinius! I really don't know." Sulpicius stood with Marius and Cinna because they stood against the Senate. For no other reason. When he had heard the news from Rutilius Rufus in Smyrna, Sulpicius had undergone a profound change, and had not managed since to live without pain. Without guilt. Without an agonized confusion of mind that could get little further than one fact: a foreign king had made no distinction between the men of Rome and the men of Italy. And if a foreign king lumped Romans and Italians together, then in the eyes of the rest of the world there was no difference between them. The nature and activities of the one were the same as the other. An ardent patriot and intensely conservative, when the war against the Italians had broken out Sulpicius had espoused the Roman cause with all his considerable heart. A quaestor in the year Drusus had died, he had found himself entrusted with increasingly responsible duties and had acquitted himself brilliantly. Thanks to his own efforts, many Italians had died. Thanks to his consenting to it, the inhabitants of Asculum Picentum had suffered more terribly than barbarians deserved to suffer. Those thousands of little Italian boys who had walked in Pompey Strabo's triumphal parade, and then been ejected from the city without food, clothing, or money, to live or to die according to the strength of will in their immature bodies. Who did Rome think she was, to inflict such terrible punishment upon people who were kinsfolk? How did Rome truly differ from the King of Pontus? His attitude at least was unequivocal! He at least had not shrouded his motives in righteousness and superiority. Nor for that matter had Pompey Strabo. It was the Senate had equivocated. Oh, what was right? Who was right? If one Italian man, one Italian woman, one Italian child had managed to survive the massacre and turned up in Rome, how could he, Publius Sulpicius Rufus, ever look that poor survivor in the face? How did he, Publius Sulpicius Rufus, truly differ from King Mithridates? Had he not killed many thousands of Italians? Had he not been a legate under Pompey Strabo, and consented to that man's atrocities? But amid all this pain and confusion inside Sulpicius's mind there were also coherent thoughts or rather, thoughts he felt were coherent, valid, logical. Rome was not really to blame. The Senate was. The men of his own class, including himself. In the Senate in himself! lay the wellsprings of Roman exclusivity. The Senate had murdered his friend Marcus Livius Drusus. The Senate had stopped giving out the Roman citizenship in the aftermath of the war against Hannibal. The Senate authorized the destruction of Fregellae. The Senate, the Senate, the Senate ... The men of his own class. Including himself. Well, they would now have to pay. Including himself. It was time, decided Sulpicius, that the Senate of Rome ceased to be. No more ancient ruling families, no more wealth and power concentrated in the hands of so few that injustices as monumental as the Italian injustice could be perpetrated to an ultimate end. We are wrong, he thought. We must pay. The Senate has to go. Rome must be handed over to the People, who are our pawns, for all that we insist they are sovereign. Sovereign? Not while there's a Senate! While there is ever a Senate, the People's sovereignty is in name only. Not the Head Count, of course. The People. The men of the Second and Third and Fourth Classes, who are by far the largest bulk of Romans, yet have the least power. The truly wealthy and powerful knights of the First Class are indistinguishable from the Senate in every way. So they too must go. Standing with Marius and Cinna (Why was Cinna in opposition? What tied him to Gaius Marius all of a sudden?), Sulpicius looked at the packed mass of senators facing him. There stood his good friends Gaius Aurelius Cotta (appointed a senator at twenty-eight because the censors had taken Sulla's words to heart and were trying to fill that exclusive body, the Senate, with appropriate men) and the junior consul, Quintus Pompeius Rufus, dutifully clustered with the rest couldn't they see their guilt? Why did they stare at him as if he were the guilty one? But he was! He was! He knew it. They had absolutely no idea. And if they do not understand, thought Sulpicius, then I will bide my time until this new war oh, why are we always at war? is organized. Men like Quintus Lutatius and Lucius Cornelius Sulla will be a part of it, they will not be in Rome to oppose me. I will wait. I will bide my time. And kill the Senate. Kill the First Class. "Lucius Cornelius Sulla," said Flaccus Princeps Senatus, "take command of the war against Mithridates in the name of the Senate and the People of Rome." "Only where are we to find the money?" asked Sulla later over dinner in his new house. With him were the Brothers Caesar, the flamen Dialis Lucius Cornelius Merula, the censor Publius Licinius Crassus, the banker and merchan
