Islands in the Stream

by Ernest Hemingway

  “I wasn’t trying to mouth him.”

  “Oh just shut up, Andy, please. I’m sorry.”

  Andrew came climbing up topside. He had on one of the long-peaked caps but under it his father could see his eyes were wet and the boy turned his head away because his lips trembled.

  “You didn’t say anything bad,” Thomas Hudson told him.

  Andrew spoke with his head turned away. “Now if he loses him he’ll think I mouthed him,” he said bitterly. “All I wanted to do was help get everything ready.”

  “It’s natural for Dave to be nervous,” his father told him. “He’s trying to be polite.”

  “I know it,” Andrew said. “He’s fighting him just as good as Mr. Davis could. I just felt bad he could think that.”

  “Lots of people are irritable with a big fish. This is the first one Dave’s ever had.”

  “You’re always polite and Mr. Davis is always polite.”

  “We didn’t use to be. When we were learning to fish big fish together we used to be excited and rude and sarcastic. We both used to be terrible.”

  “Truly?”

  “Sure. Truly. We used to suffer and act as though everybody was against us. That’s the natural way to be. The other’s discipline or good sense when you learn. We started to be polite because we found we couldn’t catch big fish being rude and excited. And if we did, it wasn’t any fun. We were both really awful though; excited and sore and misunderstood and it wasn’t any fun. So now we always fight them politely. We talked it over and decided we’d be polite no matter what.”

  “I’ll be polite,” Andrew said. “But it’s hard sometimes with Dave. Papa, do you think he can really get him? That it isn’t just like a dream or something?”

  “Let’s not talk about it.”

  “Have I said something wrong again?”

  “No. Only it always seems bad luck to talk that way. We got it from the old fishermen. I don’t know what started it.”

  “I’ll be careful.”

  “Here’s your drink, papa,” Tom said, handing it up from below. The glass was wrapped in a triple thickness of paper towel with a rubber band around to hold the paper tight against the glass and keep the ice from melting. “I put lime, bitters, and no sugar in it. Is that how you want it? Or can I change it?”

  “That’s fine. Did you make it with coconut water?”

  “Yes, and I made Eddy a whisky. Mr. Davis didn’t want anything. Are you staying up there, Andy?”

  “No. I’m coming down.”

  Tom climbed up and Andrew went down.

  Looking back over the stern, Thomas Hudson noticed the line starting to slant up in the water.

  “Watch it, Roger,” he called. “It looks like he’s coming up.”

  “He’s coming up!” Eddy yelled. He had seen the slant in the line too. “Watch your wheel.”

  Thomas Hudson looked down at the spool of the reel to see how much line there was to maneuver with. It was not yet a quarter full and as he watched it started to whiz off and Thomas Hudson started backing, turning sharp toward the slant of the line, well under way as Eddy yelled, “Back on him, Tom. The son of a bitch is coming up. We ain’t got no line to turn.”

  “Keep your rod up,” Roger said to David. “Don’t let him get it down.” Then to Thomas Hudson, “Back on him all you can, Tom. You’re going right. Give her all she’ll take.”

  Then, astern of the boat and off to starboard, the calm of the ocean broke open and the great fish rose out of it, rising, shining dark blue and silver, seeming to come endlessly out of the water, unbelievable as his length and bulk rose out of the sea into the air and seemed to hang there until he fell with a splash that drove the water up high and white.

  “Oh, God,” David said. “Did you see him?”

  “His sword’s as long as I am,” Andrew said in awe.

  “He’s so beautiful,” Tom said. “He’s much better than the one I had in the dream.”

  “Keep backing on him,” Roger said to Thomas Hudson. Then to David, “Try and get some line out of that belly. He came up from way down and there’s a big belly of line and you can get some of it.”

  Thomas Hudson, backing fast onto the fish, had stopped the line going out and now David was lifting, lowering, and reeling, and the line was coming onto the reel in sweeps as fast as he could turn the reel handle.

  “Slow her down,” Roger said. “We don’t want to get over him.

