Holding Out for a Hero

by Codi Gary

  Dedication

  To My Beautiful Nieces,

  Lana, Shelby, Brittney, Kimberly, Gabrielle, Jordyn, and Ayla.

  May you never give up on Happily Ever After.

  Contents

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  Chapter Thirty-Four

  Chapter Thirty-Five

  Chapter Thirty-Six

  Chapter Thirty-Seven

  Chapter Thirty-Eight

  Chapter Thirty-Nine

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  By Codi Gary

  An Excerpt from Along Came Love by Tracey Livesay

  An Excerpt from When a Marquess Loves a Woman by Vivienne Lorret

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  Chapter One

  BLAKE KLINE WAS having a really shitty day, and it wasn’t even eight in the morning.

  He’d woken up late and only realized that there was something wrong with the hot water when he’d stepped into his shower and had his balls frozen off. He’d gotten ready in half the time, but when he’d gone out to his car, he found the driver’s side window smashed and his stereo gone. God, he had to move. The area kept getting worse, and the apartment manager was always slow about fixing things. The only reason he’d stayed so long was because he hated moving.

  The only bit of luck he’d had was that the cop who took his statement had been in the neighborhood, so he’d ended up with enough time for his morning run or breakfast at his favorite diner.

  He’d chosen breakfast. If anything was going to right the trajectory of his day, it was his usual from Dale’s . . .

  And one of Hannah’s smiles.

  Blake grinned to himself as he parked his car in front of the white and red old-fashioned diner. It was right off the running trail he liked to take, and he’d been going here before work for just about a year. From the first time he’d stepped inside, the whole place had been warm and inviting, including the young, shy waitress who had first served him. For some reason, he’d spent that entire first visit trying to make her laugh.

  After that, teasing Hannah, talking to Hannah, and finally, having her tease him back had become the highlight of his day. Hell, his week. It wasn’t that he didn’t like his job at Alpha Dog Training Program. He got to work with his friends, dogs, and kids all day. The program had been set up as a community outreach program to train nonviolent juvenile offenders in the care of animals, so they would have a focus other than getting into trouble when they left. The dogs, who were saved from being euthanized, were trained as search and rescue, military, police, and therapy dogs. It was admirable work that made him feel as though he was making a difference.

  But it didn’t chase away the black mark on his soul the way Hannah’s laughter did.

  He walked through the door, and to his disappointment, his favorite waitress was nowhere to be seen.

  “Hey ya, Blake.” One of the other waitresses, Chloe, came sauntering over with a smile, her dark hair in a messy topknot. Blake was friendly with everyone at Dale’s and knew Chloe was a single mom in her early forties with two teenaged boys who drove her nuts, but the last thing he wanted to hear about today was whatever mischief Thing One and Thing Two had done over the weekend.

  “Go ahead and grab your regular booth, and I’ll bring you some water,” she said.

  Trying not to show the irritation he felt, he did what she said, and against his own volition, asked as she set the water down, “Is Hannah out sick today?”

  Chloe gave him a sly grin, and he felt his neck and ears burn. He hadn’t meant for it to come out like that, didn’t want her to get the wrong idea. He wasn’t interested in Hannah romantically; he just enjoyed her company.

  He hadn’t been interested in anyone since Jenny.

  “She’s just out back on break. You’re a little early today, but I know she won’t want to miss you.”

  The teasing note in her voice made him shift uncomfortably. “It’s no problem; I was just curious.”

  “Sure you were. Want me to head out back and let her know you’re here?”

  “Nah, really, I’ll just have my usual with a cup of coffee.”

  “You got it, boss.” Chloe went to put in his order, and Blake sat there, trying not to glance toward the back of the diner where the staff disappeared to take their breaks.

  Instead, he pulled out his phone and saw a text from Megan Bryce, one of his coworkers.

  Hey, did you bitch out on our run this morning?

  Blake rolled his eyes. Bryce liked to crash his morning runs, no matter how many times he’d told her he preferred to run alone. He liked the smart-ass brunette. She was just one of the guys. But his run was his Zen time, and she just wouldn’t take the hint.

  I had a shit morning and decided to skip it. You should do it though. Best mentioned your ass was getting a little fluffy.

  Sergeant Tyler Best had said no such thing, but Blake was really hoping that when he got to work, Best would get his ass kicked by Bryce, just for laughs. Blake needed a good laugh today.

  How dare you?! My ass is fucking perfect. I’ll kill him, and you’re next.

  Blake laughed as he responded.

  Hey, don’t shoot the messenger.

  Less than two seconds ticked by before she responded. Damn, she was fast.

  The message sucked and should have never been repeated, douche-nozzle.

  “Hey, Blake.” Hannah’s breathy greeting made him jump.

  Her expression was slightly sheepish, and her hazel eyes twinkled behind the black framed glasses she always wore. “Sorry, didn’t mean to sneak up on you.”

  “No, you’re fine. I was just texting my coworker. With any luck, there will be bloodshed when I get to work.”

