Hunt the Dragon
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“Yes…”
What he felt for Karen and Nan was even stronger. Did it transcend time and distance, too? Didn’t it compel him to behave in certain ways?
“I mean…is there any way to measure that?” he asked out loud.
As the interpreter translated, Pak Ju and Yi-Thaek shook their heads. The both seemed to be saying the same thing: the American has lost it.
“According to Einstein, the measurement of space and time are altered by the motion of the observer,” he said, looking from one assistant to the other. “What about the observer’s emotional state? Mustn’t that alter the perception of space and time as well?”
“Excuse me, Mr. Dawkins. I don’t understand.”
Dawkins wasn’t sure he did, either. He was reaching for something. “I mean…attraction and repulsion. They are forces. But do we measure them in a scientific way? Do we understand how they imprint the universe and affect physical time and space?”
He seemed to be getting emotional as he stood with his hands on his hips, looking down at his feet.
Pak Ju stepped closer and, squinting through his glasses, asked, “Mr. Dawkins, you feel sick?”
A tear rolled down his cheek. He turned away and brushed it off with his sleeve. “Ju, you have children, don’t you?”
Ju nodded. “Yes.”
“You love them?”
“I love children, correct. But job…to complete guidance system. We fall behind schedule. This bad for us.”
Dawkins furrowed his forehead and nose and nodded. “Sometimes you have to leave the people you love…It’s not necessarily of your own volition. There’s a need you have to fill. A responsibility. Like the mother in the lullaby. I’m sure you know it. When the mother left her baby, do you think the infant understood that she would return?”
Pak Ju looked at him like he’d lost his mind. Now Dawkins placed his hand on his shoulders and leaned into him. “Of course he did,” Dawkins said emphatically. “Because the baby saw something in his mother’s eyes.”
“Mr. Dawkins…”
“That’s the force I’m talking about. That’s the one that I believe is more powerful than gravity. It pulls us together. It ensures the survival of our species. Through time and distance, past this life and into the next. We have no way to measure this force, even though it’s the most powerful in the universe. The best word we have to describe it is…love.”
Crocker and his team faced a series of complications, mostly having to do with the volume of gear that could fit into the tight cargo space of the Mk 8 Mod 1 SDV. Now crouched in the very tight Dry Doc Shelter (DDS)—the sledlike device mounted on top of the sub that held the SDV in place—he pushed the button that illuminated the face of his Suunto dive watch and saw that it read 2142.
Through the headset connected to the Motorola radio clipped to his vest, he said, “We’re already forty minutes late. What’s the problem now?”
“Trying to squeeze the second med bag in,” Davis reported. “Not gonna fit.”
Ideally, he wanted as much redundancy as possible. According to the saying on the teams, “Two is one and one is none”—which meant two or three of everything, extra batteries, plenty of mags, flashlights, radios. But space was so limited this time, and there were some things they absolutely had to carry. A second complete medical bag, though it could prove to be critical, wasn’t at the top of his list of priorities.
“All right, give me the second bag and I’ll go through it.”
With the Dallas floating on the surface, they moved back and forth in the DDS attached to the sub’s forward escape hatch. The DDS allowed the operators to prepare for the op in a dry environment, but it gave them very little room to maneuver. Still, it was a hell of a lot better than trying to load the SDV in the water, with tanks on their backs.
Crocker set the second med bag on the metal floor of the DDS and started tearing through it. As he did, the pilot and the copilot ran a final check.
“O2 tanks?”
“Check.”
“Backup rebreathers?”
“Check.”
“Level on the lithium-ion?”
“Fully charged at nine-point-nine-nine-five.”
“Backup battery?”
“Charged to the max.”
“Sonar?”
“Working.”
Crocker removed everything except two SAM splints to stabilize broken bones, four rolls of tape, four chest seals with one-way valves so that air could escape but not enter the pleural lining, four packs of gauze, tourniquets, pressure dressings, IVs, and fluids. He tossed the rest of the gear down the forward hatch to one of the sub’s sailors. Then he repacked the med bag so it was about half its previous size.
