Full Figured 3: Carl Weber Presents

by Hampton, Brenda

  Full Figured 3:

  Carl Weber Presents

  Brenda Hampton and Nikki-Michelle

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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Who Ya Wit 2

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  TELL ME ABOUT IT!

  Chaper 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Copyright Page

  Who Ya Wit 2

  By Brenda Hampton

  Chapter 1

  The verdict wasn’t in yet about Roc being the man I needed him to be. At the age of forty-two I had allowed very little room for error in my relationships, and the drama Roc had previously brought my way, he could do no more. Somehow or someway he managed to get out of the ten-year bid he was sentenced to at Bonne Terre Correctional Facility, only completing a year and a half. He mentioned that his lawyer had gotten the sentence reduced, but there had to be more to it. Either way, I was very glad about that, and the thought of him being able to be a father to our daughter, Chassidy, truly pleased my heart.

  It was only two days ago that Roc stepped into my kitchen, claiming to be a free man and asking if I was still down with him. I really didn’t know what to say, but I remember my mouth hanging wide open.

  “I’m not sure who I’m down with right now, Roc. There is a lot at stake and I just don’t know if I can trust you again. I know that your son’s mother, Vanessa, is still in the picture, and what about your conniving uncle, Ronnie? I don’t know if I can deal with some of the mess I put up with before, and I’m sure you understand my concerns.”

  “I do, but let’s face it . . . you’ve never trusted me. Vanessa won’t be no problem for us and neither will Ronnie.”

  I could have laughed at his response, only because he knew that was a lie. “It would be so wrong of me to go there with you, so I won’t. Just . . . just give me a hug, and the only thing I will say right now is that it’s good seeing you.”

  “Same here, especially since you only came to visit me once. You were wrong for that, as well as for not bringing my daughter, either. But you’re right . . . our issues need to be put off for another day and time. I’m here, so come give me the hug I’ve been waitin’ for.”

  I moved closer to Roc, and as soon as his arms eased around my waist, the feelings for him that I was unable to release came back to life. I wasn’t sure if this connection I had with him would be everlasting, or if it was just me wanting to make this thing work because of our child. That answer would come soon, but there was no doubt whatsoever that I was happy to see him.

  It was scorching hot outside that day, but Roc spent much of his time trying to get to know Chassidy. He played with her in her swimming pool, chased her around the spacious backyard, watched TV with her in her The Princess and the Frog—decorated bedroom, and even cut the grass for me. It was good seeing the two of them together, and for her first time seeing him, she took to him very well. Later that day, we left my home in St. Louis, and followed my son, Latrel, back to college at Mizzou. After staying with him for a couple of hours, Roc, Chassidy, and I returned home. Chassidy was exhausted, so I laid her down for a nap, and then went into the kitchen where Roc was sitting shirtless at the glass-topped kitchen table, sipping from a Coke can and eating some barbecue-flavored potato chips. The calories would do him no harm, and the muscular frame that he had before did not compare to the one he now had. His biceps looked bigger, his chest was carved to perfection, more tattoos covered his arms, and the daily iron pumping had definitely paid off. He was dark as midnight, still very sexy, and clean-cut as ever! I couldn’t ignore the fact that seeing him always made my panties moist and my palms sweat. Aside from the way he made my insides tingle, there was so much that I needed to say. I didn’t quite know how to say it, but it was now or never.

  With Roc being in prison, certain things came to my mind about what kind of person he now was. Was he still the young man who lived in the fast lane, selling drugs and having sex with many different women? Was he still willing to do whatever his Uncle Ronnie wanted him to do, and was Roc willing to do jail time for Ronnie again? Was movin’ and shakin’ still his occupation, and what could he offer me? Basically, had he matured at all, and, at twenty-seven years old, did being in prison redeem him? I sat across the table from him, eager to continue our conversation from earlier.

