Highland Song

by Tanya Anne Crosby

  And finally, the King of Scotia spoke. “Nay,” he said at last. “I do not know this woman. She is not the one we seek.”

  Cat exhaled with relief.

  There was a moment of silence, and then the MacKinnon asked, his tone low, but laced with sarcasm, “Are you certain?”

  “Aye,” David assured him once and for all, more firmly this time. “She is not the woman we seek. Come!” he directed his men, and they took their leave at once, though the MacKinnon’s, the Brodies and Montgomerie and his men all remained.

  Once it was certain that David would not return, Aidan came forward on his white horse, and bade her, “Next time you take a walk, my dear Cat, remind me to give you a leash,” he said sardonically. “Now let us go home.”

  Cat’s heart felt near to breaking. She shook her head, refusing to move.

  Gavin had had quite enough. He pushed his way through his brothers and through MacKinnon’s men, moving into the forefront. “Nay!” he shouted. “You cannot take her!”

  He strode directly before this man who called himself her brother but who spoke of putting her on a leash. He stood there in defiance, so angered that he had no notion that his breacan had come undone.

  “I will hear it from her own two lips that she wishes to leave or you will have to cut me down to take her,” he avowed.

  To Gavin’s utter surprise, the man began to laugh. His massive shoulders shook. His men all joined him.

  He looked toward Cat to see that she was grinning too. She placed a hand to her mouth and wiggled her brows, urging him to look down.

  When he did, he saw that his willy—still painted blue—was standing at attention, peeking out from beneath the folds of his breacan. He was hardly aroused, but with his temper flared, apparently his willy had something to say as well.

  “That’s a damned fine sword,” Colin offered, clearing his throat and looking askance.

  The MacKinnon choked on his laughter, and Piers as well.

  “Gaddamn,” Leith remarked. “Thank God none of our wives saw that monstrosity before our own!”

  Gavin furrowed his brow, hardly amused. Nor was he embarrassed or the least deterred though he did cover his willy with his breacan.

  He turned to Cat, only caring what she had to say this moment—his brothers bedamned. “I want to hear it from your own lips. Cat,” he persisted. “If you tell me you must go, I willna stand in your way, but I hope you will stay...”

  Cat looked up at her brother, tears in her eyes.

  After a long moment, Aidan nodded, and she turned to Gavin and nodded too, all her love shining in her eyes.

  Gavin’s heart felt near to bursting in that moment. Och, indeed, but if love was not some form of magik he didn’t know what was. But his Cat was flesh and blood, and that pleased him more than he had words to say.

  He fell to his knees and held out his hand for her to take, “Be my bride in truth,” he entreated, and she came to him without hesitation, embracing him to her bosom.

  “Apparently, another celebration is in order,” The MacKinnon declared, his good humor restored.

  “I know where to find the whiskie,” Colin quipped with a grin and a wink, and he waved Aiden and his men down from their horses, inviting them to follow him into the woods. Piers and his men went as well, but not before Piers ventured over to slap Gavin upon the back, complimenting him once more on his fine, sturdy roof.

  Neither Gavin nor Cat heard a word any of them said.

  Gavin kissed Cat soundly, whispering naughty promises in her ear—all the things he planned to do to her the instant they were alone once more.

  And he realized suddenly that faith had set him out the door and faith had brought him to this moment. He might not have understood exactly what he was seeking when he’d walked out that door, but somebody out there must have known...

  At the edge of the forest, watching the band of men approach with whiskie on their minds and laughter in their hearts, at least six pairs of cat eyes blinked in unison… and in the gloaming—if you looked at them just so, it appeared they might be grinning. Altogether they slunk away into the trees, leaving a dusting of dancing fireflies blinking in their wake.

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  MACKINNON’S BRIDE PREVIEW

  Chreagach Mhor, Scotland 1118

  Iain, laird of the MacKinnons, descendant of the powerful sons of MacAlpin, paced the confines of the hall below his chamber like an overeager youth.

  So much hope was affixed upon this birth.

