Worthy

by Evie Matthews

  Sebastian returned with her vodka, sitting beside her. His weight shifted the cushion, propelling her closer to him. “Oh.” Katie exclaimed as she planted her right hand on his chest for support.

  “Easy now.” Sebastian said, covering her hand with his own. Caitlin could feel his body heat through his robe. Caitlin looked down to see her thumb touching the soft curls on his chest. Without thinking, Caitlin rubbed her thumb back and forth, loving the feel of the hair and the way it seemed to curl around her thumb.

  Sebastian’s soft groan of pleasure made her look up in surprise. Their eyes met, Katie’s eyes wide with innocence. For a second, Sebastian thought ‘this woman is good.’ With the way she was acting right now, one would think this was her first time to do this kind of thing. But the cynic in Sebastian knew better. He would just have to make sure he’d get his money’s worth or Nick’s, for that matter.

  Katie held her breath as she looked straight into Sebastian’s dark brown eyes. She could read a trace of amusement in them, which made her draw away, pushing against Sebastian’s sturdy chest.

  “Not so fast, missy.” Sebastian’s voice was like hot chocolate against the silence, sinful and decadent. With his right arm, he gently but firmly drew her closer until her breast touched his chest. Her rapid breathing made him more aware of the milky mounds, straining against her bra. Turned on, his eyes grew darker, like hot coals filled with passion, burning her with their intensity.

  Sebastian’s eyes were drawn to her lips as she let out a small gasp. Her lips looked red and dewy, and oh-so-ripe for the picking. He slowly lowered his head, giving her time to draw away just in case she did not welcome his kiss. Sebastian had never forced himself on anyone and he was not about to start now.

  Caitlin could not help but gasp again when she felt Sebastian’s lips upon hers. She could feel excitement run down her spine. Sebastian’s lips moved sensuously against hers, making love to her soft lips.

  Caitlin did not know how to respond as she had never been kissed before. She had gone this far, there’s no turning back now. Besides, she loved the warmth spreading across her body, she thought dazedly.

  She was slightly startled when she felt Sebastian’s tongue seeking entrance to her mouth. Opening her mouth ever so slightly, she met Sebastian’s tongue with her own, rubbing against him shyly.

  At the touch of her tongue, Sebastian deepened the kiss, groaning in approval when he felt Caitlin trying to match his fervour.

  They kissed ardently for several minutes and Caitlin started to move restlessly, pressing her body closer to Sebastian. With his free hand, he untied the belt of her trench coat in one flick, allowing his hand to rest on her flat abdomen.

  Caitlin could not think straight, all she knew was that she wanted more. Making a small cat-like sound at the back of her throat, she moved closer still, as if sealing her body with his. Sebastian, slowly took off her coat and leaned back to get a good look at Caitlin’s body.

  “God, you’re perfect.” Sebastian whispered, talking to himself. He moved to cup her left breast. Caitlin moaned in response. Sebastian kissed her again, this time he did not hold back, allowing her to feel his passion full force.

  “I want…” Caitlin was not aware she had spoken out loud.

  “Yes, sweetheart, what do you want?” Sebastian responded seductively as he moved to kiss her neck.

  Caitlin’s mind went blank. She just wanted to feel…everything. She never thought it would feel this good. She wanted more, so much more but she didn’t know what to ask for.

  “I…I w-want to feel you.” Caitlin whispered, too aroused now to care.

  Sebastian smiled as he gently hoisted her and settled her on his hips, straddling him. Caitlin could feel his hard length through his robe. In an effort to feel more, Caitlin rubbed herself against him, seductively moving her hips.

  Sebastian groaned in response, his hands caressing the length of her thighs. With her eyes closed, she wrapped her arms around Sebastian’s neck and leaned back, exposing her neck. She could feel herself grow wet and hot through her underwear.

  Sebastian kissed her neck, flicking his tongue against her delicate skin. Caitlin moaned more loudly, grinding her hips against his. Sebastian kissed her again to muffle her moan. This girl was driving him crazy.