  “Son of a bitch’ll weigh a thousand pounds,” Eddy said. “Get that easy line in, Davy boy.”

  The ocean was flat and empty where he had jumped but the circle made where the water had been broken was still widening.

  “Did you see the water he threw when he jumped, papa?” young Tom asked his father. “It was like the whole sea bursting open.”

  “Did you see the way he seemed to climb up and up, Tom? Did you ever see such a blue and that wonderful silver on him?”

  “His sword is blue too,” young Tom said. “The whole back of it is blue. Will he really weigh a thousand pounds, Eddy?” he called down.

  “I think he will. Nobody can say. But he’ll weigh something awful.”

  “Get all the line you can, Davy, now while it’s cheap,” Roger told him. “You’re getting it fine.”

  The boy was working like a machine again, recovering line from the great bulge of line in the water and the boat was backing so slowly that the movement was barely perceptible.

  “What will he do now, papa?” Tom asked his father. Thomas Hudson was watching the slant of the line in the water and thinking it would be safer to go ahead just a little but he knew how Roger had suffered with so much line out. The fish had only needed to make one steady rush to strip all the line from the reel and break off and now Roger was taking chances to get a reserve of line. As Thomas Hudson watched the line, he saw that David had the reel nearly half full and that he was still gaining.

  “What did you say?” Thomas Hudson asked his boy Tom.

  “What do you think he’ll do now?”

  “Wait a minute, Tom,” his father said and called down to Roger. “I’m afraid we’re going to get over him, kid.”

  “Then put her ahead easy,” Roger said.

  “Ahead easy,” Thomas Hudson repeated. David stopped getting in so much line but the fish was in a safer position.

  Then the line started to go out again and Roger called up, “Throw her out,” and Thomas Hudson threw out the clutches and let the motors idle.

  “She’s out,” he said. Roger was bending over David and the boy was braced and holding back on the rod and the line was slipping steadily away.

  “Tighten on him a little bit, Davy,” Roger said. “We’ll make him work for it.”

  “I don’t want him to break,” David said. But he tightened the drag.

  “He won’t break,” Roger told him. “Not with that drag.”

  The line kept going out but the rod was bent heavier and the boy was braced back holding against the pressure with his bare feet against the wood of the stern. Then the line stopped going out.

  “Now you can get some,” Roger told the boy. “He’s circling and this is the in-turn. Get back all you can.”

  The boy lowered and reeled, then lifted; let the rod straighten; lowered and reeled. He was getting line beautifully again.

  “Am I doing all right?” he asked.

  “You’re doing wonderful,” Eddy told him. “He’s hooked deep, Davy. I could see when he jumped.”

  Then, while the boy was lifting, the line started to go out again.

  “Hell,” David said.

  “That’s OK,” Roger told him. “That’s what’s supposed to happen. He’s on the out-turn now. He circled in toward you and you got line. Now he’s taking it back.”

  Steadily, slowly, with David holding him with all the strain the line would take, the fish took out all the line the boy had just recovered and a little more. Then the boy held him.

  “All right. Get to work on
him,” Roger said quietly. “He widened his circle a little bit but he’s on the in-swing now.”

  Thomas Hudson was using the engines only occasionally now to keep the fish astern. He was trying to do everything for the boy that the boat could do and he was trusting the boy and the fight to Roger. As he saw it there was no other thing to do.

  On the next circle the fish gained a little line again. On the circle after that he gained too. But the boy still had almost half the line on the reel. He was still working the fish exactly as he should and delivering each time Roger asked him to do something. But he was getting very tired and the sweat and salt water had made salty blotches on his brown back and shoulders.

  “Two hours even,” Eddy said to Roger. “How’s your head, Davy?”

  “All right.”

  “Not ache?”

  The boy shook his head.

  “You better drink some water this time,” Eddy said.

  David nodded and drank when Andrew put the glass to his lips.

  “How do you feel, Davy, really?” Roger asked him, bending close over him,

  “Fine. All except my back and legs and arms.” He shut his eyes for an instant and held to the bucking of the rod as the line went out against the heavy drag.