t Titus Pomponius, the banker Gaius Oppius, Quintus Mucius Scaevola Pontifex Maximus, and Marcus Antonius Orator, just returned to the Senate after a protracted illness. Sulla's guest list was designed to answer his question if it could be answered at all. "Is there nothing in the Treasury?" asked Antonius Orator, unable to believe this. "I mean, we all know how the urban quaestors and the tribunes of the Treasury behave they're forever insisting that the place is empty when there's actually plenty." "Believe it, Marcus Antonius, there is nothing," said Sulla firmly. "I've been to the Treasury myself several times and I've been very careful not to let anyone know I was coming." "What about the temple of Ops?" asked Catulus Caesar. "Empty too." "Well," said Scaevola Pontifex Maximus, "there is the gold hoarded by the Kings of Rome against just such an emergency." "What gold?" asked several in chorus, including Sulla. "I didn't know about it myself until I became Pontifex Maximus, honestly!" said Scaevola defensively. "It's in the basement of the temple of Jupiter Optimus Maximus about oh, something under two hundred talents." "Wonderful!" said Sulla ironically. "No doubt when Servius Tullius was King of Rome, that was enough to fund the war to end all wars. Nowadays it's about enough to keep four legions in the field for six months. I'd better hurry!" "It's a start," said Titus Pomponius comfortably. "Why can't you bankers lend the State a couple of thousand talents?" asked Crassus Censor, who loved money dearly, but had not nearly as much of it as he wanted just the tin concessions across Spain, and he'd been too busy to police those as closely as they needed. "Because we don't have it to lend," said Oppius patiently. “Also, most of us use banks in Asia Province for housing our surplus reserves which means, I have no doubt, that Mithridates is now the owner of our reserves," said Titus Pomponius, and sighed. "You must have money here!" said Crassus Censor, snorting. "We do. But not enough to lend the State," maintained Oppius. "Res facta or res ficta?” "Fact, Publius Licinius, truly." "Does everyone here agree that this present crisis is even more serious than the Italian crisis?'' asked Lucius Cornelius Merula, priest of Jupiter. "Yes, yes!" snapped Sulla. "Having interviewed the man in person once, flamen Dialis, I can assure you that if Mithridates is not stopped, he will crown himself King of Rome!" "Then since we would never get permission from the People to sell off the ager publicus, there's only one more way to raise money short of imposing new taxes," said Merula. "What?" "We can sell all the property the State still owns in the vicinity of the Forum Romanum. We don't have to go to the People to do that." An appalled silence descended. "We couldn't be selling the State's assets at a worse time," said Titus Pomponius mournfully. "It's a buyer's market." "I'm afraid I don't even know what land the State owns around the Forum except for the priests' houses," said Sulla, "and we can't possibly sell them." "I agree, to sell them would be nefas," said Merula, who lived in one of the State Houses. "However, there is other property. The slopes of the Capitol inside the Fontinalis Gate, and also facing the Velabrum. Prime land for big houses. There is also a large tract which includes the general market and the Macellum Cuppedenis. Both areas could be subdivided." "I refuse to countenance the sale of everything," said Sulla strongly. "The market areas, yes. They're just markets and a playing field for the College of Lictors. Some of the Capitol facing the Velabrum west of the Clivus Capitolinus and from the Fontinalis Gate down as far as the Lautumiae. But nothing on the Forum itself, and nothing on the Capitol facing the Forum itself.'' "I'll buy the markets," said Gaius Oppius. "Only if no one offers more," said Pomponius, whose mind had been running the same way. "To be fair about it and to get the best price everything will have to be auctioned." "Perhaps we should try to keep the general market area and sell only the Cuppedenis market," said Sulla, who found himself loathing the need to auction off such wonderful assets. "I think you're right, Lucius Sulla," said Catulus Caesar. "I agree with that," said Lucius Caesar. "If we sell the Cuppedenis, I suppose that will mean increased rents for the spice and flower merchants," said Antonius Orator. "They won't thank us!" But Sulla had thought of another alternative. "How about we borrow the money?" he asked. "Where?" asked Merula suspiciously. "From the temples of Rome. Pay them back out of the spoils. Juno Lucina, Venus Libitina, Juventas, Ceres, Juno Moneta, Magna Mater, Castor and Pollux, both Jupiter Stators, Diana, Hercules Musarum, Hercules Olivarius they're all rich." "No!" cried Scaevola and Merula together. A quick glance from face to face told Sulla he would get no support from anyone. "All right, then, if you won't let Rome's temples pay for my campaign, would you object to the temples of Greece?" he asked. Scaevola frowned. “Nefas is nefas, Lucius Sulla. The gods are the gods, in Greece or in Rome." "Yes, but Greece's gods are not Rome's gods, now are they?" "Temples are sacrosanct," said Merula stubbornly. Out leaped the other creature inside Sulla; it was the first time some of those present had seen it, and it terrified them. "Listen," he said, teeth showing, "you can't have it all ways, and that goes for the gods too! I'll grant you the gods of Rome, but there's not one man here who doesn't understand how much it costs to keep legions in the field! If we can scrape two hundred talents of gold together, I can get six legions as far as Greece. That's a pretty paltry force to pit against a quarter of a million Pontic soldiers and I would remind you that a Pontic soldier is not a naked German barbarian! I've seen the troops of Mithridates, and they are armed and trained much like Roman legionaries. Not as good, I imagine, but far better than naked German barbarians if only because they are protected by armor and trained to discipline. Like Gaius Marius in the field, I intend to keep my men alive. And that means money for forage and money for the upkeep of all equipment. Money we don't have money you won't allow the gods of Rome to give me. So I am warning you and I mean every word! when I reach Greece, I take the money I need from Olympia, Dodona, Delphi, and anywhere else I can find it. Which means, flamen Dialis, Pontifex Maximus, that you'd better put in some hard work with our Roman gods, and hope