Immortal Desire

by Tompkins, Denise

  Griff knelt behind her, fingertips skating over bare skin as he inched her jeans down. “A thong. I approve.” He punctuated his comment by nipping her bared ass cheek.

  Bailey gripped the door handle so hard her knuckles were white. “What’s going on, Griff?”

  “So many questions.” Another nip. “I’m going to show you what you’re capable of, beautiful.”

  “Something’s wrong with me.” Even to her own ears, her whispered admission sounded ashamed.

  “There’s nothing wrong with you that a night with me won’t fix.”

  She tensed. “Arrogant much?”

  “It’s not arrogance if I can deliver.” He traced an incredibly tactile tongue up the back of her thigh and licked the line between upper thigh and butt cheek. “And I can.”

  What the hell. Worst case scenario, I end up with fodder for my fantasies. Best case? He lives up to his own hype. She shelved her misgivings for the moment and toed her sneakers off at the urging of his hands, making way for him to pull her jeans free. The silk thong slipped away from her vulva with silent promise. Air moved over bared skin. Pleas hung in the back of her throat.

  “Patience.” Leather creaked. Something heavy hit the floor. A metallic clink followed.

  Bailey couldn’t take the suspense. She looked over her shoulder and her mouth fell open. Griff had stripped. Completely. And holy shit. The man was more beautiful naked than she’d imagined. Thick thighs were corded with muscle. His abs tightened in a wicked eight-pack as he moved. That chest with its heavy pecs sported hard nipples. Her gaze dragged down his hairless body to his belly button where the thick head of his erection rested. He’d been impressive behind pants. Now? He was large enough to intimidate.

  Turning slowly, she forced herself to meet his penetrating stare.

  “Bend over the desk.”

  She moved so fast she stumbled.

  He grabbed her by the arm and steadied her. “Easy, Bailey.”

  “I need...” Nausea made her bend forward and clutch her stomach.

  “I know what you need, baby.”

  She hoped so. Because if this got much worse, she was going to think she was dying.

  * * *

  Griff struggled not to throw Bailey down and drive into her. She clearly had no idea what was going on, but he’d known from the very second they met. Succubus. She hadn’t matured, though, so he’d waited. Impatiently at times, true, but he’d worked the bar far more than ever before so he could be around her. Somewhere along the way, he’d decided to see her through this. His maturation and shift from mortal to immortal was something he’d never forget and for all the worst reasons. If he could spare her that...

  That’s all it is. Just doing what I’m programmed to and giving her what she needs. Yeah. Right. He’d craved her from day one. It had started as purely physical before evolving to something complicated. Not safe. Do this and get gone.

  Bailey clutched her stomach. Sweat sheened her skin, a testament to both her pain and need. He caught her as her knees gave out and shifted her so she lay facedown on the desk. Kicking her feet wide, he moved in closer. Her scent drove him mad. The instinct to power into her without apology made his balls draw up tight as his cock wept crystalline tears. He’d help her achieve orgasm. Then he’d feed until the abysmal memories her Change had dredged up were buried again. Shaking his head, he cursed and stepped back.

  Bailey moaned, the sound one of pure agony wrapped in crazed lust. Then she arched her back and presented herself.

  He was lost.

  Griff moved in behind her. Slipping the head of his cock into her cleft, he dragged it up and down her wet heat. “Sweet hell,” he muttered. “You’re so wet.”

  A hard shiver was her only response.

  He leaned forward and pulled her hair aside, laying his lips on her neck. “Only two rules. First, no kissing. Second, no strings attached.”

  Her only response was to roll her hips in a way that wordlessly translated to desperation and stole his breath.

  Gripping her hips, he pressed forward. His cock slid in a fraction at a time. She was so damn tight he was afraid he was going to tear her in half. It took every ounce of restraint to keep things slow and controlled when the dregs of his sexual hunger roared to the surface. He resisted the commands screaming through him to push her hard, to feed, to sate the emptiness that threatened to drag him under. The only currency his nature dealt in when denied was personal pain, so he kept working his way into her. The aches started up again. Heat burned through him like a wind-driven wildfire. Finally, seated as deeply as possible, he adjusted his grip and began slow, rolling thrusts.

