Billionaires and Bad Boys: The Complete 7-Book Box Set

by Nikki Chase

  For a moment, I remember tangling my fingers in that hair myself, when he ate me out against the glass wall in his apartment. But this is not the time for dirty daydreaming.

  I start to answer, “It's a long—”

  “I have all day,” he cuts me off.

  “Don't you have to go back to work and—”

  “I’m done for the day.”

  “I don't even know where to begin.”

  “Start from the first time we met.”

  “Well, I heard your voice before I ever saw you. It was—”

  “Hey, I remember who you are,” Mom says as she suddenly appears beside me.

  I didn't even hear her coming. I was too focused on Ethan to pay attention to my surroundings. It takes everything in me to evade Ethan's questions and come up with a way to tell him a story I never expected to tell.

  “You’re Ethan Hunter, aren't you?” Mom asks. Her voice sounds more surprised and curious than anything else.

  “Yes,” he says, raising a questioning eyebrow at me. From his perspective, this day must be getting weirder and weirder.

  Here's my mom, recognizing him but not knowing anything about the fake marriage. Where does she recognize him from? Why doesn't she read the articles about us that are everywhere?

  For a moment, I feel embarrassed for my mom because of how weak she has been; and then a wave of guilt comes over me for feeling that way. Mom has been my sole support system for years and she tries her best, even if she's not very good at parenting.

  “I knew I’d seen you somewhere.” Mom says.

  “And where was that?” Ethan asks, glancing at me. He's finally going to learn the answer.

  Panic grasps my heart. Logically, I know nothing disastrous is going to happen here, but I can't help feeling like I’m losing my grip on the situation.

  “Oh, you probably don't remember. It wasn't a very pleasant meeting, to be honest. I don't think you want to hear about it,” Mom says.

  “I’d actually like to hear all about it, if you don't mind jogging my memory,” he says.

  “Oh.” Mom pauses, then says, “We—uh, my ex-husband and I, that is—we wanted to rent some space at the mall, but our store wasn't a good fit for it.”

  “I’m sorry to hear that,” Ethan says.

  “Oh, it's water under the bridge,” Mom says, waving a hand. We’ve never discussed Ethan or the toy store beyond her depressed ramblings, but her indifference still surprises me. She continues, “So you two know each other?”

  “You don't keep up with celebrity news, do you?” Ethan asks, smiling.

  “No, my partner thinks it's silly,” Mom says.

  It's one of the reasons why I’m going for serious journalism—so Mom can read my writing without risking Frank’s anger. It’s also the reason why I dared to agree to the fake marriage, knowing Mom would either not even find out about it, or dismiss it as a lie.

  “I see,” Ethan says, glancing at me once again. “Well, Megan and I, we used to work together.”

  “Oh, at Hunter Corporation?” Mom widens her eyes when Ethan nods. Turning to me, she says, “You never told me, Megsy.”

  “I told you I got a personal assistant job, Mom.” I was relieved when Mom first came and interrupted us, but right now, she’s making it impossible for me to talk to Ethan. I say, “Actually, Mom, Mr. Hunter and I have something important to discuss.”

  “Oh, I’ll leave you two to it, then. Wait, are you asking her to come back and work for you again?” Mom asks Ethan. “She seemed really down when she came home and told me she’d gotten fired. If you could persuade her to stay, that would—”

  “Mom,” I cut her off. She can be a little too chatty sometimes.

  Even if Ethan were just my employer and he were about to offer me my old job back, it wouldn’t be a good idea to talk about how sad I was about losing it. How is that supposed to help me negotiate better terms for this hypothetical job?

  “Oh, sorry. I said I was leaving and I’m still here.” Mom laughs, then says, “Megsy, you can do whatever you want and go wherever you want. But I’d love it if you could stay. I’ve been thinking about visiting the city more often.”

  “Okay, Mom.” This is the second time today I’m hearing about her wanting to spend more time in the city, which makes me curious, but I have more urgent things to worry about right now.

