Married Past Redemption

by Patricia Veryan

  He grinned and admitted he was the dullest of men, but Lisette said defensively, “Save when a lady’s life is in peril, do you mean? Words would not have saved me this morning, Justin.”

  He looked down, a flush burning his cheeks.

  Beatrice at once demanding to hear the story, Lisette told her, Strand inserting an occasional mumbled complaint that she made more of the incident than was warranted.

  “Good gracious!” Beatrice exclaimed when the tale was done. “That was positively heroical in you, Strand. I’ll allow I am surprised, for when we heard you had broke your arm on your honeymoon, so many thought it a downright silly thing to have done.”

  Strand’s eyes, lifting slowly to Beatrice, contained a thoughtful and unsmiling hauteur. It was an expression Lisette had seen before, and she held her breath. Beatrice saw that glimpse of steel and, being nobody’s fool, said hurriedly, “How you could have accomplished such a deed with but one hand defies imagination. I can scarce wait to tell William!”

  The balance of the evening passed quite pleasantly, and since Beatrice announced her intention of leaving the following day, Lisette could only pray that no more such difficult periods would have to be endured—for a time at least.

  It was a prayer destined not to be granted.

  Chapter 10

  Battle was joined the day after Beatrice’s departure. Accustomed to lounging in bed until nine o’clock, at which hour he was usually sure of being variously implored, ordered, and sometimes actually threatened by his sorely tried tutor, Norman paid no heed to the first two attempts to rouse him, and was aghast to be ruthlessly awakened by the simple expedient of having the bedding torn from him.

  “Good God!” he cried, leaping up in shivering dismay. “Is the house afire?”

  “It will be, do you not look alive!” Strand, fully clad in his riding clothes, added, “I don’t care to be kept waiting, young fella.”

  Staring at him with slack jaw, Norman gasped, “K-kept waiting? But—but it ain’t even hardly light!”

  “Lord! What wretched grammar! Come now, you’ll find this is the best possible time to ride. Puts an edge on your appetite. I’ve a fine stallion saddled for you—a bit wild, but I think you can manage him.”

  Whether the challenge was the inducement, or whether Norman had taken due note of the set to Strand’s chin, Lisette had no way of knowing, but not very many minutes after her husband had tossed her into the saddle, she was amazed to see her brother coming reluctantly to join them, his cravat a disaster, his hair uncombed, and a surly look in his dark eyes. Once mounted and out of the yard, he had all he could do to control the spirited animal Strand had chosen for him. The cold, bracing air and vigorous exercise had their effect, and it soon became apparent that the boy was thoroughly enjoying himself. Lisette was not surprised by the pace Strand set. Norman was. Despite his laziness he was a spirited youth and, concealing his unease, at once set to work to outdo his brother-in-law. Strand led them at thundering speed across a wide hilltop, and reined up at the start of the downward slope. It was a cool morning, the wind hurrying a flock of clouds across the pearly sky. The birds were already twittering busily, and the sun began to come up, gilding the clouds with gold that blushed slowly to a deep pink. Behind the neatly fenced meadows spread the darker bands of woodland, and beyond, smoke rose into the air, soon to be whipped about by the wind. Strand leaned on the pommel, looking out at the verdant panorama, and Lisette murmured, “How very lovely it is.”

  “Lovelier if you ain’t starved and half froze!” grumbled Norman, and spurred his mount down the hill.

  Strand grinned and followed.

  Lisette asked, “Isn’t that the Home Farm?”

  “It is. And I’ve no doubt but that your brother saw the smoke and envisioned breakfast.”

  “Oh dear! Will they mind?”

  “I suspect they’ll be delighted.” He added an amused, “But Norman may find the tariff rather high for his pocket.”

  An hour later, comfortably replete, Norman’s round face reflected stark horror as he gazed from Strand’s bland smile to Mr. Johnson’s retreating form. “Help him … rebuild the chicken house?” he gasped, incredulous. “Why the devil should I do so? You own this place, do you not, sir?”

