SEAL's Virgin: A Bad Boy Military Romance

by Juliana Conners

  Chapter 41 – Wesley

  “Wesley Reynolds?”

  “Yes?”

  I’m sitting on the patio of the campus cafeteria a few days later, waiting to meet my new algebra teacher that Coach Thompson lined up for me. I was sure it’d be some nerdy dude with horn-rimmed glasses and a stutter.

  But this tutor has a female voice. And when I turn around to face the voice who called my name, I’m greeted with something altogether different than the tutor I’d imagined.

  She’s model-pretty: tall, slim, and with a smoking hot body. But she’s dressed a little inappropriately for a tutoring session, in a low cut tank top that reveals her stunning cleavage, and tight fitting short shorts that show off her ass.

  I can’t help but think it’s nothing compared to Chelsea’s ass. She has a naturally curvy ass, with an hourglass body to boot.

  While this girl is definitely very attractive, and I wouldn’t have hesitated to hit on her pre-Chelsea, it’s like Chelsea messed up my brain. Now I can’t even look at another girl without comparing her to Chelsea.

  “Yes?” I ask again, incredulous that this could really be the tutor assigned to me. Perhaps she’s here for some other reason.

  “I’m your algebra tutor,” she says to me, putting her hands on the table and leaning over, giving me a further glimpse of her ample cleavage. “I heard you were in need of some motivation in the… math department.”

  “Uhhh, yeah, I guess,” I tell her, knowing that I sound like a damn idiot.

  I’m sure she’s used to guys falling all over themselves for her, but my amazement comes at the fact that she’s been assigned as my tutor. Right when I’m still crushing on a girl who doesn’t even fucking want me.

  Life can be so unfair.

  “No one told me you looked like this,” she says bluntly, staring me up and down.

  My thoughts exactly.

  Normally I’d be jumping all over the fact that she looks ready to jump all over me. But I need to stay on the straight and narrow, for the sake of my football contract.

  Besides, I just don’t feel like pursuing anything with her. She’s definitely not giving me any kind of a chase.

  And she’s definitely not Chelsea.

  When I’m honest with myself, I know that the old me would have taken the risk and returned her flirtations at the very least. But the new me only wants to risk going out of bounds with one person, and that person doesn’t tutor math. Unfortunately.

  “Well, let’s get down to work,” my new tutor says, and sits down on the same side of the picnic table bench that I’m on.

  I look around. Everyone is staring at us.

  The last thing I need is for this to get back to Chelsea. If I have any chance left with her, this obvious scene would totally blow it.

  “Shouldn’t we, like, go to the library or something?” I ask her.

  “Or maybe my house?” She looks at me through thick, long lashes she’s batting at me.

  She even puts her hand on my thigh.

  “I… ummm…”

  “Just kidding,” she says, and lays her head on my shoulder as she opens my algebra textbook with her other hand. “I think better when I’m outside. And I need more breaths of fresh air after finding out that my new student is a total stud.”

  I try to scootch over a bit, but her not-Chelsea ass quickly follows.

  “Okay, I know you’re a bright guy who can catch on to these concepts,” she tells me, as she points to a problem in the book. “And I know I’m just the girl who can offer you extra motivation to do so…”

  She reaches her hand close to my dick, as if she’s about to grab it, and I practically slide off the end of the fucking bench.

  “Look, umm…” I realize I didn’t even ask her name. “Miss.”

  It sounds so formal, but I don’t know what else the fuck to call her, and perhaps formal is good in this situation.

  “You’re right, I’m a bright guy,” I tell her. “And I don’t really need a math tutor. I just need to not let my supposed friend teach me the wrong way to solve these problems.”

  “You need me for your football scholarship…” she sings out, in a gloating tone.

  I stop in my tracks, realizing she’s right. What will Coach Thompson do when he hears that I ditched my very first tutoring session, which is part of the plan to save my ass?

  He definitely won’t think I’m taking the plan very seriously.

