Doubt - Among Us Trilogy Book 1 - a Truth Seekers end of the world religious thriller series

by Anne-Rae Vasquez

  Yaffa scribbled notes in her notepad, while mumbling to herself, “Hmph…friend.”

  Cristal looked at Yaffa sideways and asked, “Why do you say friend that way? It’s like you don’t believe me!”

  Yaffa’s pea green eyes met hers. Her smile widened, which pushed her chipmunk cheeks aside.

  “When Ilgaz asked me to give my seat to him, he tell me you are his half-sister and you are afraid to fly in airplanes.”

  Cristal choked back her laughter. “I’m not laughing at your English, Yaffa, really. I’m not good at languages. But I think Kerim pulled a fast one on you. Maybe he thought you would give up your seat if you thought we were brother and sister.”

  Yaffa’s eyebrows raised as she spoke. “Ah…is that so?”

  She scribbled again in her notepad. Putting down her pen, she raised her head and focused her eyes on Cristal.

  “Okay, I want to know more about Kerim. Who he is, his past, who his friends are, and why he is in Israel. From our investigation, we do not have much information on Kerim Ilgaz before 2009. No family, no friends, no lovers, no work history, shvm dbr–nothing.”

  Harry said, “I told you everything about Kerim. He is here as a subcontractor for Global Nation. He provides security for Cristal, myself, and the staff at the GN office in Haifa. You can check this with our head office. Cristal does not know much about him because I was the one who hired him.”

  Yaffa sighed, giving him a polite smile before standing up.

  “Yes, yes, you tell me this. It is time now for me to go. Take my information. You remember more, contact me. Like I tell Harry in Hebrew, Kerim Ilgaz is considered threat to national security. Here, we say someone is guilty until he proves he is innocent.”

  She gave them a grunt and then motioned to the other agents who were scattered around the lobby that it was time to leave. Harry gave Yaffa a smile, tapping Cristal on the foot to signal for her to do the same. Cristal gave her a forced smile. Yaffa returned the fake smile, turned around and walked towards the hotel entrance, the agents tailing behind her. She glanced over her shoulder briefly before leaving the hotel.

  “Shalom,” she said before walking out the door.

  Chapter 19

  What Next?

  HARRY PACED BACK AND FORTH in front of her. He glanced at his watch while mumbling under his breath.

  “Sit down,” Cristal demanded, pointing to the chair beside her. “You’re making me nervous.”

  “I’m trying to figure out what to do next,” he said quietly.

  “Kerim is going to be here soon,” Cristal stated in a matter-of-fact way. “Are you going to tell him what happened?”

  Harry whirled around and pointed a finger at her. “Don’t say a word! You got that, Cristal? Until we find out more about him, consider him a hostile.”

  Cristal couldn’t believe her ears. She leapt out of her chair, and stood facing him eye-to-eye, as if daring him to challenge her. “Hostile? This isn’t a game, Harry. You said you checked him out before inviting him to the Truth Seekers. Just because some crazy agent shows us some weird photos, now you think that Kerim is a hostile?”

  Her voice echoed in the lobby.

  She followed Harry’s gaze to see where he was looking. She noted that he was peering at the main entrance of the hotel. She sucked in her breath and gasped when she saw Kerim standing between the opened glass doors. His olive-colored skin contrasted his white unbuttoned long sleeve shirt and black jeans. But what made her hold her breath was the bright blinding light that blazed around him like angry flames.

  He moved away from the door, and the light behind him flooded into the lobby. She realized that the setting sun had played optical tricks on her. Or so she thought.

  He stood motionless.

  “Kerim,” she called out, walking over to him.

  He looked past her, as if not seeing her. His grey eyes were fixed on Harry. “What’s this about?” he asked.

  Harry moved in closer, but he didn’t volunteer a response. Cristal sighed, knowing that she would have to be the first person to speak.

  “An agent was here asking questions about you,” Cristal said.

  The heat from Harry’s glare could have disintegrated steel.

  “Agent?” Kerim asked.

  “Let’s go somewhere else to talk,” Harry demanded, glancing at the group of hotel guests that were entering the lobby.

