Vampire Kisses vk-1

by Эллен Шрайбер

  "The end," Trevor announced and started clapping. "The end! And what a wonderful production it all was, if I do say so myself."

  "You!" I yelled. Mr. Harris could see I was going for blood and grabbed me from behind. "You are evil incarnate, Trevor!" I screamed, my arms flailing as I tried unsuccessfully to wriggle out of the soccer coach's grasp. "Trevor Mitchell, you are the monster!" I looked at the faces around me. "Can't you see that? You all pushed away the most giving, lovable, gentle, intelligent person in this town while accepting the wickedest, vilest, most evil monster, just because he dresses like you! Trevor's the one who's destroying lives! And you just watch him play soccer and party with him while you cast out an angel because he wears black and is homeschooled!"

  Tears streamed down my face, and I ran outside.

  Becky ran after me. "I'm sorry, Raven. I'm sorry!" she shouted.

  I ignored her and ran all the way to the Mansion, struggling over the slippery gate. Huge moths fluttered around the porch light as I banged the serpent knocker. "Alexander, open up! Alexander, open up!"

  Eventually the light went out and the disappointed moths flew away. I sat on the doorstep crying. For the first time in my life I found no comfort in darkness.

  20 Game Over

  I cried all night and stayed home from school the next day. At noon I ran to the Mansion. I shook the gate until I thought it would fall over. Finally I climbed over and banged the serpent knocker. The attic curtains ruffled, but no one answered.

  Back home I called the Mansion and spoke to Jameson, who said Alexander was asleep. "I'll tell him you rang," he said.

  "Please tell him I'm sorry!"

  I was afraid Jameson hated me as much as Alexander.

  I called every hour; each time Jameson and I had the same conversation.

  "I'm going to be home-schooled from now on!" I yelled when my mother tried to get me out of bed the next morning. Alexander wasn't taking my calls, and I wasn't taking Becky's. "I'm never going back to school!"

  "You'll get over this, dear."

  "Would you have gotten over Dad? Alexander's the only person in the universe who understands me! And I messed it all up!"

  "No, Trevor Mitchell messed it up. You were nice to that young man. He's lucky to have you."

  "You think so?" I started to cry mansion-sized tears. "I think I ruined his life!"

  My mom sat on the edge of my bed. "He adores you, honey," she comforted, hugging me like I was a crying Billy Boy. I could smell the apricots in her shampooed velvet-chestnut hair and the sweet soft scent of her perfume. I needed my mom now. I needed her to tell me everything would be all right. "I could see how much he adored you when he came to the house," she continued. "It's a shame people talk about him the way they do."

  "You were one of those people," I sighed. "And I guess I was, too."

  "No, you weren't. You liked him for who he really was."

  "I did—I mean, do. I really do. But it's too late now."

  "It's never too late. But speaking of late, I'm late! I have to take your father to the airport."

  "Call school," I called to her at the door. "Tell them I'm lovesick."

  I pulled the covers over my head. I couldn't move until night. I had to see my Alexander, to shake some sense into his pale body. To beg his forgiveness. I couldn't go to the Mansion, and I couldn't break in—he might call the cops this time. There was only one place to go—one other place where he might be.

  I climbed into Dullsville's cemetery with a bouquet of daffodils in my backpack. I walked quickly among the tombstones, trying to retrace the steps we had once taken together. I was as excited as I was nervous. I imagined him waiting for me, running up to me, and giving me a huge hug and showering me with kisses.

  But then I thought, Will he forgive me? Was this our first fight—or our last?

  Eventually I found his grandma's monument, but Alexander wasn't there.

  I laid the flowers on the grave. My belly hurt, like it was caving in.

  Tears started welling up in my eyes.

  "Grandma," I said out loud, looking around. But who could hear me? I could shout if I wanted to. "Grandma, I messed up, messed up big time. There is no one in this world more wild about your grandson than I am. Could you please help me? I miss him so much! Alexander believes I think he's so different, and I do think he's different—but from other people, not from me. I love him. Could you help me?"

