by Ford, Mia
I step away from him for just a moment, wanting to run my eyes all over his naked body. I don’t know if I have ever just looked at him nude before and drunk all of him in, so today feels like the absolutely perfect time to do that. My heart hammers against my rib cage as I scan my Greek God. That’s exactly what he looks like. Sculpted from the Gods and sent to Earth just to make my life better. I am one lucky woman.
“Wow, you are beautiful.” I didn’t even realize that he was staring at me in the same way until he says this. “It’s no wonder that I have fallen in love with you. You’re perfect.”
I step forward to close the gap between us and cup his cheeks in my hands. He’s trembling, shaking with lust, which I can also sense pressed against my stomach. He is rock hard for me; he wants me bad. That combined with him telling me that I’m perfect, plus the declarations of love almost have my head spinning now.
I trail my fingers down his body, over his chest, and until I have his throbbing erection between my fingers. I stroke him at first, slowly, delicately, watching his face crumble. He tosses his head back, exposing some of that sexy throat to me, which I need to take full advantage of. I rise up on to my tip toes and take some of that skin between my lips to suck and nibble on him. The fact that he has beads of perspiration all over him only makes him taste better, makes it feel that much hotter, makes me want to taste more of him…
“Oh!” But it seems that Wesley isn’t about to let me take full control as he spins me around rapidly and he hugs me from behind. His steel cock presses against my ass as his fingers work their way around my front. My hips buck and roll, knowing exactly where he’s headed before he gets anywhere near me. “Oh shit.”
He parts my thighs and they fall to the side eagerly, wanting him to do whatever he needs. He knows just what I like, and he heads straight for my clit, circling through the wetness and making me vibrate. The speed, the pace, the pressure, it’s all absolutely perfect. So much so that my toes curl under and my stomach wants to scream for more. As Wesley’s free hand works its way up and begins to massage my breasts and nipples, I lean right in to him because I’ve turned to jelly. Right now, he’s the only thing supporting me and keeping me upright.
“Fuck, Wesley,” I gasp out needily. “This is too much, you are too much for me.”
As the pressure of pleasure builds, my thighs tense up to an almost painful rate. I think my body is so desperate for me not to fall so I don’t lose out on this pleasure, that it’s becoming overwhelmed by him.
“Get on the bed,” he growls at me, seemingly knowing exactly what’s going on with me. “Now.”
I do as he commands with my ass in the air and my face pressed in to the pillow. I half expect him to connect his fingers with me, but instead I get the pleasantly shocking sensation of his rough tongue instead. It sends a lightning bolt of burning hot bliss straight through me. The scream that blasts in to the pillow is way out of my control. I don’t even know what part of me it comes from.
The orgasm that hits me this time completes blind sides me. It shatters through me and floods me with an absolute rocket. Wesley takes me off the planet completely and I love it. I want to remain up here in space with the stars sparkling and exploding inside of me. The last thing I want is to crash back to the planet with a thump.
I love him. That’s what fills me along with the pleasure. I love him and he loves me.
That makes the pleasure better, more intense, it lasts longer as well. I’m sure it must be the love that’s doing it, that deeper bond and connection that we have now. The bond that I hope will last forever.
Before I can really gather myself up, Wesley’s cock is teasing my entrance, begging to be let inside, and despite the fact that I have just been given the best orgasm ever, I roll my hips backwards and slide him all the way in. He plunges in deep, managing to give me even more of his inches from this angle, which is phenomenal. I lift my head up from the pillow, sure that my hair must be all over the place, making me look like a mad person, and I tilt my head back and look over my shoulder at him. His face is thick with lust, I can see him losing his mind as well which makes me cry out with bliss all over again. Every deep thrust makes me yell out more.
“I need to look in to your eyes,” he suddenly declares, while gripping his fingers on to me. “I want you on your back, Zoe. I want to tell you how much I love you. I need to… to…”
He can’t get the words out, but that’s okay, I know exactly what he means. So, as he flips me on to my back, I go willingly, and as soon as he is deep inside of me, it feels perfect. He’s right. This is how we need to be. I can look in to his eyes and embrace every single part of him. We are one.
“I love you,” he murmurs while running kisses all over me with each and every thrust. “I love you so much.”
“I love you too. I love you so much, Wesley. You have no idea.”
I kiss him hard to swallow up his cries of ecstasy while he explodes and erupts like a volcano inside of me. In this moment, I don’t know where I end and he begins, and I love it. I adore being this connected to him, it’s everything. Now, I don’t just feel like we’re in a bubble of me and him, I feel like we’re in the world, presenting a united front, acting as a team and I love it. This is how I want to be for the rest of our lives.
“Oh wow.” We collapse on the bed next to one another, panting and gasping. “That was something else.”
“I know,” I agree. “So much better than usual. You are incredible, Wesley.”
He turns to hug me, and I fall happily in to his arms. I press myself against him so I can feel our hearts pounding in unison. To keep that connection going because I love feeling like we’re a part of one another.
“Are we going to tell Maddie?” Wesley suddenly asks me. “Or work things slowly.”
