Love Me Some You: A Complete Novel

by Jenesequa, Miss

  Suddenly, a small knock came from my door.

  I was currently staying at my old apartment that I hadn’t been bothered to sell or rent out yet. But I was planning to as soon as I left L.A. for good. I had no use to be here anymore.

  “I’m coming.” I said, reluctantly getting up from my couch and heading over to my door.

  I opened it only to be faced with the one woman who I had been craving to see and craving to fuck.

  “Jess.” I was surprised that she had actually come to see me. After I had kissed her in the parking lot it was as if she wanted nothing to do with me. She looked pretty. Her long jet black hair was slicked back into a ponytail. She was wearing skinny blue jeans and sporting a white Celiné top.

  “What ar-”

  One hard slap was what she gave me.

  I was shocked, pissed and turned on all at the same time. Her slaps always hurt! What was she doing coming round to my apartment and slapping me?

  “You are a fucking idiot. I hope you die alone,” she snapped at me, before trying to give me another slap. However, I stopped her before she could deliver the hard slap.

  “Why are you trying to slap me, Jess?!” I held onto both of her hands tightly, struggling to keep her from hitting me again. When it came to fighting, Jess was no joke.

  “Because you got into my head and you made me lose the best thing that’s ever happened to me, Ryan. You are the reason why I haven’t seen my boyfriend in four days. You’re the reason my boyfriend wants me to give him some space. I hate you!” she shouted at me, still trying to wiggle free out of my tight grip.

  “I didn’t do sh-”

  “Yes you did! You led me to a parking lot, and then kissed me. You tried to seduce me Ryan, and you almost succeeded.” She broke free from my grasp, and delivered the hard hit.

  “Ouch! Jess!”

  “You deserve all the pain in the world Ryan, and to think that I almost wanted you back again. I’m never ever going to get back with you. Not in a million years, Ryan. You ain’t never getting all of this again.” She slid her hands down her sexy body, letting me know that I was never getting a piece of her again. “You are not the one for me. You never were. I’m just glad that your phone was the one that proved to me that you were not the one for me. I’m glad you got caught by accidentally dialing my number. I’m glad that I’m not your girl anymore. And I pity any other girl that falls into your trap. You are a loser. An idiot. A CHEATER. I hope you live a very sad life, all alone Ryan, because you’re not a good person. Don’t ever come and see me ever again. I will kill you. Don’t text me, call me or even try to put your dirty mouth on me. Just make sure you stay far away from me. Or I’ll get my boyfriend to beat your ass. Fool!” She gave me one last dirty look, sucking her teeth rudely before walking off, leaving me to stand by my door, ashamed.

  She had really just fucked up my confidence with her words. She had cut deep. But I didn’t care about her. She could do whatever she liked with her new boyfriend. As for me? I’ll be with a new chick soon, completely naked in my bed.

  Fuck her.

  ~ Jessica ~

  I sighed happily, feeling good about what I had just done. I only wished that I had done it sooner. I was done with Ryan.

  All I needed now was Forrest. I was going to respect his wishes, of course. He wanted space, I would give him space. But I was definitely going to get him back. I love him so much and I just want him to know how sorry I am. I was just being so stupid and naive falling back into Ryan’s trap, but that won’t happen ever again.

  I’m done with Ryan.

  I’m getting my baby boy back. I missed him so much and I know he misses me too. It’s been four days without him and the first two days were hell. I was crying constantly and I even fell asleep in his shirt. I can’t do this anymore. I need him. I love him.

  I’m getting my man back.

  ~ 24 ~

  ~ Jessica ~

  “Jessica! Honey! So nice of you to stop by!” Miss Tucker pulled me into her arms, and hugged me tightly. She had obviously missed me.

  I was here for my man.

  He said he wanted space. I gave him space. I gave him a week, and still he’s not ready to talk? Nope. I can’t do this anymore. I need Forrest back. He means everything to me and I don’t want to lose him over my stupid ex-boyfriend. I need my baby back. I missed him. I missed him talking to me. I missed him touching me. I missed him holding me. I missed him kissing me. I missed him blowing my mind. I missed him making love to me. I missed hearing his deep voice. I missed everything about him.

