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Duma Key: A Novel

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by Stephen King


  “I think Jack’s onto something,” I said. I took the bottle of peroxide, dipped the finger I’d pricked into it, and splashed the bottle up and down a couple of times.

  “Man-law,” Jack said, grimacing.

  “Not unless you were planning to drink it,” I said, and after a moment’s consideration Jack and I both burst out laughing.

  “Huh?” Wireman asked. “I don’t get it.”

  “Never mind,” Jack said, still grinning. Then he grew serious again. “But there are no such things as vampires, Edgar. There could be ghosts, I’ll give you that much—I think almost everyone believes there could be ghosts—but there’s no such thing as vampires.” He brightened as an idea struck him. “Besides, it takes a vampire to make a vampire. The Eastlake twins drowned.”

  I picked up the short harpoon again, turning it from side to side, making the reflection from the tarnished tip tumble along the wall. “Still, this is suggestive.”

  “Really,” Jack agreed.

  “So’s the unlocked door you found when you brought the picnic basket,” I said. “The tracks. The canvas that was lifted out of the rack and put onto the easel.”

  “You saying it was the crazy librarian after all, amigo?”

  “No. Just that …” My voice cracked, broke. I had to take another sip of water before I could say what needed saying. “Just that maybe vampires aren’t the only things that come back from the dead.”

  “What are you talking about?” Jack asked. “Zombies?”

  I thought of the Perse with her rotting sails. “Let’s say deserters.”

  xi

  “Are you sure you want to be here alone tonight, Edgar?” Wireman asked. “Because I’m not sure it’s such a great idea. Especially with that stack of old pictures for company.” He sighed. “You have succeeded in giving Wireman a first-class case of the willies.”

  We were sitting out in the Florida room, watching the sun start its long, slow decline toward the horizon. I had produced cheese and crackers.

  “I’m not sure this will work otherwise,” I said. “Think of me as a gunslinger of the art world. I paint alone, podner.”

  Jack looked at me over a fresh glass of iced tea. “You’re planning to paint?”

  “Well—sketch. It’s what I know how to do.” And when I thought back to a certain pair of gardening gloves—HANDS printed on the back of one, OFF on the back of the other—I thought sketching would be enough, especially if I did it with little Elizabeth Eastlake’s colored pencils.

  I swung around to Wireman. “You have the funeral parlor tonight, correct?”

  Wireman glanced at his watch and heaved a sigh. “Correct. From six until eight. There’s another visitation tomorrow from noon until two. Relatives from afar will come to bare their teeth at the usurping interloper. That would be me. Then the final act, day after tomorrow. Funeral at the Unitarian Universalist Church in Osprey. That’s at ten. Followed by cremation at Abbot-Wexler. Burny-burny, hot-hot-hot.”

  Jack grimaced. “Gross me out.”

  Wireman nodded. “Death is gross, son. Remember what we sang as children? ‘The worms crawl in, the worms crawl out, and the pus runs out like shaving cream.’ ”

  “Classy,” I said.

  “Yep,” Wireman agreed. He selected another cracker, looked at it, then threw it violently back onto the tray. It bounced onto the floor. “This is nuts. The whole thing.”

  Jack picked up the cracker, seemed to consider eating it, then put it aside. Perhaps he had decided eating crackers off a Florida room floor violated another man-law. Probably it did. There are so many.

  I said to Wireman, “When you come back from the funeral parlor tonight, you check in on me, okay?”

  “Yes.”

  “If I tell you I’m fine, to just go on home, you do it.”

  “Don’t interrupt you if you’re communing with your muse. Or the spirits.”

  I nodded, because he wasn’t that far off. Then I turned to Jack. “And you’re staying at El Palacio while Wireman’s at the funeral parlor, right?”

  “Sure, if that’s what you guys want.” He looked a little uneasy about it, and I didn’t blame him. It was a big house, Elizabeth had lived in it a long time, and it was where her memory was freshest. I would have been uneasy, too, if I hadn’t been sure the spooks on Duma Key were elsewhere.

  “If I call you, come on the run.”

