Outlaw Heart

by Samantha James

  But the wolf had bolted, and he was a wily one indeed. He'd led her in circles for hours before she finally found his trail again, which was why she hadn't gotten back to the ranch until well after midnight. Pa was pacing a hole through the rug in his study. Lord, but he could boom and bluster! He'd shouted so that Abby was certain she'd heard the windows rattling in their frames.

  "God Almighty!" he exploded. "What possessed you to take off like that? Do you know what's been going through my mind? I thought you were lost. Lying hurt somewhere—maybe even dead!" Duncan MacKenzie ran a meaty hand through the thatch of iron-gray hair on his head and glared at his daughter.

  Abby dropped her gloves on his desk. "I told Lucas where I was going," she said coolly. Lucas was her father's foreman. "Besides, it's not the first time I've chased down a stray calf."

  "It's the first time you didn't have sense to come back before nightfall!"

  He leveled a gaze of fearsome intensity upon her—not that she showed any signs of backing down, or even bending a little. The seconds ticked by while they fought a silent battle of wills. Finally Duncan swore silently. Abby was a strip off his own hide, all right. And so was her brother.

  "Isn't it enough that your brother risks his damn fool hide trailing outlaws from here to kingdom come? And all in the name of law and order!" He snorted, and Abby was heartily thankful Dillon wasn't there to hear him. "Now you're chasing halfway across the country after a five-dollar calf!" he finished. "I'm not so greedy that I'll miss that five dollars, missy!"

  "But it wasn't just the calf," she proclaimed with a shake of her head. "There was a wolf on his heels when I found him. He ran off when I showed up but I tracked him down." Her eyes gleamed. "I found the wolf's den, Pa, and his mate, too!" She thought of the pelts tied to her saddle and tossed her head triumphantly. "I made sure we won't lose any more calves to those two, Pa."

  It was a hollow victory. Pa remained unimpressed, and Abby slipped upstairs to her room, more than a little disappointed.

  When she'd come downstairs before sunup this morning, she had decided it might be wise to say no more about the whole episode. They planned to start branding out in the summer pasture today.

  Abby had taken it for granted that she would be present as usual.

  Pa had curtly refused.

  Abby shoved back her plate and regarded him with narrowed eyes. "I haven't missed a branding in years, Pa!"

  "Well, you're going to miss this one," he shot back.

  Abby glanced at Dorothy, who stood at the stove in the corner sliding flapjacks onto a plate. Dorothy was Lucas's wife; she and Lucas had a small house out behind the barn, and Dorothy did the cooking and cleaning for them as well. Was it her imagination, or were Dorothy's shoulders shaking with laughter?

  Her gaze slid back to Pa. "You're still riled up about last night," she muttered.

  "Damn right I am. I want you close to home, Abby, do you hear?"

  When Abby said nothing, his eyes sought Dorothy's. "Dorothy," he said more quietly, "would you go out and ask someone to saddle up Brandy for me?"

  Dorothy flitted from the kitchen, her lips still twitching in amusement.

  His gaze returned to Abby, who hadn't relieved him of that accusatory stare. Her chin jutted out, a smaller, more delicate version of his. "Why?" she demanded. "Why now?"

  "Because I can't trust you further than I can see you, young lady." Duncan's chair scraped against the floor. "Maybe I ought to marry you off to Buck Russell and be done with you!"

  Abby gasped. Buck Russell, who owned the neighboring ranch on their northern border, had made it known to Pa that he wasn't averse to uniting the two families—and their ranches.

  "Pa, I can't believe I heard you right! You don't even like Buck Russell. Besides, we're a team, Pa. You always said so. We love this place! Why, what would happen to the ranch if I weren't here? Dillon wouldn't be here for you like I am . . . you were right when you said he'd rather be off chasing outlaws than chasing stray calves!"

  An odd expression crossed Duncan's features. Too late Abby wished she hadn't spoken. While there was a part of him that was proud his son was Laramie's marshal, she alone knew how deeply it pained him that Dillon had never been interested in the ranch. But she didn't dare say so, for that very reason.

  Instead, she let an uneasy laugh escape. "Besides," she went on quickly, "you don't like Buck Russell. We both know the only reason he would ever marry me is to get his hands on the Diamondback!"