  I didn’t know that Miss Tucker didn’t know about what went down with Forrest and I, until I saw her facial expression once she opened the door. I was nervous to face her because I thought that Forrest would have told her about what happened on my birthday. She didn’t know and I was actually relieved. I didn’t want her to think that I was a hoe, fucking another man while I was fucking her son. I wanted her to know that I loved Forrest and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.

  “Hello Miss Tucker. I’m he-”

  “Don’t be silly Jess, call me April,” she said, smiling at me.

  I didn’t want to start calling her by her first name, because I felt that it would make it seem like I was being a little disrespectful. I liked calling her Miss Tucker, it seemed politer and respectful.

  “Is it okay if I continue calling you Miss Tucker for now?” I asked her, hoping she would accept my decision.

  “That’s fine, baby,” she nodded at me, before grabbing hold of my hand and leading me inside Trey’s mansion. “I know you’re here for Forrest, but he’s upstairs with Tremaine at the moment. Do you want me to go and get him?”

  “No, that’s fine. I wanted to surprise him,” I replied, following her into Trey’s living room.

  I didn’t want Forrest to know I was here just yet. I just wanted him to walk in on his mother and I talking. I wanted him to understand that I wasn’t going to walk out his life. He had walked into mine and changed everything. He had made me so happy and for that I was grateful. He was my man. He treated me well. I didn’t want us to be over. I was going to get him back. Today.

  I took a seat next to April on Trey’s deluxe mocha sofa, resting my back on a soft red pillow.

  “So how have you been, Jess?” April asked me, wanting to find out what had been going on with me. I hadn’t seen her in two weeks, because of work, life and... Forrest.

  “I’m fine, I’ve just been busy. How about you?”

  “Well, I’m good. I’ve just been here looking after Tiffany.”

  That very idiotic woman. Tiffany.

  I really don’t understand why she’s here anyway. So what if she’s having Trey’s baby? She needs to look after herself. She needs to understand that just because she got a man to fuck her brains out, and inject his sperm into her dry pussy, doesn’t mean she has automatic control over him.

  Tremaine doesn’t even love her. I know he still loves Monique. Even though he’s stopped moaning and crying about her, I know he’s just waiting on her to come back so he can make his move.

  “Oh... And how is she?” I questioned April. I knew that Tiffany was getting on her last nerve. She didn’t even know how to treat people with respect. When I came over here to meet April for the first time, she didn’t even say hello. Stupid bitch.

  “She’s okay. She just needs to know how to be respectful. Then she’ll make a great mother.”

  I highly doubt that.

  “Hmm... maybe.” I sighed deeply, shutting my eyes, sinking my body deeper into Tremaine’s sofa. I was tired. Work had definitely been stressing me out. Trying to get signed with a top modeling agency is no joke.

  “Tremaine, Forrest... Look who came to see me,” I heard April say, and my eyes immediately shot open.

  I didn’t even hear them come in. I turned around only to see Tremaine and... Forrest standing by the steps.

  My God.

  When was the last time that I had s
een that sexy man? Just looking at him now was making me wet in my panties - thong to be exact.

  He was sporting a plain black, short sleeved t-shirt, showcasing those strong muscles of his that I hadn’t had the chance to hold on to for quite some time now. He wore black sweatpants and on his feet, white socks.

  “Hey Jess,” Tremaine greeted me, making his way towards April and I.

  I smiled at him, not really caring about him. There was only one man in this room that I cared about right now and he wasn’t even bothering to say anything to me.

  He just stared at me, with a look of sadness on his face.

  ~ Forrest ~

  Why was she here?

  Seeing her sitting there looking so sexy, elegant and beautiful in that lilac skater dress of hers was driving me crazy.

  All I wanted to do was run up to her and kiss her face off. I just wanted to take her upstairs and have my way with her.