  “So, in other words, you’re telling me that you’re a changed man. I don’t have to worry about Vanessa ringing my phone or confronting me, as she did before. I don’t have to concern myself with Ronnie calling me out of my name or putting a gun up to my head, right? And what about you? Can you promise me that you are done with shaking and moving? If not, Roc, I want no part of this.”

  Roc squinted, staring deeply into my eyes. “You don’t have to worry about nothin’. All of that shit is in the past, ma. I’m done with all of that mess, jus’ . . . just give me a chance to show you what’s up. I promise you won’t regret it. I’ve had time to reflect on some things, and my goal is to live a better life. I tried my way before, so let’s roll with your way.”

  I wasn’t sure if Roc could handle doing things my way. My way consisted of him getting a job, helping me take care of our daughter, leaving the drug game behind him, making sure there was no drama from his son’s mother, and distancing himself from the people around him who helped bring him down, particularly Ronnie: the uncle who Roc had looked up to as a father figure. The one who supposedly made a way for Roc and had gotten him in to the drug game. He was the one who Roc had taken the fall for and wound up going to prison for. I hated Ronnie with a passion, and I could never see him being an inspiration to Roc, or Roc distancing himself from an uncle he loved more than life itself.

  That night, all I allowed Roc to do was hold me in his arms, while questioning his early release and his future plans. He insisted that with lots of money and a damn good lawyer, anything was possible. As for his future, he wasn’t sure. Lord knows I wanted to have sex with him, but I wasn’t sure about us yet. My life had changed in so many different ways since he’d been gone, and honestly, I hadn’t forgiven him yet for choosing to take the fall for Ronnie, instead of being there for his child. I was in a different place in my life and I couldn’t afford any setbacks.

  My career with the STL Community College was going strong, I had pulled myself out of debt, and my children were happy. Latrel was now a junior and I was as proud of him as any mother could be. He drove home almost every other weekend just to be with me and spend time with his sister. He also spent some days with my ex-husband, Reggie, who had divorced me because he’d fallen out of love. That’s what he’d said years ago, but he was now regretting his decision. We rarely spoke to each other these days because he remained upset with me about Chassidy. In no way did I care about how he felt about me, and his only worries should have applied to his messed-up life.

  According to Latrel, Reggie was in the midst of tying up his second divorce, which was more costly than the one he had with me. I only asked for what was due to me, but his new wife, she wanted it all! The house, cars, part ownership of his real estate business, and $10,000 a month in spousal support. I couldn’t believe all that she was asking for, and, to my recollection, Reggie didn’
t have that much money to dish out. I truly wished him the best with his situation, but that’s what he got for marrying a woman he had only known for one year.

  That situation, in itself, made me wise up even more. I didn’t want anyone to take what little I had, and I wasn’t trying to share much, either. My house was for me and my children. My car was for me only to drive. I was perfectly fine with the way things were going, but I couldn’t help but sit at my desk at work, thinking about how Roc would impact my life going forward. I had briefly spoken to him yesterday, but he seemed busy, trying to move his things from the penthouse he once had to a condo he was now living in on the south side of St. Louis.

  I wiggled my fingers on the side of my face, eyeballing the phone on my desk and contemplating calling him. Why? Because he said he was busy, and since he hadn’t called me back, maybe that meant he was still busy. I wanted to allow him all the time he needed to get settled, so I quickly dropped my thoughts about calling him and got back to work.

  Working for the vice president of Student Activities was challenging. My boss, Mr. Anderson, was a serious black man who kept me on my feet. He was in his mid-fifties, and had a wife and three kids, but made little time for them. Normally, he worked six days a week, hoping that I would do the same. From the beginning, I made it clear that I could only work Monday through Friday, never on the weekends. My family was too important to me and they definitely came first. Mr. Anderson understood that, and that encouraged me to give him my all. We got along very well and it turned out that losing my previous job was the best thing that had ever happened to me. My salary increased by $15,000, it helped with my bills, and I was in no way upset about that.

  As my mind was consumed with calling Roc, the ringing phone interrupted my thoughts.

