JG02 - Borderlines

by Archer Mayor

  A searing pain in my shoulder blew me awake. “Ow. Damn.” “Wake up-fast.” Buster punched me again, hard. “Cut it out, goddamn it.”

  “Siren’s blowing-we got a fire.” He was already out the door and heading for the stairs.

  As I stumbled out of bed, groping for my clothes, I could hear the eerie funereal wail of the firehouse siren, rising and falling, a persistent, nagging, penetrating noise that made my hair stand up on end.

  Slipping my shoes on unlaced, holding my coat under one arm, I stumbled downstairs to the front door. As I kicked it open, Gannet’s siren enveloped me, making the air vibrate. Buster’s pickup was already rolling down the driveway, the passenger door open. Come on. Move it.”

  I half-ran, half-jumped onto the seat next to him. The sudden acceleration slammed the door for me and threw me back against the seat as we squealed down the street. “There,” he shouted, pointing down South Street as we drew abreast. “Looks like that house we were in earlier.” We came to a skidding stop next to the firehouse just as the siren blew its last mournful note. The firehouse doors were already open and I could hear the roaring of both truck engines being fired up.

  Pickup trucks and cars appeared out of nowhere, parking helter-skelter up and down the road, as half-dressed men ran toward the fire trucks, even as they eased out of their tight berths. Buster and I clambered aboard the 55, next to a young man wearing glasses and a mustache. “Hi, Chief.” “Hey, Paul. Hand me that helmet.” Paul cracked my knee with the stick shift as we pulled into the road. It was a two-man cab, and I was the third man in the middle.

  Buster shouted out the window at one of the other firemen, “Call East Haven and East Burke, we’re going to need backup on this.” The driver hit the toggles for the red lights and siren, which, considering the size of the town and the short distance we had to travel, seemed a little excessive to me. It also made it hard to hear myself think. I could see Buster’s lips moving, but I couldn’t tell if he was muttering or shouting.

  As Buster had suspected, it was the same house Bruce Wingate had been thrown out of earlier, several of its windows now glowing orange or actually leaking flames. The smoke above the building reflected the hellish pink glimmer. As we pulled up, I saw where someone, presumably Fox, had nailed a piece of plywood over the broken window.

  Everyone piled out of both trucks and began grabbing equipment: hatchets, boots, bunker coats, hose, axes, Halligan tools. Two men each grabbed the two new portable pumps Rennie had showed me earlier and ran for the bank of the Passumpsic River to set up a continuous water supply for the truck pumps.

  I had been to fire scenes before, both here as a kid and as an adult n Brattleboro, but what I’d forgotten was the lack of radio equipment n most truly remote, rural fire departments. Instead of the usual cracking of electronic voices and the sight of white-coated officers walking round with portable radios, the people here ran flat out, some with megaphones, shouting out orders like barkers at a carnival.

  “Put this on,” Buster said as he shoved a coat and helmet into my arms. “And get some boots-rear compartment.” I did as I was told, jostling with others at the back of the truck, trying to stand on one foot while shoving the other into a heavy, folded-over rubber boot. One of my shoes fell on the ground and was instantly kicked under the truck by someone grabbing for a pair of leather gloves.

  I pulled back finally, with boots too big and a coat too tight across the shoulders. I slapped the helmet on and felt it dig into my forehead. At least the gloves fit and I had a working flashlight.

  Rennie jogged by, carrying one of the Scott-Paks in his arms. ‘Joey, come with me.” Paul, my erstwhile driver, was holding the other coat.

  Only then, hearing Rennie’s voice, did I remember that we had one this before, Rennie and I, as a team. For once, here was a memory hat was holding true, and I gave in to it happily, the observer no longer.

  We half-ran toward the burning house and stopped near the front door. Another crew was laying a one-and-a-half-inch attack line on the round for use inside the building.

  Rennie thrust his Scott-Pak at me and turned his back. “Help me put this damn thing on.” I held it up so he could lace his arms through the shoulder harness and supported it while he tightened the buckles.