  “I don’t want to talk,” he said.

  “You can get some on him now,” Roger told him and the boy went back to work.

  “David’s a saint and a martyr,” Tom said to his father. “Boys don’t have brothers like David. Do you mind if I talk, papa? I’m awfully nervous about this.”

  “Go ahead and talk, Tommy. We’re both worried.”

  “He’s always been wonderful, you know,” Tom said. “He’s not a damn genius nor an athlete like Andy. He’s just wonderful. I know you love him the most and that’s right because he’s the best of us and I know this must be good for him or you wouldn’t let him do it. But it certainly makes me nervous.”

  Thomas Hudson put an arm around his shoulder and steered, looking astern with only one hand on the wheel.

  “The trouble is, Tommy, what it would do to him if we made him give it up. Roger and Eddy know everything about what they’re doing and I know they love him and wouldn’t have him do what he can’t do.”

  “But there is no limit with him, papa. Truly. He’ll always do what he can’t do.”

  “You trust me and I’ll trust Roger and Eddy.”

  “All right. But I’m going to pray for him now.”

  “You do,” said Thomas Hudson. “Why did you say I loved him the best?”

  “You ought to.”

  “I’ve loved you the longest.”

  “Let’s not think about me nor you. Let’s both of us pray for Davy.”

  “Good,” said Thomas Hudson. “Now look. We hooked him right at noon. There’s going to be some shade now. I think we’ve got some already. I’m going to work her around very softly and put Davy in the shade.”

  Thomas Hudson called down to Roger. “If it’s OK with you, Roge, I’d like to work her around slow and put Dave in the shade. I don’t think it will make any difference with the fish the way he’s circling and we’ll be on his real course.”

  “Fine,” Roger said. “I should have thought of it.”

  “There hasn’t been any shade until now,” Thomas Hudson said. He worked the boat around so slowly, just swinging her on her stern, that they lost almost no line by the maneuver. David’s head and shoulders were now shaded by the aft part of the house. Eddy was wiping the boy’s neck and shoulders with a towel and putting alcohol on his back and on the back of his neck.

  “How’s that, Dave?” young Tom called down to him.

  “Wonderful,” David said.

  “I feel better about him now,” young Tom said. “You know at school somebody said David was my half brother, not my real brother, and I told him we didn’t have half brothers in our family. I wish I didn’t worry so much though, papa.”

  “You’ll get over it.”

  “In a family like ours somebody has to worry,” young Tom said. “But I never worry about you anymore. It’s David now. I guess I better make a couple of more drinks. I can pray while I make them. Do you want one, papa?”

  “I’d love one.”

  “Eddy probably needs one pretty badly,” the boy said. “It must be nearly three hours. Eddy’s only had one drink in three hours. I’ve certainly been remiss about things. Why do you suppose Mr. Davis wouldn’t take one, papa?”

  “I didn’t think he would take one while David was going through all that.”

  “Maybe he will now Dave’s in the shade. I’ll try him now anyway.”

  He went below.

  “I don’t think so, Tommy,” Thomas Hudson heard Roger say.

  “You haven’t had one all day, Mr. Davis,” Tom urged.

  “Thanks, Tommy,” Roger said. “You drink a bottle of beer for me.” Then he called up to the wheel. “Put her ahead a little easy, Tom. He’s coming better on this tack.”

  “Ahead a little easy,” Thomas Hudson repeated.

  The fish was still circling deep, but in the direction the boat was headed now he was shortening the circle. It was the direction he wanted to move in. Now, too, it was easier to see the slant of the line. It was easier to see its true slant much deeper in the dark water with the sun behind the boat and Thomas Hudson felt safer steering with the fish. He thought how fortunate it was that the day was calm for he knew David could never have taken the punishment that he would have had if he were hooked to such a fish in even a moderate sea. Now that David was in the shade and the sea stayed calm he began to feel better about it all.