  Duncan let his eyes drift slowly over his daughter, taking in the rich mane of chestnut hair that tumbled down her back. Her shoulders were stiff with pride, the tilt of her chin defiant. Her eyes were snapping, as blue as the summer sky outside. She was a beauty, all right. Oh, not the conventional kind; she wasn't frail and fragile. He thought of how she'd grown up right before his eyes, and somehow he'd never even noticed until lately--or perhaps he hadn't wanted to. But Abby was full of fire and passion, just like her mother—the kind of woman that drove a man to heaven and hell and back again. . . The kind that made each day better than the last.

  Duncan plucked his hat from the peg on the wall. He stared at Abby, fingering the wide brim in his hands. "I'm not so sure about that," he said slowly. "I don't think there's a man alive wouldn't give his soul to get his hands on a sweet little thing like you, daughter." He saw her eyes go wide with shock and knew he'd startled her with his bluntness. A grim smile etched his lips. "But Buck Russell knows how to run a ranch, Abby. And at least the Diamondback would be in good hands when I'm gone."

  When I'm gone. It was odd, the effect those words had on her. Pa . . . dead. The chill that slipped over her penetrated clear to her bones. She shivered. She didn't like to think of it. Nor could she ever remember him speaking of his own death before.

  Now, hours later, that same prickly sense of unease ran up her spine. All at once the wind began to lull. There was a peculiar stillness in the air, as if the entire world held its breath. Even the blue jays ceased their screeching.

  Abby's hands tightened around the wooden railing of the porch. Something was wrong, she thought vaguely. Her reaction was more instinct than conscious thought.

  The sound of drumming hoofbeats reached her ears. It was then that she saw a buckboard rounding the last bend in the road. Hazy clouds of dust spiraled skyward behind it. Hitched to the back was a strawberry roan that looked just like Brandy.

  Abby stood as if paralyzed. Some strange force beyond her control held her rooted to the floor of the porch, like an ancient tree. She could only watch with a horrifying sense of inevitability as the buckboard drew nearer to the house.

  There was a tall male form stretched out in the back, limp and prone.

  Her first thought was that she'd never seen a dead man. Her second was that this was a dream ... A dream? Dear God, a nightmare..!

  Because the man was her father.

  Nor was he dead.

  There was a low moan as the buckboard rolled to a halt. It was that sound which finally galvanized her into action. Abby flew down the stairs and climbed into the back of the buckboard. She sank to her knees and cradled her father's head in her lap.

  A thin aborted cry tore from her lips. "Pa! Oh, Pa—" A crimson stain darkened the front of his shirt. His skin was as white as snow. Her heart lurched. "Pa, what happened? My God, what happened?"

  Lucas hovered across from her, his leathery face lined and anxious. "We got worried when he didn't show at the branding site. Grady and I rode out to see where he was. We found him out near Sparrow Creek. He's been shot, Miss Abby. Grady and I. .. we did our best to stop the bleeding ... I sent Grady into town after the doc..." Lucas swallowed, unable to go on.

  At that, Duncan's eyelids fluttered open. Abby stared into blue eyes so like her own. Only Pa's were dull and clouded with pain.

  "It's too late," he rasped.

  "Don't say that! Don't even think it!" The words were torn from deep inside her, a cry of outrage, a fervent plea.

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p; Duncan's lips twisted, more grimace than smile. "You'll never change, will you, Abby?" His feeble tone tore at her heart. "Always ... have to have . . . the last... word."

  Abby began to shake all over. "Pa," she whispered.

  His breath was rattling in his chest. "Got to listen, Abby . . . Stringer Sam . .."

  "Stringer Sam! Is that who did this to you? Did he shoot you, Pa?"

  His eyes closed once in silent assent. His lips barely moved as he spoke.

  "Honey, you got to listen. Last night when you were gone after that calf, Dillon came by ... Had a prisoner in jail by the name of Rowdy Roy who was hooked up with Stringer Sam's gang . . . Seems Roy knew where Sam's hideout is. Dillon got Roy to tell him, so he rode out late last night to find ... the hideout. Dillon said he'd catch Stringer Sam ... if he had to wait forever. This morning Sam rode out here . . . after Dillon ... I wouldn't tell him where he was . . . only Sam—he laughed and said he already knew ..."

  Abby's head was spinning. "Pa, wait! He knew that Dillon went after him?"

  Pa nodded.

  She groaned. "How?"

