Those Kinds of Adult Stories Your Mother Warned You About

by Natalie Nogasm

It felt like a culmination of years of not realizing what I was missing out on.

  Who I was missing out on.

  I never even considered him in this way, and I hadn’t seen him for so long that I’d almost forgotten he existed. It wasn’t the same with him, he was making that much obvious. Our breath and tastes mingled together, and I felt lightheaded from how sweet his lips were against mine.

  The door opened noisily, and immediately we parted, like we were kids about to get in trouble.

  “I don’t mean to interrupt,” Curtis said quickly, turning and going back inside. My heart broke at this, and I wasn’t sure why.

  “Curtis, wait,” I said, but he was already gone. Eddy turned back to me, like he wanted to kiss me again, but I had to talk to Curtis.

  “I’ll see you later, I need to figure out why he ran off,” I said, embarrassed.

  “That’s fine,” Eddy kissed me again, leaving me buzzing and lightheaded.

  The idea struck me that he might be just trying to convince me to stay with the farm- it was definitely working.

  Rushing into the house, I looked around the kitchen, and then the living room. Nothing. Heading upstairs to where I knew there quarters were, I knocked on the only door that was closed.

  “Curtis are you in there?” I asked, pausing a moment before I tried the handle. It was unlocked. “Curtis, look,” I started, before freezing. He was shirtless, and had begun unzipping his pants.

  “I was just winding down for the day,” he explained shortly, his eyes hung on my lips for a moment and I realized why he’d acted so strange.

  “You’re interested in me?” I asked, leaning against his door frame.

  “Kate,” he said, my name fell out of his mouth in a sour note and I hated it.

  “This is going to be a long summer if on the first night there’s already drama, we need to get it out in the open,” I said, not wanting to cause any trouble between them. “I’ll back down if it’ll keep you two from fighting,” I explained.

  “No, I don’t want you sacrificing your happiness for me,” he shook his head, turning towards me. His body was gorgeous. It was different from Eddy’s, he was older, his skin was sunworn but his muscles looked like they’d been grooved into his body over years and years of work.

  “Unless he isn’t what would make you happy,” his eyes were on mine when I looked up, and I realized he caught me looking at his body.

  “I don’t know what you mean,” I answered, keeping my tone flat.

  “This wouldn’t look like such an innocent scene to someone else,” he said, stepping towards me. I could see a bulge starting to form in his pants, and god I wanted to touch him, but I’d never done anything like that before. I never went past kissing.

  “Curtis,” I said softly, but I couldn’t get any more words out of my mouth before he kissed me. Pressing me up against the door frame, his hands on my hips, his lips moved warmly against mine like he knew exactly what he was doing.

  I gasped against the kiss, surprised by him, but couldn’t fight my own hunger and found myself kissing him back. His hands were firm, warm, as one slid up my hip to my back, pulling me against him as we kissed. One of my hands sat between us, and I could feel the hard ripple of his abs as he moved.

  It was intoxicating.

  I could hear the kitchen door close downstairs as Eddy came in.

  Oh god.

  “I can’t do this,” I said, backing off from Curtis and straightening my clothes. His hands let go reluctantly, and I backed out of his doorway. “I’m not going to move forward with either of you, it’s just not fair to either of you,” I said simply, fighting back tears as I walked down the stairs.

  “Hey Kate, want to go meet the horses?” Eddy asked as I came down.

  “No, I think I’m going to turn in for the night,” I answered, knowing full well that it was only just past eight in the evening.

  “Are you okay? What’s going on?” he asked, I could hear concern in his voice as I went to my room.

  “Nothing, I’m just tired,” I said, closing my door behind me.

  It hurt.

  It felt like two heartbreaks at once, but I couldn’t just let one go and choose the other. It wouldn’t be fair to either of them. I didn’t want to break up how well they worked together, especially if I was selling the farm.

  It would just be cruel.

  Not to mention, I wasn’t sure if I could choose just one of them if I tried to.

  Chapter Three

  The sun set around nine, and by ten I was still wide awake.

