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by Lisa Kleypas


  "It's Caroline," he said in panic. "She's having pains. The baby-"

  "Did her water break?" Addie asked, and he went scarlet, opening and closing his mouth like a fish. Either he didn't know or was too embarrassed to tell her. Irritation rose in her throat, and it was all she could do to keep from snapping at him. "You'd better go get Dr. Haskin," she said, brushing by him and going into Caro's room.

  Caroline was curled up on her side, holding her stomach and biting her lip in agony.

  "Caro?" At the sound of Addie's voice Caroline began to sob uncontrollably. "Caro, has there been any bleeding?" Addie took hold of her shoulders and repeated the question, her hands biting into Caroline's upper arms. The pain of Addie's grip seemed to break through her fear. She stared up at Addie, the flood of tears slowing a little. "Yes, some bleeding. And labor pains… but it's too soon… it's too soon for… " she broke off and gave a little moan, her face filmy with perspiration. "My water just broke," she whispered. "It's too soon."

  She was having a miscarriage. Addie read the terror in her eyes and knew a moment of panic before an unnatural calm came over her. "I'm going to get some more pillows to prop you up," she said, "and a few other things. I'll be right back."

  "I want Mama here. Get her… please."

  "She'll be here in just a few minutes. And Peter's on his way to get the doctor right now."

  Caroline closed her eyes, her eyelashes trembling against her cheeks. She writhed with a contraction. "Adeline…" she gasped. "Is he really dead?"

  Something inside Addie twisted in anguish. "Yes, Caro," she said softly.

  "Adeline, I don't want to die. I'm so afraid. I think… I think I'm going to die too. "

  It was hard for Addie to suppress a wave of helpless anger. All she wanted to do was find a private comer and cry. Hadn't enough happened tonight without this too? She didn't want to bear up under any more disaster. She didn't want to be strong for Caroline when she needed all her strength for herself.

  Then she was horrified at her thoughts. How selfish she was. "You're not going to die," she said. "Don't waste your energy worrying about ridiculous things." Her voice was full of remorse, but it was doubtful Caroline heard her. Addie flew out of the room and ran to Russell's door, flinging it open madly. Startled, May looked up with her hands still clasped in prayer. "Caro's having her baby," Addie said hoarsely. "She needs you there."

  May blinked and spoke as if in a dream. "She's upset because of Russ-"

  "It's more than being upset. Her water broke, and she's bleeding. She's having labor pains. Stay with her while I find some things to clean up the bed with." She left without waiting for an answer, and nearly ran into Leah, who was standing in the middle of the hallway.

  "What's the matter with Mama?" the little girl asked, her eyes wide and her lips white.

  "Leah, honey, go to bed." There was no use lying to her. "Your Mama's having the baby. You must stay in your room and keep out of the way."

  Even at a tender age Leah had overheard enough conversations about childbirth to know it was often mentioned in the same breath as pain and death. To an observant child who'd heard the horror stories women liked to tell of their trials in labor, the mysterious condition of pregnancy was something dangerous and fearful.

  "Is she going to-"

  "She's going to be just fine," Addie said swiftly, giving her a push in the direction of her room. "Now, go, and don't get out of bed again."

  11

  THEY GAVE CAROLINE ENOUGH LAUDANUM TO TAKE the edge off the pain, but she still knew what was happening. The past months of discomfort, joy, and anticipation were coming to an abrupt end. Addie knew Caro's physical pain hardly compared to the emotional anguish of knowing she was losing the baby. It took Peter almost four hours to find Dr. Haskin, who was on another call, and bring him to the ranch. Addie suffered every minute of that time, silently cursing the doctor for not being there.

  May sat by the bedside, calm but a little blank, slow to answer questions or to say anything at all. Instinctively Caroline turned to Addie for help, clutching her hand when in pain, asking her to talk when she needed distraction. Addie worked ceaselessly to keep her as comfortable as possible, bathing the sweat off her face, rearranging the mountain of pillows when Caroline's back hurt, changing the towels they had placed underneath her hips.