  Now, at last, thirty years of feuding with the MacLeans would come to an end. Aye, for how could auld man MacLean look upon his grandbairn and not want peace? After a year full of enmity from his bonny MacLean wife—a year of trying to please her only to meet with stony disapproval and wordless accusations—even Iain felt burgeoning hope for how could she look upon their babe, the life they’d created together, and not feel some measure—some small measure, of affection?

  Despite the past hostilities between their clans, his own resentment dissipated in the face of this momentous occasion, and though he couldn’t say he’d loved her before this moment, he thought he might now, for she lay abovestairs, struggling—and a heinous struggle it was—to gift their babe with its first wondrous breath of life.

  She was havin’ his bairn.

  Och, but he was proud of her.

  As difficult as the birth was proceeding, she’d borne her pain with nary a scream, nary a curse, though he’d never have begrudged her either. In truth, her shrieks might have been far easier to bear. Her silence was tormenting him. He couldn’t help but be nerve-racked by the thought of his young wife in the throes of her labor, for his own mother had died just so, giving him life. Guilt over it plagued him still.

  Iain lengthened his stride.

  What if the birth killed her?

  What if he killed her?

  ’Twas a fear he’d borne from the first day he’d lain his hands upon her in carnal pleasure, and it wouldn’t be eased now until he saw her face once more. God’s truth, but he would welcome even her sullen glances this moment. He’d bear them for the rest of his days if only she’d live through this punishing birth! In fact, he swore that if his touch was truly so unbearable for her, he’d touch her no more. He’d grant her anything her heart desired—anything—and if she desired him not, then so be it.

  If she died... where, then, was their peace?

  Damn MacLean, for he’d as lief be—

  The glorious sound of a babe’s newborn wail resounded from above, a rapturous siren that froze Iain in midstride.

  He found he couldn’t move, could do little more than stare at the stone steps that led to his chamber, joy and fear holding him immobilized.

  It seemed forever before he heard the heavy door above swing open, and then the hastening footsteps.

  Maggie, his wife’s maid, appeared on the stairwell. “A son, laird!” she exclaimed, shouting down happily. “Ye’ve a son!”

  Those beautiful words freed Iain from his stupor. Yelping euphorically, he bolted up the stairwell, taking the steps two at a time in his haste to see his wife and a first glorious glimpse of his newborn son. “A son!” he said in marvel, passing Maggie as she hurried down to spread the news. She nodded, and joy surged through him. He wanted to kiss her fiercely—aye! Even Maggie!

  Not even the midwife barring him entrance at the door diminished his spirits.

  The woman who had so long ago helped to deliver him unto the world thrust out her arms to keep him from entering his chamber. “She doesna wish to see you, Iain.” The piteous look that came over her face sent prickles down his spine. “No’ as yet, she doesna.”

  He braced himself to hear the worst. “Is she—”

  “As well as can be expected. The babe didna wish to come, is all.” She lowered her eyes, averting her gaze.

  The babe was
no longer crying.

  “What is it, Glenna?” Fear swept through him. Unable to help himself, he seized her by the arms and fought the urge to thrust her aside, to see for himself. “What o’ the babe?”

  She tilted him a sympathetic glance. “Dinna y’ hear him, lad? Your son is a fine wee bairn! Listen closer,” she bade him.

  He did, and he could hear the babe’s soft shuddering coos.

  His gaze was drawn within the darkened chamber.

  The midwife must have felt his tension, his indecision, his elation, his confusion, for she stood firm when he tried to nudge her aside. “Iain... nay,” she beseeched him, “ye dinna wish to see her as yet... Gi’ her time.”

  Iain released her and reeled backward, numb with misery. “She loathes me still?”

  “Her labor was difficult and long,” Glenna explained. “’Twill pass. Go now, wait below stairs. I’ll come t’ fetch ye anon... ye’ve my word.” He hesitated and she added more firmly, “Do her this one kindness, Iain MacKinnon, for she doesna seem to be herself just now.”