  I waited, looking for a sign, something magical, a miracle—bats flying overhead or a loud thunderclap. Anything. But there was only the sound of crickets. Maybe it takes a little bit longer for miracles and signs. I could only hope.

  One day of being lovesick turned into two days, which turned into three and four.

  "You can't make me go to school!" I shouted every morning and turned over and went back to sleep.

  Jameson continued to tell me Alexander couldn't come to the phone. "He needs time," Jameson offered. "Please be patient."

  Patient? How could I be patient when every second of our separation felt like an eternity?

  Saturday morning I had an unwelcome visitor. "I challenge you to a duel!" my father said, throwing his tennis racket on my bed. He opened the curtains and allowed the sun to blind me.

  "Go away!"

  "You need exercise." He threw a white T-shirt and white tennis skirt onto my bed. "These are Mom's! I didn't think I'd find anything white in your drawers. Now let's scoot! Court time is in half an hour."

  "But I haven't played in years!"

  "I know. That's why I'm taking you. I want to win today," he said and closed the door behind him.

  "You think you'll win!" I yelled through the closed door.

  Dullsville's country club was just as I remembered it from all those years ago—snobby and boring. The pro shop was filled with designer tennis skirts and socks, neon balls, and overpriced rackets. There was a four-star restaurant that charged five dollars for a glass of water. I almost fit in, with my mom's white threads, except for the black lipstick. But my father let it go. I think he was happy I was in an upright position.

  I ran after my dad's shots with a vengeance, each ball having Trevor Mitchell's face on it. I hit the balls as hard as I could, and naturally they either crashed into the net or into the fence.

  "You used to let me win," I said after we ordered lunch.

  "How can I let you win when you're slamming every shot into the net? Swing easy and follow through."

  "I guess I've been hitting the ball in the wrong direction a lot lately. I never should have let Trevor get the best of me. I should never have believed the rumors, or wanted to believe them. I miss Alexander so much."

  At lunch the waiter brought me a garden salad and a tuna melt for my dad. I stared at my tomatoes, eggs, and romaine lettuce. "Dad, do you think I'll ever meet someone like Alexander again?"

  "What do you think?" he asked, taking a bite of his sandwich.

  "I don't think I will. I think he's it. He's the special one people only find in movies and gushy romance novels. Like Heathcliff or Romeo."

  My eyes welled up with tears.

  "It's okay, honey," he said, handing me his napkin. "When I met your mother, I wore John Lennon glasses and had hair down to the middle of my back. I didn't know what a pair of scissors or a razor looked like! Her father didn't like me because of the way I looked and my radical politics. But she and I saw the world the same way. And that's all that mattered. It was a Wednesday when I first saw your mom, on the university lawn, in maroon bell-bottoms and a white halter top, twirling her long brown hair, gazing up. I walked over and asked what she was staring at. ‘That mother bird is feeding its baby birds. Isn't it beautiful?' she said. 'It's a raven!' And she quoted some lines from Edgar Allan Poe. I laughed. ‘What are you laughing at?' she asked me. And I told her it was a crow, not a raven. 'Oh, that's what I get for partying too hard last night,' she said, laughing with me. 'But aren't they beautiful just the same?' And I told her right there and then that ye
s, they were. But she was more beautiful."

  "You said that?"

  "I shouldn't be telling you this. Especially the part about the partying!"

  "Mom always told me that's how I got my name, but she never mentioned the partying."

  I thanked the universe my parents had been looking at a raven that day and not a squirrel. The results would have been disastrous.

  "Dad, what do I do?"

  "You'll have to figure that one out yourself. But if the ball lands in your court again, don't smash it into the fence. Just open your eyes and swing right through."

  We got my salad to go as I couldn't chew on it and the tennis metaphors at the same time.

  I was greatly confused. I didn't know what to do. Hit the ball or wait for it to come to me? My father was lollygagging with a friend when I heard a voice say, "You play a mean game, Raven!" I turned around and saw Matt leaning against the front counter.

  "I can't play at all!" I replied, surprised. I looked around for Trevor.

  "I'm not talking about tennis."

  "I don't understand."

  "I'm talking about school, about Trevor. Don't worry, he's not here."