  “What?” she asks, sensing my weakness. “Do you have a girlfriend or something?”

  “Or something,” I answer her, as I walk away. “Something like that, yes.”

  I’ll just have to take my chances with Coach Thompson. I hope he’ll understand, even though I have no idea what to tell him. She was too hot to be my algebra tutor? She sexually harassed me?

  I’ll figure it out. I just couldn’t stand that woman’s touch.

  This is not the Wesley Reynolds I used to be.

  What’s happened to me?

  Chelsea Thompson has ruined me.

  Chapter 42 – Chelsea

  My growling stomach forces me to skip class— which I almost never do— and head to grab some food instead.

  At least extreme hunger is the excuse I tell myself as I walk up the sidewalk leading to the cafeteria.

  I haven’t eaten much ever since my last encounter with Wesley, and I’m finally hungry for once.

  But maybe I happen to be hungry right now because I know that it’s Wesley’s lunch break. Maybe part of me wonders if he and I are really over.

  Or maybe, I realize with horror, as I stop in my tracks, I’m just a glutton for punishment.

  Because there, yards away, with his back to me, is Wesley, and he’s with yet another woman.

  I can only see the back of her, and her profile as she leans over to whisper in his ear, but she is super beautiful. Even more so than the last one. And she’s obviously really into him, with her hand on his thigh and her head resting on his shoulder.

  As she makes a move— in public, in broad daylight— for his package, I turn around and walk in the direction I was just coming from, as fast as I can.

  I thought that a blow job under an abandoned amusement park ride was risqué, but this woman is obviously way more forward than I am.

  I guess I was just one girl in a long string of girls who like to do forbidden things with the star football player.

  I can’t take one more time of running into Wesley with random women. He might claim the last one wasn’t a date, but he can’t get out of this one. She was all over him. And she was gorgeous.

  And why would he need to get out of it? I remind myself, hearing his voice in my head, from the last time we had talked.

  If you could call fighting “talking.”

  You two are over. You told him to leave you alone.

  But we had never really started to begin with. Not officially.

  It’s time I realize that not only were we over, we never had a real beginning. That’s probably my fault as much as his, but there’s no going back and fixing it.

  Wesley was right— I have no right to try to stake a claim to him. We were just sneaking around having fun behind my dad’s back. Nothing more.

  I’m so upset that I had gone and let myself have hope yet again. I can’t talk to Taylor because she’s in class. And she’s probably sick of hearing about my trials and tribulations with Wesley Reynolds, anyway.

  I stop when I get to the duck pond. I’ve come here partly because I have nowhere else to go— my appetite is gone again and I’m not about to walk past Wesley and his Flavor of the Week to enter the cafeteria— and partly because it feels peaceful. Water always calms me down.

  I sit under a tree, watching the ducks and the other students who are feeding them and tell myself to let it go. After my mom died Dad made me go to a shrink, who wasn’t very helpful.

  But the one helpful thing she told me was that sadness and worries and all other negative feelings are just thoughts
like any other thought. She told me that whenever I was stuck in grief, I should imagine myself sitting by a river and putting each thought on a leaf and watching it float by.

  I try to do that now, with the bread crumbs.

  My anger is a bread crumb being eaten by this duck. That duck is chewing on my sadness, while her baby duck is eating my regret.

  Soon, instead of feeling relieved that I was able to let go of my negative emotions, I just feel bad that the poor ducks have them in their stomachs. They’ll probably get indigestion.

  Chapter 43 – Chelsea

  My phone rings, waking me up. I look around, startled.

  I’m still at the duck pond. I must have fallen asleep.

  I’ve had a lot of sleepless nights lately— even my mom’s teddy bear hasn’t helped resolve that issue— and I guess I was so exhausted that I just drifted off. I must have been here a long time.

  That suspicion is confirmed when I see that it’s Taylor calling me. She went to two classes in a row, all while I was accidentally spying on Wesley and then sitting under a tree like Buddha. Unlike him, I obviously suck at meditating, so much so that I fell asleep.