  “I will. Call me on the house phone or my cell phone.”

  “You sure your cell phone’s working?”

  He looked slightly shamefaced. “Battery was a little flat, is all. I got it charged in my car.”

  Wireman said, “I wish I understood better why you feel like you have to keep fooling with this, Edgar.”

  “Because it’s not over. For years it was. For years Elizabeth lived here very quietly, first with her father and then on her own. She had her charities, she had her friends, she played tennis, she played bridge—so Mary Ire told me—and most of all, she had the Suncoast art scene. It was the quiet, rewarding life of an elderly woman with lots of money and few bad habits other than her cigarettes. Then things started to change. La lotería. You said it yourself, Wireman.”

  “You really think something’s been making all this happen,” he said. Not with disbelief; with awe.

  “It’s what you believe,” I said.

  “Sometimes I do. It isn’t what I want to believe. That there’s something with a reach so long … with eyesight keen enough to see you … me … God knows who or what else …”

  “I don’t like it either,” I said, but that was far from the truth. The truth was I hated it. “I don’t like the idea that something may have actually reached out and killed Elizabeth—maybe scared her to death—just to shut her up.”

  “And you think you can find out what’s going on from those pictures.”

  “Some, yes. How much I won’t know until I try.”

  “And then?”

  “It depends. Almost certainly a trip to the south end of the Key. There’s unfinished business there.”

  Jack put down his tea-glass. “What unfinished business?”

  I shook my head. “Don’t know. Her pictures may tell me.”

  “Just as long as you don’t get in over your head and discover you can’t get back to shore,” Wireman said. “That’s what happened to those two little girls.”

  “I know it,” I said.

  Jack pointed his finger at me. “Take care of yourself. Man-law.”

  I nodded and pointed back. “Man-law.”

  15—Intruder

  i

  Twenty minutes later I sat in Little Pink with my sketchpad on my lap and the red picnic basket beside me. Directly ahead, filling the western-facing window with light, was the Gulf. Far below me was the murmur of the shells. I had set my easel aside and covered my paint-splattered work-table with a piece of toweling. I laid the remains of her freshly sharpened colored pencils on top of it. There wasn’t much left of those pencils, which were fat and somehow antique, but I thought there’d be enough. I was ready.

  “Bullshit I am,” I said. I was never going to be ready for this, and part of me was hoping nothing would happen. I thought something would, though. I thought that was why Elizabeth had wanted me to find her drawings. But how much of what was inside the red basket did she actually remember? My guess was that Elizabeth had forgotten most of what had happened to her when she was a child even before the Alzheimer’s came along to complicate things. Because forgetting isn’t always involuntary. Sometimes it’s willed.

  Who would want to remember something so awful that it had made your father scream until he bled? Better to stop drawing completely. To just go cold turkey. Better to tell people you can hardly even draw stick figures, that when it comes to art you’re like wealthy alums who support their college sports teams: if you can’t be an athlete, be an athletic supporter. Better to put it out of your mind completely, and in your old age, creeping senility will take care of the
rest.

  Oh, some of that old ability may still remain—like scar-tissue on the dura of the brain from an old injury (caused by falling out of a pony-trap, let’s say)—and you might have to find ways to let that out once in awhile, to express it like a build-up of pus from an infection that will never quite heal. So you get interested in other people’s art. You become, in fact, a patron of the arts. And if that’s still not enough? Why, maybe you begin to collect china figures and buildings. You begin to build yourself a China Town. No one will call creating such tableaux art, but it’s certainly imaginative, and the regular exercise of the imagination—its visual aspect in particular—is enough to make it stop.

  Make what stop?

  The itch, of course.

  That damnable itch.

  I scratched at my right arm, passed through it, and for the ten thousandth time found only my ribs. I flipped back the cover of my pad to the first sheet.

  Start with a blank surface.

  It called to me, as I was sure such blank sheets had once called to her.

  Fill me up. Because white is the absence of memory, the color of can’t remember. Make. Show. Draw. And when you do, the itch will go away. For awhile the confusion will subside.