  "So, are you trying to start something with me?" I asked, clutching my racket. "Here at the club?"

  "No, I'm trying to end it. I mean, what he does to you and Becky and everyone. Even me. And I'm his best friend. But you stick up for everyone here. And you don't even like us." He laughed. "We're mean to you and you still get Trevor back for all of us."

  "Are we on Spy TV?" I asked, looking around for hidden cameras.

  "You bring spice to this town, with your funky clothes and your attitude. You don't care what people think, and this town revolves on what people think."

  "Is Trevor hiding in the gift shop?" I asked, peering over.

  "The Snow Ball really changed a lot of people's minds. Trevor used the whole school, and in the end he made fools of everyone. I think it was our wake-up call."

  I realized there were no hidden cameras or hiding Trevors. Matt wasn't joking.

  "I wish Alexander could hear you say this," I finally said. "I haven't seen him, and I'm afraid I never will again. Trevor ruined everything," I said, my eyes starting to well up again.

  "Screw Trevor!"

  Several people looked over, as it wasn't polite to swear at the club, even though they did on the court after they missed a shot.

  "Gotta run, Raven—see you," Matt said as he took off.

  "I'd like you to meet an old acquaintance, Raven," my father said, approaching with a strikingly suntanned man after Matt left.

  "It's nice to see you, Raven," he said. "It's been a while. You look so grown-up now. I wouldn't recognize you without the lipstick. Do you remember me?"

  How could I forget him? The first time I entered the Mansion, the basement window, the red cap. The warm kiss on my cheek from the handsome new guy trying to fit in.

  "Jack Patterson! Of course I remember you, but I can't believe you remember me."

  "I'll always remember you!"

  "How do you two know each other?" my father asked.

  "From school," Jack answered, with a glint in his eye.

  "So what are you up to now?" Jack asked me. "Rumor has it that you're going into the Mansion through the front door these days."

  "Well, I was, but…"

  "Jack recently moved back to town and took over his father's department store," my dad said.

  "Yeah, stop by sometime," Jack said. "I'll give you a discount."

  "Do you sell combat boots and black cosmetics?"

  Jack Patterson laughed. "I guess some things haven't changed!"

  Matt suddenly returned. "Ready to go, Matt?" Jack asked.

  "You know Matt?" I asked, surprised.

  "We're cousins. I'm glad I moved back—I have some reservations about the crowd he hangs around with."

  21 Darkness and Light

  It was Saturday evening. I was dressed in my Cure T-shirt and black boxers, watching Dracula in slow motion. I paused the part where Bela leans into a sleeping Helen Chandler and recalled the time Alexander kissed me on his black leather couch. I stared longingly at the screen and grabbed some more tissues.

  The doorbell shocked me out of my self-pitying trance. "You get it!" I shouted, and suddenly remembered my family had gone to the movies.

  I peered through the peephole but saw nothing. Then I looked again and discovered tiny Becky standing on the doorstep.

  "What do you want?" I asked, opening the door.

  "Get dressed!"

  "I thought maybe you came here to apologize."

  "I'm sorry, but you must believe me! You have to come to the Mansion—now!"

  "Go home!"

  "Raven, immediately!

  "What's going on?"

  "Please, Raven, hurry!"

  I ran upstairs and threw on a black T-shirt and black jeans.

  "Hurry!"

  I ran back downstairs. She grabbed my arm and pulled me out the door.

  I bombarded her with questions as we got into her father's pickup, but she refused to tell me anything.

  I imagined the Mansion covered with graffiti, its windows shattered, Trevor and his soccer snobs having it out on the hill with a bloody Alexander. And then another horrible image, but a silent one. A for sale sign in the yard and not even the dark curtains hanging in Alexander's attic window.

  Becky didn't park at the Mansion, but a block away.

  "What gives?" I asked. "Why don't you park closer?"

  But as we jumped out, I saw several cars parked along the curb leading up to the Mansion, unusual for the desolate street.

  In the distance I spotted two women dressed in black like they were going to a funeral. But they were swiftly walking, holding lighted torches.