  "Sam said Rowdy Roy turned tail on him . . . so he hunted him down ... He broke into the jail last night and killed Roy and the two deputies . . . But before he did, Roy told Sam he'd already let Dillon know where his hideout was . .. that Dillon intended to ride out after him today ..."

  Comprehension dawned with a sickening rush. Sam had come here to the ranch to kill Dillon. Instead he'd found Pa.

  "Abby, if Dillon manages to find Sam's hideout ... he doesn't know that Sam's right behind him ..."

  Oh, God, she thought, sickened. Her blood seemed to freeze in her veins.

  Her mind traveled d fleetingly back, to the time nearly three years ago when Dillon, based at Fort Bridger, had still been scouting for the U.S. Army. Both she and Pa had been surprised—but very pleased—when Dillon wrote to say he was engaged to be married. Rose had been the daughter of a captain stationed there.

  The wedding never took place.

  With a twist of her heart, Abby recalled how he and Rose had boarded a stagecoach headed for Laramie. Not far from the fort, the coach had been robbed—by none other than Stringer Sam. Beyond that, Abby knew little. Dillon had always been very close-mouthed about the details.

  But Rose and the driver had been killed. Stringer Sam had shot Dillon and left him for dead. But Dillon had survived. He'd recovered at Fort Bridger, then spent the next year in search of Stringer Sam, to no avail. Pa had begged him to give up the search and come home. Eventually, Dillon had, only because Pa had asked him to.

  But he was a changed man, moody and bitter. Abby recalled how Pa had once confided that he suspected Dillon had taken the post of Laramie marshal in the hopes that it might someday put him on Stringer Sam's trail.

  Dear God, it had.

  Abby shuddered. It was a miracle that Dillon had ever survived--Stringer Sam had left him there to die!

  Now the outlaw had done the same to Pa. A dizzying fear swept over her. Surely Dillon couldn't be so unlucky a third time .. . But there was a saying—that bad luck came in threes.

  Pa moaned. "Don't want you to lose Dillon, too. Got to have someone to look after you."

  Abby stifled a sob. She could see him straining desperately to breathe, trying vainly to drag air into his lungs, struggling to hold on. He clutched at her fingers.

  "Abby," he gasped. His chest was heaving, his breathing a mere trickle. She had to drop her head close to his lips in order to hear. "You have to find him ... Find Dillon and warn him before Sam kills him, too." His fingers twisted around hers. His expression was tortured and imploring. "Promise me, honey. Promise . . . me."

  Tears streamed down her face. "I promise," she choked. "Pa, I promise."

  His eyes closed; the grip on her fingers grew slack.

  "Pa," she screamed. "Pa!"

  This time Pa didn't hear.

  Abby was only dimly aware of Lucas leading her into the parlor. There she clung to Dorothy.

  "Dorothy," she sobbed. "He—he's dead."

  Dorothy found it difficult not to break into tears herself. "I know, child," she whispered. "I know." At length the older woman eased her down at the table. She squeezed the girl's shoulder, and went to fetch a cup of strong hot coffee.

  After that first small storm, Abby's tears ceased. A curious kind of numbness overtook her. She stared listlessly at her hands, so neatly folded in her lap, and let her mind wander at will.

  She noted distantly how tanned her hands were, the color a rich honey. It had never concerned her that her skin wasn't milky-white, which was why she took no precautions to shield herself from the sun. She wore a cowboy hat when she was out riding, but the only bonnet she'd ever owned had been given to her on her twelfth birthday by a schoolmate, Emily Dawson. It was white and frilly and decorated with pink satin ribbons. She remembered how proudly she'd paraded in front of Pa and Dillon. Pa had tried hard not to laugh aloud, but Dillon hooted openly. That was the last time—the only time—Abby had worn a bonnet.

  It was Emily's mother who had convinced Pa that her education was sorely lacking when it came to ladylike qualities. When she was seventeen, her father decided maybe Mrs. Dawson was right; maybe it was time his Abigail learned to be a proper lady. Abby had argued and cried and pleaded, but he'd packed her off to that fancy girls' school in Chicago despite her protests. Mrs. Rutherford, the headmistress, had been shockingly appalled at her golden skin—and frankly dismayed at her loose-limbed, leggy stride.

  "This creature," Mrs. Rutherford had sniffed disdainfully when her father came to collect her a scant month later, "will never be a lady. She can't sing. She can't dance—but I'm not surprised since she walks like a cow!"