  “Oh, yes.” Strand nodded cheerfully. “But Johnson manages it for me, and I’d not dream of imposing on his hospitality without offering something in return.”

  Lisette concentrated upon her last piece of muffin and avoided her brother’s imploring gaze.

  Norman said with growing indignation, “Then toss the fellow a few coins and he’ll likely think you most generous.”

  “Good God! Are you serious? Johnson would be most offended. One don’t offer to pay for hospitality in these parts. Come along now, we’d best get to it!”

  Staring up at him, Norman stammered, “We? Are—are you going to work, Strand?”

  “But of course. I also enjoyed a hearty breakfast—did you not notice? Enough food to last me a week! Up with you!”

  Slanting a half-worried, half-amused glance at her brother, Lisette was rather taken aback to note his mulish expression. However spoiled he might be, he was usually a good sport and the first to admit defeat was he bested. As he clambered reluctantly to his feet, however, it was apparent that he had taken Strand in dislike, a circumstance that made her heart sink.

  * * *

  Any suspicion Judith and Norman may have entertained that they had come into the country to eat and sleep was soon put to flight. In the days that folowed, the indefatigable Strand kept them so busy that they seemed scarcely to have a moment’s peace. He soon teased Judith into getting up and accompanying them on their early rides, a pursuit she abhorred and yet for some reason seldom missed. After breakfast, there would be a walk they must experience, or a visit to the village or some local beauty spot, with Brutus an occasional escort. Mealtimes constituted a source of despair to both Norman and Judith, for Strand ate sparingly, and even Lisette, who had a small appetite, was at times appalled by the meagre fare offered at table. If luncheon was served at all, it usually consisted solely of fruits, while dinners seldom amounted to more than one course of fish or cold meat with vegetables, and these in very short supply. Not only exhausted but half starved, Norman eyed Strand with ever-increasing hostility, while Judith complained bitterly that she’d not had a decent meal since she came, and would soon be reduced to picking berries to stay alive.

  Despite these miseries, the days seemed to fly past. They rose early and went early and tired to bed. Their evenings were spent in playing cards or spillikins or Fish, reading aloud to one another as the fancy seized them, or the men playing dominoes while the girls sewed. Guests were few and far between, which, so Norman grumbled to Judith, was scarce to be wondered at, “for they could get better food in the workhouse!”

  Lisette was happier than she had been for weeks, partly because of the presence of her brother and sister, and partly because of an entirely unexpected development that brought a new joy into her life. They were playing croquet one warm afternoon when she inadvertently stepped on the hem of her dress. Hurrying into the house to change, she glanced out of her bedroom window and was aghast to see James Garvey riding nonchalantly up the drivepath. Frightened, she ran downstairs, hoping to reach the door first, but Mrs. Hayward already stood there. Dreading that Justin might come back into the house, Lisette crept to where she might hear, without being seen. Mrs. Hayward’s voice was very low, but it was clear she was affronted. “I will do no such thing, sir!” she said angrily. “If you’ve a message for Mrs. Strand, I’ll be glad to give it her, but as I told you, she is not at home.” Garvey murmured something and laughed in his easy, good-humoured way, and Lisette saw the housekeeper’s back stiffen. In a voice of ice, Mrs. Hayward said, “I would have hoped that a gentleman might have known better than to make such an offer, Mr. Garvey. Good day to you, sir!” And the door slammed.

  Briefly, Lisette was tempted to intercede for
him. That he had journeyed all this way to see her was indicative of a lasting affection, for which she was grateful. But the certain knowledge that Strand would be enraged, the awareness of the deep dislike already existing between the two men, and a fear of provoking what might very well lead to tragedy dissuaded her. It was not until they came inside to change for dinner that she found the note upon her pillow, with her name inscribed in a beautiful copperplate hand on the folded sheet. So James had left a message! Opening it, she read:

  I recall when first I saw you,

  that the rain was pouring down.

  It was night and I was driving

  all alone through London Town.

  A chaise splashed up beside me

  and I saw your laughing face

  With the lamplight softly shining

  on your loveliness and grace.

  At once I knew

  my every hope was you.