  Iain was torn between wanting to grant his wife this favor, no matter that it pained him that she didn’t wish to see him, and needing to hold his son. The desire was nearly tangible. “She truly doesna wish to—” His voice broke. “See me?”

  The midwife shook her head.

  “I... had hoped...” His jaw worked.

  “Och, but ye canna expect her to come aboot so soon, Iain! Gi’ her time. Gi’ her time!”

  “Verra well.” His jaw turned taut. “But I’ll no’ wait long,” he assured her. “I intend to see my son, Glenna! She cannot keep me from him forever!”

  The midwife’s eyes slanted with understanding. “’Tis all she asks o’ ye, lad.”

  Iain could not speak, not to assent, nor to refuse.

  He turned and made his way belowstairs, cursing whatever prideful act had kindled the accursed feud all those many years ago between her Da and his own. He didn’t even know, nor did anyone else seem to recall, what heinous crime had engendered such animosity. Like as not, it was naught more than the simple fact that his father’s hound had pissed upon old MacLean’s boot. Stubborn auld fools!

  He didn’t have long to wait. For that he was grateful. Glenna needed only call him once and he was there at the door, shocked to find his wife standing in the middle of the chamber with their babe cradled in her arms, face wan, her hair disheveled. He thought she wavered a little on her feet, but she came forward, her face without expression, to place their infant within his arms. The gesture moved him so that any protest he might have uttered over her being out of bed fell away as he embraced his child.

  He stared down in wonder into his child’s wrinkled little face.

  Mayhap there was hope after all?

  “’Twill be all, Glenna,” Mari said.

  Iain barely heard his wife’s clipped command, or the door closing behind Glenna, so overwhelmed was he with the incredible gift his wife had given him.

  His throat constricted as he examined his son... so tiny... so incredibly beautiful... He began to count toes, fingers, dared to touch the little nose, lips... skin so soft.

  “A son!” he whispered in awe, and glanced up momentarily to find his wife at the window. “Mairi, come away from there,” he said softly, his voice choking with emotion, “afore ye catch your death.” His heart pounded joyfully as he returned to the inspection of his babe.

  “I wanted to show ye something, Iain.”

  Her voice was lacking emotion, weary. He looked up to find her staring from the window, the breeze blowing gently through her beautifully mussed hair. A lovely halo surrounded her, he thought, the mother of his child. “You should rest,” he advised her. “Show me later, Mairi. Get yourself back to bed now.” She turned to face him then, and there was something indiscernible in her expression.

  The hair at his nape prickled.

  She tilted her head and smiled a little. “I wanted ye to see that bearin’ your bairn didna kill me, after all. Here I am, ye see!” She swayed like a drunkard, and guilt wrenched at his gut. “Two days it took me, but here I stand!” She laughed softly, and choked on her emotion.

  “Thank God!” he said, and meant it fiercely. He peered down at their son, unable to endure her accusing gaze any longer. Self-disgust flowed through him. “Thank you,” he whispered, unsure of what it was he was supposed to say. “I’ll make it up to ye, Mairi. I swear it!”

  “I want only one thing from you,” she spat.

  “Anything—” He choked on the declaration, but swore he’d give her whatever she so desired. Anything. She need only ask for it.

  “I only wanted ye to see me wi’ your own eyes... to know the thought o’ bearin’ ye another—endurin’ your touch!” She shuddered and turned from him abruptly, leaning out from the tower window. “Dear, God!” she sobbed. “I’ll never do it again! I’ll not!”

  Iain’s arms went numb with the weight of their child. A sense of foreboding rushed through him. She leaned farther, and a shudder shook him. “Mairi, come away from there now!”

  “I want ye to know!”

  A cold sweat broke over him. “Now!” he barked. “Get away from there, Mairi! Glenna!” he shouted and he started toward his wife with the babe in his arms, unsure of whether to lay the child down.

  “The thought o’ ye ever touching me again did this! You killed me, Iain!”

  “Mairi, nay!”

  She flung herself from the window before he could reach her.