that these days they have more clout than the Greek gods!" No one said a word. The creature disappeared. "Good!" said Sulla cheerfully. "Now I have more happy news for you, just in case you think that's the end of it." Catulus Caesar sighed. "I am all agog, Lucius Cornelius. Pray tell us." "I shall take my own four legions with me, plus two of the legions Gaius Marius trained and Lucius Cinna is presently using. The Marsi are a spent force, Cinna doesn't need troops. Gnaeus Pompeius Strabo will do whatever he wants to do, and as long as he refrains from sending in wages bills, I for one do not intend to waste time arguing with him. That means there are still some ten legions to demobilize and pay out. With money we certainly will not have," said Sulla. "For that reason, I intend to legislate to pay out these soldiers with land in Italian areas whose populations we have virtually extirpated. Pompeii. Faesulae. Hadria. Telesia. Grumentum. Bovianum. Six empty towns surrounded by reasonable farming land. Districts which will belong to the ten legions I have to discharge." "But that's ager publicus!" cried Lucius Caesar. "Not yet, it isn't. Nor is it going to become public land," said Sulla. "It's going to the soldiers. Unless, that is, you intend to change your pious and devout minds about the temples of Rome?" he asked sweetly. "We cannot," said Scaevola Pontifex Maximus. “Then when my legislation is promulgated you had better swing both the Senate and the People on my side," said Sulla. "We will uphold you," said Antonius Orator. "And, while we're on the subject of ager publicus," Sulla went on, "don't start declaring it while I'm away. When I come back with my legions, I will want more deserted Italian districts to settle them on." In the end, Rome's finances did not stretch to six legions. Sulla's army was determined at five legions and two thousand horse, not a man or an animal more. When all the gold was put together it weighed nine thousand pounds not even two hundred talents. A pittance indeed, but the best a bankrupt Rome could do. Sulla's war chest didn't even extend to the commissioning of one single fighting galley; it would barely cover the cost of hiring transports to get his men to Greece, the destination he thought he would prefer to western Macedonia. Not, however, that he intended to make settled plans until he heard more about the situation in As
ia Minor and Greece. His mind inclined the way it did because in Greece lay the richest temples. And at the end of September, Sulla was finally able to leave Rome to join his legions in Capua. He had interviewed his trusted and devoted military tribune, Lucius Licinius Lucullus, and asked him if he would be willing to stand for election as a quaestor if Sulla asked for his services by name. Delighted, Lucullus indicated that he would, whereupon Sulla sent him ahead to Capua as his deputy until he could come himself. Mired down in auctioning State property and in organizing his six soldier colonies, it seemed throughout the month of September that Sulla would never manage to get away. That he did was due to iron will and ruthless driving of his senatorial colleagues, all of whom were fascinated; somehow Sulla had always escaped their attention as a potential high leader. "Overshadowed by Marius and Scaurus," said Antonius Orator. "No, he just didn't have a reputation," said Lucius Caesar. "And whose fault was that?" sneered Catulus Caesar. "Mostly Gaius Marius's, I suppose," said his brother. "He certainly knows what he wants," said Antonius Orator. "That he does," said Scaevola, and shivered. "I would hate to get on the wrong side of him!" Which was exactly what Young Caesar was thinking as he lay in his ceiling hiding place and watched and listened to his mother and Lucius Cornelius Sulla talking. "I'm off tomorrow, Aurelia, and I don't like going away without seeing you," he said. "I don't like your going without seeing me," she answered. "No Gaius Julius?" "He's off with Lucius Cinna among the Marsi." "Picking up the pieces," nodded Sulla. "You're looking very well, Lucius Cornelius, in spite of all your difficulties. I take it this marriage is turning out happily." "Either that, or I'm becoming more uxorious." "Rubbish! You'll never be uxorious." "How is Gaius Marius taking his defeat?" Aurelia pursed her lips. "Not without much grumbling to the family," she said. "You are not terribly popular with him." "I didn't expect to be. But he surely admits that I acted in a temperate way, didn't chase after the command with slavering tongue and frenzied lobbying." "You didn't need to," said Aurelia, "and that's why he's so upset. He isn't used to Rome's having an alternative war leader. Until you won the Grass Crown, he was always the only one. Oh, his enemies in the Senate were very powerful and thwarted him most of the time, but he knew he was the only one. He knew in the end they would have to use him. Now he's old and sick, and there's you. He's afraid you'll take away his support among the knights." "Aurelia, he's finished! Not without honor, not without great fame. But it's over for him. Why can't he see that?" "I suppose were he younger and in better mental condition, he would see it. The trouble is that his strokes have affected his mind or so Julia thinks." "She'd know more surely and sooner than anyone else," said Sulla, and rose to go. "How is your family?" "Very well." "Your boy?" "Irrepressible. Unquenchable. Indomitable. I try to keep his feet on the earth, but it's very difficult," said Aurelia. But my feet are on the ground, Mama! thought Young Caesar, wriggling out of his nest as soon as Sulla and Aurelia disappeared. Why is it that you always think me a feather, a crystal dandelion ball floating in the wind?