Men in Control: Special pack: The Smith Brothers Series

by Brenda Ford

  I feel bad being so cruel to Wesley, particularly when he’s being so nice to me, but it’s all that I can do. I edge him towards the door and say my goodbye as I slowly close the door behind him. He might be offended, but I’m hoping that my speech about him will remind him that absolutely none of us are perfect.

  “Shit.” I rest my head on the cold wood of the door wondering what the hell I’m doing. I seem to be continually pushing everyone away just so I can have time with Amelia despite the fact that she keeps suggesting that she doesn’t want me. Much as I know that isn’t true, the stuff she said about jail might put her off me…

  But then I turn, and I see her there by the window waiting for me, shoving any logical thoughts out of the window. It doesn’t matter what I’m risking for Amelia, she’s totally worth it. I mean, just look at her. She is a goddess. A woman who has been brought in this world to be worshipped by me.

  With a smile, I cross the room and slide up my window, something that I haven’t done before and I indicate for her to do the same thing. At first, she looks panic struck and shakes her head no, but I keep on making the same gesture. I will get that window open because it’s what we both want. There’s no point in holding back and waiting any longer, because we have over stepped the line now, so why not carry on?

  Amelia is tentative as she finally opens the window. I’m pretty sure she thinks that I am going to have some very loud and inappropriate conversation over the windows, but that isn’t the case at all. There is a tree between our houses, and I intend to climb it to get to her. This is something that I have considered for ages, but never done. I’m glad to finally have the chance to put this plan in action.

  I spent a lot of my childhood up the trees, I was the rough and tumble kid who always had scrapes on his knees, so this isn’t much of a climb for me at all. Plus, all the working out helps because I’m strong enough to swing myself easily between my bedroom window and hers… much to her surprise.

  “What the hell are you doing?” she snaps. “You could have gotten yourself killed!”

  “I’m fine.” I dust myself down. “I just wanted to talk to you and that’s the only way. With my house filled with my brothers and your daughter being here… this is the only way to keep it a secret.”

  “Oh God,” Amelia groans. “You’re acting like this is some kind of clandestine affair.”

  “And isn’t it?” I hook my hands around her waist which she tries to pull back from. “I know that we should wait, but honestly does it matter? It’s only a matter of days now until I’m done…”

  “Of course it matters. How do you think it will look for me to have a student sneaking in my room? The fact that you climbed a fucking tree to get here will only make it worse.”

  “But no one saw me.” I shrug. “It’s fine. I’m not stupid, Amelia. I know that you have a lot at stake.”

  “I’m really supposed to be Miss Clark to you,” she argues weakly.

  “Oh, you can be Miss Clark if you want. I like that as well.” I smirk. “You like Amelia too, I can tell.”

  I am in her bedroom. The one that I have been staring in to and fantasizing for months, I’m really here at long last, but I can’t look at the room at all because all I can see is her. Those piercing eyes, the smile that gets my heart pounding, the little upward curve of her cute button nose…

  “You can’t tell me that this isn’t a time to talk about it either, because we’re completely alone. There isn’t anyone here to overhear us or catch us or anything. We aren’t in school now.”

  “We talked,” she offers. “We did discuss at school. Don’t you remember?”

  “I remember us kissing and that being the most incredible thing in the world. I haven’t ever felt that way before.”

  “Stop it…” She moves backwards, shaking her head at me. “Stop saying these things.”

  “Why? Because you know that I’m right? I think you might have felt the same way too. It sure seemed like you were enjoying yourself with me. I don’t know what it’s been like with other guys, but I bet it hasn’t been as intense?” I wait for her answer, to confirm my suspicions, but I get nothing. “Come on, please be honest.”

  “It… it doesn’t matter what I say, how I feel and the same goes for you as well. It doesn’t change things.”

  “Are you acting like this can’t happen because of the opinion of other people? Because that’s just crazy. It doesn’t matter. I’m sure there are thousands of relationships that people didn’t like in the first place. But if they really love you then they will want you to be happy. It will be okay in the end.”