  Bailey gripped the edge of the desk and hauled herself back on him hard enough that the head of his cock hit her cervix. “Again,” she grunted.

  “You’re not warmed up enough for that.”

  “Again!” She rocked back on him with such power he stumbled back.

  Griff wrapped one arm around her waist, lifting her hips up at the same time he propped a fist on the desk next to her head. “You want it rough?”

  She shook in his embrace. “I need it.”

  “Let go. I’ll take care of...this.” He’d started to say you, but that would have been a lie. “C’mon, Bailey. Let go.” When she went limp in his arms, he settled back, knelt just enough that her thighs rested on his and powered into her. Long, hard thrusts slapped his balls against her clit. He had to hold onto her, one hand on her waist and the other on her shoulder, to keep her from sliding across the desk with every drive of his hips.

  Her sheath was so tight, so wet, he thought he’d lose his damn mind. Every quiver of her body translated to pure craving, a need so raw it raked against the most sensitive parts of him. All he wanted in that moment was to experience the power of her release.

  But not like this.

  He pulled free of Bailey’s body.

  She dropped her forehead to the desk. “I knew it.”

  Griff’s mouth kicked up at the corners. “We’re not done, baby.” The empty affection rolled off his tongue with practiced ease. He gently rolled her over. “Hips to the edge.”

  Propping her feet over his shoulders, he leaned in and settled his hands on her waist. She presented a vulnerable, trusting picture, spread out like an offering. The small, insidious voice in his head reminded him that he didn’t deserve her trust. Self-loathing’s abyss loomed. His near-dormant conscience pushed him closer to the ledge and encouraged him to leap.

  “Not yet.” His whisper was harsh and emphatic.

  Bailey gripped his arm, misunderstanding. “Finish this.”

  He drove into her with a single thrust. Reveled in her shout. The hard-pounding rhythm of skin on skin drowned out the club’s muted cacophony.

  Her nails scored his arms, drawing blood.

  The violence in her matched his own. He was too far gone, too lost in Bailey’s response to shut down his own. His cock swelled. Fuck.

  Reaching between them with unfamiliar urgency, he found her clit. The swollen bundle of nerves was slick with her arousal. He thrummed it faster and faster until her wild undulations forced him to hold her in place. Her cries drowned out everything else until she was all he could hear, all he could see, all he wanted.

  Hot seed shot up his cock. Sweet hell. He was going to lose himself right here. Right now. He pinched her clit between his thumb and middle finger, flicking it hard. “Now, Bailey!”

  She screamed, and that was it. Game over.

  Griff’s orgasm rocked him, nearly taking him to his knees. He came so hard his eyes rolled back in his head as he buried his cock deep. Then he felt it.

  Her sheath tightened around him.

  But instead of the anticipated rush of energy typical with feeding, he only got a trickle. He drew in every last lungful o
f the drug his body needed to survive. The semi-high would tide him over. For now.

  Leaning forward, he took her nipple into his mouth. Her skin was salty. The musk of their sex mingled in the air. Yeah, life was fucking good.

  It took him a minute to realize his lover was taught under his hands. She trembled, her need a beacon to the incubus within him. “Bailey?”

  “I don’t feel so good,” she whispered.

  Then she passed out.

  Chapter Three

  Griff shoved everything off his desk with a single swipe. Sliding Bailey further up the slick wood surface, he traced a finger down her breastbone. She was breathing in erratic pants, but her color still seemed good. She needed to wake up, though. This was far from over. He might be an incubus, but even he had basic standards. Namely, the woman had to be alert and willing.

  “Bailey? C’mon, sweetheart. Wake up.” He tapped her face gently.

  Her tongue traced her lips on a sigh.