“Hmm. Well, I’m sure that she will guess because you know how switched on she is, but at the same time I don’t know if we should rush things because she might get too carried away.”
“So, I suppose I can’t ask you to move in with me right away?”
I can’t help but let out a little laugh. “Maybe not right away, no.”
“Ooh, that doesn’t sound like you’re going to refuse forever though.” He wiggles his eyebrows. “I like that.”
“Well, if we’re going to move forwards together, then that will come, won’t it? So, no I guess I’m not refusing forever. But we need to all to move at a pace that’s right for all three of us.”
He kisses me again. Softly at first, but I can soon feel that passion shining through once more. I’m pretty sure I can even feel him hardening against me as if he wants to take me again. We have time, I’m sure that we do, but I didn’t think he would be up for round two. Knowing that he is though only excites me as well. The flames of desire are tearing through me like wild fire instantly, so I wrap my legs around him.
“Is this what it will be like?” I ask him in a teasing tone. “If we live together? No time for anything else?”
“Oh, for sure.” He laughs. “Especially if that gets you to move in with me quicker.”
Oh God, now all I want to do is live with him right this second. I can just see me, him, and Maddie living in that apartment all together, being that real family. I do want to rush in to it and I’m sure that if she was asked, Maddie would want to as well, but this is long term. This is forever so we have all the time in the world. We can do things in the right way; we don’t need to move at the speed of light. We have done everything backwards in the past, we don’t need to make that mistake again. We need to do everything right.
Anyway, I don’t need to live in the future, I need to live in the right now where he’s making me feel phenomenal. His hands, his lips, his tongue, his cock… all of it is amazing and I need to make the most of everything he is giving me.
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Wesley
I tap my pen on the desk, banging it against the piece of paper in front of me, the paper that I need to read r
eally because I’m supposed to be signing some stuff off, but in all honestly my head is somewhere else entirely. It’s off with Zoe who is moving into her new apartment today with Maddie. I wanted to be there to help her, but she has Jessica and the moving guys who have brought her stuff from New York, and she told that they would be fine, so I have forced myself to come here. To sit in this office, even though I hate it.
To think that this place used to make me happy, I used to think that it was everything… what a fool. Work is nothing to me. Not working here anyway. I think I would be happier somewhere else. I maybe should start looking for something else that would be more suited to me. The work is fine, but the environment not so much. While there are too many changes going on here at the moment, so maybe I shouldn’t make this one as well, I kind of want to go that extra step as well. Have a real clean slate from absolutely everything from the past.
“Hey, Wesley.” I’m dragged from my lovely thoughts of the woman that I love by Court who has taken to sitting on the edge of my desk again as if we’re friends like we were all that time ago. “How’s it going?”
“Hmmm, good,” I reply coldly. “Just getting all of this paper work done.”
“Right, sure. Looks like it.” He rolls his eyes. “So, when is Zoe coming back? Is she going to be manager?”
Urgh, I hate the mention of her name on his tongue. It feels all kinds of wrong. He shouldn’t be allowed to talk about her ever. If it was up to me, I would completely ban him from talking about another person.
“She isn’t coming back. Nothing around here is changing, you don’t need to worry.”
“Right, right. So, I take it you have seen her to know that? Are you two friends again?”
I glare at him, trying to silently communicate with him that this isn’t the best topic of conversation for him to be headed in to. Delving in to my private life at all will get his ass fired.
“There isn’t anything for us to talk about, Court. Please get back to work. Let me do the same.”
“Why are you being so secretive about it all?” he demands, completely ignoring me. “Just tell us all what’s going on. Especially me and Hannah. We were a big part of your story before.”
Oh my God, can he actually be so oblivious? Does he not know the damage that he’s done? That both of them did? They were a part of our story but only because they fucking killed us. I squeeze my fists together feeling like a pressure cooker as the rage builds up inside of me. I shouldn’t let it explode, that isn’t the right thing to do in the work place, but I don’t know if I can keep it in any longer. It’s getting too much.
“Are you joking me?” I explode loudly. “Are you fucking kidding? You wrecked us.” I rise to my feet and point my finger at him. “You and Hannah destroyed something amazing just for your own entertainment. For no reason other than to create some drama for the pair of you to enjoy. Not only did you ruin things for us, but there was an innocent unborn child who got caught up in your shit as well.”
“Woah. So, the baby is yours?” His eyes light up. I have given him exactly what he wants and I don’t even care. “Wow, that’s heavy. None of us knew that she was even having a baby back then. Are you sure the child is yours though? Because she was sleeping with Andy at the same time, wasn’t she?”
“Do you guys actually believe your own lies?” I demand. “Because you and Hannah made all of that up. None of it was real. Where the hell do you get off upsetting other people? Destroying people? Not only do you do that, but you make it absolutely fucking impossible to work here. I might not have worked anywhere other than here, but I know enough to know that it’s toxic and really shit. Because of you.”
“Are you yelling about me?” All of a sudden, Hannah makes an appearance in my office, really ruining my fucking day. “What the hell have I done? I’m just trying to work. It isn’t fair for you to talk about me when I’m not here. That’s called being two faced, that is. Whatever you have to say, do it on my face.”