  I lace my fingers through hers and while this time she doesn’t pull away, she doesn’t fully commit to holding my hands either. Her hands are a bit limp while she stares at me. She’s a little frozen while she drinks this in.

  “But… this isn’t just about people accepting us. I’m not even saying that there is going to be an us, what with the age difference and everything, I’m talking about losing my job. Going to jail.”

  “But I won’t let that happen. I know that we will need to keep it a secret for a while.”

  “Forever, more like. Do you really want to be in something secret forever?”

  “For you? I wouldn’t mind. As long as I get to have you, nothing else matters. I could be your little secret forever more. You would be worth every moment that I get by your side.”

  She leans in, almost as if she’s about to cave to the sensations, but then at the last moment she snatches back, and her face hardens all over again. “Then you need to get out of here. You need to go home and grow up a bit. You are only eighteen years old for crying out loud. You have so much learning to do! You can’t be in something secret forever. That is just stupid.” She points towards her window. “Get out of here now.”

  I’m sure that she expects me to do exactly as she commands, but I’m not listening to the words coming out of her mouth, I’m listening to what her body is screaming out for… and that’s me. She can’t hide her body language however hard she tries. Nor can she avoid the sizzling chemistry between us.

  “I’m not in school now.” I step closer to her and brush her hair off her face. “You can’t tell me what to do. I want to be here, and I know that’s exactly what you want as well. So, stop trying to fight this.”

  I cup her cheek in my hand and wait for her to stop panicking. She knows as well as I do that this is wrong, but I’m pretty sure it won’t stop her either. The fact that there is so much at stake just makes it wilder. I cock my head to one side and look into her eyes, watching the desire behind those.

  Does she want this? I ask as my head automatically moves in her direction. Am I right?

  Luckily, Amelia is the one who finally connects us. She becomes impatient for me and lifts to her toes to kiss me, forgetting all the very sensible things that she just said. As we kiss my hand slips from her cheek around the back of her neck and my other fingers rest on her hips. Amelia stumbles back, hitting the wall behind her, allowing me to press every part of my body into hers. This takes me back to earlier today when we were in Amelia’s office, so we pick up exactly where we left off.

  Chapter 10 - Amelia

  I can’t believe that this is happening, I think desperately as the kiss becomes more passionate. This is crazy. Rosie is downstairs, my boss could find out, I could lose it all… but Nelson’s a fucking addiction.

  It’s been so long since someone made me feel so good, and Nelson really does that. He makes me feel incredible, like a sexual goddess all over again. Or maybe for the very first time, I’m not sure.

  “I want to strip you this time,” he whispers to me. “I have watched you do it so many times that I want a turn.”

  “I always imagine that it’s you anyway,” I admit, maybe a little too candidly. “So, go ahead.”

  He begins with my blouse, fixing his gaze firmly on mine as he does. The passion pours through me, making my pulse race about a million times faster. Does he ha
ve to be so intense with his eyes? I’m already having trouble keeping myself upright as it is! How the hell am I going to survive when he touches me?

  Then his hands reach around my back and a groan vibrates in his throat as my breasts burst free. His eager fingers explore my breasts like they are precious gems needing to be touched everywhere… in particular my nipples. They have always wanted to be tugged and teased by Nelson, so this is like a dream come true.

  Actually, all of this has a dream like quality to it, which is why I’m happy to get swept along.

  Nelson falls to his knees as he takes my trousers down, still looking up at me. My breath catches in my throat as I realize just how eager he is to please me. It hasn’t ever been this way before, more the other way around, and I’m completely enthralled by him. He really is the most incredible person.

  “Oh wow.” My fingers automatically knot up in his hair as he drags my trousers down, grazing his fingers over my hyper sensitive skin as he does. “Nelson, this is a bit too much, isn’t it?”

