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HUNTER (The Corbin Brothers Book 1)

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by Lexie Ray


  Nate turned in my arms and cradled my face in both of his hands. It was simply the most natural thing to do when I tipped my head back, closed my eyes, and kissed him.

  “I love New York,” Nate murmured, stroking my jaw line and kissing me again.

  Chapter Eight

  After our romantic adventure in the city, the muse seized Nate very hard, indeed. He started working feverishly, closing himself in the office. I heard typing when I pressed me ear to the door at all hours. He seemed exhausted when he did emerge from the room to eat something.

  “Please rest,” I would say, smoothing my hand over the muscles of his arm.

  “I’m a slave to the muse, Jasmine,” he’d say, his face ashen as he dotted tiny kisses along my cheekbones.

  He seemed eager, almost desperate to work, so I didn’t push him. We maintained our usual routine—me cleaning and cooking and taking care of the house and him writing. The evenings we reserved for a walk around East Village, or going out to eat, or a romantic dinner at home. Once in a blue moon, we’d do something else to “check off” the list.

  I smiled, remembering those trips as I was wrapping up cataloging all the books in the office. It was hard to believe I was nearly finished with that task. I still kicked Nate out of there in the afternoons so I could clean and organize. He started taking the laptop to the couch and typing in there, an unceasing tapping rhythm that sounded driven by relentless inspiration. I couldn’t wait to read it.

  We’d built another bookshelf in the office, attaching the boards directly to the wall, and it looked like I was going to be able to fit every single book in there. No more teetering towers.

  Last weekend, we “crossed off” Central Park.

  “Of course, you can never really cross Central Park off the list,” Nate told me as we sat in the grass with ice cream cones.

  “Yes you can,” I teased, nibbling at the strawberry-flavored sugary confection. “Grass, trees, blah, blah, blah. If you’ve seen it once, you’ve seen it all.”

  Nate dotted my nose with his chocolate cone, ignoring my cry of outrage.

  “You should ideally be coming here once a week,” he said. “At least several times every season. This place changes with the weather, changes with the time of day. It’s the green heart of the city. You can’t have New York without Central Park.”

  He kissed my nose, cleaning off the ice cream, then trailed downward and kissed me lightly on the lips. I deepened it, savoring the melding of our ice cream flavors in our mouths. Chocolate strawberries. Delicious.

  Life was so good.

  I lived to please Nate and I didn’t care who knew about it. I felt that everything that had happened in my life somehow led to him—that he was my reward for all of the trials and tribulations I’d undergone. If I was being completely honest with myself, I’d go through everything again—Jack, Mama, and Jeff and Brenda’s rejection—if I knew that, in the end, I could be with Nate.

  The way he rubbed his thumb over my knuckles when we were holding hands during a movie, or rested his chin on the top of my head like that day on the ferry to the Statue of Liberty. He never pushed me to do things I was uncomfortable with and I never felt pressured. In fact, each one of his kisses erased a little more of the hurt I’d suffered in what felt like my past lives, reincarnations and reinventions of myself that grew more and more terrible until, at last, I’d reached Nate. It felt like nirvana with him. I was never more positive that everything was going to turn out okay.

  I put a book by an author with the last name of “Zusak” on the shelf and reached back down to the stack for the next one absent-mindedly. When my groping fingers didn’t find one, I looked down. There were no more. Stunned, I gazed around the room. It was done. All of the books were organized by genre and arranged alphabetically by the author’s last name. The futon was clear of books, the window was unobstructed, and the desk only had a cup filled with pens and pencils on its surface.

  The office was now the place where I knew Nate could write successfully without getting distracted by the clutter. I pulled open the door, practically skipping with joy at my accomplishment.

  “Nate!” I called gleefully. “Come see! The office is done!”

  He walked down the hallway, carrying his laptop. Looking in the office, he laughed, clearly as delighted as I was.

  “It actually looks like someplace I want to spend time,” he said, ogling the perfectly placed books. “Thank you so much for having the patience to do this.”