  Like the man at our doorstep who’s staring at me with his piercing blue eyes, as if I’m a puzzle for him to piece together and figure out.

  “Okay.” Mom smiles and walks back inside the house.

  “Have you told your mom anything at all, anything related to your life?” Ethan asks when she’s out of earshot.

  “What does it matter to you?” I snap, annoyed at how intrusive he’s being, although I regret the words as soon as they come out of my mouth.

  I feel like he’s crossing a boundary by coming here to my family home, speaking to my mom, and judging me. But what I did to him was so much worse. I lived in his home and enjoyed being treated like family, while I was actually gathering evidence against him so strangers could judge him.

  “Sorry,” I say. “It’s just that Mom doesn’t fare well with change, so I prefer her to think that my life is normal and stable. I don’t want to stress her out.”

  “Maybe you don’t give her enough credit,” Ethan says.

  “Maybe you don’t know her enough to comment,” I say, unable to restrain myself.

  “Okay, fair enough,” he says. “So based on what your mom said, we met when your parents wanted to rent retail space in the mall?”

  “Yeah.” I can already feel heat starting to creep across my cheeks as I get embarrassed over my own prejudice.

  “And that’s why you hated me?”

  “Yeah.” My face is so hot it must be flushed red right now. I add, “But that’s all. That’s not the whole story.”

  “Okay. So tell me the whole story.”

  “That was the day everything in my life started to go wrong. My parents lost their livelihood. They got stressed out. They started to argue more often—a lot more often—and eventually, they got divorced. I never saw my dad again, and my mom fell into deep depression.

  “Things have never quite recovered to the way they were before that meeting at your office. It was… I started to look at my life as being divided into two: before you got involved, which was when everything was good; and after, which was when everything started to go wrong.”

  “Wow, that’s…uh, that’s a lot of things I wasn’t even aware of causing, kitten,” Ethan says, sounding more than a little confused.

  “I know it was stupid now,” I admit. “I was confused, you know? Everything went wrong and I didn’t know why. I needed to blame it on something, because things couldn’t have changed that much from nothing.

  “In my mind at the time, you were the one who ruined everything, and getting back at you would fix things somehow. I know now how messed up my thoughts were.

  “But I never questioned myself because, well, there are many people out there who hate your guts and tell the media that you’re basically scum of the earth. So even if I didn’t arrive at my conclusions logically, it still seemed like the right thing to do. I’d be helping a lot of people by making you pay for everything you’d done.

  “Sorry,” I say softly.

  I feel a little better after vomiting out all my secrets, even if I realize how embarrassing that whole tirade is. It reminds me of the time I went out clubbing with Kira until four in the morning and threw up on the sidewalk—I instantly felt better, but also embarrassed.

  I slowly raise my gaze to look at Ethan. I’m nervous to see how he reacts after hearing everything.

  Would he think I’m stupid? Would he think I’m just a blonde airhead? Or a vengeful person who spends all my time concocting evil schemes?

  Please don’t hate me, I plead quietly in my heart.

  Only minutes ago, I was resigned to a life without Ethan. I had acc
epted my fate as a villain in his eyes.

  But now, with him right in front of me, I can’t help but hope.

  I know it’s dumb and I know it’s entitled. But the very fact that he’s still here, even after listening to my nonsensical thoughts…

  That must mean something, right?

  Even if we can’t go back to the way things were, maybe we could be civil to each other, at least?

  Ethan

  “I’m sorry,” I hear myself say.

  “What for? I told you I’ve realized that it was all in my mind. If anything, I’m the one who should apologize to—”

  “You’ve apologized enough,” I cut her off. “You know what your problem is, kitten?”

  She squints at me with her beautiful baby blues as the afternoon sun shines on her face.

  “You don’t ask enough from the world,” I say as I step in front of her, blocking the sunshine so she’d be able to see me clearly when I tell her this important truth.

