anguish. He said aloud:
   “Yesterday, I was grazing my sheep in the
   green valley, enjoying my existence, sounding
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   my flute, and holding my head high. Today I am
   a prisoner of greed. Gold leads into gold, then
   into restlessness, and finally into crushing misery.
   “Yesterday, I was like a singing bird, soaring
   freely here and there in the fields. Today, I am a
   slave to fickle wealth, society’s rules, city’s cus-
   toms, purchased friends, and pleasing the people
   by conforming to the strange and narrow laws
   of humanity. I was born to be free and enjoy the
   bounty of life, but I find myself like a beast of
   burden so heavily laden with gold that its back
   is breaking.
   “Where are the spacious plains, the sing-
   ing brooks, the pure breeze, the closeness of
   nature? Where is my deity? I have lost all! Naught
   remains save loneliness that saddens me, gold
   that ridicules me, slaves who curse me to my
   back, and a palace that I have erected as a tomb
   for my happiness, and in whose greatness I have
   lost my heart.
   “Yesterday, I roamed the prairies and the hills
   together with the Bedouin’s daughter. Virtue was
   our companion, love our delight, and the moon
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   our guardian. Today, I am among women with
   shallow beauty who sell themselves for gold and
   diamonds.
   “Yesterday, I was carefree, sharing with the
   shepherds all the joy of life—eating, playing,
   working, singing, and dancing together to the
   music of the heart’s truth. Today, I find myself
   among the people like a frightened lamb among
   the wolves. As I walk in the roads, they gaze at
   me with hateful eyes and point at me with scorn
   and jealousy, and as I steal through the park, I
   see frowning faces all about me.
   “Yesterday, I was rich in happiness and today
   I am poor in gold.
   “Yesterday I was a happy shepherd looking
   upon his herd as a merciful king looks with plea-
   sure upon his contented subjects. Today, I am a
   slave standing before my wealth, my wealth that
   robbed me of the beauty of life I once knew.
   “Forgive me, my Judge! I did not know that
   riches would put my life into fragments and lead
   me into the dungeons of harshness and stupid-
   ity. What I thought was glory is naught but an
   eternal inferno.”
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   He gathered himself wearily and walked
   slowly toward the palace, sighing and repeat-
   ing, “Is this what people call wealth? Is this the
   god I am serving and worshipping? Is this what
   I seek of the earth? Why can I not trade it for
   one particle of contentment? Who would sell me
   one beautiful thought for a ton of gold? Who
   would give me one moment of love for a hand-
   ful of gems? Who would grant me an eye that
   can see others’ hearts, and take all in my coffers
   in barter?”
   As he reached the palace gates, he turned
   and looked toward the city as Jeremiah gazed
   toward Jerusalem. He raised his arms in woeful
   lament and shouted:
   “Oh, people of the noisome city, who are
   living in darkness, hastening toward misery,
   preaching falsehood, and speaking with stupid-
   ity! Until when shall you remain ignorant? Until
   when shall you abide in the filth of life and
   continue to desert its gardens? Why wear your
   tattered robes of narrowness while the silk rai-
   ment of nature’s beauty is fashioned for you? The
   lamp of wisdom is dimming; it is time to furnish
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   it with oil. The house of true fortune is being
   destroyed. It is time to rebuild it and guard it.
   The thieves of ignorance have stolen the treasure
   of your peace. It is time to retake it!”
   At that moment, a poor man stood before
   him and stretched forth his hand for alms. As
   he looked at the beggar, his lips parted, his eyes
   brightened with a softness, and his face radi-
   ated kindness. It was as if the yesterday he had
   lamented by the lake had come to greet him. He
   embraced the pauper with affection and filled
   his hands with gold. And with a voice sincere
   with the sweetness of love, he said, “Come back
   tomorrow and bring with you your fellow suffer-
   ers. All your possessions will be restored.”
   He entered his palace, saying, “Everything in
   life is good, even gold, for it teaches a lesson.
   “Money is like a stringed instrument. He who
   does not know how to use it properly will hear
   only discordant music.
   “Money is like love. It kills slowly and pain-
   fully the one who withholds it, and it enlivens
   the one who turns it upon his fellow human
   beings.”
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   GIFTS OF THE EARTH
   To you the earth yields her fruit, and you shall
   not want if you but know how to fill your hands.
   It is in exchanging the gifts of the earth that
   you shall find abundance and be satisfied.
   Yet unless the exchange be in love and
   kindly justice, it will but lead some to greed and
   others to hunger.
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   GIVING AND GAINING
   You are good when you strive to give of yourself.
   Yet you are not evil when you seek gain for
   yourself.
   For when you strive for gain, you are but
   a root that clings to the earth and sucks at
   her breast.
   Surely the fruit cannot say to the root, “Be
   like me, ripe and full and ever giving of your
   abundance.”
   For to the fruit, giving is a need, as receiving
   is a need to the root.
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   HIGH AND LOW
   But I say that even as the holy and the righteous
   cannot rise beyond the highest that is in each
   one of you, so the wicked and the weak cannot
   fall lower than the lowest that is in you also.
   And as a single leaf turns not yellow but with
   the silent knowledge of the whole tree, so the
   wrong doer ca
nnot do wrong without the hidden
   will of you all.
   Like a procession, you walk together towards
   your god self.
   You are the way and the wayfarers.
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   SEEKING
   They say to me, “A bird in the hand is worth ten
   in the bush.”
   But I say, “A bird and a feather in the bush
   are worth more than ten birds in the hand.”
   Your seeking after that feather is life with
   winged feet—nay, it is life itself.
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   FREEDOM
   And an orator said, “Speak to us of freedom.”