  “Hello?” I ask, trying to mask my “just woke up” voice.

  “Chelsea, where are you?” Taylor screeches through the phone. “Practice started half an hour ago and everyone is waiting on you to teach us the new routine that you came up with for the next stage of the conference championships. And I’d been texting you ever since I got out of my last class, because I really need to tell you something.”

  “I… I was sleeping,” I confess.

  “Sleeping?”

  She acts like I said I was robbing a 7-Eleven.

  “Yes. Sometimes I need to do that.”

  “Are you okay? You sound upset.”

  “I am upset, Taylor.”

  “Why?”

  But I’m sick of talking to her about Wesley. Just as much as I’m sure she’s sick of hearing about him.

  “I guess upset isn’t the right word,” I tell her, more to get out of having to tell her about Wesley than because I really believe it. “I’m just exhausted.”

  It’s true. I’m exhausted. And upset.

  “Well, what happened?” she prods.

  “Can’t we talk about it later?”

  “Chelsea Madison Thompson,” she chides, sounding like a mother.

  Not my mother— she was never the stereotypical nagging type. She was always understanding and supportive. But just like a mother.

  “Tell me what happened,” Taylor says again.

  “Look, I know I’ve been having a lot of drama lately but I swear this wasn’t my fault,” I tell her. “I wasn’t trying to find an excuse to see him...”

  At least not consciously, I add to myself.

  “To see Wesley?” Taylor’s tone changes, as if now it’s her turn to hide something.

  “Right. I just ran into him. Like last time at Moon Howl Grill. And he was with yet another girl, just like he was then.”

  I pause because I’m embarrassed to even be telling this story. But then I plunge ahead.

  “Except this one looked even happier to be in his presence. I swear it’s like someone out there wants to rub it in my face that he sees all these other girls now. And it upset me. And I got tired. So I walked to the duck pond kind of accidentally. And then I went to sleep. Fell asleep, actually. Under a tree. Accidentally. That’s all.”

  I realize I’m explaining myself to her as if I’m in trouble. When she’s the one seeming shady all of a sudden.

  “Do you know something I don’t?” I suddenly ask her.

  “No. I mean. Maybe. Chelsea, just hurry to practice so we can concentrate on the cheerleading routine, and then we can talk about all of this afterwards.”

  “What is it?” I demand, ignoring her suggestion. Or maybe it was a command. “What do you know?”

  She sighs, audibly.

  “Look, Chelsea, please don’t be mad at me.”

  “For what?”

  “I… um.”

  She pauses. I wait.

  “That girl you saw Wesley with was his math tutor.”

  “His math tutor?”

  What the fuck.

  She didn’t look like any math tutor I’d ever seen.

  “I… hired her,” Taylor says.

  “What?”

  Nothing is making any sense. Maybe I’m still in my meditative pose under the tree, dreaming all of this up while I sleep.

  “I just thought that I should step in and put this whole matter to rest once and for all. I was trying to be helpful, but I realize now that it might not have been the best idea to…”

  “To interfere?” I ask, and the question comes out more explosively than I’d meant it to.

  “I mean, I just wanted to…”

  “Help,” I fill in. “You said that already. And you’re right. It wasn’t your place to step in, to meddle in my business without even telling me. Somehow your help hasn’t ended up being very helpful. It’s just done more harm than good actually.”

  My tone is full of anger but my eyes are welling up with tears. The memory of my dad asking us if we knew any math tutors— and Taylor answering that she might— floods through my brain so strongly that it is not a thought I can put on a leaf and let float by.

  I’d thought that Taylor had said she’d look for math tutors just as a way of trying to steer my dad off the trail of Wesley and me. But she’d obviously gotten the idea then and there to hire some girl to tutor Wesley.

  She’d wanted me to find out— to see him with her— and get him out of my head for good. But she hadn’t even consulted me.