  “Huh?” Megan reacts like that’s the last thing she expects to hear—and maybe it is. Judging by the way she speaks, she still seems to believe that everything is her fault and she’s the one responsible for how messy everything is.

  “You heard me. You have such low expectations from the world, that all you wanted was to get back at me by publishing some gossip article on me. Do you know how fast it would be buried by some other piece of celebrity news? Do you really think people care?”

  Megan parts her lips, but she doesn’t say a word. The gears in her mind are turning. She’s trying on this new perspective for size.

  “Here’s a hint: they don’t care,” I say. “And even if they do, it wouldn’t affect me at all. My shares might dip by a few points and a handful of people might even boycott my shopping centers, but do you see any of those things having any long-lasting impact?”

  “No,” she says tentatively.

  “Exactly. I’m too big now for my shareholders to concern themselves with gossip. And if you were only going to write about how ruthless I am, that could even be a good thing because it would show that I put my investors first. Did you think of that?”

  Megan shakes her head slowly.

  “And what’s the deal with the letter that you left me? You were going to pay me back everything I’ve ever paid you for your work? Who does that? You know the richer spouse is the one who’s supposed to pay alimony, right?” I ask.

  “But I was secretly spying on you,” she says. “I was doing some other job, and my work at your office was just some kind of a cover.”

  “Yeah, but you did a better job than some of the assistants I’ve had in the past.”

  Megan stays quiet this time.

  “You know you could’ve asked for some of my assets in the divorce, right?” I ask. “We do have a pre-nup, but it’s not an airtight document. You could’ve easily found a lawyer who’d take on your case for a cut of however much money I settled for. But you didn’t even speak to a lawyer, did you?”

  “No,” she says.

  “It’s no different from the way you expect so little from your mom. She can give you more. The world can give you more, if you’d just ask for the things you want.”

  I can tell that I’m hitting a nerve. I know how Megan feels. I’ve seen it in so many talented people. They can do better, but they don’t have the guts to ask for what they’re worth.

  I pause before I add, “I may be able to give you some of the things that you want. Is there anything you want from me, kitten?”

  “I just want you to forgive me,” she says as her eyes fill with water.

  “Of course I forgive you. I know now that you have good reasons for doing the things that you did. Just do me a favour and stop calling yourself stupid. I know I have a bad reputation, and that exposé on me would’ve sold pretty well. So I can’t blame you for wanting to write a compelling story—you’re a journalist.”

  “Really?” Megan asks as tears roll down her cheeks.

  “Really what, kitten?” I ask softly as I step forward.

  I can’t stand not having her in my arms anymore. I can’t just watch her cry and do nothing. I need to comfort her. More than that, I need to do everything in my power to fix everything for her.

  I realize these are the same sentiments that she probably felt as a teenager, when her mom was hurting after losing her business and her husband. She just wanted to fix things, and she thought she could do it by attacking me.

  I put my arms around Megan’s shaking shoulders and pull her against my chest. As her tears seep into the fabric of my suit jacket, I stroke her hair gently.

  “I’m sorry you had to go through that, kitten. I’m sorry I caused you pain.”

  “It wasn’t your fault, Ethan,” she says between sobs. “I know now that it wasn’t personal. It was just the decision that made sense to you at the time.”

  “Still, I could’ve done more.”

  “You needed to do your best to keep your investors happy. You were trying to get Penny back at the time, right?”

  “Yeah, I was.” My heart squeezes. She has been perceptive enough and empathetic enough to put herself in my shoes and see things from my perspective. I don’t know why she keeps calling herself stupid. I ask, “So do you forgive me, then?”

  “Yes,” she answers quickly.

  “You don’t hate me anymore?”

  “Not at all.” With red eyes still full of tears, Megan looks up at me. One of these days, those big doe eyes are going to get me into trouble. She can make me do anything when she’s gazing at me like that.