  Please stay on the Key, she had said. No matter what happens. We need you.

  I thought that might be true.

  I sketched quickly. Just a few strokes. Something that could have been a cart. Or possibly a pony-trap, standing still and waiting for the pony.

  “They lived here happily enough,” I told the empty studio. “Father and daughters. Then Elizabeth fell out of the pony-trap and started to draw, the off-season hurricane exposed the debris field, the little girls drowned. Then the rest of them pop off to Miami, and the trouble stops. And, when they came back nearly twenty-five years later …”

  Beneath the pony-trap I printed FINE. Paused. Added AGAIN. FINE AGAIN.

  Fine, the shells whispered far below. Fine again.

  Yes, they had been fine, John and Elizabeth had been fine. And after John died, Elizabeth had continued being fine. Fine with her art shows. Fine with her chinas. Then things had for some reason begun to change again. I didn’t know if the deaths of Wireman’s wife and daughter had been a part of that change, but I thought they might have been. And about his arrival and mine on Duma Key I thought there was no question. I had no rational reason for believing that, but I did.

  Things on Duma Key had been okay … then strange … then for a long time they’d been okay again. And now …

  She’s awake.

  The table is leaking.

  If I wanted to know what was happening now, I had to know what had happened then. Dangerous or not, I had to.

  ii

  I picked up her first drawing, which wasn’t a drawing at all but just an uncertain line running across the middle of the paper. I took it in my left hand, closed my eyes, and then pretended I was touching it with my right, just as I had with Pam’s HANDS OFF gardening gloves. I tried to see my right fingers running over that hesitant line. I could—sort of—but I felt a kind of despair. Did I mean to do this with all of the pictures? There had to be twelve dozen, and that was a conservative estimate. Also, I wasn’t exactly being overwhelmed with psychic information.

  Take it easy. Rome wasn’t built in an hour.

  I decided a little Radio Free Bone couldn’t hurt and might help. I got up, holding the ancient piece of paper in my right hand, and of course it went fluttering to the floor because there was no right hand. I bent to pick it up, thinking I had the saying wrong, the saying was Rome wasn’t built in a day.

  But Melda says nour.

  I stopped, holding the sheet of paper in my left hand. The hand the crane hadn’t been able to get to. Was that an actual memory, something that had come drifting out of the picture, or just something I’d made up? Just my mind, trying to be obliging?

  “It’s not a picture,” I said, looking at the hesitant line.

  No, but it tried to be a picture.

  My ass went back onto the seat of my chair with a thump. It wasn’t a voluntary act of sitting; it was more a case of my knees losing their lock and letting go. I looked at the line, then out the window. From the Gulf to the line. From the line to the Gulf.

  She had tried to draw the horizon. It had been her first thing.

  Yes.

  I picked up my pad and seized one of her pencils. It didn’t matter which one as long as it was hers. It felt too big, too fat, in my hand. It also felt just right. I began to draw.

  On Duma Key, it was what I did best.

  iii

  I sketched a child sitting on a potty chair. Her head was bandaged. She had a drinking glass in one hand. Her other arm was slung around her father’s neck. He was wearing a strap-style undershirt and had shaving cream on his cheeks. Standing in the background, just a shadow, was the housekeeper. No bracelets in this sketch, because she didn’t always wear them, but the kerchief was wrapped around her head, the knot in front. Nan Melda, the closest thing to a mother Libbit ever knew.

  Libbit?

  Yes, that was what they called her. What she called herself. Libbit, little Libbit.

  “The littlest one of all,” I murmured, and flicked back the first page of the sketchpad. The pencil—too short, too fat, unused for over three-quarters of a century—was the perfect tool, the perfect channel. It began to move again.

  I sketched the little girl in a room. Books appeared on the wall behind her and it was a study. Daddy’s study. The bandage was wound around her head. She was at a desk. She was wearing what looked like a housecoat. She had a

  (ben-cil)

  pencil in her hand. One of the colored pencils? Probably not—not then, not yet—but it didn’t matter. She had found her thing, her focus, her métier. And how hungry it made her! How ravenous!