  But I couldn’t.

  “Forrest, aren’t you gonna say hello to Jess?” Mama questioned me, clearly surprised at why I hadn’t said hello to Jess.

  “Hi,” I said sternly, slowly walking towards Tremaine and taking a seat next to him on the sofa.

  “Hey,” she smiled weakly at me. She knew I was still upset with her. I couldn’t help it.

  I decided that it was best that I looked away from her. The more I looked at her the more I wanted her back. I wanted her to be mine again. I had missed her a lot and I didn’t want to have to be away from her. I kept my eyes away from hers, looking away from her.

  Her coming over to visit just made me realize how much she had affected me. Honestly, she didn’t need to come round. When I said I needed space away from her, I was serious. I didn’t want her to think that she could just come round and fix everything just by sitting there looking pretty.

  “Miss Tucker, can I ask you a question?” Jessica asked my mother. Here we go.

  “Sure, baby.”

  “What would you do if you did something really bad to the one you love, but it was a mistake?” She was asking about me. I just knew it. She had called out another man’s name while I was making love to her. That was a big mistake.

  “I would try to make things right with the one I love. I would talk to him and try to get things to be fixed again,” Mama responded gently.

  “Yeah... that’s what I’m... That’s what my friend’s trying to do, but her love doesn’t seem to want to fix things.” She tried to play it off as if it wasn’t herself that she was talking about.

  “Well, does your friend really love this guy?” Mama decided to play along with her little “my friend” game.

  “She does.”

  “Then she won’t give up on him,” Mama advised her, grabbing hold of her hand and squeezing it tightly. She knew.

  “Mama, can I ask you a question?” I decided to intervene. Jess wanted to ask questions? So did I.

  “Sure baby, go ahead.” Mama looked at me, happy that I was getting involved.

  “What would you do if your love did something that was so unforgivable and no matter how hard you tried to forgive and forget, it was still in the back of your mind?” I knew it was stupid, but I couldn’t get what Jess had done out of my head. It was crushing me every time I thought back to her birthday night. When we were in the hot tub.

  “I would try my hardest to push it away. If I really love this person I would try my best to forget about what the unforgivable act was and concentrate on making our relationship work.” Mama always gave good advice.

  “But what if you just can’t, Mama?! What if no matter how hard you try to forget about it, it just keeps replaying over and over in your head!”

  “Forrest, you need to forgive,” Mama said slowly, knowing that I was getting angry and knowing that I was talking about Jessica.

  “Miss Tucker, would you forgive your love if he had done something really bad?” Jess questioned her.

  “Yes, of course. My love would mean the world to me and no matter what he does, I don’t think I would want to lose him so easily. If he cheated on me then that would just be another problem all together, but if it didn’t have nothing to do with cheating then, why not?”

  No. Jess had technically cheated on me, right?

  “Mama, what if your love called out another woman’s name while making love to you? What would you do then? Would you still be with him then?”

  “Forrest, I do-”

  “You know what?! Forget this. I came over here to try and make things right between you and I, Forrest. I love you! You know how much I do. And here we are just running around each other in circles. You don’t want to forgive me? Fine. Just absolutely fine. I’m not going to sit here and be treated like a fool. Miss Tucker, thank you for having me, I’m leaving now,” Jess said, interrupting my mom and no longer playing her game. She gave my mom a quick hug before getting up out of her seat. She had clearly had enough, but I was just getting started.

  “No Jess, sit down,” I got up. She wasn’t going anywhere.

  She ignored me and walked away out the living room. I followed her.

  “Jess, I’m not trying to make you look like a fool. I ju-”

  “You just what, Forrest? You think that I’ll come over here and be begging for you take me back? Well I’m not. I’ve told you before, I love you, but you’re sitting down over there not even bothering to talk to me. How many times do I have to tell you that I’m sorry?!” She stopped walking and turned around to face me.

  “Jess, you hurt me.”

  “I know I did. I’ve said sorry over and over again, Forrest. I don’t want Ryan, I want you. What do I have to do to make you believe me?”