  I remember the enchantment

  when at last I learned your name.

  All my world was bright and glowing

  never afterwards the same.

  Every dream was built around you

  everything I owned I’d give

  To with happiness surround you

  for as long as I may live.

  Because, I knew

  all joy in life was you.

  I am warned you love another

  and that I can never see

  In your eyes a glow of caring

  or of tenderness for me.

  But perhaps I yet can serve you,

  win a kindly word—a smile

  And my poor heart keep from breaking

  if I dare to hope the while, that

  Someday you

  may start to love me, too.

  Long before she reached the end of that poem, Lisette’s eyes were blurred with tears. She pressed the so carefully written words to her bosom, her heart full. Here was devotion, indeed. How sweet of poor James to pen such beautiful words; how dear to be offered such humble love and devotion. She read it many times before she retired that night, and many times in the days that followed. Longing to write to express her gratitude, she could not do so. She was married, past redemption indeed, to a man with not a shred of romance in his soul, and although her own happiness was immeasurably increased because of Garvey’s tenderness, to let him know that could only add to his grief. And so she did not respond, but carried the cherished poem carefully folded and wrapped in a perfumed handkerchief, in her bosom.

  The antagonism between Strand and Norman reached its peak in a way she would never have expected. It occurred on a morning when she went yawning down the stairs for their morning ride and found her husband, as usual, booted and spurred, in the stables, laughing up at Judith, who was already mounted and looking down at him in an astonishment that changed to a squeak of delight.

  “You never did! Oh, you wicked, wicked man!” she cried, leaning suddenly to ruffle up his light, crisp hair.

  Why that gesture of affection should bring a little pang of irritation to Lisette, she could not have said, but looking at them she was shocked by two things that she would have noted before had she not been walking in a dream these past days, by reason of a certain letter in her bodice. Firstly, Judith was growing very pretty; and, secondly, the sling was gone from Strand’s arm! That last was such a shock that she stood still and mute for a moment. Judith saw her and cried merrily, “Come and chastise your evil spouse, dearest! What a villain!”

  Laughing still, Strand turned towards her. The smile died from his eyes. Lisette wore the new habit she had ordered in London and that had only yesterday arrived. It was of primrose cloth, with large mother-of-pearl buttons and foaming lace at cuffs and throat; her hat was new also, a chic little straw cap with short yellow feathers curling all along the narrow crown, and longer ones swooping at the back. He bowed. “My compliments, madam wife. A very pretty habit.”

  “Thank you, sir. My congratulations also—your arm is healed, I see.” But having learned something of his impatience with infirmity, she added anxiously, “You did speak with Dr. Bellows before the splints were removed?”

  “I did indeed. I have no wish to prolong my handicap, m’dear.”

  His eyes twinkled at her. Lisette blushed and trembled, and Judith called, “Never mind your husband, dearest. Look at me!”

  She flung her arms wide. She had become quite slender. Marvelling, Lisette said, “You look charmingly. But, why did I not notice, I wonder?”

  Norman came up, growled a greeting and swung into the saddle, watching Judith as she tugged at the waist of her habit, replying merrily, “Your evil spouse, Mrs. Strand! I wondered why he set such a wretched table!”

  Lisette stared in astonishment at her husband’s amused face, and he patted his own trim middle and said gravely that he had to be careful not to get fat. “You—did it deliberately?” gasped Lisette.

  “What a filthy trick!” glowered Norman.

  Judith chuckled. “No, but I think it delicious, and so kind. See, Norman, how slender I am become!”

  He saw and, withholding his instinctive congratulations, said grudgingly, “Aye, well, I am not. My clothes fit so snug as ever, though I’ve starved since first we set foot here.”

  “Of course they do. Only look at yourself, Norman! You are positively svelte!”

  Bewildered, he looked down. “I am? But—that cannot be. My coat is—”

  “Strand asked Lisette’s dresser to alter our clothes, so we would not notice when first we began to shed pounds,” Judith laughed. “Are you not pleased?”