  “I know Chelsea. But please just hear me out,” she pleads.

  “I don’t want to hear you out,” I tell her. “I need a break.”

  I hear Wesley’s voice in my head telling me that Taylor is like a mother figure to me. He was right, and not in a good way. I need to break away from her and do my own thing for a while. Make my own decisions. She can’t replace my mother, and my mother never would have done anything like this.

  “A break from what?” Taylor asks. “From us?”

  The way she says “us” grates on my already strained emotions. Maybe Taylor thinks she had good intentions. To rip off the Band-Aid and help me move on more quickly. But maybe, whether she knows it or not, she’s happy that I have to move on from Wesley. She was never a fan of me finally having a boyfriend.

  Not that he was my boyfriend.

  But she was probably jealous that he took time away from her. So she’s happy it didn’t work out and wants to hurry me back along to just concentrating on “us,” on her and me and our friendship, without any guy to steal my heart and get in the way.

  He didn’t steal my heart.

  But I don’t even want to explain it to her. I don’t want to fight. I just want some alone time.

  “A break from everything,” I finally answer her. “I’m tired.”

  “You’re not going to come to practice?” she asks. “Everyone’s waiting on you…”

  “Well, they’ll just have to make do without me. Practice the spirit cheers for the upcoming game. Or tell everyone to take a rest. It’s okay to do once in a while, even intentionally.”

  “Chelsea, I’m worried about you…”

  “Well don’t be. I’m just fine.”

  Even though I’ve realized some hard truths about my best friend. And even though I’ve lost the guy I’m really into.

  I’m not really into him.

  I’m fine. I just need more sleep. And then I can figure out how to make decisions on my own, without Taylor. Starting with how to move on from Wesley for good.

  Chapter 44 – Wesley

  “Blah blah blah blah, Chelsea’s birthday,” announces Coach Thompson, and I look up and say, “Huh?”

  I’ve barely been able to pay attention to anything lately. All I think about is how to get Chelsea back.

  We’re in the locker roo
m for a wrap-up talk after football practice and the coach’s words are mostly a blur to me, like everything else these days. But I certainly heard her name, which snapped me out of my mental slumber.

  “Yes, Mr. Reynolds,” Coach Thompson says, as if calling on a kindergartner. “Do you have a question?”

  “I just, um, missed what you said,” I tell him. “Sorry. Can you repeat?”

  “I said that next weekend is my daughter’s birthday and I’m taking her on a father- daughter fishing trip, so don’t bug me. I hope all of you heard it this time, because I mean it,” he says, looking around at everyone. “Don’t bother me.”

  I hadn’t known that Chelsea’s birthday was coming up.

  This is the perfect time to do what I’ve been thinking of doing for a long time now: something drastic to win her heart once again. I know I had it before and now I just have to get it back.

  Even if it makes me look like a fool, I need to declare my love for her. I know it could cost me my football career, but I don’t even care anymore. All I care about is Chelsea.

  As we walk out of the locker room, I tell Christian, “Wish me luck, Dude. I’m about to make the pass of my life.”

  “What are you talking about?” he asks.

  “Chelsea. I’m going after her.”

  “You’re definitely crazy,” he says. “Haven’t you learned anything?”

  “I’m not good at learning lessons,” I tell him. “Aren’t you going to wish me luck?”

  He shrugs, shakes his head, and then says, “Whatever, Man. Good luck. But don’t say I didn’t warn you.”

  “Unfortunately I’ve never been one to heed warnings, either,” I tell him.

  He saunters off and once again I’m left wondering what’s up his ass. I just don’t get the guy. I guess Coach is right that he’s jealous. If I get Chelsea back, I’ll just rub it in to fuck with him since he’s obviously been fucking with me.

  As I head to my car, I send a text message to Taylor, hoping she’s as desperate to get back into Chelsea’s good graces as I am. Desperate enough to work with me instead of against me.