He passed it to Davis. “Try it now.”
Davis stuffed the bag and his big body into the sled-shaped SDV and came out a minute later flashing a thumbs-up.
“That should do it, then.”
Davis, on his hands and knees, got into Crocker’s face. He said, “Boss, I don’t care what these tight assholes say. You and I can drive this crate ourselves.”
Crocker couldn’t help but smile. He knew what Davis was doing—lobbying to be included on the mission even though there wasn’t any room. “Sorry, Davis,” he said. “Not this time.”
“Fuck all, boss, I just don’t feel good about you going out there without me to watch your flank and run comms.”
“I appreciate that, buddy. I need you to helo back to the Carl Vinson and stay with Min, and monitor us from the tactical ops center.”
“Aye, aye, boss. Call me if you need me. I’ll parachute in. Good luck.”
The man in front of Dawkins with the red mole on his chin was using a direct ophthalmoscope to examine Dawkins’s eyes and test the reflexes of his pupils. He didn’t tell him that he was looking for signs of a stroke.
“Doctor, can I ask you something?” Dawkins asked.
Finding no evidence of a major neurological event, the doctor picked up a small syringe from the table behind him that was filled with a yellow dye called fluorescein. He swabbed the inside of Dawkins’s forearm with rubbing alcohol and inserted it.
“Why are you doing this?”
The doctor didn’t answer. Nor did the young aide who stood behind him watching. Dawkins felt the liquid enter his vein and waited for its effect. He didn’t know whether it was an amphetamine, a truth serum, or some medicine to get him to sleep.
He told himself to stay as still as possible. That had been his default defense since he was a kid. Like the time his father had scolded him for taking apart the living room stereo, and he stood perfectly still on the carpet, looking down at his sneakers. He understood that movement in his current circumstance wasn’t good. It would bring completion, and completion could bring horror and death.
Now the doctor rolled an elaborate device in front of him and maneuvered Dawkins’s head so his chin rested on a metal bar in front of a lens.
The aide said, “Keep you head still, Mr. Dawkins.”
A light flashed in front of him, blinding his right eye. For a split second he saw Nan standing in front of him in a white slip. He heard the click of a camera and willed himself to register only immediate impressions—the scrape of the chair across the floor, the diffuse quality of the light, the smoothness of the metal bar under his chin, the creases in the doctor’s face.
The configuration of the SDV made it impossible for Crocker to sit up comfortably. Instead, he had to lean forward and drop his head. He sat shoulder to shoulder with Sam, his knees pressed into the space between Suarez and Akil in front.
I fucking hate these things, he said to himself, wondering how he could endure three and a half more hours of this. The twenty-one-foot-long aluminum alloy submersible looked like a flattened torpedo with an open top. Beyond a thin aluminum partition the pilot and copilot sat before a panel of glowing dials that indicated Doppler navigation sonar, speed, heading, depth, and distance traveled. The pilot used a joystick
to control vertical and horizontal angles by manipulating the forward bow planes and aft elevators. All the electronic instruments were sealed within watertight compartments. But the rest of the interior, crew, and passengers were exposed to the ocean water, which hovered at around fifty-six degrees. Crocker kept a close eye on that measurement, because given the operators’ inability to move their limbs, long-term exposure to temps below fifty could produce symptoms of diver degradation and hypothermia.
It helped enormously that underneath his 5mm triple-stitched wet suit, he wore a specially designed “smart” suit made of a polymer membrane that adapted to changes in the air or water temperature. It had been developed at the Natick Soldier Systems Center specifically for SEAL use in a wide variety of environments.
While he breathed through the regulator connected to the SDV’s compressed air supply in tanks behind him, the vehicle’s electronic engine pulled them through the ocean at 18 knots (21 miles an hour) at a depth of 10.5 feet.
Crocker glanced at his watch, which read 2156, and spoke into the mike embedded in his silicon/plastic Oceanpro dive mask: “Tiger One, this is Deadwood. What are we looking at in terms of EST?”