  Paul, both thinner and much younger, was doing the same on his own beside me. But in the flickering red lights from both the trucks and the fire, I saw his face looked wan and fearful. His hands were shaking badly as he fumbled with the straps. Rennie took his helmet off and was about to slip on the face mask when there was an explosion above us.

  “Look out.” We all three ducked and felt a shower of glass and wood splinters pelt our backs. Rennie was the first to straighten up.

  “Flashover.” Paul, standing still, was shaking his head, his Scott dangling from one shoulder. “No way, man. No fucking way. Rennie looked at him.

  “What’re you talking about? Scott up, goddamn it.” Paul dumped the air cylinder onto the ground. “Not me, man. The whole fucking place is going. You’re going to die in there.” Rennie shook him by the coat.

  “Paul, come on, don’t do this.

  There’re people in there. Once we ventilate the windows, the heat’ll escape. That’s all that was. Come on.

  A firefighter pounded Rennie on the shoulder. “All set, line’s charged.” I looked down and saw the hose was now fat with water. “I’m not going to die for a bunch of granola heads.” Rennie stared at him, his mouth open in astonishment, momentarily bewildered by an attitude as foreign to him as ancient Greek. As prejudiced as he could be under normal circumstances, once that fire coat went on his back, I’d never seen him hesitate to stick his neck out for others. It was a form of unspoken oath with him: To differentiate between victims out of pure prejudice would have been to spit on his own beliefs. I yielded to impulse, Rennie and I fighting fires again. I began grabbing Paul’s equipment. “Give it to me. I’ll go in.” Rennie gave me a shit-kicking grin, the years, for just a moment, gone from his face. “Just like old times.” “Up to our knees in shit,” I whispered under the noise, and began to load up.

  I tightened the air bottle’s straps over my shoulders, slipped the face mask over my head, and triggered the positive-pressure lever on the regulator harnessed to my chest. Scott-Paks are designed to operate in two ways: Demand-pressure allows the air to reach the face mask only with each inhalation of the firefighter. It’s the best way to guarantee that the air released from the tank goes into the lungs of the wearer, with no waste. The other way, positive-pressure, allows a little air to leak through the regulator and into the mask at all times so that the pressure inside the mask is slightly greater than the pressure without: It’s an extra safety device to keep posioned air from getting in around the edges of the mask. Considering he size of the fire we were facing, I opted to waste the small amount f extra air generated by the latter method.

  Not that the mere flip of a lever took care of all my worries. The face mask is similar to what scuba divers use, with rubber borders and a curved plastic lens. Putting one on made me feel claustrophobic; not only was my peripheral vision blocked on, but the sound of the air rushing into the mask at each breath reminded me that in twenty minutes, at the very most, my bottle would be empty faster if I breathed harder.

  Rennie positioned himself at the front door, nozzle in one hand, an axe in the other. I stood right behind him. My job was to bear most of the weight and clumsiness of the thin, unyielding hose so that Rennie might move more freely. We both also had flashlights available.

  Buster ran up and shouted, “We’re ready to ventilate if you’re ready to go.” He suddenly recognized me behind my face shield. “What the hell are you doing?” Rennie thrust his head forward, shouting through his mask. “Paul won’t go in.” Buster eyed me sternly, “You been trained for Scott use?” I merely nodded but Rennie’s face clouded. “I wouldn’t have him in it if he hadn’t been.” Buster smiled, gave a thumbs-up, and began shouting orders. I c
ould hear upstairs windows being broken by ladders. This would encourage the flames to course through the house, but it would also draw out the smoke, a fire’s primary killer. If Rennie and I could hit the base of that fire during our search and rescue, then the flame problem would be eliminated also.

  It was a standard best-laid plan that rarely went as hoped.

  We crouched to one side of the door as Rennie turned the handle and pushed hard. The door flew open and a bright orange tongue of flame spat out next to us. We waited a second for it to recede, and then entered the building, bent low.

  The scene before us, especially as viewed through our plastic lenses, had the unlikely look of a Hollywood inferno. Overhead, the ceiling was totally occluded by a thick, roiling cloud of orange and yellow smoke. About twenty feet ahead, at the foot of the stairs, the wood stove Rennie had criticized earlier lay on its side, caved in and white hot, its contents the heart of an angry, noisy, air-sucking fireball. In its midst lay a darker shadow, and from that shadow, extending out beyond the center of the blaze, was a human arm, charred and twisted.