  He cradled the laptop with one arm and rested his other hand on my waist, kissing me softly on the lips.

  “You know,” he remarked, breaking the kiss suddenly, “this is perfect timing, really.”

  He walked to the desk and set the laptop down on the clean surface. Pulling up the document I could only assume contained the book he was working so hard on, he hit “return” a couple of times. I leaned over his shoulder to watch what he was doing.

  “The end,” he murmured, saying each word as he typed it.

  I blinked a couple of times before realizing the magnitude of the moment.

  “You finished your novel!” I whooped, jumping up and down and clapping my hands.

  Nate laughed triumphantly, taking me up in his arms and twirling me around. The thing he’d been working so hard on—completed. I was so excited for him.

  “I’m going to go to the publisher’s right now,” he said, saving and closing the document before removing a thumb drive from the side of the laptop.

  “Today?” I asked. “But it’s already four o’clock.”

  “The office will still be open,” Nate said. “They don’t close until six.” He jammed the miniscule drive into his pocket, patting it several times to make sure it was really there. Nate was sporting about a two days’ worth growth of stubble on his cheeks and chin and his hair was flying in all different directions. Deep circles of exhaustion lined his eyes, but his eyes glittered with a strange energy.

  “At least take a shower,” I said, putting my hands on my hips.

  “No time,” he said quickly, kissing the top of my head as he walked out of the room. “I’ll wash my face real quick, though.”

  I shook my head, grinning. He’d really done it. Nate had written a novel.

  “Figure out what you want to do to celebrate,” he said, rushing back up the hall. “This is a special night!”

  I heard the jingle of car keys and the door slam. I had to smile at his little boy eagerness. Shouldn’t he be the one to decide how to celebrate? It was his accomplishment, after all.

  So, what to do? We could go to the movies, see an evening show, find something else to “cross off” the list, go out to eat in one of the finer restaurants in the area. The options were endless. I thought of about three specific things and decided to let Nate pick. That was how we made most of our decisions. One of us would narrow it down and the other would pick from those choices.

  It was, however, Thursday. I’d been so long in the office that I hadn’t completed my other chores. I hauled the vacuum out of the hall closet and plugged it in. The rug in front of the fireplace got a good vacuuming, as well as the large rug in the bedroom. I always took care to make sure I got every last particle. The chore was done in no time. I replaced the vacuum cleaner in the closet.

  I walked down the hall and to the bathroom. If we were going to do something special tonight, I definitely wanted to look special. There was a new dress hanging in my closet that I wanted to surprise Nate with. Flicking on the light, I laughed outright. In Nate’s rush to please me and get out the door, he’d left the faucet running and the medicine cabinet open. Several bottles spilled out.

  I tightened the tap and picked up the bottles. They were all prescriptions with long, complex names that I had no hope of pronouncing correctly. Frowning, I shook the bottles to hear the pills inside rattle. I’d been living here all this time and had no idea Nate took medication for anything. I liked to keep all my medicine in the bedroom.


  I studied the bottle I was holding, comparing it to the others crowding the cabinet. There were so many. This one was called “Actiq.” The only other information on the bottle warned about the medication’s side effects—sleepiness, nausea, and dizziness.

  I replaced the bottle on the shelf and closed the cabinet door, studying my reflection in the mirrored surface. Why didn’t Nate ever mention any of these medications? How had I never seen him taking them?

  There had to be an explanation. I padded back into the office and opened the laptop. Opening Safari, I directed the browser to Google.

  “A-c-t-i-q,” I muttered, punching each letter in with my pointer fingers. I hit “return” at the exact moment the door opened.

  “I’m back,” Nate said from the other room.

  I slammed the laptop shut, feeling like I was doing something wrong. Why did I have to be so suspicious of a few bottles of medicine? Hopping out of the desk chair, I went out in the hallway to meet him.

  “Well?” I asked. “What’d they say?”