  I knew the time change should have made me sleepier, it was even later in Georgia, but all I could think about was the two men I’d kissed. All I could picture when I closed my eyes was their beautiful bodies and gorgeous faces. They were sweet, in different ways, and I couldn’t help but feel like I connected with both of them.

  If I sold the land I’d have an excuse to be with one of them.

  I wouldn’t have to feel guilty.

  Still, now that I knew them, I felt horrified at the idea of selling the land and taking it away from them. I couldn’t just hand it off to someone else and hope that they kept the two men employed. A younger family might not want ranch hands.

  They’d get money from it, sure, but I could remember how much Eddy freaked out at the mention of the idea.

  I didn’t want to put him through that.

  Sitting up, tired of staring at my phone and wishing it would connect, I stared out the window.

  I could hear the crickets out by the lake, could see fireflies igniting the air with tiny sparks of light. It reminded me of sneaking out as a kid and skinny dipping.

  There wasn’t any reason that had to stop just because I was 18.

  Smiling to myself at the idea, I grabbed a towel from my closet and quietly shut off the light to my room before I headed towards the door. Turning on my phone’s flashlight option, I slowly crept through the house, trying to keep my noise to a minimal. I could hear voices upstairs, soft talking, and I was glad to know they weren’t mad at each other.

  This was for the best.

  Slipping out into the night, I slowly closed the door behind me and snuck down and out into the open. The moon was out, casting glorious bright light across the farmland. The stars pierced what dark sky was visible, leaving the sky looking like some dramatic painting. My bare feet crushed the grass as I moved, looking for the little dock my great grandfather built for me.

  The pier creaked beneath me as I walked across it. Stripping my clothes off as I moved, I felt electric and buzzed with an energy I hadn’t felt in ages. Turning the light off on my phone and setting it down in a bundle of my clothes, I leaped out into the pond. The water was cold against the hot night’s air, soothing and refreshing. I paddled in it for a moment, memories flooding back to me, and listened as the nearby crickets grew quiet to my noise.

  Smiling to myself, finally relaxed, I moved so that I was floating on my back instead.

  The night sky stretched on forever, and I reveled in it.

  It gave me an almost-sense of vertigo, but it didn’t bother me, instead it left me feeling weightless and free.

  A splash sounded at the edge of the pond, loud and hard it caused the water around me to kick up in a ruckus. I moved quickly from my back, trying to find the dock with my eyes.

  Was that a gator?

  Were there gators out here now?

  My great grandfather had built the pond, but I hadn’t been out there in years, was there a chance that a gator found it? Panic settled high in my chest, and I rushed to find any wood I could with my hands.

  Instead I found abs.

  A familiar set of abs at that.

  “Curtis?” I gasped, my heart still hammering away.

  “Are you okay? What happened?” he asked, his voice was concerned in the dark, and my eyes adjusted enough so that I could see his face.

  “I heard a splash over there, I got scared,” I answered, pointing away from us.
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  “Sorry, that was me, couldn’t resist jumping in,” I heard Eddy laugh. He was swimming our way. I let go of Curtis, suddenly self aware, and found my footing on the ground beneath us.

  “Jerk,” I laughed, still buzzing with nervous energy.

  “Oh, don’t say that,” I could hear a smile in his voice. Eddy pulled me against him in the water, and his lips found mine almost instantly. My chest warmed at the sensation, but I backed away and cut it off.

  “I can’t do this,” I said softly, aching that I had to tell him that. “I don’t want to hurt either of you,” I explained.

  “You won’t hurt us,” Curtis said softly, his hand was on my lower back, warm in the water. Leaning down, he kissed me. It was soft, but demanding, and I could tell that he was trying to make himself clear on this.

  “So- wait- you mean, both of you?” I asked, pushing him back a little so that our lips weren’t touching anymore.

  “We both like you, and we’re not the jealous types,” Eddy explained, close to my other side.

