Home and Heart

by Sean Michael

  The tight suction felt amazing. There was no teasing, no drawing it out—Sawyer sucked and bobbed his head, tongue lashing at Derek’s prick, playing with the slit every time only the tip of his cock remained between Sawyer’s lips. It seemed Sawyer was eager to get him off so they could move on to the plug portion of the evening. Considering it had been three days and Derek knew how much Sawyer craved being filled, he couldn’t blame Sawyer for trying to make it quick.

  It wasn’t like he was getting shorted. The full-on, make-you-come blow job felt incredible. Derek finally grabbed hold of Sawyer’s head, holding on as Sawyer made his balls hug his body, the ache in them delicious. He made himself keep his eyes open so he could watch Sawyer’s head bob over his cock, the look of pleasure on Sawyer’s face making Derek enjoy it all the more. Sawyer might like ass play the best, but he obviously loved sucking too.

  The treat of teeth as Sawyer pulled up had Derek gasping, and he came, his balls pumping his spunk into Sawyer’s mouth. He shuddered as Sawyer continued to pull at his cock, sending delightful aftershocks through him. Then Sawyer carefully cleaned him, taking his time to make sure Derek had the full experience. Such a giving, sweet man.

  Derek finally ran his hand through Sawyer’s hair, pushing it off his face. “God, you’re good at that. Thank you.”

  Sawyer licked an errant drop of come from the corner of his lips. “My pleasure.”

  “No, I’m pretty sure it was more my pleasure.” Derek laughed. It felt so good, being with Sawyer. “It’s your turn—go get one of the plugs.” He was curious which one Sawyer was going to pick—which one most intrigued his experienced lover.

  “Yes, Sir. I’ve opened the drawer to look at one of them quite a few times.” Sawyer stood and went toward the bedroom. Derek watched, memorizing how Sawyer walked because he knew it would look different once Sawyer had the plug in.

  Sawyer came back a moment later with the tub of lube and one of the dildos. His cock was hard, a dark red, and even from across the room, Derek could see that Sawyer was leaking, his excitement was so high. He turned his attention from Sawyer’s cock to the one Sawyer was carrying. For this plug was cock-shaped. More or less.

  It was long and thick, with several twists in it, and the end tapered to a rounded point, the bottom of the top two inches flat and covered in ridges. The inch and a half or so before the base of the thing was covered all around in suction cups. It was so pretty and so interesting, and Derek had to admit, he’d been worried it would be too much but had put it in the cart and bought it anyway.

  “This is the one you want to use first?” He had to admit to being excited about that.

  “Uh-huh. It was intriguing enough in the pictures, but for real?” Sawyer moaned, his fingers moving over the massive thing. “I love all the different textures and can’t wait to feel them inside me.” Sawyer offered it to him.

  Derek took the plug and slid his fingers over it, feeling the ridges at the top, exploring the twists, and testing the suction cups at the bottom. They actually worked as suction cups—how was that going to feel on the inside of Sawyer’s ass? He could see that Sawyer was excited to find out.

  He ran the ridges at the tip up and down along Sawyer’s cock, and several new drops of clear liquid came out of the slit, drooling down the sides. Then Derek pressed the suction cups against Sawyer’s balls and slowly pulled the plug away from them. The suction cups stuck, tugging on Sawyer’s ball sac, pulling it away from his body for a moment. Sawyer shuddered and moaned as they suddenly let go.

  “Oh God. Master. Please.”

  “Time to insert this bad boy.”

  “Yes, please, Master.”

  He took the lube from Sawyer. “Over my knees.”

  Sawyer didn’t need to be asked twice, moving quickly to drape himself over Derek’s lap. Derek helped to make sure Sawyer’s cock was between his legs.

  Sawyer’s hands wrapped around his calf. “I’m going to come like this, Master.”

  He thought about that for a moment, rubbing at Sawyer’s ass. “You’re allowed to come while we do this. But after that you won’t be able to come until after we’ve eaten and probably played some more.”

  “Yes, Master. Thank you, Master.”