  Iain staggered to his knees, clutching their babe against his pounding heart.

  The babe.

  His son.

  He might have reached her had he not been holding their son.

  Startled by his bellow, the babe began to squeal and Iain could only stare, stupidly, at the open window where an instant before his wife had stood.

  Northumbria, 1124

  Someone was watching; she could feel it.

  Page froze in the midst of donning her undergown.

  A twig snapped, muffled by the bracken of the forest floor, and she snatched down the hem, her eyes focusing upon the twisting shadows of the not too distant woods.

  She could see naught through the midnight blackness, and naught more than silence reached her—a silence that settled like the night mist, formless and unnatural. Her teeth began to chatter, and for a long instant she stood there, chilled and wary, but she could hear nothing more than familiar night sounds: the croaking of frogs, the trilling of crickets, the distant howl of a wolf.

  A quiver passed down her spine, for she had heard something. She was nearly sure of it.

  ’Twould behoove her, she decided, to hie back to the safety of the keep—perhaps to rethink the wisdom in coming out alone at night. All these months of slipping out without incident had made her lax in her guard.

  Like a hundred nights before, Page had come out for her swim, without bothering to inform anyone of her destination—not that anyone would have cared, she assured herself quickly. God’s truth, but the only blessed good to come of being daughter to a man who only wanted sons was that she had the freedom to do as she pleased. And yet it truly meant that nobody cared one whit where she went, what she did, or what became of her. And she didn’t trouble herself to think tonight would be any different.

  On the other hand, she cared! She cared very much, and she had no intention of becoming somebody’s—or something’s—prey!

  She sat hurriedly upon the boulder beside where she’d lain her clothes, and reached down to pluck up her beaten shoes from the dewy ground. She donned one quickly, muffling silent curses as her wet foot impeded her progress, and then changed her mind about lingering long enough to dress.

  Mist crept about her feet, nebulous fingers wrapping about her ankles, unsettling her. She didn’t consider herself an overly fanciful person, but this instant, she might as well have been a timid church mouse for all that her heart was racing. Peering up at the sliver of moon that hovered above, she su
rged to her feet, bending hurriedly to retrieve the remainder of her garments.

  Her eyes sought the metallic glimmer of her dagger beneath the pile of her clothing, and the downy hairs at her nape prickled when she failed to find it.

  For the love of Christ, where could she have put it?

  What good were clothing if she were dead. Dumping her gathered bundle, she lifted the other shoe to peer inside, thinking mayhap she’d placed the small dagger within it, but it wasn’t there, and she stifled a curse, fearing God was like to banish her to purgatory for an eternity already for her irreverence. Damnation, but she couldn’t help it.

  Where could it possibly be?

  Another twig snapped, closer this time, and Page decided she didn’t need the dagger after all. No sooner was her decision made when there was a hideous outcry. In the next instant they appeared—three barely discernible figures scrambling from the woods.

  She didn’t linger to discover their intent.

  Shrieking in fear, Page bolted, flinging the shoe behind her. An answering curse rang out, but she didn’t bother turning to see what damage it may have inflicted—minimal, if any, she was certain, for the sole was soft and worn with age—more’s the pity! She would’ve hoped to pluck out an eye with it!

  Spouting oaths she didn’t like to admit she knew, she ran with all her might towards the castle, crying out for aid, hoping Edwin, the gatekeeper, wasn’t so inebriated that he thought her pleas a mere fancy of his cockeyed dreams. Blundering sot! If he had been at his post to begin with, she might not be in this predicament—she mightn’t have left the castle so effortlessly. And yet she knew the fault was not his, but hers. She should have known better—curse her rotten luck!

  Her heart pounded faster with every stride she took. Like a death knell, the sound of their footfalls came faster.

  Closer.

  She quickened her pace, surging forward with a burst of energy born of terror. Ignoring the pain that flared at her side, Page kept near to the stream lest she collide with the enormous oak tree that guarded the pathway to the castle. God forgive her, but she hoped they wouldn’t see it and break their bloody necks for their efforts!