   And he answered:
   At the city gate and by your fireside, I have
   seen you prostrate yourself and worship your
   own freedom, even as slaves humble them-
   selves before a tyrant and praise him, though he
   slays them.
   Aye, in the grove of the temple and in the
   shadow of the citadel, I have seen the freest
   among you wear their freedom as a yoke and a
   handcuff.
   And my heart bled within me, for you can
   only be free when even the desire of seeking
   freedom becomes a harness to you, and when
   you cease to speak of freedom as a goal and a
   fulfilment.
   You shall be free indeed when your days
   are not without a care nor your nights without
   a want and a grief, but rather when these things
   girdle your life and yet you rise above them,
   naked and unbound.
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   And how shall you rise beyond your days
   and nights unless you break the chains that you,
   at the dawn of your understanding, have fas-
   tened around your noon hour?
   In truth, that which you call freedom is the
   strongest of these chains, though its links glitter
   in the sun and dazzle the eyes.
   And what is it but fragments of your own self
   you would discard that you may become free?
   If it is an unjust law you would abolish, that
   law was written with your own hand upon your
   own forehead.
   You cannot erase it by burning your law
   books nor by washing the foreheads of your
   judges, though you pour the sea upon them.
   And if it is a despot you would dethrone,
   see first that his throne erected within you is
   destroyed.
   For how can a tyrant rule the free and the
   proud, but for a tyranny in their own freedom
   and a shame in their own pride?
   And if it is a care you would cast off, that
   care has been chosen by you rather than
   imposed upon you.
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   And if it is a fear you would dispel, the seat
   of that fear is in your heart and not in the hand
   of the feared.
   Verily, all things move within your being
   in constant half embrace, the desired and the
   dreaded, the repugnant and the cherished, the
   pursued and that which you would escape.
   These things move within you as lights and
   shadows in pairs that cling.
   And when the shadow fades and is no more,
   the light that lingers becomes a shadow to
   another light.
   And thus your freedom when it loses its
   fetters becomes itself the fetter of a greater
   freedom.
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   LIMITS
   When you reach the end
   of what you should know,
   you will be at the beginning
   of what you should sense.
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   OWL EYES
   The owl whose night-bound eyes
   are blind unto the day
   cannot unveil the mystery of light.
   If you would indeed behold the spirit of death,
   open your heart wide to the body of life.
   For life and death are one,
   even as the river and the sea are one.
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   VOICES
   I said to Life,
   “I would hear Death speak.”
   And Life raised her voice a little higher and said,
   “You hear him now.”
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   OCEAN AND FOAM
   You have been told that, even like a chain, you
   are as weak as your weakest link.
   This is but half the truth.
   You are also as strong as your strongest link.
   To measure you by your smallest deed is to
   reckon the power of ocean by the frailty of its
   foam.
   To judge you by your failures is to cast blame
   upon the seasons for their inconsistency.
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   BLESSING DARKNESS
   Is it not a dream that none of you
   remember having dreamt
   that built your city and
   fashioned all there is in it?
   If you could hear the whispering of the dream,
   you would hear no other sound.
   But you do not see,
   nor do you hear,
   and it is well.
   The veil that clouds your eyes shall be lifted
   by the hands that wove it,
   and the clay that fills your ears shall be pierced
   by those fingers that kneaded it.
   And you shall see.
   And you shall hear.
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   Yet you shall not deplore
   having known blindness,
   nor regret having been deaf.
   For you shall know
   the hidden purposes in all things,
   and you shall bless darkness
   as you would bless light.
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   AGREEMENT
   Once every hundred years, Jesus of Nazareth
   meets Jesus of the Christian
   in a garden among the hills of Lebanon.
   And they talk long.
   And each time, Jesus of Nazareth goes away
   saying to Jesus of the Christian,
   “My friend, I fear we shall never, never agree.”
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   JESUS AND PAN
   The voice of Sarkis, an old Greek shepherd,
   called the Madman:
   In a dream, I saw Jesus and my God Pan sit-
   ting together in the heart of the forest.
   They laughed at each other’s speech, with
   the brook that ran near them, and the laughter of
   Jesus was the merrier. And they conversed long.
   Pan spoke of earth and her secrets, and of
   his hoofed brothers and his horned sisters, and
   of dreams. And he spoke of roots and their nest-
   lings, and of the sap that wakes and rises and
   sings to summer.
   And Jesus told of the young shoots in the
   forest, and of flowers and fruit, and the seed that
   they shall bear in a season not yet come.
   He spoke of birds in space and their singing
   in the upper world. And he told of white harts in
   the desert wherein God shepherds them.
   And Pan was pleased with the speech of the
   new God, and his nostrils quivered.
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   And in the same dream, I beheld Pan and
   Jesus grow quiet and still in the stillness of the
   green shadows.
   And then Pan took his reeds and played to
   Jesus.
   The trees were shaken and the ferns trem-
   bled, and there was a fear upon me.
   And Jesus said, “Good brother, you have the
   glade and the rocky height in your reeds.”
   Then Pan gave the reeds to Jesus and said,
   “You play now. It is your turn.”
   And Jesus said, “These reeds are too many
   for my mouth. I have this flute.”
   And he took his flute and he played. And I
   heard the sound of rain in the leaves, and the
   singing of streams among the hills, and the fall-
   ing of snow on the mountain top.
   The pulse of my heart, which had once
   beaten with the wind, was restored again to the
   wind, and all the waves of my yesterdays were
   upon my shore, and I was again Sarkis the shep-
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   herd. And the flute of Jesus became the pipes of
   countless shepherds calling to countless flocks.
   Then Pan said to Jesus, “Your youth is more
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