  He doesn’t answer me with words, but with actions instead. Actions that tell me it isn’t nearly enough for him. He uses his hands to guide me back towards the bed and pushes me ever so slightly, so I tumble backwards onto it. As I fall, I feel so giddy and care free that I actually giggle like a school girl. Holy hell, what is Nelson doing to me? How is he making me behave all wild like this? Is he changing me or unleashing me from a cage that I didn’t even know I was locked in? I don’t know and right now it hardly matters.

  When Nelson doesn’t join me immediately, I prop up on my elbows to find him and what I see turns the butterflies in the pit of my stomach in to the size of birds. They are so heavy and powerful; they might consume me if I let them. I’ll let anything happen if I get to continue watching Nelson undress like this…

  “Oh my God,” I gasp as his cock springs free. I have seen it through the window but never this close and its massive. He is a very well-endowed man, bigger than anyone who has come before…

  “Lie back,” Nelson growls, undeterred by my reaction. “I’m coming for you.”

  I shudder, my breaths so heavy now that my chest is rising and falling like crazy, as I do what Nelson tells and lie back on the bed. He’s like a predator coming for his prey as he crawls over me, pausing only to kiss random body parts on the way up. My thigh, my stomach, my arm, my collar bone, my throat… and finally my mouth once more. As we kiss deeply, his steel rod presses hard against my panties, making me wish he’d taken those from me as well. I’m aching for him now. We’ve already gone too far. I want him inside of me.

  But he pulls that wonderful cock of his away and he moves his mouth back downwards, lowering only when he gets to my black satin panties, which he nuzzles his nose against. Since the tip of his nose grazes over my clit exactly making me buck upwards with need, I can only assume that he’s an expert with the female body and that I am in for the night of my life… not that I assumed it would be anything different with Nelson.

  “You smell awesome,” he moans, his words vibrating against my core. “I want to taste you.”

  “Taste me?” I arch my back, pressing more of myself into him. “That’s what you want?”

  He cups my ass, holding me against him for a couple of moments. The hot breath tickling me is a seduction, pulling me deeper under the waters of pleasure with him. No wonder he makes me lose my mind!

  “Yes, that’s what I want,” I gasp as my fingers sink into the strands of his hair. “So much.”

  “Exactly what?” he begs. “I need you to tell me what you need.”

  Assuming he loves the dirty talk, which is something that I haven’t ever tried before but that I can get on board with, I tell him. “Your tongue. All over my clit, inside of me, everywhere.”

  He curls his fingers around the waist band of my panties before he yanks them away. As the material sheds and I sense the delicious sensation of his tongue coming for me, I realize what a revelation it is to be able to just tell a man what I want. For him to care enough to ask. It’s freeing and liberating, something I could get used to.

  “I’m coming,” he whispers, his breath setting my soaking wet slit alight. “Are you ready?”

  I don’t get to answer him because that’s the exact moment he first licks my clit. Just one little flicker of his tongue but it bucks me off the bed and makes me scream much too loudly. I hope Rosie has her head phones on and she can’t hear me. That would be a disaster… even if I am the mother who should be able to do what she wants. This whole thing with Nelson is like a clandestine torrid affair. I’m a teen in fucking lust.

  Just as I am about to scream, to demand that he gives me more, Nelson senses it and his tongue connects with my clit once more. Only this time it isn’t just a flicker of the tongue, this is him ravaging me.

  Goose bumps rise on my skin, my pulse threatens to explode as it pounds so hard, there is no breath left in my body. Just as I suspected with Nelson, it’s all too much. He’s utterly phenomenal.

  “Shit.” I grab his head to pull it away because I need a moment to gather myself, but before he can disconnect, I yank him back to me, needing all of this. “Fucking hell, oh!” I can’t survive this. “Shit, Nelson.” The onslaught of his tongue, the grazing of his teeth, the tickling of his lips… “Nelson, oh my God.”

  It’s all coaxing me towards the edge of an orgasm so powerful, I’m frightened that my whole body will explode. I don’t know if I will be able to take it because it’s been too long. But every time I try to communicate this with Nelson, it comes out as a cry of pleasure instead… and this only increases his need to devour me.