  My heart sank. "We'll never make it!" I shouted.

  Worse still was seeing a man, also dressed in black and carrying a lighted torch. I freaked. Everything stopped inside of me. It was just like the ending of Frankenstein—where the townspeople gather to burn the castle and cast out poor Franky from his home. Only this was a smaller mob. I couldn't believe it had come to this. I could already smell the smoke.

  "No, no!" I shouted, but the man had already turned the corner toward the gate.

  My darkest imagination could not have prepared me for what I laid my eyes upon: A small crowd of Dullsvillians had gathered on the Mansion grounds. Conservative townspeople dressed in vampire black? Everyone was so dark I thought I must be wearing sunglasses, but a glowing Becky convinced me I was seeing a perfect picture. There were lively people hanging outside the front of the usually lonely Mansion—and they were all having a blast!

  I didn't understand any of it. The gathering was more like a party, but it made no sense. Was it just another sick joke? And then I saw the banner on the open gate that made everything wonderfully clear: WELCOME TO THE NEIGHBORHOOD.

  "Better late than never," Becky said.

  Red streamers also hung from the gate, and lawn torches lit the hill.

  "Hey, girl, don't ignore us!" someone called as Becky and I entered the grounds.

  I turned around. It was Ruby! She was dressed in a skin-tight black-vinyl dress, and thigh-high black-vinyl go-go boots.

  "I've gotten a date out of this outfit already, Raven. You'll never believe it—it was from the butler!" She grimaced like a smitten giggly school girl and fluffed her dyed black hair as she checked herself out in her compact. "He's older, but he's kinda cute!"

  By the looks of Ruby, she had been pulled straight off a Paris fashion runway. Even her white poodle was wearing a studded black leash and a black doggie sweater.

  "Recognize me?" It was Janice in a black mini and combat boots. "Think it's my color?" she said, revealing her black nail polish.

  "Any shade of black will do!" I said.

  "I tried to tell you not to come to the Snow Ball," Becky began quickly as we walked up the driveway. "But Trevor blackmailed me. You're always t
here for me when I need you and I wasn't there for you. Will you ever forgive me?"

  "I was so caught up, I didn't listen to your warnings. And you're here for me now." I took her hand. "I'm just glad you're not under Trevor's spell anymore."

  As Becky and I continued to walk up the hill of party goers, we ran into Jack Patterson wearing a black turtleneck and jeans.

  "I've been waiting all these years for the right moment to pay you back," he confessed. "I've outfitted the party. There's nothing black left in the store!"

  Now, after all these years, it was my turn to give him a grateful kiss on the cheek. "This is so unbelievable!"

  "It wasn't my idea for the partiers to wear black," Jack said, pointing to a guy in Doc Martens, a black T-shirt, and slicked-back hair.

  "Hey, girl!" It was Matt. "I was afraid you wouldn't show. We had to send Becky for you. We couldn't properly welcome Alexander to town after all this time without you!" My eyes lit up. "Alexander's been asking about you all night."

  I glanced around frantically, speechless. I wanted to throw my arms around everyone. But where was Alexander?

  "I think you'll find him inside," Matt hinted.

  "I can't believe you did this!" The thought of seeing Alexander again thrilled me. I gave Matt a Ruby squeeze-hug. I think he was as startled by my affection as I was.

  "You better get up there—before the sun rises," he said.

  I paused, remembering one Dullsvillian I hadn't spotted. "He's not going to be lurking in the shadows, right?"

  "Who?"

  "You know who!"

  "Trevor? He wasn't invited."

  "Thanks, Matt. Thank you so much!" I said, giving him a thumbs-up.

  "You did this, really. It's been good for us to take a walk on the wild side."

  Becky grabbed my arm and led me toward the Mansion. A refreshment table was set up by the door. Juices and pop, chips and SnoCaps, Sprees, Good & Plenty, and Dots. Everything that Alexander had that night we watched TV at his house.

  "No way!" I exclaimed. I glared at Becky. "I even told you about the SnoCaps?" I realized.

  "If I kept that a secret, too, we wouldn't have refreshments," Becky added.