The Complete Malazan Book of the Fallen

by Steven Erikson

  Yes, at yours, Feather Witch. Those rotting, half-dead appendages that you could have used to run. Long ago. The empire kneels, and lips quiver forth. A blossom kiss. So cold, so like paste, and the smell, oh, the smell…

  ‘Is it not time?’ she asked, with an oddly coy glance.

  ‘For what?’

  ‘You were a consort. You know the ways of love. Teach me now.’

  ‘Teach you?’

  ‘I am unbroken. I have never lain with man or woman.’

  ‘A lie,’ the Errant replied. ‘Gribna, the lame slave in the Hiroth village. You were very young. He used you. Often and badly. It is what has made you what you now are, Feather Witch.’

  And he saw her eyes shy away, saw the frown upon her brow, and realized the awful truth that she had not remembered. Too young, too wide-eyed. And then, every moment buried in a deep hole at the pit of her soul. She, by the Abyss, did not remember. ‘Feather Witch—’

  ‘Go away,’ she said. ‘I don’t need anything from you right now. I have Udinaas.’

  ‘You have lost Udinaas. You never had him. Listen, please—’

  ‘He’s alive! Yes he is! And all the ones who wanted him are dead – the sisters, all dead! Could you have imagined that?’

  ‘You fool. Silchas Ruin is coming here. To lay this city to waste. To destroy it utterly—’

  ‘He cannot defeat Rhulad Sengar,’ she retorted. ‘Not even Silchas Ruin can do that!’

  The Errant said nothing to that bold claim. Then he turned away. ‘I saw gangrene at your feet, Feather Witch. My temple, as you like to call it, reeks of rotting flesh.’

  ‘Then heal me.’

  ‘The water rises,’ he said, and this time the statement seemed to burgeon within him, filling his entire being. The water rises. Why? ‘Hannan Mosag seeks the demon god, the one trapped in the ice. That ice, Feather Witch, is melting. Water…everywhere. Water…’

  By the Holds, was it possible? Even this? But no, I trapped the bastard. I trapped him!

  ‘He took the finger,’ Feather Witch said behind him. ‘He took it and thought that was enough, to just take it. But how could I go where he has gone? I couldn’t. So I needed him, yes. I needed him, and he was never as lost as he thought he was.’

  ‘And what of the other one?’ the Errant asked, still with his back to her.

  ‘Never found—’

  The Elder God whirled round. ‘Where is the other finger?’

  He saw her eyes widen.

  Is it possible? Is it—

  He found himself in the corridor, the water at his hips, though he passed through it effortlessly. We have come to the moment – Icarium walks – where? A foreign army and a horrifying mage approaches. Silchas Ruin wings down from the north with eyes of fire. Hannan Mosag – the fool – crawls his way to Settle Lake even as the demon god stirs – and she says he was never as lost as he thought he was.

  Almost dawn, somewhere beyond these sagging, weeping walls.

  An empire on its knees.

  The blossom kiss, but moments away.

  The word came to Varat Taun, newly appointed Finadd in the Palace Guard, that Icarium, along with Taralack Veed and Senior Assessor, had escaped. At that statement his knees had weakened, a flood rushing through him, but it was a murky, confused flood. Relief, yes, at what had been averted – at least for the moment, for might Icarium not return? – relief that was quickly engulfed by his growing dread for this invading army encamped barely two leagues away.

  There would be a siege, and with virtually no-one left to hold the walls it would be a short one. And then the Eternal Domicile itself would be assailed, and by the time all was done, Emperor Rhulad Sengar would likely be standing alone, surrounded by the enemy.

  An Emperor without an empire.

  Five Letherii armies on the Bolkando borderlands far to the east had seemingly vanished. Not a word from a single mage among those forces. They had set out, under a competent if not brilliant commander, to crush the Bolkando and their allies. That should have been well within the woman’s capabilities. The last report had come half a day before the armies clashed.

  What else could anyone conclude? Those five armies were shattered. The enemy marches on, into the empire’s very heart. And what has happened east of Drene? More silence, and Atri-Preda Bivatt was considered by most as the next Preda of the Imperial Armies.

  Rebellion in Bluerose, riots in every city. Wholesale desertion of entire units and garrisons. The Tiste Edur vanishing like ghosts, fleeing back to their homeland, no doubt. By the Errant, why did I not ride with Yan Tovis? Return to my wife – I am a fool, who will die here, in this damned palace. Die for nothing.