  Addie was only dimly conscious of what was going on outside the small room. She was aware that long ago the sheriff had arrived and Ben had taken him up to Russell's room, that there were strangers' feet walking up and down the stairs, and men's voices outside as the ranch was awakened by the news of Russell Warner's murder.

  Finally Cade knocked on the door to signal that the doctor had arrived. Wearily Addie went downstairs to meet him, heedless of the blood on her dress or her straggling, hastily tied-back hair. She started in astonishment at the sight of Doc Haskin. She'd been expecting an old man with a shock of silver hair, crinkly eyes, and a weather-lined face. Slim shoulders, slightly 'stooped. A man who shuffled slightly when he walked. That was the Doc Haskin she had known all her life.

  The man in front of her was young, well-built, and dark-haired, probably only a year or two older than Caroline. His face was strong, his gaze clear and direct. but he had the same shaggy eyebrows as the old Dr. Haskin she'd known, and the same comforting smile. She half-expected him to ask after Aunt Leah's health, before she remembered Leah wasn't her aunt anymore.

  "D-Doc Haskin," she stammered, and he smiled briefly at her as they started up the stairs.

  "It's been a long time since I've seen you, Miss Adeline. A year or two, at least. "

  Try fifty, she wanted to say, but held her tongue. "Pete couldn't tell me much about your sister," he continued, and he was so blessedly calm she wanted to weep in relief at having someone there who knew what to do. "Has she gone into labor?"

  "She's had the baby," Addie blurted out. "Stillborn. But no afterbirth."

  "Has she retained all of it or just part?"

  "I think all of it," she said, grasping the stair railing as she felt herself sway. Doc Haskin's steadying hand was on her shoulder.

  "Why don't you go somewhere and rest?" he suggested gently. "I'll take care of her now."

  Would it be deserting Caroline, not to go back to that room? Addie hesitated, her forehead creased with misery. She couldn't go back and face May's blank eyes any longer, or Caroline's suffering. She had to be somewhere quiet for a few minutes or go insane.

  "Maybe I will rest a little while," she whispered. "Please see to Mama too. I'm worried about her."

  "I will. And Miss Adeline… I'm sorry about your father."

  Slowly Addie went down the steps, keeping hold of the railing. The sense of being small and ineffectual came over her, and she was too tired to fight it. A thirst welled up from inside, a desperate need to see Ben. He would hold her in his arms and let her lean on him as long as she needed. Only he could assure her that the world hadn't gone mad.

  There was a murmur of voices from Russell's office.

  Silently Addie drew closer to the half-closed door, her ears pricking at the mention of Russell's name. The voices belonged to Ben and Sam Dary, the sheriff, and one or two others she couldn't identify.

  "… I agree," Ben was saying, his voice weary.

  "No horse was used. Whoever did it was on foot, and possibly still is-"

  "We have a coupla men out lookin'. He couldna gotten far. If he ain't in the bunkhouse. Most likely we're lookin' for one of your own, Ben."

  "The boys swear they didn't notice anyone coming or going out all night. And we've got a lot of light sleepers in there."

  "Robbie Keir swears he didn't see who hit him. You got any idea?"

  "No. I was hit from behind as I went in the house."

  "That is a puzzle," Dary murmured. "Someone who knew his way around the ranch, even the main house."

  "It's possible it was someone who-

  "Ben," Dary interrupted, and this time his voice was qu
ieter, "it's time to git down to business. M' boys found some evidence in your cabin and in Mr. Warner's room. It's all pointin' in one direction."

  "And what direction is that?" Ben asked softly. "Seems t' me you're hidin' somethin', Ben."

  "The hell I am. I've given you the go-ahead to search the whole goddamn ranch, including the bunkhouse and my cabin. You're welcome to make use of anything you find."

  "Then what d' you have t' ay 'bout Russ bein' strangled with one of the strings from your guitar?"

  "What?" Ben sounded stunned.

  "Yessir, it was a guitar string, an' it matches up with one rnissin' from the one in your cabin."

  Addie could stand it no longer. She strode into the room. Ben was facing a half-circle formed by the sheriff and two other men. In two steps she reached Ben's side.

  "That proves nothing," she said hotly. "Anyone could have taken it from his room. People swarm all over this ranch from sunup to sundown."