  She thinks I will have more paper, please.

  She thinks I am ELIZABETH.

  “She literally drew herself back into the world,” I said, and my body broke out in gooseflesh from head to toe—for hadn’t I done the same? Hadn’t I done exactly the same, here on Duma Key?

  I had more work to do. I thought it was going to be a long and exhausting evening, but I felt I was on the verge of great discoveries, and what I felt wasn’t fright—not then—but a kind of copper-mouthed excitement.

  I bent down and picked up Elizabeth’s third drawing. The fourth. The fifth. The sixth. Moving with greater and greater speed. Sometimes I stopped to draw, but mostly I didn’t have to. The pictures were forming in my head, now, and the reason I didn’t have to put them down on paper seemed clear to me: Elizabeth had already done that work, long ago, when she had been recovering from the accident that nearly killed her.

  In the happy days before Noveen began to talk.

  iv

  At one point during my interview with Mary Ire, she said discovering in my middle age that I could paint with the best of them must have been like having someone give me the keys to a souped-up muscle car—a Roadrunner or a GTO. I said yes, it was like that. At another point she said it must have been like having someone give me the keys to a fully furnished house. A mansion, really. I said yes, like that, too. And if she had gone on? Said it must have been like inheriting a million shares of Microsoft stock, or being elected ruler for life of some oil-rich (and peaceful) emirate in the mideast? I would have said yeah, sure, you bet. To soothe her. Because those questions were about her. I could see the longing look in her eyes when she asked them. They were the eyes of a kid who knows the closest she’s ever going to get to realizing her dream of the high trapeze is sitting on the bleachers at the Saturday matinee performance. She was a critic, and lots of critics who aren’t called to do what they write about grow jealous and mean and small in their disappointment. Mary wasn’t like that. Mary still loved it all. She drank whiskey from a water-glass and wanted to know what it was like when Tinker Bell flew out of nowhere and tapped you on the shoulder and you discovered that, even thou
gh you were on the wrinkle-neck side of fifty, you had suddenly gained the ability to fly past the face of the moon. So even though it wasn’t like having a fast car or being handed the keys to a fully furnished house, I told her it was. Because you can’t tell anyone what it’s like. You can only talk around it until everyone’s exhausted and it’s time to go to sleep.

  But Elizabeth had known what it was like.

  It was in her drawings, then in her paintings.

  It was like being given a tongue when you had been mute. And more. Better. It was like being given back your memory, and a person’s memory is everything, really. Memory is identity. It’s you. Even from that first line—that incredibly brave first line meant to show where the Gulf met the sky—she had understood that seeing and memory were interchangeable, and had set out to mend herself.

  Perse hadn’t been in it. Not at first.

  I was sure of that.

  v

  For the next four hours, I slipped in and out of Libbit’s world. It was a wonderful, frightening place to be. Sometimes I scribbled words—The gift is always hungry, start with what you know—but mostly it was pictures. Pictures were the real language we shared.

  I understood her family’s quick arc from amazement to acceptance to boredom. It had happened partly because the girl was so prolific, maybe more because she was part of them, she was their little Libbit, and there’s always that feeling that no good can come out of Nazareth, isn’t there? But their boredom only made her hunger stronger. She looked for new ways to wow them, sought new ways of seeing.

  And found them, God help her.

  I drew birds flying upside-down, and animals walking on the swimming pool.

  I drew a horse with a smile so big it ran off the sides of its face. I thought it was right around then that Perse had entered the picture. Only—

  “Only Libbit didn’t know it was Perse,” I said. “She thought—”

  I thumbed back through her drawings, almost to the beginning. To the round black face with the smiling mouth. At first glance I had dismissed this one as Elizabeth’s portrait of Nan Melda, but I should have known better—it was a child’s face, not a woman’s. A doll’s face. Suddenly my hand was printing NOVEEN beside it in strokes so hard that Elizabeth’s old canary-yellow pencil snapped on the last stroke of the second N. I threw it on the floor and grabbed another.

 

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