Dust of Dreams

by Erikson, Steven

  A final report, loud as the snapping of a dragon’s spine, and then sudden silence.

  A sword, bleeding darkness, dripping cold.

  Overhead, late afternoon sunlight burned the sky.

  He slowly scanned the ground, even as desiccated fragments of hide and flesh began raining from the heavens, and then he stepped forward, bending down to retrieve a battered scabbard. He slid the sword home.

  A sultry wind swept down the length of the valley, gathering streamers of steam.

  He stood for a time, studying the scene on all sides.

  ‘Ah, my love. Forgive me.’

  He set out, boots crunching on the dead.

  Returned to the world.

  Draconus.

  Book Four

  The Path

  Forever Walked

  When your penance is done

  Come find me

  When all the judges cloaked in stone

  Have faced away

  Seek the rill beneath the bowers and strings

  Of fine pearls

  Down in the fold of sacred hills

  Among the elms

  Where animals and birds find shelter

  Come find me

  I am nestled in grasses never trod

  By heartbroken

  Knights and brothers of kings

  Not a single root torn

  In the bard’s trembling grief

  Seek out what is freely given

  Come find me

  In the wake of winter’s dark flight

  And take what you will

  Of these blossoms

  My colours lie in wait for you

  And none other

  COME FIND ME

  FISHER

  Chapter Nineteen

  In the midst of fleeing

  the unseen enemy

  I heard the hollow horrors

  of the wretched caught

  We collected our gasps

  to make ourselves a song

  Let the last steps be a dance!

  Before the spears strike

  and the swords slash

  We’ll run with torches

  and write the night

  with glutted indulgences

  Our precious garlands

  bold laughter to drown

  the slaughter in the stables

  of the lame and poor

  Entwine hands and pitch skyward!

  None will hear the dread

  groans of the suffering

  nor brush with tips

  glistening sorrow’d cheeks

  on stilled faces below

  Let us flee in mad joy—

  the unseen enemy draws near

  behind and ahead

  and none will muster

  to this harbinger call

  for as long as we are able

  to run these perfect circles

  confound the fates

  all you clever killers!

  I am with you!

  UNSEEN ENEMY

  EFLIT TARN

  M

  oving like one bludgeoned, Kilmandaros slowly, by degrees, picked herself up from the ground. She leaned to one side and spat red phlegm, and then glanced over to see Errastas lying curled on the dead grasses, motionless as a stillborn calf. Off to one side stood Sechul Lath, arms wrapped tightly about his torso, face bleached of all warmth.

  She spat again. ‘It’s him.’

  ‘A summoning beyond all expectation,’ Sechul said. ‘Odd, Errastas looks less than pleased at his own efficacy.’

  Kilmandaros levered herself upright, stood unsteadily. ‘He could be subtle when he wanted,’ she said, in some irritation. ‘Instead, he made sure to let us know.’

  ‘Not just us,’ Sechul replied. ‘Nothing so crass,’ he added, ‘as careless.’

  ‘Is it anger, do you think?’

  He rubbed at his face with both hands. ‘The last time Draconus was wakened to anger, Mother, nothing survived intact. Nothing.’ He hesitated, and then shook his head. ‘Not anger, not yet, anyway. He just wanted everyone to know. He wanted to send us all spinning.’

  Kilmandaros grunted. ‘Rude bastard.’

  They stood at the end of a long row of standing stones that had taken them round a broad, sweeping cursus. The avenue opened out in front of them, with scores of lesser stones spiralling the path inward to a flat-topped altar, its surface stained black. Little of this remained in the real world, of course. A few toppled menhirs, rumpled tussocks and ruts made by wandering bhederin. Errastas had drawn them ever closer to a place where time itself dissolved into confusion. Assailed by chaos, straining beneath the threats of oblivion, even the ground underfoot felt porous, at risk of crumbling under their weight.

  The builders of this holy shrine were long gone. Resonance remained, however, tingling her skin, but it was an itch she could not scratch away. The sensation further fouled her mood. Glaring down at Errastas, she asked, ‘Will he recover? Or will we have to drag him behind us by one foot.’