  He stood, positioned beside the throne room’s entranceway, and watched from under the rim of his helm the Emperor of a Thousand Deaths pace in front of the throne. Filthy with blood and spilled fluids from a dozen dead challengers, a dozen cut through in a whirlwind frenzy, Rhulad shrieking as his sword whirled and chopped and severed and seemed to drink in the pain and blood of its victims.

  And now, dawn was beginning on this day, and the sleepless Emperor paced. Blackened coins shifting on his ravaged face as emotions worked his features in endless cycles of disbelief, distress and fear.

  Before Rhulad Sengar, standing motionless, was the Chancellor.

  Thrice, the Emperor paused to glare at Triban Gnol. Thrice he made as if to speak, only to resume his pacing, the sword-tip dragging across the tiles.

  His own people had abandoned him. He had inadvertently drowned his own mother and father. Killed all of his brothers. Driven the wife he had stolen to suicide. Been betrayed by the First and only Concubine he had possessed, Nisall.

  An economy in ruins, all order crumbling, and armies invading.

  And his only answer was to force hapless foreigners onto the sands of the arena and butcher them.

  Pathos or grand comedy?

  It will not do, Emperor. All that blood and guts covering you will not do. When you are but the hands holding the sword, the sword rules, and the sword knows nothing but what it was made for. It can achieve no resolutions, can manage no subtle diplomacy, can solve none of the problems afflicting people in their tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands.

  Leave a sword to rule an empire and the empire falls. Amidst war, amidst anarchy, amidst a torrent of blood and a sea of misery.

  Coin-clad, the wielder of the sword paced out the true extent of his domain, here in this throne room.

  Halting, facing the Chancellor once more. ‘What has happened?’

  A child’s question. A child’s voice. Varat Taun felt his heart give slightly, felt its hardness suddenly soften. A child.

  The Chancellor’s reply was measured, so reassuring that Varat Taun very nearly laughed at the absurdity of that tone. ‘We are never truly conquered, Emperor. You will stand, because none can remove you. The invaders will see that, understand that. They will have done with their retribution. Will they occupy? Unknown. If not them, then the coalition coming from the eastern kingdoms will – and such coalitions inevitably break apart, devour themselves. They too will be able to do nothing to you, Emperor.’

  Rhulad Sengar stared at Triban Gnol, his mouth working but no sounds coming forth.

  ‘I have begun,’ the Chancellor resumed, ‘preparing our conditional surrender. To the Malazans. At the very least, they will enforce peace in the city, an end to the riots. Likely working in consort with the Patriotists. Once order is restored, we can begin the task of resurrecting the economy, minting—’

  ‘Where are my people?’ Rhulad Sengar asked.

  ‘They will return, Emperor. I am sure of it.’

  Rhulad turned to face the throne. And suddenly went perfectly still. ‘It is empty,’ he whispered. ‘Look!’ He spun round, pointing his sword back at the throne. ‘Do you see? It is empty!’

  ‘Sire—’

  ‘Like my father’s chair in our house! Our house in the village! Empty!’

  ‘The
village is no longer there, Emperor—’

  ‘But the chair remains! I see it! With my own eyes – my father’s chair! The paint fades in the sun. The wood joins split in the rain. Crows perch on the weathered arms! I see it!’

  The shout echoed in silence then. Not a guard stirring. The Chancellor with bowed head, and who knew what thoughts flickered behind the serpent’s eyes?

  Surrender. Conditional. Rhulad Sengar remains. Rhulad Sengar and, oh yes, Chancellor Triban Gnol. And the Patriotists. ‘We cannot be conquered. We are for ever. Step into our world and it devours you.’

  Rhulad’s broad shoulders slowly sagged. Then he walked up to the throne, turned about and sat down. Looked out with bleak eyes. In a croaking voice he asked, ‘Who remains?’

  The Chancellor bowed. ‘But one, Emperor.’

  ‘One? There should be two.’

  ‘The challenger known as Icarium has fled, Emperor. Into the city. We are hunting him down.’

  Liar.

  But Rhulad Sengar seemed indifferent, his head turning to one side, eyes lowering until they fixed on the gore-spattered sword. ‘The Toblakai.’

  ‘Yes, Emperor.’