  Ben stared down at her with silent warning. His expression was implacable, but his face was pale under his tan, the only indication of how the news had affected him. None of the rest moved or spoke, astonished by her interruption, appalled by her audacity in interfering with men's business. Sam Dary gathered his wits and made an effort to smile at her.

  "Miss Adeline, we're all real sorry 'bout what happened to your pa. But we're fixin' to git to the bottom of all this, soon as we can. Now, why don't you run along an' don't worry your little head 'bout-"

  "My head isn't little, and neither is my mind. And I have a valid interest in all this, considering the fact that it was my father who was murdered, and my fiance you're trying to-"

  "Adeline," Ben said, his hand closing around her upper arm in a biting grip that belied his pleasant tone.

  "The sheriff is only trying to get at the truth. We have no quarrel with that, do we?"

  "But-" she started, and fell silent as his eyes flashed dangerously.

  "Ben," Dary said, sounding almost apologetic, "she don't need to be here. Would you tell her to-"

  "She won't be a problem." Ben gave Addie a meaningful glance. "In fact, you won't make another sound, will you, honey?"

  "No," she said with sudden meekness, willing to promise anything as long as she was allowed to stay.

  "Go on," Ben said calmly, turning to the sheriff.

  "Just pretend she isn't here."

  "Well, ah… well… oh, yes… " Dary fished in his pocket and pulled out a small pouch, opened it, and shook the contents into his palm. Addie drew closer, peering at the small object that had rolled out. It was a small, distinctively shaped shirt button, dull gray and metallic. A tiny pattern of scrolls was engraved on the steel surface.

  "It's a button from one of my shirts," Ben said quietly.

  "You sure?" Dary asked.

  "I'm sure. They come from a small place in Chicago, where I had some shirts made a couple of years ago."

  "It was found on the floor, right by the… " Dary paused and looked at Addie before finishing. "… by the bed. One of the shirts in your cabin was missin' a button, and the rest of 'ern were just this kind."

  "He's being framed," Addie burst out. "Someone could have taken the button and put it by Russell to make it look like Ben-"

  "Addie," Ben interrupted, and despite the seriousness of the situation, his mouth twitched with a faint smile. Although Addie had given a promise to keep quiet, there'd been no doubt in his mind she would break it.

  "They know you're too smart to leave incriminating evidence behind," she persisted. "Especially your own guitar string! And how do they explain that lump on your head? Someone hit you pretty hard. They certainly can't think you did that to yourself. And besides, I heard someone leaving the house the moment I found Ben. Check around back-I know you'll find footprints there, and-"

  "Possible he had a partner who turned on him," Dary commented laconically.

  "That's absurd!" Addie exploded, and prepared to say more, but Ben interrupted her.

  "One more word of your defense, darlin', and they'll probably take me out and hang me on the nearest tree. Why don't you go make some coffee?"

  "I'm not leaving you," she said stubbornly.

  "No need," Dary said, his forehead divided with a grave frown. "Only one more question, Ben. If the man who murdered Russ Warner was so quiet the folks in the house didn't wake up, how'd you know somethin' was wrong?"

  Ben looked at him expressionlessly. "I had a feeling."

  Addie trembled, wanting to cry out and defend him. It was me. I told him!

  "Any way you c'n prove you were in your cabin at the time Russ was killed?"

  "Yes," Addie said swiftly, knowing Ben would not implicate her even if it meant hanging for.it, She was the only one who could provide him with an alibi. "Just ask me. I was in his cabin with him. All night."

  Dary turned crimson, looking away from her. Addie kept her eyes steadily on him, ignoring Ben's hard stare. Dary seemed to be choking with embarrassment. Finally he looked at Ben. "That true, Ben?"

  "Tell him the truth, Ben," Addie said.

  Ben's green eyes snapped with anger. "Keep it under your hats, if at all possible," he said, his mouth twisting. "I don't want her reputation dragged through the mud."

  But they all knew it was too late for that. The whole town would be delighted and scandalized by the story. Russell Warner, strangled in his own bed while his daughter slept with the foreman. There was no way anyone could keep that under his hat for long.