  “We don’t have time for this, baby. Wake up.” Grasping her chin, he leaned forward and forced her to focus on him. “Don’t go thinking we’re done here.” The growl in his voice was a surprise, and he was temporarily relieved she didn’t hear the passion that resonated through every word.

  He grabbed the box of tissues off the filing cabinet and cleaned her up before sliding her jeans on and wrapping her in his shirt. With a quick yank, his leathers were on. Shoes weren’t a matter of general decency so he left them.

  “Up you go.” He grasped her wrist and hauled her over his shoulder in a fireman’s carry.

  Murphy’s Law said the hall wouldn’t be empty. The Law held. Seth’s door hissed closed as Griff stepped out of his office. The ifrit, a rare type of elemental djinn, or genie, turned to him, smiling, until he recognized the shoulder cargo. “Bailey?”

  “She’s fine.” Griff started down the hall toward the elevator.

  Seth fell into step beside him. Naturally. “What happened?”

  “She, ah...”

  “You finally fuck her senseless?”

  “What?” Normally a master of the poker face, Griff couldn’t hide his surprise.

  “Oh, c’mon. You two have wanted each other from the start. I couldn’t stand the chemistry between you without getting a hard-on. Don’t tell me you didn’t know.”

  Had it been that obvious? Could everyone see what had started between them? He hoped not. It would make what he had to do that much worse. “Whatever. I need you to cover the bar. I’m going to make sure Bailey’s...taken care of.” He scanned his thumbprint then punched the up button beside the private elevator door.

  “Be careful.” Seth’s words might have been soft, but they were heavy.

  “I know what I’m doing.”

  “Make sure she does.” The large man pivoted and stalked away, clearly worried about the woman in Griff’s arms.

  The urge to call after him, to explain what was happening, burned in Griff’s throat. “I don’t owe anyone an explanation.” He thumped his forehead against the wall, frustrated and unsure of himself. He’d chosen to see her through this, to ensure she didn’t become a victim of her nature as he had. Justifying his actions didn’t change the truth of the situation. He didn’t want Bailey to live with a lifetime of haunted memories and regrets. If he could save her that...

  The elevator doors opened and Griff stepped inside. Bailey’s hands brushed his ass and he jerked. “Strung tight as a damn guitar.” He hit the door close button and widened his stance as the car started up.

  Bailey groaned. “Griff?”

  “Hang on, baby.”

  She pushed up, scaling his body.

  With her weight shifting, he had no choice but to let her down. How he did it, though, was up to him. He gripped her loosely and let her slide down the front of his body, settling her cleft against his thigh. The scent of arousal swept around him, winding through his lungs and reminding him of sunshine and summer and sultry sin. His hips jerked in response. Desire flooded through him, quickly cresting well above record flood levels.

  What is it about her? She’d been everything he’d dreamed of—passionate, responsive, wild. His heart lurched, and he lifted a hand to stroke her cheek, the affectionate gesture one that had never come naturally to him yet fit the moment perfectly. He traced her jaw with his fingertips, considering her. “What?”

  “I appreciate you trying, Griff.” She shook her head and looked down. “I mean, I was closer than ever, but it’s just not in the cards for me.”

  His face went slack. “Excuse me?”

  “It’s okay. It’s me, not you.” Her eyes shone with unshed tears. “Don’t make me a charity case.”

  “I... Pity... Don’t... What the hell are you talking about?” The way she shook her head and looked away made his chest tighten. Swiftly, without thinking, he slapped the emergency stop button on the panel.

  The elevator stopped abruptly enough that they swayed into each other. Baily grabbed his biceps for support.

  It was random, the way his body moved. He watched with detached amusement as one hand wound around her neck and fisted in the back of her hair. His free hand cupped her ass and drew her up his thigh. Breaths came hard and fast. Muscles twitched. His nostrils flared.

  Color stole into her cheeks to create a pretty flush. Lips parted, she stared up at him.

  The emptiness that ate at him with every faceless coupling pushed in. She deserved more than this, deserved more than he could ever offer her. “Won’t do this to you, too.”