“Wow, that’s a God damn joke coming from you,” I sneer. “The most two faced person in here. Yes, I am talking about you, but unlike you I will tell you what I was saying. I was talking about you and Court. Your gossiping and bitching. How you ruin lives and make this a nasty environment, just for your own entertainment.”
“The baby was his,” Court informs his friend, not even bothered by my outburst. “So, he’s all mad.”
“Yes, I’m fucking mad because you made me miss out on years of my child’s life.”
“You did that,” Hannah insists. That makes me bubble and boil, even if she isn’t totally wrong. “Not us. You were the one who let her get away. You can’t blame other people for what you did.”
“I was young and vulnerable, naive too. Stupid. You took advantage of that. But I have grown up now and I’m stronger. But you are still the same and taking advantage of other people. I see you whispering and botching about me, and it doesn’t bother me, but you do it to other people as well. People who might not be able to hack it. It isn’t right. You shouldn’t be allowed to get away with treating other people like they are a game.”
I dart my eyes between Hannah and Court, trying to see if any of this is registering. I just want it to sink in a little bit so they can understand what they have done. If they get the damage, then maybe they can change…
But they aren’t. Neither of them are getting it at all. They have blank expression with a hint of smugness. This is drama, more of what they want. I am just giving them what they need and it’s enraging me even more.
“What is going on here?” It’s almost a relief to see Andy. “What is all this noise?”
“Oh, well I just came to ask Wesley a simple question and he lost his mind,” Court replies, managing o look totally calm and in control. “He just began yelling at me. It seems like he has held on to a grudge for years. It wouldn’t surprise me if he’s been trying to get fired for all this time.”
Andy looks at me knowing that this is the truth. Weirdly, it looks like he might be falling for Court’s bullshit which is ridiculous because he knows exactly what he’s like. He has seen this before.
“Yes, and then he was saying some terrible things about me too,” Hannah jumps in with crocodile tears in her eyes. “That’s why I came in because I want to defend myself. It isn’t fair for me to be bitched about.”
“Come off it, Hannah.” I roll my eyes. “You are the biggest bitch here.”
“You can’t say that about me. Andy, he can’t say that about me, it isn’t right. That’s not professional conduct, is it? Is that the sort of company that you want to run? Because it isn’t fair.”
I fling my hands on to my hips and stare at Andy as well, piling on the pressure. He knows what sort of place this is and five years ago he promised to fix it which he hasn’t done. This is his chance now. He can finally get rid of the bad blood and make this okay. I will certainly have a lot more respect for him if he does.
“You need to find a way to get along,” he says with pure cowardice instead. “I can’t have this arguing.”
I shake my head and tut. “Andy, you have said before that I am doing an amazing job, that the numbers are better because of me. You have said that you wouldn’t be able to run it without me. Well, I can’t continue to work here with these two because as you know, they make it a really horrible place. It’s toxic and unbearable, it’s like babysitting fucking toddlers on top of everyone else. I don’t need it. You need to finally get rid of them.”
“I can’t fire people for no reason.” Andy shakes his head defiantly. “You know that.”
I try to stare him down, to make him see reason, but it doesn’t seem to sink in. Andy is standing by Court and Hannah over me and I can’t understand why. They did it to him as well… unless they really do have something over him. I suppose that’s possible; I don’t know. All I do know is that I don’t want to be a part of this anymore.
I want to do the thing that I should have done five years ago, and it
actually feels right.
“Okay.” I shrug. “Then I quit. You will have to deal with this on your own because I’m done.”
“What do you mean?” Finally, Andy looks desperate. He’s getting it at last. What a shame that it’s too late. “You can’t quit. I need you here. You are the manager. Can’t we just work this out?”
“No.” I shake my head hard. “We can’t. I have put up with that shit for years. No more.”
“What are you going to do? You need this job. You can’t leave us in the lurch like this. It isn’t right.”
“Yeah, what are you going to do?” Court sneers at me. “You have a child to look after, remember?”
Andy looks surprised, but thankfully he doesn’t ask anymore. I suppose he doesn’t really want to know. That doesn’t worry me anyway. My family has plenty of money, so I will be fine. Plus, I have my own savings. I can survive until I find something else. And I will. I’m not concerned. I know that I will be good.
“I don’t need anything. I don’t need to be around you people, so you can amuse yourself now.”
I don’t have much at my desk, but I gather up my own possessions and I shoot them all a smile. I feel like I can offer them this little bit of kindness now that I’m on my way out and I never have to see them again. I was already considering leaving this place to have a fresh new start putting all of the past behind me, but now that I’m doing it, I can’t believe that I have pushed it to the back for such a long time. I should have done it forever ago.
“Goodbye, and good luck, Andy.” I call behind myself as I walk away. “You’re going to need it.”
As I walk outside and the fresh air hits me hard, another idea creeps in to my mind, something that I really want more than I thought I would. Something so good that I can’t believe I haven’t thought of it before. It’s something that I want to put in to action right away because I just know that it will be perfect. The fresh start away from all of that shit that I need. God, I hope that Zoe likes this. I’m pretty sure that she will.