  Ravaging her mouth, Sebastian’s tongue darted back and forth as if giving Caitlin a preview of what was to come. In wild abandon, Caitlin allowed her fingers to weave through his thick hair, inhaling deeply. Gently, she guided his head downward, towards her breast.

  Sebastian skimmed the length of her back, drawing her closer as he kissed the top of her breasts. Caitlin’s fingers tightened around his hair in response.

  In a single, clean movement, Sebastian unhooked the clasp of her bra, freeing her breasts, and then removed the straps, allowing the material to fall beside them. He stared at her breasts for several seconds, admiring its beauty.

  Catching her eyes, Sebastian flicked his thumb across her taut nipple, enjoying the sight and sound as she groaned with pleasure. Still holding her gaze, he cupped her left breast and traced her nipple with his wet, hot tongue before taking it into his mouth, sucking it like a hungry baby. Caitlin’s body jerked in response, pleasure pulsating through her. She was vaguely aware she of the guttural sound she was making, but she could not seem to stop herself nor stop her body from reacting.

  In an attempt to return the pleasure, her fingers left his hair to explore the rest off his body. She could feel his muscles ripple in response to her touch. She impatiently tugged the belt of his robe free to explore his torso. Arching her back to allow Sebastian full access to her breast, she intentionally grounded her hips, rubbing her wetness against him. She had never felt this alive or uninhibited.

  With her newfound freedom, her hands moved lower towards his belly button, reveling at the feel of his chiseled chest and abdomen. Her hand reached the top of his boxer shorts. Sebastian unconsciously paused from kissing her breast, waiting and silently willing her to touch his throbbing manhood.

  When he felt her hesitation, he reached down to guide her hand towards him, groaning aloud as Caitlin’s fingers clasped him.

  Amazed and curious at the feel of his smooth length, Caitlin instinctively rubbed her hand up and down his length. He’s big, she thought, feeling the excitement coursing through her body. Her fingers tightened around him, caressing his hard, erect length.

  Fleetingly, he thought her hand felt inexperienced and shy. But Sebastian was too aroused to fully examine the thought. He could feel the blood pound in his head. All he could think of right now was inserting his throbbing shaft inside her and allowing her warmth to envelope him.

  Still sucking her breast, Sebastian tightened his arms around her hips as he stood up. He guided her legs to wrap around his waist as he carried her towards the bedroom.

  Caitlin was vaguely aware of what was happening. All she could think of was responding to the ache she was feeling inside her. As soon as her back touched the bed, Caitlin threw all caution to the wind and gave in to her desire in wanton abandon.

  She kissed him wildly, drawing his tongue to hers as she pushed his boxers down. She could feel Sebastian frantically removing the rest of her clothing.

  She let out a soft cry of pleasure when she felt Sebastian touch her wetness, exploring her folds. Her eyes flew open when she felt his finger enter her. He was watching her the whole time, reading her reaction.

  Afraid that Sebastian would somehow read her expression and see her naiveté, Caitlin closed her eyes and allowed her emotions to take over.

  In and out, his finger was building up something inside her. Overwhelmed with the intense sensation, Caitlin restlessly moved her head from side to side, moaning and arching her back.

  “Please…” Caitlin sobbed, begging for something she doesn’t even know.

  “Please what, sweetheart…?” Sebastian lightly nipped at her collarbone as he inserted another finger inside her, moving them faster in
and out of her wetness.

  “Please…” Caitlin repeated, sounding desperate.

  Sebastian reached out to the bedside table and blindly grappled for the familiar plastic foil. In a matter of seconds, he had the condom on. Kissing her ravenously, he lifted her hips slightly as he entered her in one deep stroke. Caitlin let out a yelp of pain, feeling a small pop as he entered her, the burning sensation temporarily intruding the mounting pleasure.

  “Wha-?!” Sebastian stopped for several seconds trying to understand what just happened. But it was difficult for him to form any coherent thought, not when he could feel her virginal tightness embracing his manhood.

  Sebastian moved slowly and more carefully, watching Caitlin’s face for any sign of pain. It took willpower not to ram himself inside him and satisfy his hedonistic urges. He concentrated in maintaining slow, deep strokes.