  ‘Who murdered Binadas. My brother.’

  ‘Indeed, sire.’

  The head slowly lifted. ‘Is it dawn?’

  ‘It is.’

  Rhulad’s command was soft as a breath. ‘Bring him.’

  They let the poor fool go once he had shown them the recessed door leading under the city wall. It was, of course, locked, and while the rest of the squads waited in the slowly fading darkness – seeking whatever cover they could find and it wasn’t much – Fiddler and Cuttle went down into the depression to examine the door.

  ‘Made to be broken down,’ Cuttle muttered, ‘so it’s like the lad said – we go in and then the floodgates open and we drown. Fid, I don’t see a way to do this, not quietly enough so as no-one hears and figures out we’ve taken the trap.’

  Fiddler scratched at his white beard. ‘Maybe we could dismantle the entire door, frame and all.’

  ‘We ain’t got the time.’

  ‘No. We pull back and hide out for the day, then do it tomorrow night.’

  ‘The Adjunct should be showing up by then. Keneb wants us first in and he’s right, we’ve earned it.’

  At that moment they heard a thump from behind the door, then the low scrape of the bar being lifted.

  The two Malazans moved to either side, quickly cocking their crossbows.

  A grinding sound, then the door was pushed open.

  The figure that climbed into view was no Letherii soldier. It was wearing plain leather armour that revealed, without question, that it was a woman, and on her face an enamel mask with a modest array of painted sigils. Two swords strapped across her back. One stride, then two. A glance to Fiddler on her right, then to Cuttle on her left. Pausing, brushing dirt from her armour, then setting out. Onto the killing field, and away.

  Bathed in sweat, Fiddler settled back into a sitting position, the crossbow trembling in his hands.

  Cuttle made a warding gesture, then sat down as well. ‘Hood’s breath was on my neck, Fid. Right there, right then. I know, she didn’t even reach for those weapons, didn’t even twitch…’

  ‘Aye,’ Fid answered, the word whispered like a blessing. A Hood-damned Seguleh. High ranked, too. We’d never have got our shots off – no way. Our heads would have rolled like a pair of oversized snowballs.

  ‘I looked away, Fid. I looked right down at the ground when she turned my way.’

  ‘Me too.’

  ‘And that’s why we’re still alive.’

  ‘Aye.’

  Cuttle turned and peered down into the dark tunnel. ‘We don’t have to wait till tomorrow night after all.’

  ‘Go back to the others, Cuttle. Get Keneb to draw ’em up. I’m heading in to check the other end. If it’s unguarded and quiet, well and good. If not…’

  ‘Aye, Fid.’

  The sergeant dropped down into the tunnel.

  He moved through the dark as fast as he could without making too much noise. The wall overhead was damned thick and he’d gone thirty paces before he saw the grey blur of the exit at the end of a sharp slope. Crossbow in hands, Fiddler edged forward.

  He need not have worried.

  The tunnel opened into a cramped blockhouse with no ceiling. One bench lined the wall to his right. Three bodies were sprawled on the dusty stone floor, bleeding out from vicious wounds. Should’ve averted your eyes, soldiers. Assuming she even gave them the time to decide either way – she’d wanted out, after all.

  The door opposite him was ajar and Fiddler crept to it, looked out through the crack. A wide street, littered with rubbish.

  They’d been listening to the riots half the night, and it was clear that mobs had swept through here, if not this night then other nights. The garrison blocks opposite were gutted, the windows soot-stained. Better and better.

  He turned round and hastened back down the tunnel.

  At the other end he found Cuttle, Faradan Sort and Fist Keneb, all standing a few paces in from the door.

  Fiddler explained to them what he had found. Then said, ‘We got to go through right away, I think. Eight hundred marines to come through and that’ll take a while.’

  Keneb nodded. ‘Captain Faradan Sort.’

  ‘Sir.’

  ‘Take four squads through and establish flanking positions. Send one squad straight across to the nearest barracks to see if they are indeed abandoned. If so, that will be our staging area. From there, I will lead the main body to the gate, seize and secure it. Captain, you and four squads will strike into the city, as far as you can go, causing trouble all the way – take extra munitions for that.’

  ‘Our destination?’

  ‘The palace.’

  ‘Aye, sir. Fiddler, collect Gesler and Hellian and Urb – you’re the first four – and take your squads through. At a damned run if you please.’