  I kept silent and just looked at her. She was angry and she looked so sexy when she was mad. I didn’t really have anything to say. I knew that she was sorry and I knew that she loved me. I just didn’t know what to do right now.

  “Bye Forrest. Call me when you learn how to forgive,” she said coldly to me, before opening Trey’s door and walking out.

  ~ 25 ~

  ~ Jessica ~

  I was back at my apartment, laying on my bed, thinking about what had gone down with Forrest and I, an hour ago. He had humiliated me. All I wanted was him and he didn’t even appreciate the fact that I had come over to see him. I don’t think he wants to be with me anymore. I’ve apologized several times but it seems like he wants nothing to do with me.

  Suddenly, my doorbell rang.

  I sighed deeply, before getting up out of my bed and going to answer the door. I was just hoping that it wasn’t Giselle or Tasha. I wasn’t in the mood to talk about my relationship with Forrest right now.

  I opened the door only to see Forrest standing right in front me. He looked angry, frustrated and turned on all at the same time. What was he doing here?

  “Forrest, what are yo...” I was cut off when he crashed his soft lips to mine. His hands went straight for my hips, making me moan gently as he kicked my door shut behind him. He flipped me around, pushing my back against the wall.

  I sighed as he broke the kiss, moving his smooth lips to kiss me hungrily, along the curve of my neck. I tilted my head up, as his wet lips quickly kissed down the curve of my neck. I bit down on my lip as I felt his hands move towards my hard breasts. I had missed those big hands touching me everywhere. He knew how bad I wanted him.

  “Forrest,” I moaned softly to the heavenly feel of his big hands touching my breasts. I needed to get this dress off my body. Right now.

  “I forgive you,” he whispered gently in my ear. “I know you love me.” He gently planted a soft kiss on my ear. “I love you too and I’m going to fuck you all day, baby.” I gasped as he pinched my hard nipples. “Over and over and over again...” My God. “Until the only thing you’ll be screaming is my name.”

  Oh shit.

  He then used his hands to pull both of my legs up around his hips. “Okay, baby.” My hands reached for his shoulders and he pushed me harder up against the wall.

/>   It didn’t take long for us to strip our clothes from one another. Even as we were still against the wall, Forrest continued to drive me insane. He lifted me high up on the wall, kissing every part of my naked body. Every kiss drove me insane. He took his time and effort, planting delicate kisses in every single place he could get his thick lips on. “Baby... mm...” I couldn’t stop moaning, and he hadn’t even started fucking my brains out yet. I was very excited for what he had in store.

  He kissed me again, our lips and our tongues smacking, snaking around each other’s. Our mouths were drawn together like super-charged magnets; we didn’t want to stop. But once Forrest pulled away from my lips, I tried to pull him back on to my lips. “No baby, wait,” he said, before wrapping my thighs tighter around his hips and leading the way to my bedroom.

  He sat me down before laying on my bed, looking up at me, biting his lips seductively. He stared at me hard, watching me watch his dick. I already knew what he wanted. It was his favorite sex position.

  I climbed on to my bed, before holding on to his big dick and lowering myself on to him. “F-fuck...” I shuddered, taking a quick breath. I hadn’t had him in inside me for quite some time now. It was as if we were just fucking again for the first time. He was still so big. But I could take him.

  I loved him and I just wanted to make him feel good. Always.

  “Baby, I love you... so much... Uhhh...” I moaned as I slowly pulled his dick out my pussy. “A-And I’m sorryy... for what I did.”

  “It’s okay, baby... Ahh... I love you and I...” Again I pushed back in, causing Forrest to groan deeply, unable to speak for a moment until he said the words I so desperately wanted to hear. “I forgive you.”

  ~ 26 ~

  - 2 Months Later -

  ~ Jessica ~

  “Baby we can’t... Forrest, staaap.”

  I tried to push him off me but he wouldn’t budge. He continued to kiss down my neck and when he saw I wasn’t responding to his sweet kisses, he pulled away angrily.