  ‘A satisfying image,’ Sechul conceded, ‘but he’s already coming round. After the shock, the mind races.’ He walked up to where the Errant lay. ‘Enough, Errastas. On your feet. We have a task to complete and now more than ever, it needs doing.’

  ‘She took an eye,’ rasped the figure lying on the grasses. ‘With it, I would have seen—’

  ‘Only what you wanted to see,’ Sechul finished. ‘Never mind that, now. There is no going back. We won’t know what Draconus intends until he shows us—or, Abyss forbid, he finds us.’ He shrugged. ‘He’s thrown his gauntlet down—’

  Errastas snorted. ‘Gauntlet? That, Setch, was his fist.’

  ‘So punch back,’ Sechul snapped.

  Kilmandaros laughed. ‘I’ve taught him well, haven’t I?’

  The Errant uncurled, and then sat up. He stared bleakly at the altar stone. ‘We cannot just ignore him. Or what his arrival tells us. He is freed. The sword Dragnipur is shattered—there was no other way out. If the sword is shattered, then—’

  ‘Rake is dead,’ said Kilmandaros.

  Silence for a time. She could see in the faces of the two men sweeping cascades of emotion as they contemplated the raw fact of Anomander Rake’s death. Disbelief, denial, wonder, satisfaction and pleasure. And then … fear. ‘Yes,’ she said. ‘Great changes, terrible changes.’

  ‘But,’ Errastas looked up at her, ‘how was it possible? Who could have done such a thing? Has Osserc returned—no, we would have sensed that.’ He climbed to his feet. ‘Something has gone wrong. I can feel it.’

  Sechul faced him. ‘Master of the Holds, show us your mastery. You need to look to your own hands, and the power within them.’

  ‘Listen to my son,’ said Kilmandaros. ‘Seek the truth in the Holds, Errastas. We must know where things stand. Who struck him down? Why? And how did the sword break?’

  ‘There is irony in this,’ Sechul said with a wry smile. ‘The removal of Anomander Rake is like kicking down a gate—in an instant the path beyond runs straight and clear. Only to have Draconus step into the breach. As deadly as Rake ever was, but a whole lot crueller, that much closer to chaos. His appearance is, I think, a harbinger of the madness to come. Squint that lone eye, Errastas, and tell me you see other than ruination ahead.’

  But the Errant was shaking his head. ‘I can tell you now who broke Dragnipur. There could be no other. The Warlord.’

  Breath hissed from Kilmandaros. ‘Brood. Yes, I see that. The weapon he holds—none other. But that only confuses things all the more. Rake would not have willingly surrendered that weapon, not even to Caladan Brood.’ She eyed the others. ‘We are agreed that the Son of Darkness is dead? Yet his slayer did not take Dragnipur. Can it be that the Warlord killed him?’

  Sechul Lath snorted. ‘Centuries of speculation—who was the deadlier of the two? Have we our answer? This is absurd—can any of us even imagine a cause that would so divide those two? With the history they shared?’

  ‘Perha
ps the cause was Dragnipur itself—’

  Kilmandaros grunted. ‘Think clearly, Errastas. Brood had to know that shattering the sword would free Draconus, and a thousand other ascendants—’ her hands closed into fists—‘and Eleint. He would not have done it if he’d had a choice. Nothing could have so fractured that ancient alliance, for it was more than an alliance. It was friendship.’ She sighed heavily and looked away. ‘We clashed, yes, but even me—no, I would not have murdered Anomander Rake if the possibility was presented to me. I would not. His existence … had purpose. He was one you could rely upon, when justice needed a blade’s certain edge.’ She passed a hand over her eyes. ‘The world has lost some of its colour, I think.’

  ‘Wrong,’ said Sechul. ‘Draconus has returned. But listen to us. We swirl round and round this dread pit of truth. Errastas, will you stand there frozen as a hare? Think you not the Master of the Deck is bleeding from the ears right now? Strike quickly, friend—he will be in no condition to intercept you. Indeed, make him fear we planned this—all of it—make him believe we have fashioned the Consort’s escape from Dragnipur.’

  Kilmandaros’s eyes were wide on her son.

  Errastas slowly nodded. ‘A detour, of sorts. Fortunately, a modest one. Attend me.’