  “Sorry,” Kerim announced, “but I’m not going anywhere with anyone who thinks I’m the enemy.” His jawline was tense, his voice quiet. He gave Cristal a look.

  She reached out for his arm. He pulled it away from her, turned and walked back towards the hotel entrance. The doors opened and he marched outside onto the street towards his motorbike.

  “Kerim, please,” she called out in a loud voice, while running after him.

  “Cristal, let him go,” she heard Harry say as he followed behind her.

  “Leave me alone, Harry,” she snapped.

  Kerim was already on his bike with the engine roaring.

  “Wait for me, please!” You can’t leave me here.

  Kerim turned around and looked at her. His eyes met hers.

  Please, don’t leave me here.

  He paused for a moment and then tilted his head for her to climb on. Without hesitation, she grabbed his shoulder and jumped onto the back of the bike. This bike wasn’t as flashy as the Ducati—a matte black color, shorter in length and not as shiny.

  Kerim looked hot on any motorcycle as far as Cristal was concerned. He revved the engine and glanced over his left shoulder to check the traffic.

  Cristal saw Harry standing on the sidewalk, his shiny blue eyes stabbing her a hundred times with his piercing stare. He shook his head as Kerim pulled out into the street.

  ***

  Although there was a breeze, the evening air was heavy and her sweat clung to her like a heavy coat. Kerim weaved in and out of the chaotic traffic like a seasoned local. Plumes of black smoke from the tailpipes of cars and trucks as they rode past filled her lungs. She could taste the diesel fuel in her throat. When he turned off onto a side street, she marveled at how many homes could be squeezed onto one street.

  She watched rows and rows of short, three-story buildings pass by them; they all seemed to have the same crumbling alabaster, sand-colored stucco with splashes of spray-painted graffiti angrily emblazoned here and there.

  Air-conditioning units stuck out from windows and grey satellite dishes pointed their noses in a south-easterly direction. But regardless of the passing terrain, Kerim adeptly swerved around the narrow streets with motorbikes, scooters, and cars half-parked on the sidewalks and on the road.

  Teenagers and twenty-something adults hung out around shops and small grocery stores, apparently unmoved by the warm temperatures of the season. She saw soldiers walking by and thought of how safe she should be feeling. But what she couldn’t see were all the seniors and families who were tucked into their private residences. Presumably those people were probably trying to cool off with what little relief their window air-conditioners could provide.

  As Kerim leaned into a corner, wafts of hashish hit her sense of smell. A loud group of young men were horsing around in an alley lane. From a boom box, a rap-style song played Shalom Shady, loudly. It was a wildly popular rap star whose Hebrew/English rap songs played day and night on the TV music video channel and on the radio stations. The boys jumped around, dancing and mimicking the rapper’s moves.

  Kerim decelerated and turned into a driveway in front of metal grey gates. He stopped the bike for a moment, letting the engine idle.

  Cristal heard the sounds of people scrambling and voices calling out, “Kerim is back.”

  The gates creaked open. Kerim rode inside the cemented lot. Gabriel greeted him and when he saw Cristal, he grinned from ear to ear.

  “Hey, Cristal! Glad you finally decided to visit the bachelor pad.”

  He helped her off the bike, and immediately rambled on about
what he and Rinaldo had done earlier in the day.

  She watched Kerim disappear into the house. He didn’t even bother to wait for her.

  “Rinaldo and Raffe are inside. Come in. We just picked up pizza. I’m sure you’re starving.”

  “Yeah, I’m definitely hungry, come to think of it,” she managed to say.

  She followed Gabriel inside a narrow hallway and up the stairs. Her eyes adjusted to the dim lighting, as she entered what she guessed was the living room.

  The place was cluttered with shoes piled up on the side of the doorway. Tons of family photos adorned the walls, and she laughed when she saw all the books and papers piled up on the coffee table. The only modern treasure in the room was a 52-inch flat screen TV that hung on the wall next to the fireplace.

  “Come into the kitchen. That’s where everyone is,” Gabriel teased while gesturing with his hand for her to follow him.