  “Do what to me?” Her hands rested against his chest, light but hot.

  He closed his eyes and struggled to regain control of his traitorous emotions, particularly the one demanding he protect what was his. Bailey.

  “Griff?”

  Teeth grinding, he slowly opened his eyes and, with an intentionally sensuous smile, shrugged one shoulder. “Shame you’re only good for a preliminary attempt.”

  She crossed her arms and glared up at him. “Wait a second. Are you insinuating that I’m a—”

  “Lightweight, Bailey. And I’m not insinuating anything. I’m saying.” He arched a brow.

  “Screw you, Griff.”

  “That’s what I thought we were doing. Guess I was wrong.”

  Her lips thinned. “I’m not a lightweight, and for what it’s worth? Your reverse psychology bullshit doesn’t fly.”

  He dragged the hand cupping her ass up, under her waistband and back down to cradle bare skin. “Whatever you need to believe, but trust me when I tell you I’m still the best person to solve your little problem.”

  “So you said, but here I am in almost the same shape as when this, this—” she flapped one hand between them “—thing started.” She dropped her gaze and thumped her forehead against his chest once before resting it there. “Honestly? I’d hoped you were right.”

  Griff pulled her into a tight embrace without thinking.

  Strong arms wrapped around his waist in return.

  They stood quietly, their heartbeats falling into a lethargic beat, counterbeat.

  She buried her face in his bare chest and nuzzled.

  Such a simple gesture of affection yet it catapulted him into near panic. Unable to stand the strange emotional onslaught, he pulled her head back and bent to nuzzle her neck.

  * * *

  Bailey couldn’t breathe. One minute she’d been sure the little interlude with Griff had ended, and the next second he was everywhere, all seeking hands and hungry mouth and hard body. He managed to peel the shirt—how did she end up in his shirt?—off before she hit the elevator wall.

  A little huff of air escaped her.

  She had spent so long wanting him on so many levels. Now she needed him to obliterate the tightness in her chest that accompanied the wanting
. The urge to give in, to let him do what he would, pulled at her. Trust me, he’d said. She would. He had promised to fix this, to fix her. If anyone could, she wanted to believe it was him, that he wouldn’t ever give her that look, the one that said she was little more than a broken doll destined for the recycle bin. Glancing up, she licked her lips, her belly fluttering when blazing blue eyes zeroed in on the movement. He made her feel sensual and sexual, desired in a way no other man had. She rested a hand feather-light on his chest. “Griff.”

  He caged her in with his arms. His mouth homed in on first one nipple and then the other as if they emitted sonar only he could hear.

  She pressed deeper into his mouth, reveling in the wickedly talented tongue that flicked and laved, lips that suckled, teeth that scraped. The urge to give herself into his keeping grew painful but stronger, a new emotional muscle being stretched and pulled.

  He shoved at her jeans. “Off,” he growled.

  She wiggled free. “You do the same.”

  “In a sec.” He ran his hands down her thighs and pressed her legs apart, kneeling before her. “Leg over my shoulder.” He punctuated the command by hooking an arm behind her knee and working it over his shoulder.

  Her protest had barely formed when his mouth found her core. He latched onto her clit and flicked it with the tip of his tongue.

  A half hungry, half crazed groan escaped her. She wound her hands through his hair, nails scraping his scalp.

  Griff hummed his approval.

  One part of her wanted to pull him closer. The other wanted to ride his face like a cowgirl on a mechanical bull. He made up her mind for her when he twisted around and positioned his free shoulder under her grounded leg. Shoving up, with his face buried between her legs, all she could do was hold on.

  Skillful lips nibbled and teased, his tongue occasionally flicking the little nerve bundle. A stream of cool air whispered over the hypersensitive flesh, and she twitched like she’d been hooked up to a car battery. Pleasures stacked one atop another until they ran together like watercolors. His hedonistic assault drove her wild. Every calculated touch and measured stroke fed the burn beneath her skin like a well-aimed bellow.