  I paused and stared at him. Nate looked downright haggard. I found myself wondering when he’d last slept. For the past few nights, he’d been typing when I went to bed. I woke up several times to hear him still at it. Nate smiled, but it failed to brighten up his face, which was an alarming shade of gray.

  “They really liked it,” he said. “They’re going to give it a close read. I’ll hear back soon.”

  “That’s wonderful,” I said, hugging him.

  “Jasmine, I was wondering,” he said, pulling back a little. “I kind of rushed all the way over there and the heat sort of got to me. Would you be upset if maybe we just had a small celebration here tonight instead of going out?”

  Exhaustion dulled his usually bright eyes.

  “Of course not,” I said, standing on my toes to kiss him on the nose. “You’ve been working too hard. Why don’t you take a relaxing shower while I make some dinner?”

  “Sounds great,” Nate said, pecking me on the lips. He dragged himself down the hallway and closed the bathroom door.

  Poor guy. I checked the thermostat and set it for a few degrees cooler than we usually kept it. Perhaps the cool air would help refresh him after he got out of the shower.

  I walked to the kitchen and surveyed the refrigerator. It was late in the week, but I was always careful to plan my meals for the rest of the days when shopping on Mondays.

  I settled on a gazpacho filled with fresh tomatoes, peppers, corn, and other vegetables to start off with. I chopped the vegetables and added dashes of garlic and other spices to flavor the chilled soup. Once everything was processed, I put it in the refrigerator. That would really help Nate cool down.

  Next I pulled a pair of chicken breasts from the fridge and cut pockets into the meat. I stuffed the pockets with basil, cheese, and some of the tomatoes I’d set aside. I popped those in the oven to roast.

  While that was cooking, I cleaned and cut some asparagus to sauté and made garlic bread with the last of a baguette. A light kiss on the neck made me shiver and turn.

  “This smells amazing,” Nate said, smiling and freshly shaved. He looked so much better, his hair combed and cleaned up. He was dressed in a loose pair of jeans and a blue button-down shirt open at the neck.

  “Oh no,” I moaned, “now I’m underdressed.” I was wearing the yoga pants and loose T-shirt I usually sported while doing chores around the house.

  “I can watch everything in the kitchen if you want to go change,” Nate suggested.

  “Everything’s on a timer,” I called over my shoulder.

  I took a quick shower and arranged my hair in a messy bun at the nape of my neck. I didn’t usually wear much makeup, but tonight would be an exception. It was supposed to be a celebration, after all. I swept on some nude-colored eye shadow and finished it off with a couple of coats of mascara. I paired it with a nude lipstick, then stepped into my dress. It was a cheerful summer sundress, soft cotton printed with bright swirls of paisley. Some of the greens in the pattern brought out my eyes.

  Nate’s mouth dropped open when I walked back out to the kitchen, so I knew he liked it.

  “That’s new,” he observed, holding me out at arm’s length and making me twirl around slowly.

  I laughed, delighted with his reaction. “I didn’t think you’d mind if I picked this up at the store.”

  “Believe me, I don’t,” he said, pulling me close and kissing me deeply.

  “I thought that we could have a picnic,” I said.

  Nate considered this for a few moments. “Do you think it’d be hard to take all this food to the park?” he asked.

  “Yes, downright impossible,” I answered. “That’s why we’re going to have it here. On the rug.”

  Nate grinned. “What can I do to help?”

  “Pour us some cranberry juice,” I instructed. “Use the fancy glasses.”

  He kept a set of stemware even though I’d never seen him drink wine or any other alcoholic beverages. He always said they didn’t agree with him. I appreciated that. There were too many bad memories from my mother drinking for me to witness anyone else doing so in good conscience.

  While Nate completed his task, I plated our dinners, arranging the chicken, asparagus, and garlic bread on each surface. I ladled the gazpacho into bowls and we carried everything in front of the fireplace on trays. Everything tasted wonderful—just like I’d wanted. He groaned in appreciation at every forkful and spoonful of the meal. It was a perfect way to celebrate Nate’s accomplishment.