  They walked into the kitchen through another dark hallway that easily was double the size of her hotel room. Rinaldo sat in one corner of the room and he was chatting with a girl while he smoked a water pipe, which was popularly known in the Middle East as sheesha. Kerim was deep in conversation with someone and his back was turned to her. She thought it was strange that no one even noticed her when she entered the room.

  “Come, the pizza is on the counter. Help yourself. Don’t be shy,” Gabriel said, waving to the open pizza boxes.

  She walked over, her mouth ready to bite into a juicy slice. Her eyes widened when she saw that the pizza was covered with yellow corn niblets.

  “Corn?” she asked.

  “It’s an Israeli specialty,” Kerim announced.

  She turned and saw Kerim standing behind her. He was half-smiling, not as pissed-off-looking as he was earlier, much to her relief.

  “I guess it would be impolite to refuse to eat it?” she asked, smiling.

  Kerim looked over his shoulder, and said, “This is Raffe.”

  Raffe was short, coming only up to Kerim’s shoulder. His skin was honey-brown colored and his hair was a pile of black curls crowning the top of his head. He was muscular, dressed in a black T-shirt and ripped blue jeans. He stared at her with eyes so black, they looked like they were filled with liquid ink.

  “Ma nishma,” he said in a deep guttural voice, putting his fist up.

  Cristal remembered that this meant what’s up but she forgot how to respond.

  She looked over at Kerim who motioned with his hand for her to raise her fist up. Oh, yes, she thought. Kerim had taught her how to greet people with a fist pump.

  Raffe smirked as he touched his fist with hers. She felt an electrical shock run through her body. Suddenly, a feeling surged through her that she didn’t understand, and everything inside her began to put her on alert.

  Raffe shot Kerim a look, grabbed a bottle of beer from the counter and bumped against Cristal slightly as he walked past her out of the room. She thought she heard him say something, but she wasn’t sure.

  “Don’t worry. He’s harmless,” Kerim said as he put his arm around her.

  “He creeps me out,” she said. “Who is he?”

  Kerim gave her a kiss on her forehead.

  Is that his way of shutting me up?

  Rinaldo approached both of them and asked, “So, Kerim, were you serious when you said that we’re all going to the wall tonight?”

  He had an anxious look on his face.

  Kerim smirked, lifting his chin, which was his way of saying yes.

  “Without Harry’s approval?” Rinaldo asked.

  “We don’t need his permission,” Kerim said.

  Cristal sensed that he was trying to control his temper.

  Gabriel joined the circle and voiced his concern, by saying, “It doesn’t feel right, Kerim. I mean, Harry is our leader, and he told us that we couldn’t go there without him giving us the green light.”

  Cristal’s head began to spin. What wall? Why did Kerim want to go there? And what was so special about that place?

  “You don’t have to come. None of you have to come. But if you want to know the truth, you don’t need to wait for Harry to tell us when.”

  Kerim put his arm around Cristal’s shoulder, and he told her, “Come on. Let’s go!”

  She swallowed hard, acknowledging in her brain what she had to do. Her heart started beating faster. Taking deep breaths, she tried to control her heart rate. She told herself, “Calm down.”

  “I’m coming with you,” Gabriel said. “I always wanted to find out what the big deal was about that place.”

  Rinaldo’s body language was not in agreement with Gabriel. Rinaldo said, “No way, guys. I ‘a’ stay here and wait for Harry’s call. He has his reasons for saying not to ‘a’ go without him. I have a big trust for him.” He turned around and went back to the corner where he had left the girl pouting.

  “Let’s go,” Kerim said.

  Cristal wanted to say something, but she decided it wasn’t the right time. Sometimes keeping quiet is better than asking too many questions.

  ***

  They rode for over an hour on the motorcycle with Cristal’s arms tightly wrapped around Kerim’s waist. Gabriel had caught a ride with Kerim’s friends in their mini-bus. Cristal had hoped that they would have ridden with them, but she realized that Kerim liked to do things his way.

  She closed her eyes for most of the trip, feeling drained of all her energy. Only once did she glance up to see a highway route sign that said 60. How far is this wall?

  “Don’t fall asleep. Don’t want you to fall off,” Kerim called back to her.

  She mumbled, “I feel awful.”

  He squeezed her arm and encouraged her by saying, “We should be there soon.”