  The heat, especially compared to the twenty-degree temperature outside, was almost instantly unbearable. The flames columned straight up from the destroyed stove with a cyclonic ferocity, flattening against the ceiling and shooting up the stairway like an upside-down waterfall.

  Rennie opened the nozzle to a full-fog pattern, putting a curtain of cooling water between us and the fire. The downside to this lifesaving maneuver was expected and dramatic; the water instantly turned to steam and knocked out our vision with the abruptness of a plug being pulled on a lamp. Of the split-second sharp picture I’d had upon entering, all that was left was a world of smoke and steam with a blurry heart of orange. We were reduced to crawling forward, dragging the hose along, groping with outstretched hands and relying on our memories of what we had toured a few hours earlier. Rennie led us straight to the fireball. The sound of water hitting white-hot material was like nonstop thunder, but the effort paid off. We quickly got to the body on the floor-or what was left of it-and progressed to the foot of the stairs. There, Rennie rolled over and aimed the stream overhead, at the sloping ceiling above the stairs. The splashback soaked us with soot-stained warm water. He cut back on the water after the flames went out above us and shouted through his mask: “How many rooms are downstairs? Do you remember?” The noise of the steam, the fire still crackling upstairs, and the water trickling everywhere blocked off his already-muffled voice. I responded with the one word most frequently uttered by firefighters inside a burning building: “What?” He repeated his question. I held up three fingers and pointed at the nearest door, just to the left of the stairs, which led to the kitchen. I realized I was panting and made a conscious effort to slow down my breathing.

  It probably took us ten minutes to crawl along the walls of those three rooms, arms outstretched, feeling for more bodies. That was faster than it should have been, but we both knew we were doing it for the benefit of the doubt; through it all, our minds were on the bedrooms upstairs, dreading what we suspected lay ahead.

  By the time we regrouped near the still-sizzling remnants of the stove, there was no question of where we were headed-upstairs, where both bedrooms faced each other at opposite ends of the landing, with a bathroom in between.

  We quickly crawled to the top. Here, too, the ceiling was on fire.

  Rennie hit it with water, showering us once again. Through the gaps the fire had burned overhead, we could see an ominous glow in the attic.

  we could also hear the sound of a chain saw being applied to the roof, the fire to exit and the water to get in from outside. The flames temporarily contained, we quickly crawled to the left, where we both remembered the three children slept. Rennie reached the bedroom doorknob and turned it. “It’s locked.” I crawled to one side to give him room to swing his axe. My knee, ready raw and sore from abuse, landed on something sharp and inful. I let out a shout and shined my flashlight at the floor. There as a old-fashioned door key. I picked it up and handed it to Rennie. “Try this.” He slipped it in, turned it, and twisted the knob again. The door swung back.

  There was no fire in the room, not even much smoke. Enough, though-just enough. With our flashlights and the red and white flicking light filtering in through the window from the trucks below, we could make out four human-sized bundles clumped together on one of e three beds. They were huddled under a blanket, the one woman and three children we’d visited before, their arms around one another, eking protection from an evil that had already sealed their fate.

  We peeled back the blanket and felt for signs of life. There were none. The smoke, what little there was, had killed them.

  Rennie moved to the window and broke it out with his axe. The sounds of men shouting, the roar of revving engines and of water under pressure filled the room. And on top of it all, a sound I’d missed while concentrating on the search-a dull rumbling, as of a freight train far away; that, from my experience, meant a fire someplace was getting the upper hand.

  Rennie banged the outside wall with his axe to attract attention.

  heard a voice from below. “Get the hell out of there. The attic’s about go.

  Rennie pulled back his mask just enough to shout back. “We’ve of victims here. Get a ladder.” “They’re all being used.” “Well, unuse one, for Christ’s sake.” “All right, all right.” Rennie replaced his mask, already coughing. “Let’s check out the first bedroom while they’re getting the ladder.” “What about the attic?” I shouted back. He shrugged. “It’ll hold.