  “So- wait, what?” I asked, still not entirely sure I understood. There’s no way this could be real. Neither answered, instead, Curtis leaned in and kissed me, his lips rougher against mine, and from behind me I could feel Eddy leaning in and kissing my neck. The feelings that shot through me were both electric and soothing. It was as though the answer had been right in front of me but I’d been willfully ignoring it.

  Curtis deepened the kiss, cupping my face with one of his hands, while his other hand tangled in my hair. He pulled me closer, and I realized he was naked as well. I wanted to be embarrassed, act shocked to save my dignity, but I couldn’t fight down the swell of desire that filled me at the realization.

  Eddy moved closer behind me, until I was pinned between them.

  I lost myself in the sensations, the touches and kisses. Their bodies moved against mine like we were made for eachother, and I had to let my inhibitions go. Leaning back against Eddy, I wrapped my arms around Curtis’s neck, and laughed in surprise as he picked me up. Slowly wrapping my legs around his waist, I realized I could feel his arousal against the cleft of my ass, and could feel Eddy’s against the small of my back.

  It was overwhelming in the best of ways.

  I felt powerful somehow.

  Eddy’s kisses turned into hickies, leaving deep marks over my shoulders and neck that I hoped I’d get to see for days. One of Curtis’s hands slid between our stomachs, and he rubbed against my clit with a fervor. I gasped, and then moaned, arching my back so that my head was resting on Eddy’s shoulder.

  Another moan escaped my mouth, and Eddy kissed my temple, and then cheek, until I turned and could kiss him on the mouth while Curtis worked me with his hands. I moaned again, against Eddy’s lips, and felt myself going weak from the pleasure.

  “Beautiful,” Curtis admired, his lips were on my bare chest, one hand still held me on his waist as his other kept toying with my arousal. I sobbed against Eddy’s lips, an orgasm broke through me before I knew it was coming. I was panting, wrecked, and starved for more. My body was on fire, and the only thing that would soothe me was their pleasure.

  “Set her down,” Eddie said softly. Curtis did as he said without hesitation.

  Eddy pressed closer behind me, until I could feel his cock lining up with my vagina under water. He pressed against it teasingly, taking his time. I gasped, unsure how to react, unsure how to tell him how badly I wanted this. I didn’t know how much I’d been missing.

  Eddy’s cock pressed into me, and it was painful at first, surprising, new. I gasped out into the night air and felt two pairs of lips soothe my face and neck.

  “Do you want me to stop?” Eddy asked, his voice nothing but a low growl in my ear.

  “No,” I decided, wanting anything he had to offer me. “Please, keep going,” I felt my cheeks go red in embarrassment, but I wasn’t going to miss this chance with them. Eddy kissed my neck again, I could feel him sucking in a kiss, making my heart flutter and my skin break out in goosebumps.

  I couldn’t believe this was happening.

  I could feel him pull back slightly, and then press into me again, making the air hiss out from my lips. It was painful again, but at the same time there was something different about it. My body was relaxing around him, letting Eddy push deeper, letting him give me everything he had.

  It started to feel good.

  Curtis’s fingers were still between my legs, and I could feel him circling my over-sensitive clit slowly and luxuriously. The only sounds around us was the slight splash of water from our movements, and the distant crickets that filled the air with a low hum.

  “Oh my god,” I gasped as Eddy’s pace began to rise. My heart was speeding with him, fluttering at every movement, every thrust. Ahead of me, Curtis leaned close and claimed my lips. His breath was hot, and the kiss was deep and hungry, like he wanted to devour me.

  I would let him.

  Eddy’s hands tightened on my hips, like he was trying to mark me with his fingerprints, and the sensation thrilled me despite the dull ache from the pressure. Cautiously, wanting to do more than just be taken, I began to move my hips as well. It was slow to start with, just meeting every thrust, and then once I could tell he was getting into it I worked to up my speed.

  I was gasping, moaning, I could hear my voice escaping me and I couldn’t fight it down. This felt too incredible, like he was made for me, and he knew what to do to make me feel good. Curtis’s fingers, on my clit, moved quicker, fervent with our speed, and I felt like I was teetering on the edge of something endless.