  He grabbed the lube and got his fingers slick. Then he rubbed them against Sawyer’s sweet hole. It tried to grab at them, to pull them in, but Derek wasn’t ready for that yet. He was doing this his way. Which is what Sawyer wanted anyway, he knew that. Even if his pet did have a greedy ass. Pet. He did like how that sounded. It emphasized the “mine” part of how he felt about Sawyer.

  “Be patient, pet. I’ll give you what you need.”

  Sawyer moaned and shivered. “Please, Master. Thank you.”

  Derek grabbed a bunch more lube on the tip of his fingers and used two to push the gel into Sawyer’s hole. It needed to be very wet and slippery for this big plug to go in. Sawyer’s hands tightened on his calf, and a low, steady moan sounded. He loved that he was drawing those wanton noises out of Sawyer. Clearly, he was doing something right.

  Putting yet more lube on his fingers, he pushed the gel and his fingers in this time, going in as deep as he could. He loved how hot and tight Sawyer was around him, and how silky smooth those inner walls were. It was like being invited into a magical place. He made himself go slowly, made himself take his time. He knew it would be better if he let the anticipation build, if Sawyer was already wild and needing before he used the plug at all. With that in mind, he fingerfucked Sawyer slowly, scissoring his fingers apart and twisting them together as he pushed in and out. When he found Sawyer’s gland, he touched it a few times, the poor little button of pleasure still fairly sensitive after the milking. Sawyer jerked and moaned, dancing on his fingers like a puppet.

  Finally, he felt that Sawyer was open enough and sensitive enough to appreciate the silicone plug with all its different textures. He pulled his fingers out and teased the tip of the plug in. The point was barely as thick as his little finger, but it grew bigger quickly, more than three fingers wide by the time the second inch was through. He pulled it out and fed it in again, repeating the motions so that Sawyer got the full benefit of all the little ridges the head boasted.

  Sawyer was soon moving with him, rocking on his legs as one moan after another poured out of him. Sawyer’s cock was leaking, wetting Derek’s thighs with slow, consistent drops. Derek pushed the plug in farther, knowing the ridges would be as wonderful deeper in as they had been just inside Sawyer’s opening. Sawyer’s moans continued as Derek fed the plug into him. He kept going until he got to the end with its suction cups.

  Moving wildly, Sawyer rocked between his legs and pushed back for more of the plug, soft panting and wailing words begging for more coming constantly.

  “You’re amazing,” he told Sawyer as he put pressure on the base of the plug and watched Sawyer take those last couple of inches in by himself.

  “For you, Master.” Sawyer moaned and bucked, the plug sinking in all the way.

  Derek grabbed the base and tugged, pulling the plug out until only the first couple of inches remained inside Sawyer. Then he began the slow job of sending the plug deep once again. And again, Sawyer helped, bucking and writhing.

  This time, Derek gave it a minute and then began to twist the plug, the suction cups tugging on Sawyer’s skin before suddenly letting go and attaching to a new patch of skin. Sawyer cried out and increased his rocking, fucking Derek’s legs hard and fast. He came with a cry with the plug buried deep inside, spunk splashing over Derek’s legs, the scent rising on the air, making him harder than ever too.

  Sawyer rested his head against Derek’s thigh, hands clinging to Derek’s calf as he panted. “Oh God. That was… is…. God.”

  Derek beamed, so pleased he’d taken the chance to include this plug among their purchases. “I’m glad it was good because you won’t be able to come again until later. Much later.” He twisted the plug, knowing the ridges and suction cups had to be leavin
g incredible sensations inside of Sawyer.

  Sawyer keened for him, head coming up and the panting increased. “That’s so good. I’ve never felt anything like it.”

  “Cool.” He kept playing with the plug, thrusting with it, twisting it, mixing it all up so the sensations kept changing.

  “No, hot,” Sawyer managed to say around renewed panting.

  Derek laughed softly, tickled by the reply and so happy with what they were doing and the way it got to Sawyer.

  Finally, his stomach got through to his brain, and he had to stop because he was hungry and the place smelled like an amazing restaurant. He seated the plug and patted Sawyer’s ass, pleased with how wide a surface the base of the plug was. He was going to enjoy watching Sawyer squirming on those hard kitchen chairs. No sitting in his lap to feed each other this evening. At least not until dessert.