  ‘I shall remain here,’ announced Kilmandaros. At the surprise and suspicion she saw in the Errant’s face, she raised her fists. ‘There was the danger—so close to the Eleint—that I lose control. Surely,’ she added, ‘you did not intend me to join you when you walked through that last gate. No, leave me here. Return when it’s done.’

  Errastas looked round at the shrine’s standing stones. ‘I would not think this place suited you, Kilmandaros.’

  ‘The fabric is thin. My presence weakens it more—this pleases me.’

  ‘Why such hatred for humans, Kilmandaros?’

  Her brows rose. ‘Errastas, really. Who among all the races is quickest to claim the right to judgement? Over everyone and everything? Who holds that such right belongs to them and them alone? A woodcutter walks deep into the forest, where he is attacked and eaten by a striped cat—what do his fellows say? They say: “The cat is evil and must be punished. The cat must answer for its crime, and it and all its kind must answer to our hate.” Before too long, there are no cats left in that forest. And humans consider that just. Righteous. Could I, Errastas, I would gather all the humans of the world, and I would gift them with my justice—and that justice is here, in these two fists.’

  Errastas reached up to probe his eye socket, and he managed a faint smile. ‘Well answered, Kilmandaros.’ He turned to Sechul Lath. ‘Arm yourself, friend. The Holds have grown feral.’

  ‘Which one will you seek first?’

  ‘The one under a Jaghut stone, of course.’

  She watched as blurry darkness swallowed them. With the Errant’s departure, the ephemeral fragility of the ancient shrine slowly dissolved, revealing the stolid ruins of its abandonment. A slew of toppled, shattered stones, pecked facings hacked and chipped—the images obliterated. She walked closer to the altar stone. It had been deliberately chiselled, cut in two. Harsh breaths and sweat-slick muscles, a serious determination to despoil this place.

  She knew all about desecration. It was her hobby, after all, an obsessive lure that tugged her again and again, with all the senseless power of a lodestone.

  A few thousand years ago, people had gathered to build their shrine. Someone had achieved the glorious rank of tyrant, able to threaten life and soul, and so was able to compel hundreds to his or her bidding. To quarry enormous stones, drag them to this place, tilt them upright like so many damned penises. And who among those followers truly believed that tyrant’s calling? Voice of the gods in the sky, the groaning bitches in the earth, the horses of the heavens racing the seasons, the mythologies of identity—all those conceits, all those delusions. People of ancient times were no more fools than those of the present, and ignorance was never a comfortable state of being.

  So they had built this temple, work-gangs of clear-eyed cynics sacrificing their labour to the glory of the gods but it wasn’t gods basking in that glory—it was the damned tyrant, who needed to show off his power to coerce, who sought to symbolize his power for all eternity.

  Kilmandaros could comprehend the collective rage that had destroyed this place. Every tyrant reaches the same cliff-edge, aged into infirmity, or eyeing the strutting of heirs and recognizing the hungry looks in their regard. That edge was death, and with it all glory fell to dust. Even stone cannot withstand the fury of mortals when fuelled by abnegation.

  Nature was indifferent to temples, to sacred sites. It did not withhold its gnawing winds and dissolute rains. It devoured such places with the same remorseless will that annihilated palaces and city walls, squalid huts and vast aqueducts. But carve a face into stone and someone is bound to destroy it long before nature works its measured erosion.

  She understood that compulsion, the bitter necessity of refuting monumental achievements, whether they be dressed in stone or in the raiment of poetry. Power possessed a thousand faces and one would be hard pressed to find a beautiful one among them. No, they were ugly one and all, and if they managed to create something wondrous, then the memory of its maker must be made to suffer all the more for it.

  ‘For every soul sweeping away the dust,’ said a voice behind her, ‘there are a thousand scattering it by the handful.’

  Kilmandaros did not turn round, but bared her teeth nonetheless. ‘I was growing impatient.’

  ‘It’s not rained here for some time. Only the roots of the stones still hold moisture. I have followed your journey in the morning mists, in the damp breaths of the beasts.’ After a moment, Mael moved up to stand beside her, his eyes settling on the desecrated altar stone. ‘Not your handiwork, I see. Feeling cheated?’