  Hannah laughed, shaking her head, and he watched the light dance off the highlights in her ponytail. Hannah’s hair looked like milk chocolate and caramel swirl, and he loved the contrast.

  “You are evil.”

  “Speaking of evil, what are you reading today?” Blake plucked the book peeking up from her apron pocket and ignored her soft protest as he read the title. “A Loving Scoundrel.” He glanced over the candy-ass-looking dude on the cover and snorted.

  Suddenly, the book was snatched from him, and she smacked him on the shoulder with it. “It’s good. Reading improves your vocabulary, your imagination, your—”

  “I think they are talking about reading literature, not smut.”

  Hannah’s face turned violet, and Blake was surprised to find her hazel eyes shooting daggers at him.

  Holy shit, he’d pissed her off. He hadn’t meant to. He’d been teasing Hannah about her romance novels since the fi
rst time he’d seen a book poking out of her apron. Usually she just rolled her eyes and scolded him, but she was really mad.

  “It is not smut. It is a beautiful love story. Maybe you should try reading one before you poke fun at me.”

  She started to walk away, and he grabbed her wrist, the softness of her skin rubbing against his palm like a swatch of velvet. Damn, he’d never noticed that before.

  “Hey, I’m sorry. I wasn’t trying to be a jerk.” He tugged a little until she was standing next to the table. “Can you sit for a bit? I promise I won’t tease you about your books anymore.”

  Her lips pursed. “I’ve got to work.”

  He gave her a cajoling smile. “Come on, there is no one else here. Sit a spell. I’ve had a really bad morning, and I could use a little friendly conversation.”

  HANNAH YORK COULDN’T shake the warm imprint of Blake’s palm on her wrist, no matter how irritated she was with him. Maybe it was the way his hazel eyes twinkled boyishly at her or the contrite smile on his tan, handsome face, but she couldn’t say no.

  She sat down with a heavy sigh. “You really shouldn’t give people a hard time.”

  “I know. I’m sorry. It’s a personality flaw.”

  And here I’d almost convinced myself that you didn’t have any.

  From the first time that Blake had set foot in Dale’s, she’d been drawn to him. Usually, she was pretty shy around men, and things with Blake had been no different. Only he hadn’t let it stay that way. He’d teased her, told her jokes and stories, and before long, she’d begun watching the door every morning she worked, waiting for him to walk through it and sit in her section. She’d never had a male friend before, and Blake was great, most of the time.

  Sometimes he came in with a dark cloud hanging over him, and on days like that, she just tried to smile and listen. Occasionally, he would open up about stress at work, but she always thought there was more to it than that. There was a deep-seated anger and sadness in Blake beneath the friendly exterior, but she was too afraid to pry, usually.

  Today, though, she was too irritated to worry about pissing him off. “So, what’s going on? Why are you in such a contrary mood?”

  “Contrary, huh?” There was that smile again, liquefying her insides.

  “I told you. Broadens the vocabulary.”

  “Fine, next time I’m at Walmart, I’ll be sure and grab a copy of one of your . . . romance novels and see what’s what.”

  “Just make sure it’s not erotic romance, or you’ll be in for more than you bargained for.”

  Oh God, now he was giving her a searching look that made her cheeks warm. “How will I know it is erotic romance without reading it?”

  Hannah cleared her throat, fighting back her embarrassment. “Usually, it will have an object on the cover, like a mask or pearls. Sometimes a couple . . . embracing.”

  Ugh, I’m going to die.

  “Maybe I’ll have you text me some suggestions.”

  A zing of surprised pleasure zipped through her. In the eleven months that he’d been coming in, they’d never exchanged numbers. They talked about a lot of stuff in the mornings, but never outside of Dale’s.

  “You’d have to give me your number,” she whispered.

  “Order up!” Kenny called from the kitchen.

  Hannah patted the table with a smile. “I’ll grab your food and get you some more coffee.”

  She got up from the table before he could say anything, sweat breaking out all over her body. The last thing she wanted was to make Blake think she was into him, although it was obvious to everyone at Dale’s she was over the moon for him.

  Of course, she didn’t really think he felt the same. If he did, he’d have made a move by now, right? She didn’t have a lot of experience dating, but the guys who had asked her out in the past hadn’t waited long to invite her to dinner or a movie.

  Hannah grabbed the plate of food, and Chloe came up beside her, bumping her with her hip.

  “Just so you know, he came in wondering where you were.”

  There was that zip of excitement again. “He did?”

  “Yeah, he seemed put out to have me wait on him, which, by the way, is slightly offensive. I’m freaking delightful.”

  Hannah laughed and bumped her back. “You are. We’re friends, though, and he’s having a rough day, which is probably why he wanted to talk to me.”

  “Ha, friends, yeah. Sorry, but I can’t imagine any red-blooded American female being just friends with that hot slab of man meat.”