  “Mr. Anderson’s office. How may I help you?”

  “Desa Rae, this is Sherri. Is my dad around?”

  Mr. Anderson would never tell his kids when he was going out of town. And it wasn’t my place to tell them, either. “No, he isn’t, Sherri. He’s out of the office today, but you may want to try his cell phone.”

  “Okay, thanks. I’ll do that, but, in the meantime, how’s Latrel doing?”

  “He’s fine. I had hoped the two of you would go out on another date, but he told me how busy the both of you are.”

  “Unfortunately, but I had every intention of calling him soon. You know I’m in med school and I never have time to do much of anything.”

  “Oh, I understand, sweetie, and you definitely don’t have to explain anything to me. I’m sure Latrel understands too. Call him when you can. He did mention you the other day and I’m sure he would be happy to hear from you.”

  “I sure will. Let me call my dad now, and be sure to tell Latrel I’ll call him soon.”

  I told Sherri that I would, but shame on me for lying. Latrel hadn’t mentioned her at all, and he actually told me that the two of them didn’t click. Personally, I thought Sherri was perfect for Latrel. She was smart, funny, cute, and had goals that made her family proud. The fact that she was a virgin made me appreciate her more, and she reminded me a lot of myself. I made a mental note to call Latrel to see if he would be willing to take her out again. I knew it was none of my business, but I would forever and always be looking out for who or what was in my son’s best interest.

  Mr. Anderson was out for the entire week. I was pretty much caught up on all of my work, but just to keep busy, I started merging a letter that wasn’t supposed to go out to the students until next week. Next to me was a pretty red basket, filled with chocolate chip cookies. I had already eaten three of them, and I couldn’t believe how much my appetite had increased since Roc had been home. I’d probably picked up five pounds in two days, and couldn’t stop snacking. It was probably my nerves, and even though I hated to go there, I wondered if he was still okay with the weight thing. He did compliment me on how beautiful I was, but it was hard to hide the ten pounds I had packed on over the last few months. Since Latrel had been coming home a lot, I was cooking and eating more. Chassidy loved pizza, and it had become one of my favorites, too. Surely, it was hard to get those pounds off, and the once/twice-a-week workout that I was doing appeared to be a waste of time. My hips were more curvaceous and my thighs had gotten thicker. I guess the weight was going to the right places, and, for that, I really couldn’t complain.

  Double checking, I pulled a compact mirror from my purse, gazing at my reflection. Yeah, I still had it going on, and even the chocolate on my teeth from those cookies wasn’t enough to make me think otherwise. I licked the chocolate, then pressed my lips together to spread my gloss that was barely there. I teased my feathery, long hair and batted my lashes at the prettiest woman I knew—me. I smiled and placed the compact back into my purse. Ready to finish up my letters, I scooted the black leather chair up to my cherry oak square desk that was neat and spacious. I barely had to leave my desk for anything, as the four-in-one HP printer, fax, copier, and scanner was right beside me. Stack trays for my letters were to my right, and pictures of my children were to my left. My drawers included everything that an administrative assistant would need to do her job, including the chocolate Hershey Kisses that I had stashed away for my cravings. I shook my head, knowing that I needed to stop.

  Instead of resuming with my chocolates and the letter, I reached for the phone to call Roc. What the hell? I thought. If he was too busy to talk, then he would say so. The phone rang twice before he answered.

  “Say, baby,” he immediately said. “I’ma hit you up in about ten minutes. I’m in the middle of doin’ somethin’.”

  Well, crack my face, why don’t you? “Uh, okay. I’m at work, so call me here.”

  “Will do.”

  He hung up, leaving me to wonder what was up. Seemed like that spark he once had for me wasn’t there anymore. I knew that the time we spent away from each other would make us feel differently, but was he still excited about me? I hoped that my small transformation from a size fourteen/sixteen to sixteen-plus wasn’t a factor, but with men you just never know. Just in case, I grabbed my basket of cookies, aiming it toward the trashcan to throw the cookies away. When the aroma of sweet and thick chocolate chunks hit me, I quickly changed my mind, putting the basket back on my desk. I put one of the cookies in my mouth, closed my eyes, and let it melt. No need letting the cookies my best friend, Monica, had made go to waste that.