  He bent and placed a kiss on each asscheek, then tapped the base of the plug, watching as a shudder moved through Sawyer.

  “Time for supper. I’m sure you’re as hungry as I am.”

  “I am hungry, Master. Though more for things other than food,” Sawyer added in a mutter.

  “For those things you’ll have to wait.” Derek helped Sawyer up.

  “Yes, Master, I serve at your pleasure.”

  Derek got up and followed Sawyer to the kitchen, moaning at the way Sawyer moved with that plug up his ass. Damn. It seemed no matter what Sawyer did—it was all Derek’s pleasure.

  Chapter Fifteen

  SAWYER LAY in bed, listening to the breathing of the three men he shared it with. He should get up and get breakfast going, but he wanted to take a few moments to revel in the fact that he had this. A new master. Another master and sub to play with, to make things even better, deeper. Someone out there was looking out for him, making sure he connected with the people he needed.

  Derek grumbled softly and pulled him closer, still mostly asleep, though Sawyer now recognized the move as Derek slowly waking up. How much did he love the fact that Derek’s first instinct on becoming conscious was to hold Sawyer closer? He touched Derek’s cheek, fingers lingering. Such a wonderful man. Who cared for him so well.

  It was true that he’d worried Derek was only taking on the Dominant role because that’s what he thought Sawyer needed, but over the last weeks, Derek had demonstrated a knack for it—and more, a joy in it that Sawyer couldn’t deny. Luke still occasionally lent a guiding hand, but Derek read and researched and wasn’t afraid to ask Sawyer what he liked, what he wanted. A Dom who knew he didn’t know everything and who expected to work with his sub was a wonderful treasure.

  Derek nuzzled his cheek and pooched his lips for a kiss. Chuckling, Sawyer pressed their lips together. One kiss turned into another, and they shared air, shared their feelings through the soft glide of their lips. When they finally parted, Derek opened his eyes and smiled down at Sawyer.

  “God, I love you.”

  Sawyer felt warmth rush through him at the words. He felt even more warmth when Derek didn’t try to take it back or bluster his way through having not meant to say it.

  “I’m falling for you too,” he told Derek. It was true. He knew what love felt like. It colored everything.

  “You don’t have to say it back.”

  “But I want to.” Love made everything better.

  “You guys move fast,” murmured Benny.

  Sawyer shook his head. Compared to him and James, this had been slow. Derek had to do the work of cracking through Sawyer’s armor, built up in the wake of James’s death. “We’ve moved at just the right speed.”

  “Good answer,” noted Luke. “And congratulations, you two. That’s a damn good place to be—in love.”

  Derek chuckled and rubbed their noses together. “I love you,” he said again, whispering it this time.

  “I love you,” Sawyer answered. A blanket of comfort and happiness settled around him. This was right. Derek and he were right.

  “We should mark the occasion,” Luke suggested, giving his and Derek’s shoulders a pat. “Any ideas, Derek?”

  “Uh, well, I sort of do have an idea.” Derek looked into his eyes. “I was thinking it’s the kind of thing you mark with a ring. But it’s not like we’ve gotten engaged or are getting married. Not that we aren’t doing either of those, just not right now.”

  Sawyer waited patiently while Derek babbled, knowing he’d get to the crux of what he wanted to say soon enough.

  “I would like to give you a ring, but not one for your hand.”

  Oh. Sawyer’s breath caught in his throat, his heart beginning to beat faster.

  “I’d like to give you one here.” Derek grabbed his cock and squeezed the tip.

  Fuck yes. Sawyer moaned, his ass squeezing hard around the plug he wore. “Please. Please, Master, I would love that.”

  “Where’s he getting a ring?” Benny demanded.

  “I can guess,” murmured Luke. “And I think it’s a great idea. I know the right guy to do it too. Will you let us come and watch?”

  Derek checked in with him with another gaze into his eyes, then smiled and nodded. “Yeah, we could all go. You guys would be like our best men in kinkitude.”

  Benny cackled, and Derek gave him a sheepish grin, the expression turning tickled as Sawyer began laughing too.