“Deadwood, EST to the lovely vacation destination of Keno currently stands at 0109,” Naylor responded in code. “That breaks down to approximately three kilos, thirteen mikes traveling time. Sit back and enjoy the ride. The stewardess will be by soon to take your drink order. Dinner service is available at any time by simply reaching out and grabbing any of the sea life that swims past. Over.”
“Roger, Tiger One. We got shit we need to get done. Can’t we kick this baby up any faster? Over.”
“Deadwood, that’s a negative. Remember, half the fun is getting there.”
“Forget the fun part. You got this crate cranked up to max?”
“Pedal to the metal, Deadwood.”
He busied himself by checking to make sure his depth gauge was attached to his belt, along with dive gloves, MK3 underwater signal flares, strobe light, dive hood, and M4 combat knife. At his feet sat ScubaPro Jet dive fins, a laser target designator, TAC-200 diver swim board, and a waterproof pack that he could strap to his shin to carry his pistol, a specially modified AK-47 with suppressor and extra mags. A Draeger LAR V rebreather unit waited in the cargo space should it be needed, along with a larger waterproof backpack with med pack, grenades, mags, chemical canisters, batteries, MREs, a water bladder, comms, and Dragon Skin tactical vest made from overlapping silicon-carbon-ceramic disks and capable of stopping 7.62.x51 full metal rounds fired at an impact velocity of 2,810 feet per second.
Everything accounted for and in place. He checked his watch and saw that a mere fifteen minutes had passed.
Screw this!
Dawkins clutched his arms across his chest and shivered. The room he was sitting in felt and looked like the inside of a refrigerator, with light blue walls and strong fluorescent light. At first he didn’t recognize the face across from him, a severe one with round cheekbones and sallow gray skin that matched the color of his jumbled front teeth.
When the man stepped back, Dawkins saw that he was wearing a green uniform with gold-and-red epaulets, and realized that this was the honored general he had met weeks before. Then, he’d appeared kindly. Now he kicked the chair in front of him so that it spun across the dark blue linoleum floor and hit the wall. He leaned into Dawkins’s face and shouted.
Dawkins tried to cover his ears, but the general’s angry aide and translator slapped his hands away.
“Most honored general say you liar and coward. He want to know why you delay?”
“I’m not delaying. Everything is going well. I have solved most problems, and a few minor ones remain. I will solve them.”
“What problem?”
“It’s complicated. Optical mechanics…the challenges of dealing with very limited space and weight. Tell the honored general that for every problem there is a solution…up here.” He pointed to his head.
The aide translated, and the general muttered something and threw his hands up in disgust.
“When? How many weeks? Most honored general want date.”
“It’s hard to say. So much depends on things outside my—”
The aide screamed, “He want specific date written down on paper!”
Dawkins didn’t want to show fear, but he couldn’t help himself. He started to tremble.
“When? When? WHEN???”
The shouting felt like lashes. Dawkins raised his head to see the general standing over him, bent at the waist, hands on his hips, handing him a pen. A jagged vein on his temple pulsed. The sparse hair on his head bristled. Everything about him spoke anger, cruelty, and pain.
“Most honored general insist you write date!”
Dawkins looked at the pen and the yellow sheet of paper in front of him.
“He want you to write the date and sign.”
“I…I can’t.”
“You can’t?” the interpreter asked. “Now the general want to know if you crazy?”
“No…no.”
“If you crazy, you no good. He get rid of you.”
For a second he imagined the general holding a flamethrower and flashed to the flesh burning off the woman in the amphitheater. The smell filled his nostrils, and he started to feel sick.
“You crazy. He think you either crazy or liar!”
Dawkins opened his mouth but was so upset he had trouble speaking. “No, no… not crazy. Tell him—Please tell him I’m doing my best.”
Chapter Eighteen
Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines, but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes.