  There wasn't reason for the sheriff and his men to stay after that. Ben saw them to the door and went back into the office, where Addie had found a bottle of whiskey and a glass.

  "Don't stop pouring," Ben said, and she smiled wanly.

  "There's only one glass." She took a swallow and handed the glass to Ben with a gasp as the whiskey seared the inside of her throat. He lifted it to his lips and followed suit. After a moment he sighed, closing his eyes.

  "I could've used this a few hours ago."

  "Is it going to help?" she asked dully, and took back the glass before he could answer.

  "How's Caroline?"

  She took a deeper swallow of the liquor this time.

  "I'm not sure."

  "The baby?"

  "Dead." Addie stared into the whiskey, her fingertips whitening. "The baby wasn't supposed to die," she said, more to herself than him. "She was supposed to live, and grow up to have a daughter of her own someday-"

  "Addie, what are you talking about?"

  "I should have saved him," she continued, the glass trembling in her hand. "That's why I came back. That's why I'm here. But what could I do to stop it? I tried to warn him. I tried to change things, and it all happened anyway, just like before-"

  "Addie," Ben interrupted softly, taking the drink away and setting it down on the desk. He pulled her body against his warm, hard chest, her chatter muffled by his cotton shirt. "Shhh. You're not making sense."

  She slumped against him in exhaustion. "I'm so tired." Tears of grief rolled down her cheeks. "I'm so tired, Ben…"

  "I know you are," he murmured, smoothing down the wild locks of her hair; caressing her aching shoulders and back. "I know what you've been through tonight. You need to sleep."

  "And your h-head… there's no bandage or-"

  "I'm just fine," he reassured her swiftly. "I didn't need one."

  "It can't have happened again," she choked, clutching at his shirt. "I should've stopped it-"

  "Again? What are you talking about?" Ben asked, perplexed. "Russ?"

  "The Johnsons were behind it. You know that." His face changed, and he looked cold and thin lipped-whether from anger or pain, she couldn't tell. "There's no proof yet. But I'll find it."

  "They wanted you both gone, you and Daddy. But I saved you this time. They didn't count on that-"

  "What do you mean, 'this time'?"

  She ignored his question, her eyes fixed blankly on the window. "They'll still be after you. Jeff hates you, a
nd Big George wants the ranch as well as the water rights. You're the only thing standing in the way."

  Ben's gaze was sharp. "What did Jeff say to you in town that day? You've been suspecting something like this would happen. How did you know what had happened tonight before anyone else did?"

  Her lashes lowered as she sought to conceal her sudden leaping guilt "I didn't know for certain. I've been worried about Daddy for so long, and I… just felt like something was wrong when we were in the cabin. I can't explain why. But it doesn't matter… I was too late." She didn't move a muscle as she leaned against him, some part of her mind waiting to feel him go tense with suspicion, waiting for him to hold himself away from her the smallest fraction of an inch. But he didn't move or betray his thoughts in any way. His fingers drifted through her hair, lightly stroking her scalp. She was lulled by the soothing touch. Her eyelids drooped heavily, eyelashes almost brushing her cheeks.

  Feeling Addie's body begin to slacken, Ben sighed and brushed a tear off her cheek with his knuckle. "I'll walk you upstairs. You need to rest."

  "I can't sleep-"

  "Doc Haskin can give you a sedative. You're entitled to it."

  "I don't want to go upstairs," she said, her voice cracking. "I don't want to go near that room where… Don't try to make me."

  "I won't, I won't" he murmured, hunting for a handkerchief as she began to cry again. He located a crumpled wad of cotton in the back pocket of his jeans.

  "I'll sleep on the parlor sofa with the light on-"

  "Whatever you want, darlin'."

  "I'm sorry." She gulped, taking the handkerchief and wiping her nose. "I'll be strong tomorrow. I'll help you. Oh, God, there's so much to do."

  "We'll get through it."

  Her mind was jumping from one thought to another in a random pattern. "Ben, it was one of our own men who-"

  "Yes. Most likely. But if I ever hear you say it again, I'll skin you alive. Rumors and accusations are going to fly fast enough as it is. We'll know more tomorrow, after the boys have been questioned. "

  "By the sheriff?"

 

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