  “Will there be a ceremony?” Sawyer asked. “Because I’ll totally vow to take you as mine in kinkitude for as long as we both shall live.”

  “Shouldn’t it be for as long as you can both still get it up?” Benny asked.

  Derek didn’t miss a beat before answering, “Nope. That’s what plugs are for.”

  Sawyer kissed him, their laughter shared between them. This was something special he shared with Derek, the joy in just being together—it was always right there near the surface with this sweet man.

  “I should get breakfast going.” He had three hungry men to feed, four if he counted himself.

  “It can wait.” Derek kissed him, making it clear what the breakfast would be waiting for.

  Sawyer could live with that.

  Chapter Sixteen

  DEREK COULDN’T quite believe they were doing this. Okay, he was here, in the piercer’s back room with Sawyer and Luke and Benny, and Sawyer’s dick was out, already half-hard as they waited, so clearly they were going to do it. They were going to pierce Sawyer’s cock. Well, the piercer was. He and the guys were going to watch.

  They were doing it because of him, though. Because he’d wanted to do something to mark them coming together and saying I love you for the first time. That was big. And a ring in Sawyer’s cock was pretty damn big too. The physical equivalent of saying I love you. Derek had even picked out the ring he wanted. The thickness of the rose gold mitigated the possible girlieness of the color—though only Benny had called it girlie. Sawyer had just looked at him with adoration in his eyes. Sawyer always made him feel like the King of the World.

  He squeezed Sawyer’s hand as the piercer—Origami was the guy’s name, and Derek was pretty sure it was not the name he’d been born with—came in and closed the door behind him. Sawyer squeezed back and gave him an excited grin.

  Derek looked over at Benny, who was in Luke’s lap. “I gotta admit, I’m not sure I could do that.”

  “It’s not a contest,” Luke pointed out.

  “No, it’s not.” Sawyer reached out with his free hand, and Benny took it. “We need different things, and there’s nothing wrong with that. In fact, it makes it better, doesn’t it? That we’re not all the same.”

  Grinning, Benny squeezed Sawyer’s hand. “Yeah, yeah. You’re just so nice.”

  “I’m not sure if that was a compliment or an insult,” Sawyer noted, though he didn’t seem the least bit upset.

  “That’s the joy of Benny.” Luke laughed and gave Sawyer’s hand a pat. “Thank you for including us in this. Both of you.”

  “You’re a part of us.” Derek knew Sawyer felt the same way. They’d talked about it one nig
ht, about how they were definitely a couple, but that Luke and Benny were an important part of their life together.

  Benny beamed, but Luke gave them a serious look. “We’re very lucky that we have friends who are lovers too and who understand how we can all fit together, be better because of each other. Four people means more love to share, not less to go around.”

  “Amen,” said Origami, rolling the tray he’d been stocking next to Sawyer. “Are you ready for this?”

  Sawyer nodded without hesitation. “I am.”

  “Me too.” Derek gave Sawyer a quick kiss, then leaned his head on the chair, looking down at Sawyer’s cock, which was now completely hard.

  “I might come,” Sawyer whispered.

  “You’re allowed,” he whispered back. Sawyer squeezed his hand again.

  Origami grabbed a felt pen and made a mark on Sawyer’s penis. “I’m going to do it here. Are you happy with the placement?”

  All four of them leaned in and looked, but it was Derek who said yes. Sawyer only nodded after he’d given his approval.

  “All right, then. Did you want me to use the numbing cream?”

  “Oh no.” Sawyer shook his head. “I want to be able to feel.”

  “It’s not permanent. It should wear off in about an hour.” Origami waved the tube around, but Sawyer shook his head. Again.

  “I’m good. Just do it.”

  “You got it.” Origami worked quickly, gloved hand holding Sawyer’s cock steady as he pushed the needle through Sawyer’s skin, the ring attached following it right through.

  Benny squeaked, and Derek’s stomach leaped into his throat for a moment, but then it was done, and Sawyer cried out, his hips bucking as come poured out of his slit. Sawyer relaxed back in his seat with a moan.

  “Nice one,” murmured Origami. “I’ll give you guys some privacy—my next appointment isn’t for forty-five minutes.” Then he slipped from the room, leaving the four of them alone.