  A grin trembled on Norman’s lips, but he recovered and said gruffly, “I think it a foul trick! Much confidence you place in our willpower, Strand, that you must serve us so!” And he rode out of the yard.

  “Pay him no heed,” urged Lisette. “It was very well done, though I could wish you had let me in on the secret. No wonder we have set no covers for guests.”

  He laughed. “For that, I do apologize and will admit I had many trays carried to me in secret. But the boy looks well, do not you think? And our Judith will win hearts when we return to Town.”

  “Town?” Judith put in, eagerly. “Are we going back, Strand?”

  “I’ve some business that takes me to London next week, and I’d thought you ladies might wish to shop at one of the bazaars—Bennet’s this time, since I’m told it is the more elegant.”

  Judith’s excitement was somewhat marred when they came up with Norman, and he grunted moodily that at least he did not have to go. Knowing better than to attempt to reason with him when he was in such a temper, Lisette was nonetheless irked, for Strand seemed to be going out of his way to be kind, and she could not but be grateful.

  “We all shall go,” Strand ruled. “You would enjoy a visit to London, I fancy, madam wife?”

  “Oh, I would! Especially since it has not been a hot Spring.”

  This understatement provoked them all to laughter. They were riding along the Downs when Strand said, “Cheer up, Master Gruff and Glum. I believe you may enjoy the gentleman I want you to meet.”

  “Some crusty old tutor, I suppose,” sneered Norman.

  “He’s crusty all right, but not a tutor. As a matter of fact, he’s an old sea dog.”

  Norman’s eyes shot to Strand eagerly. “A sailor?”

  “Yes. I’ve noticed your preoccupation with ships. I think John Hawkhurst might—”

  Norman all but fell from his horse and, reining up, gasped, “Hawkhurst? You never mean—you cannot mean Lord Wetherby?”

  “I can, and do. Admiral Lord Jonathan Wetherby. He is—Do you know these fellows?”

  Four rough-appearing young men were striding towards them. Norman took them in at a glance and said, “Let’s go home. Quickly!”

  Strand reached over to pull back on his reins and they all halted. “I do not retreat on my own lands, Norman. Lisette, you will please take Judith back to the house.” And as she hesitated, he snapped, “At once!�
�� in a tone that brooked no argument.

  Frightened, the sisters turned their mounts and trotted back the way they had come.

  “If it comes to a turn-up,” Strand said coolly, “stay close and keep back to back. It’s the safest way when outnumbered, and these look hefty fellows.”

  Norman looked at him remorsefully. Strand had not asked what was the trouble, but it was very clear that he was willing to share it.

  “Hey!” cried one of the approaching bullies. “You wi’ the red dicer! We want a word wi’ you.”

  Surprised by the London accent, Strand said, “Since I am not wearing a hat, I presume you address my brother.”

  This announcement brought consternation to the new arrivals. They conferred briefly, then the apparent spokesman, a burly young man with a mop of curly brown hair and belligerent dark eyes, said, “Ee didn’t say as ’e was yer bruvver. I s’pose we ain’t goin’ ter be give the right ter pertect ourselves.”

  Strand refrained from pointing out that they were trespassing. “I was not aware,” he answered mildly, “that I was attacking you. If you’ve some complaint you should speak to my steward. But if you can state your grievance courteously I can give you a minute or two. What’s your name?”

  “Jem Shell,” said the spokesman, and jerking his thumb toward Norman, added, “’Ee owes us. A borde.”

  “Your pardon.” Strand turned to the miserable Norman. “Did you gamble with these men?”

  Shouts of laughter went up. Reddening, Norman stammered, “N-no, sir.”

  “’Ee bought me sister!” said Shell. “Then ’e wouldn’t pay up!”

  Astounded, Strand said feebly, “Bought … your sister? For a shilling?”

  “Just a kiss, sir,” Norman mumbled. “Only once we were in the barn, she ran—and they wouldn’t believe when I said I did not get my kiss.”

  “I would say the girl showed good sense.”

  “And I’d say ’e’s a liar!” snarled Shell.

  “If you weren’t four to one, I’d thrash you for that!” blazed Norman.