  Abby had lost her temper then. "Look who's talking," she retorted. "Did you ever hear yourself laugh, lady? You whinny like a horse who got his behind stuck on a fence post!"

  Pa hadn't been pleased that Mrs. Rutherford had dismissed her from the school. It was only later when they were on the train and headed back to Wyoming that he confided he shared her opinion of Mrs. Rutherford—her brain was surely stuffed with chicken scratch.

  Abby watched her fingers curl into her palm, so tightly her nails dug into her skin. But the pain was like nothing compared to the ache in her heart. For as long as she could remember, she had relied on Pa. She was seven when her mother died from pneumonia. Dillon had been seventeen, already a man. But Abby was still a child, with a child's tender need for shelter and protection. And Duncan MacKenzie had taken on a role not every man could have accomplished. While Dillon was off scouting for the army, Abby and her father had clung to each other and shared their grief. He had taught her, played with her, and indulged her. Abby had grown up strong and proud, and when she'd needed someone to hold her, her father had always been there. Abby had sometimes teased him that she'd probably never marry.

  "I couldn't bear to live anywhere other than the Diamondback," she'd laugh. "Besides, you wouldn't like it if you and Dillon weren't the most important men in my life, would you?"

  A wrenching pain ripped through her, as if her soul was on fire. Now Pa was gone. Gone. And all she had left was Dillon.

  Abby couldn't suppress a twinge of bitterness. Dillon was never around when they needed him. Her mind screamed in silent outrage. Damn you, Dillon! Where are you? Where? It was just like him— just like a man!—to think he was invincible.

  Stringer Sam had already proved he wasn't.

  Yet she didn't wonder why Dillon had gone after Sam. To her knowledge, only once had Dillon ever considered marrying and settling down—with Rose. But Stringer Sam had shattered his dreams. For Dillon, in this instance, at least, it was less a job than a vendetta.

  But she had made a promise to Pa that she could never hope to keep. A debilitating sense of helplessness seeped through her. How on earth was she to find Dillon? The only man who knew where Stringer Sam's outlaw hideout was had been killed!

  "Dillon," she whispered
. "Oh, Dillon, why are you so—so reckless? And why can't you love this land like Pa and me?" A hot ache constricted her throat. She battled the overwhelming need to cry.

  Behind her someone gently coughed. Abby jerked around in time to see Lucas step into the parlor.

  It was a moment before she was able to speak. "Is Dr. Foley gone?" She'd seen his buggy drive up just after Lucas led her inside.

  Lucas pulled off his hat and nodded. "He asked me to pass on his respects, Miss Abby." His voice sounded as rusty as hers.

  Abby looked away, unable to bear the anguish in his eyes. The burning threat of tears made her chest ache.

  She raised trembling hands to her face. "Lucas," she said on a half-sob. "Oh, Lucas, what am I going to do? I promised Pa I'd find Dillon and warn him Stringer Sam was after him. But how?" she cried hopelessly. "I don't know where that damned outlaw's hideout is! No one does—not now!"

  Lucas was at her side in two steps. "Don't take on so, Miss Abby." He patted her shoulder awkwardly. "I know it sounds crazy, but maybe we can find Dillon and warn him after all."

  She looked up with a gasp, convinced he was only trying to soothe her and make her feel better. But his grizzled expression was deadly serious.

  "What do you mean?" Her breathing grew jerky. "Lucas, tell me!"

  He half-turned and beckoned to someone in the hall just outside the door. Abby watched as a sandy- haired young man stepped into the parlor, clutching his hat between both hands. It was Grady, the man Lucas had sent into town after Doc Foley.

  He tipped his head toward her. "I'm real sorry about your pa, miss."

  She murmured her thanks.

  Lucas nodded. "Grady, tell Miss Abby what you told me."

  The young man shifted his booted feet. "Well," he began. "The doc wasn't in his office when I got to town. I went over to the Silver Spur to wait 'till the doc got back. It wasn't long before this guy comes down the stairs."

  Excitement began to mount in his voice; Abby listened intently.

  "Things got real quiet all of a sudden. You can tell just by lookin' that this guy's mean as a rattlesnake. All dressed in black, he was, with a pair of Colts strapped to his legs. And his eyes ... I swear he's got the strangest eyes a body ever saw— kinda silvery, like a looking glass that'll slice right through a man."