  The relentlessness of his movements pushes me to the edge of existence rapidly. So fast it steals the last scrap of breath away. The dizziness increases, the pressure builds, I want to stop this before it gets too far, but I already know that it has gone too far, and I can’t hold back. Nelson has all of me.

  I open my mouth to let out a scream as the orgasm finally hits me, every cell in my body exploding with hot bliss, but no sound comes out. He has literally left me speechless which has never been done before. The intensity of this feeling makes me want to weep, to thrash out and cry through everything, but I don’t. Instead I cling to Nelson as much as I can, trying to hold on to him through the shudders of phenomenal pleasure that are off the scale, like nothing else, wanting to feel all of him as I come through the power of his tongue.

  “Wow,” I gasp as he drags himself upwards. I can almost hear the electrical buzzing remaining in my system as I talk. “That was… was something else, Nelson Smith. You really are good at that.”

  “Am I?” he queries as he grabs a condom from his pocket. The hiss of the wrapper opening nearly tips me over the scale once more. I know where that sound leads and fuck I want it.

  “Could you not tell?” I giggle weakly, pausing while I watch him make quick work of sheathing himself. “I’m an absolute mess because of you. Look at me for crying out loud. I can’t be the first person to tell you that.”

  I don’t know why the hell I’m bringing up other sexual encounters as if I want to hear how he has pleased lots of other females, but I have put it out there now. I don’t suppose I can take it back.

  “Actually, you are,” he replies while matching my body with his. His cock nudges my entrance, but he doesn’t quite slide in just yet. It feels a bit like torture with him so close, yet so far. “You are the first.”

  I wrap my legs around his back and try to pull him towards me. “Well, you must be with the wrong women then. Ones who don’t know how amazing you are because that was something else.”

  “It isn’t that.” He rests his forehead against mine so I can see my reflection in his dilated pupils. “It’s because you’re the first one that I have ever been with. This is my first time.”

  He’s a virgin? I want to scream at him to stop because it isn’t right for him to lose his virginity to me. Not when there are so many other situations that would
be so much better, but in one strong thrust he is buried deep inside of me, making me feel so good that any protest falls away. He matches the slamming of our bodies together with kisses all over me, making me feel safe and secure in his arms. A sensation I need.

  “Oh, Amelia,” he purrs, my name like a prayer on his lips. “This is perfect.”

  I don’t know what to think. Really, I’m not thinking anything, my brain is switched off. Nelson hooks an arm under my knee to pull it up and bury deeper into me, so deep that my eyes lose focus. In fact, I lose any sense of everything but him. This boy, the virgin, who is driving me rapidly towards my second orgasm tonight.

  “Miss Clark.” He says my name one last time before we both explode together. Our bodies spasm, the pleasure hits us both, somehow much more intense this time around. He kisses me to swallow up my screams which is probably a good thing because I have already made plenty of noise tonight. I won’t get away with much more and I really don’t want the night to end early by getting caught.

  And as we collapse in to one another’s arms, panting, sweating, and trying to gather ourselves up, the regret that usually hits me after sex doesn’t come. This is the person that I should regret sleeping with, but it hasn’t happened. If anything, I just want him again…

  Chapter 11 - Nelson

  “I don’t want you to leave,” Amelia purrs like a pussy cat, kissing my throat as I get myself dressed. She’s such a sexy distraction that it’s damn impossible to get her out of my mind. “I’d like you here with me when we wake up.”

  “You know I want that too.” I spin around and kiss her gently, lovingly. “But we have to be smart.”

  “I know, I know, you’re just… I don’t know. You’re just wonderful, aren’t you?”

  I can see the love glazing in her eyes. She really does want me, and not just in a sexual way. She’s thinking about what a future between me and her together would be like which makes me so incredibly happy. I’m glad she sees it as something more because it means all my hopes aren’t dumb founded and stupid.