  “If it wasn’t summer, we could have a really romantic dinner in front of a blazing fire,” I said, toasting him with my cranberry juice.

  He tapped my glass with his, making them clink lightly.

  “Who says we have to follow the rules?” he asked. He got up and fiddled with the thermostat before sitting back down on the rug. The resulting blast of cold air from the register made me shiver.

  Grinning, Nate turned on the fireplace with a twist of the knob. Flames leapt up cheerfully, licking the faux wood stack.

  “I propose a toast,” he said, hoisting his glass high in the air. “To Jasmine, my muse, to projects finished, to lists, to cranberry juice …”

  “To fireplaces in the summertime,” I picked up, “to Nate, to books, to garlic bread …”

  “To happiness,” he said, kissing me.

  “Here, here,” I murmured against his mouth.

  Our kisses started soft, but grew more and more demanding. I found myself wanting more of him. I pulled back to gauge his reaction to my aggressive kisses and was surprised by his shell-shocked face.

  “I—I’m sorry,” I stuttered. “I didn’t mean —”

  He silenced me with a deep kiss, his tongue exploring my mouth.

  “No need to apologize,” he said, breaking the kiss with a grin. “I was just happy that you guessed exactly how I wanted to celebrate the book being done.”

  The flames flickered, reflected in his beautiful eyes. I traced the shape of his face with my fingers, memorizing every single detail by touch. He leaned in for another kiss, his mouth tasting of cranberries. Nate pushed aside the plates and bowls and tangled his hands in my hair, pulling me closer to him until I was sitting astride his lap. His closeness was electric, our bodies moving in tandem, our lips not parting for anything less than the need to breathe.

  Nate worked a hand up my back, massaging every surface until he reached my neck. He focused his attentions there, making me moan softly as my muscles loosened.

  When he worked his hand under my dress, my heart fluttered with both fear and anticipation.

  “I don’t think we should,” I groaned as his fingers skimmed my panties.

  “Give me one good reason not to,” he said, playing with my hair.

  “I’ll give you three,” I said, “and they’re the letters ‘H,’ ‘I,’ and ‘V.’”

  Nate’s hand played along my bare thigh. “Remember what your doctor said?” he asked. “Yo
ur medicine helps to keep you from transmitting the virus to your partners.”

  “I wouldn’t feel right to endanger you just because I’m horny,” I said, blushing as he laughed. “I’m serious! You mean too much to me to risk it.”

  My blush deepened at the admission. We’d done plenty of kissing and hand holding, but talking honestly about our feelings for each other was completely new territory.

  “You mean too much to me to not risk it,” Nate whispered, nuzzling my face. “If it makes you feel better …”

  He trailed off as he dug into the pocket of his jeans, producing his wallet. From it, he withdrew a single wrapped condom.

  I burst out laughing. “What, is that a leftover from high school?” I asked.

  “Very funny,” he said, tickling me until I screamed and giggled wildly.

  We stretched out on the rug, all the debris from our indoor picnic spread out around us.

  “I would never force you to do anything you didn’t want to,” Nate said. “But Jasmine, I’m in love with you. I have been for a while, now, and you deserve to know.”

  Everything changed with that one sentence. I felt like my heart bloomed, that everything was possible. I threw my arms around his neck, covering him with kisses.

  “I love you, too,” I said.

  “Then there’s nothing left to argue,” Nate murmured. “Let me show you how wonderful it is to make love to someone you’re in love with.”

  He started working his hands up my legs again, tickling me playfully as he went. I grabbed his wrists.

  “There’s something else you need to know,” I said. I lowered my eyes, swallowing nervously. “I have some scars.”

  “Scars don’t scare me,” Nate said, trying to pull his hands free from my grasp. I tightened my grip.

  “These will,” I said. “There are more than some. There are a lot. Some of them are very ugly.” I thought about the cigar scars that Tracy had given me as a present on his birthday. They still looked lurid under certain light.

 

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