  She pressed her head tightly into his back, hoping he was right.

  “Trust no one,” her dad’s voice said in her head. “Today will be the beginning of The End. Stay strong and have faith.”

  “No! Stop!” she hollered, shaking her head, and not wanting to hear the voices anymore.

  Kerim turned his head towards her and yelled, over the noise of the road, “Are you all right? Do you want me to stop?”

  “I wasn’t talking to you,” she said.

  That’s when she realized that what she had said sounded crazy. “I mean, I thought I was going to be sick. But I think I’m okay. We’re not that far. Are we?”

  She felt his hand on her arm.

  “We’re almost there. You must be really tired. I can’t hear any of your thoughts,” he said with a soft chuckle.

  Well, that’s good to know, she thought to herself.

  Chapter 20

  Safe Zone

  Zero: video chat in 15 min

  Onyx: see you then

  Joanna looked over at Jenna who was sitting on the couch, busy typing on her laptop. Although, she had agreed for her to move in temporarily, living with Jenna was driving her crazy.

  The sound of the chat tool notification alert interrupted her thoughts. She quickly read the message.

  “Was it Harry? What did he say?” Jenna asked raising one eyebrow.

  “Yeah, he wants to video chat soon,” Joanna said.

  “Awesome. Okay, I’m going to set up beside you, so he can’t see me.”

  Jenna stood up, grabbed her laptop, walked over and sat down on the chair beside her.

  “Great,” Joanna mumbled to herself. What did I get myself into? Not only do I have the boss interrogating me at work, I’ve got Jenna bossing me around at home.

  Every day at GN, senior management was breathing down her neck. Joanna knew that if she revealed Harry’s breach in security, she would only be revealing her own role. She wasn’t ready to be hauled into prison over this.

  Jenna turned to her, and asked, “Joanna, why don’t you introduce me to Harry?”

  “What?” Joanna couldn’t believe her ears. “Are you crazy? If he even suspects that I am talking to a non-Truth Seeker, he’s going to cut me loose. And where w
ould that get you?”

  Jenna bit her lip, a sign that she was thinking up one of her crazy plans.

  “No way, Jenna. You just sit quietly right where you are. Or else, I’m going to call this whole thing off,” she snapped.

  Jenna sighed, and then said, “Okay, okay. Take a pill. I’ll sit over here and behave.”

  Joanna threw her a dirty look but knew that it was pointless. Jenna was so thick-skinned that nothing ever fazed her. She only worried about getting what she was after—no matter what it took.

  “You know, I don’t know if Kerim Ilgaz changed his name, because I can’t find much on him,” Jenna said, reaching for her glass and taking a sip.

  “Oh?” Joanna frowned.

  “He has absolutely no digital tattoo on the internet. No website, no social network. Not even an email account. I asked my contacts in Istanbul to find out more about him. All I could get was that he was in the military for four years. He has no family, no friends, nothing. As far as the database records show, before 2009, he was a ghost.”

  Joanna said, “Well, maybe he did change his name. If he was in the military, maybe he was a secret agent or something. That would explain why he doesn’t have a footprint online. For all we know, he’s still under cover.”

  “You know what, Joanna, I think you are onto something,” Jenna said, grinning like a kid who had just been handed an ice cream cone. “I’m going to see if my CIA contacts can find something on him.”

  “Seriously? You’ve got CIA contacts?”

  She gave her a wry smile.

  Jenna shrugged. “CIA agents are a dime a dozen these days with all the national security measures that President Roshenbaum brought in.”

  “Funny, I voted for Roshenbaum, thinking he’d protect our rights, but it looks like he’s worse than Sanders.”

  “Yeah, who would guess that General Sanders would be more liberal than Roshenbaum,” Jenna replied. “But hey, as long as you instill enough fear in people, they’ll all line up and give away their rights like candy.”

  The sound of the video chat alert interrupted their conversation. Joanna raised her finger to her lips, motioning to Jenna to keep quiet.

  Joanna clicked on Zero’s avatar and the video chat window opened, filling her screen. He was dressed in an ocean blue short-sleeved button shirt, which was opened at the neckline showing off his golden skin.