—Buddha
The SEALs had entered Yonghung Bay in the Sea of Japan and had drawn within two miles of Ung-do. While Crocker remained alert to every hiss, groan, and creak of the SDV, Suarez and Akil were amusing themselves by trading “yo mama” jokes over team comms.
Akil: “Yo mama so fat she’s got two watches, one for each time zone she’s in.”
Suarez: “Yo mama so ugly they filmed Gorillas in the Mist in her shower.”
“Yo mama so ugly that when One Direction saw her they went the other way.”
“She’s so mean her name in a text is autocorrected to ‘bitch.’ ”
Crocker tuned them out. He was attempting to visualize the mission in his head, but with so little information to work with, he was having a bitch of a time filling in the details. Obviously it was imperative that they quickly set the charges, recover the hostage, return to the SDV, and beat a rapid path back to the sub.
What he couldn’t imagine were the steps in between—the number of DPRK soldiers they’d encounter, how well they’d be armed and trained, how quickly the army and air force would respond, the complexity of the security system around the installation, how quickly and freely he and his men would be able to move from one side of the island to the other, how far into the mission they could venture before they were detected. Nor did he have any information on where the hostage was being held.
What he did know was that he and his men were going in zero footprint. That meant no dog tags or personal information that could identify them as American soldiers. It also meant that they could expect no backup, or QRF to rescue them should something go wrong. They were four operators completely on their own. Any life-threatening injury to any of the men could jeopardize the entire mission. Whatever happened, he wouldn’t leave anyone behind.
Akil had regressed from trading jokes with Suarez to taking the piss out of Sam.
Akil: “What team are you on again?”
Sam: “Five.”
Akil: “I hear you guys kicked ass in Iraq. Have you gotten into the shit since then?”
Sam: “All the time, dude.”
Akil: “I mean outside of jerking each other off in the shower.”
Crocker growled, “Akil, stop fucking around and pay attention.”
“Ten-four, boss. My dick is shriveled up and
my entire body is numb. What else do you want to know?”
“You and Suarez triple-check the opsec, detonators, det cord, CL-20?”
“We checked them twenty times. All’s good except for my dick. If it’s not working, I’ll be really ticked off.”
“You won’t need it where we’re going.”
“You never know, boss. Maybe I run into some ninja North Korean fox.”
“And maybe she kicks your ass.”
Naylor broke in. “Deadwood, Tiger One. Currently three-twenty-two meters west northwest of Keno. We’re going to start moving south and keeping an eye on sonar. Possible underwater ordnance in the area. Over.”
“Underwater ordnance” meant mines. “Copy, Tiger. Over and out.”
He couldn’t wait to get out of the sardine can and start moving. Even though the SDV made very little noise, the bubbles produced from the tanks left a trail on the surface. Nothing they could do about that except hope no one was watching.
Dawkins had spent hours bent at the knees in a pigeonlike position with his wrists pulled above his head and tied to the wall behind him. He was alone in the cold room except for a sinister-looking guard at the door. His knees, back, and arms were in agony. Still, every time he tried to close his eyes and rest, the guard crossed over to him and punched him hard in the stomach.
Hurting, exhausted, and trying not to give in to negative thoughts, he attempted to recall every detail of his life with Nan, starting with their meeting near the front desk of the University of California at Berkeley library, where he had been studying for a physics test and she was waiting to meet a friend. She was wearing a black skirt and a yellow blouse. Minus her glasses and with her dark hair pulled back, she reminded him of the title character Rodelinda in Handel’s opera.
He ignored the pain of his arms being pulled from their sockets and played the melody in his head. That weekend, Nan and her friend Deirdre had accompanied a group of his friends on a trip down Route 1 to Big Sur. They rode in a powder-blue Impala with Ohio plates and spent the afternoon at a cove and beach off an unmarked road. She wore a black-and-white polka-dot two-piece bathing suit. He wore cutoffs. Her eyes turned amber in the sunlight. They sat on a blanket on the sand talking for hours about school and life while the others climbed a path that took them to another cove.