  “Mmmmm,” I said, indulging myself. “If you don’t like it, Mr. Roc, too darn bad.”

  Less than five minutes later, the phone rang again. By looking at the caller ID, I knew it was Roc.

  “Desa Rae Jenkins,” I said, wiping my mouth with a napkin.

  “Dez, it’s Roc. I was just callin’ you back. What’s up?”

  “I didn’t want anything. Just checking to see if you got settled into your new place. Did you?”

  “Just about. I still have a few things to do, but for the most part I’d better get used to makin’ my condo feel like home. It’s a li’l cramped for my taste, but a nigga gotta do what he must do to stay out of jail.”

  “I’d say so, and changing course, as well as leaving the drug game behind, will be very beneficial. You think?”

  Roc was silent and all I heard was a deep sigh on the other end.

  “Roc, are you there?”

  “Yeah, I’m here. But, before we get off on the wrong foot, let me say somethin’ to you, all right? I know I’ve made some mistakes, but there are no guarantees that more mistakes won’t happen. All you need to know is that I’m goin’ to do my best to stay on the right track, but even my best may not be good enough for you. If we hook up again, and I truly hope we do, please don’t nag me about my decisions in life. They are mine to make and mine only. If you can’t handle that, then don’t waste your time.”

  Oh, no, he didn’t just try to tell me off, did he? I knew he was busy trying to get everything in order, and I figured his situation could have been frustrating. In knowing so, I remained calm.
“I just want the best for you, that’s all. If my comment offended you, I apologize.”

  “Yes, some of your comments, with an s, offend me. Especially when I wanted to taste your pussy the other night, and all you wanted to do was tell me what you expected me to do. That shit is a turnoff, ma, and I’m not down with nobody tryin’ to give me orders. I’ve been takin’ orders for the last year and a half. Had enough of that shit and it’s timeout.”

  Okay, I messed up so I had to lighten the situation. “Forgive me, as it’s the motherly thing in me that always kicks in. So . . . does this mean I’m in trouble? I hope so.”

  Roc laughed out loud, and it put a smile on my face as I visualized his deep dimples and Lance Gross attributes.

  “Big, eleven and a half . . . maybe twelve inches of trouble.”

  “Wow, I’m impressed. Didn’t know a penis could grow that fast, but I’m willing to take whatever you got. When can I get it is the question?”

  “It’s all yours and all you have to do is say the word. My place or yours? Today or tomorrow? Morning or night? Abed, table, shower, or the floor?”

  “I’ll let you decide. Just let me know, so I can make some arrangements with our beautiful daughter.”

  “Yeah, you may have to do that because I don’t want her around to witness all the hollerin’ and screamin’ I may cause you. Come to my place tonight and I will make sure all of the floors are clean.”

  “Can’t wait,” I said with excitement, picking up a pen. “Address, please.”

  Roc gave me his address and directions to his place near Tower Grove Park. Afterward, I called Monica to see if she would watch Chassidy for me and she told me to bring her over for the weekend. I thanked her and told her I would drop off Chassidy around 6:00 P.M. I couldn’t wait to see Roc, and, unfortunately for me, yes, I was in trouble. The only person I’d had sex with was a man from work I’d met named Greg. We went out a few times, but I wasn’t feeling him at all. He was boring to be with and I had to pretend as if I were enjoying our dates. I thought that having sex with him would help to break the ice, but that did nothing but turn me off more. He was the same age as me, very nice, but not for me. He continued to pursue me for a while, and just recently backed off. Thank God. I guess Roc had spoiled me. I knew it would be difficult to find a man who was capable of making my body do what he did, and, for the record, it was time for me to have some fun that seemed long overdue.