  “Kitten, would you consider moving back in with me?”

  “You really want me back?”

  “Yeah. How else are we going to get on the next edition of gossip tabloids?”

  She laughs, even as tears wet her creamy cheeks. “They’re going to freak out.”

  “Right? It would be fun.”

  “Are you sure you want even more attention from the media right now?” Megan asks, concerned about other people before she thinks about herself, as usual.

  “We’ll talk to Eliza and she’ll come up with some kind of a plan. She’ll take care of it. Don’t worry.”

  “If I’d written that exposé on you, Eliza would’ve been the person to clean up the mess. And now she’s on my side. That’s so weird to think about.”

  “Life’s funny that way. Sometimes old enemies become friends,” I say. “Now, since you’re all packed, shall I just take you to our marital home?”

  Megan laughs. “Don’t call it that. It’s not even a real marriage, Ethan.”

  “Maybe I want it to be,” I say.

  Megan’s eyes grow as big as saucers. Her jaw drops.

  “I’m not saying we have to decide anything now. I just want you to know that it’s on my mind. You don’t have to say anything. Just tell me if you want to move back into my apartment and make it your home, too.”

  “Yes, I want that,” she says as she puts her delicate little hands on my back and pulls me closer.

  The corners of my lips tug up to form a smile.

  She’s back now, and I’m never letting her go again.

  She’s mine. For keeps.

  Megan

  I follow Ethan into his apartment. I never thought the wheel of my luggage would squeak in this apartment again, but I’m glad to hear it now.

  We haven’t discussed sleeping arrangements, but I don’t protest when he drags my luggage into his bedroom. I’ve never shared a bedroom with a man before, but this feels right.

  It would be weird for me to go back to my old room. I feel like I’d be sneaking into his room most nights anyway, or the other way around.

  When I moved out, I couldn’t even imagine that Ethan would ever invite me back, much less come and find me at Mom’s place and move me into his bedroom.

  I even called it “wishful thinking” to hope that Ethan, Penny, and I could be a real family.

  I guess Ethan’s right. I don’t expect
much from the world, or from the people around me. Maybe I’ve been disappointed too many times before to believe.

  I find it easier to keep my expectations low. It’s less exhausting that way, especially when so many things are outside of my control.

  “How was it, living with your mom?” Ethan asks as he takes a seat on the edge of his king-sized bed.

  “It was okay,” I say, standing awkwardly at the door. The sunlight shines from the glass wall behind me, casting my shadow on the floor.

  “That bad, huh?” Ethan grimaces.

  I laugh.

  “You know, I had to stay with relatives for a few years while I was trying to get my business off the ground,” he says.

  “Really?” I’m glad it’s his turn to tell me a story now.

  Being the one to disclose information makes me feel vulnerable—not that I don’t trust Ethan, but it just drains me.

  I’m used to being the one to ask the questions, the one with the recorder and the notepad for conducting the interview. But today Ethan has turned the game upside down and made me play defense for a change.

  “Yeah.” He puts his hand on the soft white sheet of the bed, patting the empty spot next to him. “Come here and I’ll tell you all about it.”

  I approach, taking slow steps as my whole body begins to tingle all over. I’m alone with Ethan now. Not even Penny is home because she’s still in school. It’s just the two of us.

  I know we’re inevitably going to end up naked in each other’s arms, but I don’t know if it’s going to be right now or tonight at bedtime. Or both.

  As I sit my ass down beside Ethan, I feel the heat of his gaze searing into my flesh. We’re not even touching, and yet I can feel his desire for me, threatening to eat me alive.

  And the crazy thing is, I want it, too.

  I want Ethan to unleash his lust on me, like he did when he took my virginity and showed me a whole world of new sensations I’d never felt before.

  “So at the time, I had just gotten funding for my business idea, but I was still broke. That was the capital for the business, you see. I didn’t personally have any money yet. My savings were drained because of my medical treatments, and—”