  “Thanks, Tommy,” he heard Eddy say and then the boy climbed up with his paper-wrapped glass and Thomas Hudson tasted, took a swallow and felt the cold that had the sharpness of the lime, the aromatic varnishy taste of the Angostura and the gin stiffening the lightness of the ice-cold coconut water.

  “Is it all right, papa?” the boy asked. He had a bottle of beer from the icebox that was perspiring cold drops in the sun.

  “It’s excellent,” his father told him. “You put in plenty of gin too.”

  “I have to,” young Tom said. “Because the ice melts so fast. We ought to have some sort of insulated holders for the glasses so the ice wouldn’t melt. I’m going to work out something at school. I think I could make them out of cork blocks. Maybe I can make them for you for Christmas.”

  “Look at Dave now,” his father said.

  David was working on the fish as though he had just started the fight.

  “Look how sort of slab-sided he is,” young Tom said. “His chest and his back are all the same. He looks sort of like he was glued together. But he’s got the longest arm muscles you could ever see. They’re just as long on the back of his arms as on the front. The biceps and the triceps I mean. He’s certainly built strangely, papa. He’s a strange boy and he’s the best damn brother you can have.”

  Down in the cockpit Eddy had drained his glass and was wiping David’s back with a towel again. Then he wiped his chest and his long arms.

  “You all right, Davy?”

  David nodded.

  “Listen,” Eddy told him, “I’ve seen a grown man, strong, shoulders like a bull, yellow-out and quit on half the work you’ve put in on that fish already.”

  David kept on working.

  “Big man. Your Dad and Roger both know him. Trained for it. Fishing all the time. Hooked the biggest goddam fish a man ever hooked and yellowed out and quit on him just because he hurt. Fish made him hurt so he quit. You just keep it steady, Davy.”

  David did not say anything. He was saving his breath and pumping, lowering, raising, and reeling.

  “This damn fish is so strong because he’s a he,” Eddy told him. “If it was a she it would have quit long ago. It would have bust its insides or its heart or burst its roe. In this kind of fish the he is the strongest. In lots of other fish it’s the she that is strongest. But not with broadbill. He’s awfully strong
, Davy. But you’ll get him.”

  The line started to go out again and David shut his eyes a moment, braced his bare feet against the wood, hung back against the rod, and rested.

  “That’s right, Davy,” Eddy said. “Only work when you’re working. He’s just circling. But the drag makes him work for it and it’s tiring him all the time.”

  Eddy turned his head and looked below and Thomas Hudson knew from the way he squinted his eyes that he was looking at the big brass clock on the cabin wall.

  “It’s five over three, Roger,” he said. “You’ve been with him three hours and five minutes, Davy old boy.”

  They were at the point where David should have started to gain line. But instead the line was going out steadily.

  “He’s sounding again,” Roger said. “Watch yourself, Davy. Can you see the line OK, Tom?”

  “I can see it OK,” Thomas Hudson told him. It was not yet at a very steep slant and he could see it a long way down in the water from the top of the house.

  “He may want to go down to die,” Thomas Hudson told his oldest boy, speaking very low. “That would ruin Dave.”

  Young Tom shook his head and bit his lips.

  “Hold him all you can, Dave,” Thomas Hudson heard Roger say. “Tighten up on him and give it all it will take.”

  The boy tightened up the drag almost to the breaking point of the rod and line and then hung on, bracing himself to take the punishment the best he could, while the line went out and out and down and down.

  “When you stop him this time I think you will have whipped him,” Roger told David. “Throw her out, Tom.”

  “She’s cut,” Thomas Hudson said. “But I think I could save a little backing.”

  “OK. Try it.”

  “Backing now,” Thomas Hudson said. They saved a little line by backing but not much, and the line was getting terribly straight up and down. There was less on the reel now than at the worst time before.

  “You’ll have to get out on the stern, Davy,” Roger said. “You’ll have to loosen the drag up a little to get the butt out.”

  David loosened the drag.

  “Now get the butt into your butt rest. You hold him around the waist, Eddy.”

  “Oh God, papa,” young Tom said. “He’s taking it all right to the bottom now.”