  In the grey light of early dawn, four figures emerged from a smear of blurred light twenty paces from the dead Azath Tower behind the Old Palace. As the portal swirled shut behind them, they stood, looking round.

  Hedge gave Quick Ben a light push to one side, somewhere between comradely affection and irritation. ‘Told you, it’s reunion time, wizard.’

  ‘Where in Hood’s name are we?’ Quick Ben demanded.

  ‘We’re in Letheras,’ Seren Pedac said. ‘Behind the Old Palace – but something’s wrong.’

  Trull Sengar wrapped his arms about himself, his face drawn with the pain of freshly healed wounds, his eyes filled with a deeper distress.

  Hedge felt some of his anticipation dim like a dying oil lamp as he studied the Tiste Edur. The poor bastard. A brother murdered in front of his eyes. Then, the awkward goodbye with Onrack – joy and sadness there in plenty, seeing his old friend and the woman at his side – a woman Onrack had loved for so long. So long? Damned near incomprehensible, that’s how long.

  But now – ‘Trull Sengar.’

  The Tiste Edur slowly looked over.

  Hedge shot Quick Ben a glance, then he said, ‘We’ve a mind to escort you and Seren. To her house.’

  ‘This city is assailed,’ Trull Sengar said. ‘My youngest brother – the Emperor—’

  ‘That can all wait,’ Hedge cut in. He paused, trying to figure out how to say what he meant, then said, ‘Your friend Onrack stole a woman’s heart, and it was all there. In her eyes, I mean. The answer, that is. And if you’d look, just look, Trull Sengar, into the eyes of Seren Pedac, well—’

  ‘For Hood’s sake,’ Quick Ben sighed. ‘He means you and Seren need to get alone before anything else, and we’re going to make sure that happens. All right?’

  The surprise on Seren Pedac’s face was almost comical.

  But Trull Sengar then nodded.

  Hedge regarded Quick Ben once again. ‘You recovered enough in case we walk into trouble?’

  ‘Something your
sharpers can’t handle? Yes, probably. Maybe. Get a sharper in each hand, Hedge.’

  ‘Good enough…since you’re a damned idiot,’ Hedge replied. ‘Seren Pedac – you should know, I’m well envious of this Tiste Edur here, but anyway. Is your house far?’

  ‘No, it is not, Hedge of the Bridgeburners.’

  ‘Then let’s get out of this spooky place.’

  Silts swirled up round his feet, spun higher, engulfing his shins, then whirled away like smoke on the current. Strange pockets of luminosity drifted past, morphing as if subjected to unseen pressures in this dark, unforgiving world.

  Bruthen Trana, who had been sent to find a saviour, walked an endless plain, the silts thick and gritty. He stumbled against buried detritus, tripped on submerged roots. He crossed current-swept rises of hardened clay from which jutted polished bones of long-dead leviathans. He skirted the wreckage of sunken ships, the ribs of the hulls splayed out and cargo scattered about. And as he walked, he thought about his life and the vast array of choices he had made, others he had refused to make.

  No wife, no single face to lift into his mind’s eye. He had been a warrior for what seemed all his life. Fighting alongside blood kin and comrades closer than any blood kin. He had seen them die or drift away. He had, he realized now, watched his entire people pulled apart. With the conquest, with the cold-blooded, anonymous nightmare that was Lether. As for the Letherii themselves, no, he did not hate them. More like pity and yes, compassion, for they were as trapped in the nightmare as anyone else. The rapacious desperation, the gnawing threat of falling, of drowning beneath the ever-rising, ever-onrushing torrent that was a culture that could never look back, could not even slow its headlong plunge into some gleaming future that – if it came at all – would ever only exist for but a privileged few.

  This eternal seabed offered its own commentary, and it was one that threatened to drag him down into the silts, enervated beyond all hope of continuing, of even moving. Cold, crushing, this place was like history’s own weight – history not of a people or a civilization, but of the entire world.

  Why was he still walking? What saviour could liberate him from all of this? He should have remained in Letheras. Free to launch an assault on Karos Invictad and his Patriotists, free to annihilate the man and his thugs. And then he could have turned to the Chancellor. Imagining his hands on Triban Gnol’s throat was most satisfying – for as long as the image lasted, which was never long enough. A bloom of silts up into his eyes, another hidden object snagging his foot.