  “I’m close,” I gasped, this time recognizing the sensation that had wrecked me before.

  “Come for me, baby,” Eddy growled in my ear, surprising me.

  The orgasm struck me like lightning, though, filling every part of my body with buzzing and white light, I could feel my body seizing up against the pleasure, gripping down around him as Eddy kept going.

  “Oh my god,” I moaned out, gasping desperately for air. I felt Eddy stop moving, his hands pulling me tighter against him as he filled me. A low groan ripped from his throat into my ear and I was almost instantly covered in goosebumps. As Eddy pulled out of me, Curtis started kissing me again.

  I smiled against his lips, wrapping my arms around his neck as he lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist, sitting just inches above his bobbing cock, and we stayed there and kissed. I’d never been carried by someone, the water made it easier for him to lift me. I’d always been self-conscious of my curves, cautious with how much space I took up, but he seemed to love every inch of me.

  Eddy walked to the shore and sat on the dock to watch us as he lit a cigarette.

  “You’re gorgeous,” Curtis murmured, his lips traveled from mine down to my jawline and finally to my neck. Kissing my sensitive skin, he seemed to be lost in me, lavishing me with kisses and touches that were so different from Eddy’s. Curtis seemed to want to take his time with me, and I could definitely use the time to regroup.

  Pushing my hair away from my shoulders, he sucked a mark into my skin, deeper and darker than any Eddy had left. It stung, but that excited me, even as he let go and lavished the spot with kisses. I couldn’t fight the feeling that they’d still have a lot to work through to share me, but I was glad to be the target of both of their affection.

  “Kate,” he murmured against my neck, working his way back up to my lips.

  I blushed at how intimate this was.

  Somehow, despite what Eddy and I did together, Curtis’s lips drawing pleasure with each touch, nothing was as erotic as hearing him say my name with that graveley deep voice.

  We kissed again, deeper, more desperately, and he adjusted our positions so that his cock was lining up with me. It was so soon after I’d been with Eddy, and I’d literally never done anything like this before, but I could feel my body craving more.

  I couldn’t deny my own wants.

  Rotating my hips a little, I moved so th
at there was enough space for him to slowly press in. Oh god, he was thicker than Eddy, I could tell almost immediately. My body felt tighter around him, more stretched, and I was too excited for it to hurt.

  “Put your hands on my shoulders,” he said gruffly as he settled deep inside of me. I followed his directions, loosening my arms from around his neck and setting my hands on his shoulders. “Lean back,” he said, his eyes were bright in the dark night, and I did as he said.

  The angle immediately caused him to rub a spot deep inside of me I didn’t know existed.

  I felts sparks light up, my body aching for more friction.

  “Oh, Curtis,” I gasped, unable to believe how good this felt.

  He moved his hips, holding me with his hands, and I felt him hit that spot again. My breath stuttered out in gasps, moans, and my thighs were shaking already even though we’d just begun. His hands were tight, sturdy on me, and as he filled me and held me, it felt like an act of worship. Our lips met, breaking the momentum a little, but I needed the kiss at that moment.

  The water moved around us, rippling with each thrust, like it was just as excited and enticed as I was. I leaned back again, arching my back and baring myself to the night air. Curtis started to move faster, rougher, and I took it in stride, wanting all of it.

  Every thrust, every movement, was better than the last. It was both overwhelming and enticing. He was pulling me apart piece by piece, hitting that spot within me that was making my whole body light up like christmas.

  Moving back against his thrusts, trying to match his pace, I felt that exhilaratingly familiar buzz.

  “Oh, I’m gonna-” I said, not fully able to say it.

  “I’m close too,” he said his voice even deeper than usual.

  I wanted more, I wanted everything he could offer me, but I couldn’t hold back anymore. Tilting myself, just slightly, I succumbed to my orgasm. It washed over me in waves, rocking me with its power even as I felt Curtis coming as well. My body clung to him, and I only realized I was moaning as I started coming down from it. Breathing heavily, almost trembling from the force of the aftermath, I could feel tears in my eyes as we kissed.