  Caitlin closed her eyes and endured the pain. He was large and she could feel him filling every inch of her. Tears slowly trickled down the sides of her face—not because of the pain but the reality of the situation. She just sold her body to a complete stranger.

  But it was difficult to focus on reality when she was starting to feel intense waves of pleasure as he moved in and out of her, pleasuring her with each masterful stroke. I will deal with reality later, she told herself. For now she just wanted to savor the moment.

  Her tightness made the pleasure more intense for him. He was concentrating on making sure she had her climax before him. Gently guiding her legs to his shoulders, Sebastian lifted her butt an inch higher for a deeper penetration.

  Caitlin was moaning loudly, caught up in a maelstrom of emotion. Despite the little discomfort, the pleasure was intense, making her nails sink into Sebastian’s shoulders. Letting out a throaty sound, Caitlin came. Soon after Sebastian followed.

  Their explosive union was unlike any other Sebastian had ever experienced.

  Chapter Eight

  She could hear his heavy breathing, his body still connected with hers. Despite his weight upon her, she did not move.

  Except for their breathing, silence pervaded the room.

  When Sebastian moved to lie on his back, Caitlin waited for several seconds to tick by before she wrapped the blanket around her and slid quietly from the bed. She headed to the bathroom without a word.

  She felt sore and had to concentrate on walking straight, her knees a little wobbly. She stared at her reflection for several minutes, her eyes wide and alert with a new understanding of what goes on between a man and a woman.

  As if in trance, Caitlin stepped into the shower, allowing the warm water to wash her body. As she glanced down, she could see a small smear of blood on her inner thigh. She stared at it for several seconds until the water washed all the traces away.

  She used Sebastian’s soap which smelled of sandalwood. It was a smell she knew would be forever etched in her brain. She loved the interior of the bathroom, which was almost the same size of her entire bedroom.

  She couldn’t help but wonder how it was to be born rich and live in such opulence. At least now, she doesn’t have to worry about Caleb’s transplant.

  She wanted to get away from here and fast. She dreaded having to face Sebastian after what had happened between them. She was sure he would want to ask a lot of questions—questions that she was not ready to answer.

  She took her time in the shower, which gave her a chance to think what to do next. She needed to call Shannon and ask her to pick her up. She just needed to somehow bluff her way out of the situation with Sebastian while she waited for her friend.

  Inhaling deeply, she gingerly stepped out of the bathroom and immediately saw Sebastian in his boxers, pacing agitatedly at the foot of the bed. He looked up as soon as he heard the sound of the door and stared at her for several seconds as if reading her.

  God, she’s even more beautiful without any makeup on, Sebastian thought. She looked so innocent and fragile, her blue eyes showing fear and vulnerability. But Sebastian knew better.

  Caitlin looked down to avoid Sebastian’s gaze. Her trepidation heightened when she saw his deep frown.

  “There are some clothes you can wear.” Sebastian said breaking the silence. He was pointing at the plain black dress on the bed and new underwear.

  “Uhmm—thank you. I just need to step out and get my things in the living room.” Caitlin said meekly, briefly wondering why he has some spare female clothing but knew better than to ask.

  Sebastian just nodded in acknowledgement.

  As soon as Caitlin rounded up her clothing and found her cell phone, she called Shannon to fetch her. She was grateful her friend simply said yes without asking her anything.

  A glance at the wall clock in the living room told her it was a little past two in the morning. Since her purse was too small to fit in the discarded clothing, she just simply folded the jacket and her costume.

  At the corner of her eye, she saw Sebastian walking towards the pantry. At this point, she did not know what to do with herself.

  “Care for some coffee?” Sebastian called out, already preparing two cups.

  In as much as Caitlin wanted to avoid any form of conversation with him, she did not want to cower in his presence. Having sex with a perfect stranger was not exactly a new thing. She would just have to handle this like any mature adult.

  Lifting her chin up and breathing in deeply, she pasted on a small smile, trying to fake nonchalance as she walked toward him. Sebastian was observing her through half-lidded eyes. He can be quite intimidating and he is well aware of it. He could just imagine what was going through this woman’s head.