  This won’t take long.” We backtracked onto the landing. The rumbling was louder, the train getting closer, the threat more imminent.

  I pounded him on the back as he crawled across to the other door.

  “Rennie. Let’s get the hell out of here. Something’s not right.” He didn’t turn around; he just waved his hand back at me and continued. I noticed that the heat seemed suddenly worse. My ears began to sting. I looked around, stabbing at the smoke-stained walls with the feeble yellow shaft of my flashlight. I became suddenly aware of a fearful creaking in the walls. Rennie put his hand on the doorknob and turned it just as I felt the hose in my hand go flat a firefighter’s worst nightmare. We were out of water, and I knew for a fact we were out of luck. The explosion behind us was like a tidal wave of flaming air, lifting us up off the floor and hurling us through the doorway.

  The roar of the train was now complete and all-encompassing, surrounding us and making our bodies vibrate with its thirst for oxygen. Through my plastic face shield, all I could see in every direction was a spectrum of swirling red and yellow patterns, curling and lapping like some volcanic river of fire. It was the color of heat, of death in the midst of fire, the last thing a body experiences before it is cremated. And through the din, as from a small boat on an enraged sea, I heard a bell madly ringing the alarm on Rennie’s Scott-Pak, warning of the few remaining minutes of air still trapped within his cylinder.

  I was lying on my back, watching the kaleidoscope ceiling, when I heard that bell. I rolled over, hands out, feeling for Rennie, and landed on the hose. It was still flat, its water gone before the flashover, and the senseless thought occurred to me that I’d make sure the pump operator’s life was made miserable if I got out of here alive.

  I couldn’t tell which end of the hose led to the door, or to the nozzle.

  The walls were invisible my flashlight had been torn away. I was aware of my breath coming in short, panicky bursts. I began to crawl in one direction, feeling the softness of a rug under my knees, my helmeted head bumping against a bed, then a chair. The heat was still terrific, but not as it had been. I found a wall and stuck to it, moving to my right, one gloved hand gliding along the baseboard, the other outstretched into the room, feeling for Rennie, hearing the bell getting louder and louder. My face broke out in sweat as I heard my own bell join in, an incessant, unyielding, frantic clamor-the sound of a sinking ship with its steam whistle
tied open. I found him sitting with his back against the wall. I shouted at him and shook him. His head moved, his helmet bumping mine. I saw his flashlight still gripped in his hand and pried it loose from clenched fingers. I shone it in his face. His eyes were open-almost -as if he were daydreaming.

  “Rennie. Goddamn it.” I punched him in the chest, hard. I saw his face convulse with pain and his mouth open to inhale. that moment, his bell stopped ringing, its mission over. His eyes rolled further as he realized there was no more air and both his hands up to the mask to tear it off.

  “No, no. Wait.” I fumbled at his regulator as I batted his hands His body began to heave and twist, trying to fight me off. He away and I rolled with him, banging my head against the wall. Suddenly, I felt the release ring loosen around the end of his ‘s elephant-like air hose.

  I shoved my head into his chest, up his regulator, and quickly pulled the hose loose and shoved it her the rubber rim of my own mask so that we were both breath what little air I had left. I could hear the urgent hissing rushing through the leak I’d created. I crushed my mask against my face, taking his air hose into my cheek, trying to stem the loss.

  “Come on, come on,” I shouted, dragging him beside me, afraid the connection might be severed, that his hose might tear from k, that my air might expire, that no window was on the wall feverishly pawing as we stumbled and crawled along the floor. My hand hit something-Bill.

  “Stand up. Stand up. We got a window.” But he stayed there on all fours, a dog beaten down, seemingly to expend the one last effort that would save his life.

  I reached under and unclipped his harness at the chest and waist, I should have done earlier but had forgotten, and I dragged air bottle off his back. “Come on, goddamn it.” My bell stopped. For a split second I froze, realizing that frantic of leaking air had ceased. I closed my mouth, fighting the urge in the poisoned air from around the gap in my mask, and, as much of Rennie as I could manage, I launched both of us the floor and toward what I hoped was a window. There was a crash, a splintering of glass.