  “You’re gross.” Hannah walked away from her friend and grabbed the coffeepot with her free hand. Chloe wasn’t wrong about Blake’s attractiveness, but man meat?

  It just wasn’t dignified.

  Hannah set the plate down in front of him and refilled his cup. “So, you were going to tell me about your day . . . ”

  Blake shrugged at first, but when she sat down across from him once more and gave him an impatient hmm, he cracked like a one-dollar folding chair.

  “It has just been rough from the start. Woke up late, and my water heater must be broken, because I had to take a freezing cold shower. Then I walked out to find my car had been busted into and my radio was gone.”

  “Oh my God, that is awful. I am so sorry.”

  He sipped his coffee before answering. “It’s just another reason I should really think about moving, but I’m lazy about it. I hate change.”

  Hannah could understand that. It was probably why she’d stayed so close to where her parents lived. The thought of being too far away was hard. She hadn’t even gone away to college, not because she hadn’t wanted to, but because her dad was a professor at the junior college and she couldn’t turn down the free education she got being a professor’s kid.

  Still, she would never stay somewhere that wasn’t safe.

  “So, what are you going to do then? Are you planning on staying here, or do you think you’ll get deployed?” Please say no.

  “No, I doubt it. Not unless another war breaks out; they really want Alpha Dog to succeed, so they need as many hands on deck as they can get in order to expand. Right now they are working on opening a girls’ facility.”

  “That’s fantastic.” She glanced up and saw an elderly couple come through the door, disappointment churning in her gut. She really wanted to stay and talk to Blake, but the Johnsons were some of her regulars. “Sorry, duty calls. I’ll stop by to check on you.”

  That had been the plan, at least, until the place exploded with activity. After the Johnsons came in, a group of eight women from the technology college walked in, and every minute or two after, a new customer arrived. It was great for business, but when she dropped Blake’s check off to him, she hardly had time for more than an I’ll be right back before someone was waving her down.

  When she came back to take his money, he was walking out the door with a wave, and she smiled when she saw he’d left her a ten-dollar tip, more than his meal had even cost. Crazy man.

  She went to put his money in the drawer and noticed the writing on top of the receipt.

  Don’t forget to send me those book recommendations. Blake. 916-777-0912

  He’d left her his number.

  Hannah wanted to do a little dance behind the register but was too afraid of drawing attention to herself. She settled for smiling like a crazy person for the rest of her shift, and then it was time to head to her second job as a substitute teacher. She changed in the bathroom into a pair of slacks and a soft, gray sweater with a printed wool circle scarf. She pulled on her boots and walked out of the bathroom, her yellow Dale’s uniform shoved into her tote bag.

  “See you guys later,” she called out, and Kenny waved from the little opening. Chloe and Paulette, the server who came in to relieve Hannah, said good-bye but were too busy for any other pleasantries.

  Hannah pulled on her coat as she stepped outside and shoved her hands in her pockets. The receipt with Blake’s number crinkled in her hand, and her hear
t picked up speed, excitement pulsing through her body with a steady drumming.

  Once she was inside her car, waiting for it to warm up, she pulled the receipt out and punched the number into her phone. Her thumb wavered over the text message icon. Was it too soon to send him suggestions?

  She put the phone back into her coat and sighed. It was probably better to wait until after work to text him. The last thing she wanted to do was seem overeager.

  Chapter Two

  BLAKE DIDN’T WANT to admit to himself how many times he’d checked his phone after he left Dale’s and got to Alpha Dog. At least a dozen times, maybe more, before he left the program at nine thirty that night. It wasn’t until he was on his way to Mick’s Bar to meet up with his friends that his phone beeped.

  Blake pressed a little harder on the gas, refusing to reach for his phone until he stopped driving, but it was hard not to pull over right then. Best, after punching him in the gut for telling Bryce he’d called her fat, had asked him who he was waiting on earlier, and Blake had lied, of course. All of his friends were a bunch of nosy bastards, and if he told them about Hannah, they’d start teasing him, even if nothing was going on.

  Everyone at Alpha Dog knew he wasn’t dating, that he had no plans to, but lately, he had to admit he was thinking about it more. With Best and his other two friends, Sergeant Dean Sparks and Sergeant Oliver Martinez, in serious relationships, he’d been spending more and more time in his crappy apartment alone. At least dating would get him out more often and leave less time to drink alone. He hated to admit how much he missed his friends; they used to hang out after work at Mick’s several times a week, talking shit and drinking beer. Now he was lucky if they met up a couple times a month. Yeah, he saw them at work, but it wasn’t the same.

  The problem was, every time he thought about signing up for online dating or even asking one of his friends to set him up, he thought of Jenny. Jenny, his beautiful high school sweetheart, then his wife. They’d married when they were barely into their twenties, yet they’d grown together instead of apart. She’d been there for him after his parents had died in a fatal car accident and stuck around while he’d done three tours during their first five years of marriage.

  When he’d finally come home and put in for a job that would keep him stateside, he’d lost her.