  “Thanks.” Caitlin murmured as she accepted the steaming cup. Her stomach growled in response. She hadn’t had anything since lunch yesterday.

  “So…care to explain what just happened back there?” Sebastian asked, hiking an eyebrow.

  Putting down her cup, she forced herself to look at him in the eye. “What’s there to explain? I was hired by Nicholas to be your birthday present. Part of the deal was to perform for you and I get an additional fee if we end up in bed.” Caitlin said, her voice sounded cold and professional but she was quaking inside.

  “I can see that. But you’ve left out one important detail. You’re a virgin—or were—to put it correctly. I take it this is not really your profession.” Sebastian finally asked the question that has been bugging him since he impaled her hymen an hour ago.

  “Well, it was bound to happen sooner or later, losing my virginity, I mean. I’ve been told it was long overdue.” Caitlin let out a nervous laugh. “Look, we don’t have to make a big fuss about it. It’s just sex—paid sex—nothing more,” She continued, still meeting Sebastian’s eyes bravely.

  Caitlin saw a flicker of emotion in his eyes, which was gone in a split second. Sebastian simply shrugged his shoulders and leaned back to study her. After taking a small sip, he drawled, “The reason I’m asking is I’d like to know what the price of virginity is these days.” Sebastian’s words were like salt to her wounds.

  In an act of defiance, Caitlin raised her chin and responded, “Ten thousand dollars,” her eyes challenging him to say more.

  Unperturbed, he prodded on, as if lancing the wound. “That much, huh? Well, you deserve more for your stellar performance.” Sebastian declared dryly. Throwing a thick envelope filled with cash.

  Caitlin gasped at his callousness. For some reason, his words and actions hurt her. Willing her tears not to fall, Caitlin retorted, “Keep it. I don’t need it. Your friend has already paid for my services.” She pushed the envelope back and started to get up, ready to leave.

  Sebastian reached out and held her wrist so she could not go anywhere. Her arm is so delicate, Sebastian thought. He gently forced her hand open and placed the envelope.

  “I’d like you to keep it. Consider it a bonus.” He insisted.

  Despite her resolve not to cry, a tear slipped down. “Okay, I’ll take it. After all I think I worked every cent for i
t.” Glaring at him, she responded, her voice shaking in anger.

  Sebastian was fuming mad. He still has not taken the time to examine his emotions but he was angry. For some reason, he feels he had been deceived. But unlike Caitlin, he has more practice in keeping his emotions in check.

  “Do you plan on doing this for a living? If so, let me know, I might use your services in the future.” Sebastian said with a smirk. It was clear he was taunting her.

  Before she could think carefully, Caitlin’s free hand flew and hit his cheek. The sound of the slap reverberated in the air. Caitlin’s eyes showed the emotional turmoil she was battling inside.

  In response, Sebastian, pulled her close and kissed her passionately. At the back if his mind, he was happy to know the girl had fire in her to stand up to him. The knowledge turned him on.

  At first, Caitlin tried to fight off the kiss, pounding his chest in anger. When she realized he was too strong, she changed tactics and simply stood there, limp and lifeless.

  With the lack of resistance, Sebastian pulled her closer, tenderly coaxing her lips open. She could feel him growing hard through his boxers. Despite her anger and better judgment, she felt herself slowly melting into the kiss. And before she could form any coherent thought, her lips responded, kissing him back with equal passion.

  Sebastian pulled her closer, drawing her deeper into the kiss. When at least they pulled apart, Caitlin was panting softly and her eyes were heavy with arousal.

  “You do realize we have to see each other again, right?” Sebastian said, looking deeply into her eyes.

  “Not if I can help it.” Caitlin muttered under her breath. She can hear the distant honking of a car. “I have to go. It’s been…uhhmm f-fun. Don’t think more to it. This is just business, nothing more,” Caitlin gave him a tight smile.

  “We’ll have to see about that.” Sebastian responded ominously.

  Caitlin left without looking back.