  ‘I despise conceit,’ she said.

  ‘And so every mortal creation is to be crushed by your fists. Yes, the presumption of all those fools.’

  ‘Do you know where they have gone, Mael?’

  He sighed. ‘The Holds are not as they once were. Have you considered, they may not return?’

  ‘Errastas is their Master—’

  ‘Was, actually. The Holds have not had a master for tens of thousands of years, Kilmandaros. Do you know, you forced the Errant’s retreat from the Holds. He feared you were coming for him, to destroy him and his precious creations.’

  ‘He was right. I was.’

  ‘See how things have turned out. His summoning compelled none of us—you must realize that.’

  ‘That is no matter—’

  ‘Because deceiving him continues to serve your purposes. And now Knuckles walks at his side. Or, more accurately, a step behind. When will the knife strike?’

  ‘My son understands the art of subtlety.’

  ‘It’s not an art, Kilmandaros, it’s just one among many tactics to get what you want. The best subtlety is when no one even notices what you’ve done, ever. Can Sechul Lath achieve that?’

  ‘Can you?’ she retorted.

  Mael smiled. ‘I know of only a few capable of such a thing. One is mortal and my closest friend. The other wasn’t mortal, but is now dead. And then, of course, there is Draconus.’

  She fixed a glare upon him. ‘Him? You must be mad!’

  Mael shrugged. ‘Try this for a consideration. Draconus needed to get something done. And, it now seems, he achieved it. Without lifting a hand. Without anyone even noticing his involvement. Only one man ever defeated him. Only one man could possess Dragnipur but never kneel before it. Only one man could oversee the weapon’s destruction—no matter the cost. Only one man could force an end to Mother Dark’s denial. And only one man could stand in the face of chaos and not blink.’

  Breath gusted from her in a growl. ‘And now that man is dead.’

  ‘And Draconus walks free. Draconus has broken Kallor’s curse on him. He holds Darkness in a blade of annihilation. No longer chained, no longer o
n the run, no longer haunted by the terrible error in judgement that was Dragnipur.’

  ‘All this by his hand? I do not believe it, Mael.’

  ‘But that is precisely my point, Kilmandaros. About true subtlety. Will we ever know if what I have just described was all by the Consort’s hand? No.’

  ‘Unless he admits it.’

  ‘But who wouldn’t?’

  ‘I hate your words, Mael. They gnaw like the waves you love so much.’

  ‘We are all vulnerable, Kilmandaros. Don’t think Draconus is about to build a little farm in some mountain valley and spend the rest of his days whittling whistles while birds nest in his hair. He knows we’re here. He knows we’re up to something. Either he’s already figured it out, in which case he will come to find us, or he is even now setting out to pull loose all our secret ambitions.’

  ‘Who killed Anomander Rake?’

  ‘Dessembrae, wielding a sword forged by Rake’s own hand.’

  She was rocked by that. Her mind raced. ‘Vengeance?’

  ‘None other.’

  ‘That weapon always terrified me,’ she said. ‘I could never understand why he set it aside.’

  ‘Really? The hand that holds it must be pure in its desire. Kilmandaros, Rake yielded it to his brother because his heart was already broken, while Andarist … well, we know that tale.’

  As the significance of Mael’s words struck home, Kilmandaros found she was trembling. ‘Andarist,’ she whispered. ‘That … that …’ but she had no words to describe her feeling. Instead, her hands rose to her face again. ‘He is gone,’ she said, voice catching in a sob. ‘Anomander Rake is gone!’

  Mael spoke, his tone suddenly harsh. ‘Leave Dessembrae alone. He was as much a victim as anyone else involved. Worse, he has been cheated, and used, and now his suffering is immeasurable.’

  She shook her head, the muscles of her jaws creaking. ‘I was not thinking of Dessembrae.’

  ‘Kilmandaros, listen well. My thoughts on Draconus—my musings on his possible culpability—they are unproven. Speculations, nothing more. If you seek a confrontation with Draconus—if you seek vengeance—you will die. And it may well be for naught, for perhaps Draconus is innocent of all charges.’